Make Me the Perfect Killer
Chapter Seven
Gone For Good
WARNING! CONTAINS YAOI/SHONEN AI WHICH IS BOY X BOY! IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT, THEN DON'T READ IT!
~I'm sitting here all by myself just trying to think of something to do. I'm trying to think of something, anything just to keep me from thinking of you.~
I ran down the hill to the park around the back of the house. When I went down there, I saw Axel's phone and picked it up. When I opened it up, his screensaver was of him and I kissing on the Fourth of July.
~But you know it's not working out 'cause you're all that's on my mind. One thought of you is all it takes to leave the rest of the world behind, oh.~
I flipped through his pictures. They were all of me. It hurt me to see him kill Xigbar. It hurt me even more that I wouldn't been dead if I didn't go with him. It killed me to walk out on him, crying. Assassins aren't meant to love. If they did, they would be soft. What did that mean for us? I looked through more pictures.
~I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did. I didn't mean to get so close, and share what we did. I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did. And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did...~
My 'birthday', Christmas, New Years', Halloween...
"Hey Axel?," I asked as we walked in the dark hallway. Everyone was asleep except for us.
"Yeah?," he responded.
"Why do you smile so creepy?"
"Why do you not talk to anyone?" I hesitated.
"What's there to talk about?"
"...True."
"That wasn't the question, anyway."
"Then what's the question?"
"What do you do when you like someone?" He looked at me with sad eyes.
"I don't know, kiss? But you won't get anything from Larxene. She's a cold hearted bitch. I wouldn't try."
"I don't like Larxene," I quietly said, and kissed him.
~I'm sitting here trying to convince myself that you're not the one for me. But the more I think, the less I believe and the more I want you here with me. You know the holidays are coming up I don't want to spend them alone.~
Merry Christmas, Roxie," Axel said softly in my ear.
"Yeah, Merry Christmas, Axel," I said back. He gently laid me on his bed and kissed me deeply. After a few more moments of kissing, he started rubbing his hand on my erection, his fingers outlining my hardening member trapped within my pants. I moaned out in pleasure.
"Shh," Axel smirked.
"Why?," I huffed.
"You wouldn't want to wake anyone, right?" Axel thrust his hips upwards, making me cry out even more.
"mmmh, Who cares if they hear?"
~Memories of Christmas time with you will just kill me if I'm on my own.~
When he asked me when my birthday was coming up, he wanted to do something special. Those words he said, "I would never do that to you..." Did he mean it? Was I deceived? Of course, I love him, but...if I go back...
Will he ever forgive me?
"Axel, where's your phone?," I asked when I came out of the bathroom. "It's usually on the coffee table."
"Oh I, uh, saw a spider and chucked it out the window," he stammered. I stared at him.
"A spider? You're afraid of spiders?"
"Yeah. I think it broke when I threw it though so I'm gonna have to get a new one. That phone was old anyway.
~I know it's not the smartest thing to do but we can't seem to get it right. But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight...~
I looked through his messages. They were all from Superior after he threw away his phone...
To protect me...
~One more chance tonight.~
"Why? Why are yo leaving?," Axel yelled to me. I didn't look back.
"To find my family," I simply replied.
"You can't just leave me, I love you Roxas!" I could tell that he was crying. Should I leave? "After what we did. What we shared. You can't leave! You just can't!"
"And we shouldn't have done that anyway. I live you too, Axel but my mind's made up. I'm leaving, goodbye. No one would know I'm gone, anyway."
"Well I would!" He grabbed my arm and held me tightly. "If you want to go then go. I can't stop you..."
~I'm sitting here trying to entertain myself with this old guitar. But with all my inspiration gone, it's not getting me very far.~
"Hey kid, need some extra money for your 'little trip'?," the large man asked.
"No, why would I?," I growled and turned around to see a gang of men. Two of them grabbed me and pinned me to a wall.
"You could always pay with your body," he smirked evilly.
"Why the hell would I do that? Especially with the fucktards in front of me, nonetheless."
"Why you little-" I hear the ending of his sentence they all gained up on me and started to punch and kick me everywhere. I was helpless because of my wounds from the mission. They left me for dead.
~I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you. Oh please baby won't you take my hand we've got nothing left to prove...~
Axel punched the wall numerous amount of times.
"Roxas, why? You left me again. Again. I thought this wouldn't happen but I guess I was wrong...Very wrong..."
~I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did. I didn't mean to get so close, and share what we did. I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did. And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did...
And I didn't mean to meet you then, when we were just kids. And i didn't mean to give you chills with the way that I kiss. And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did. And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did...~
If I go back and apologize for what I put you through, will you ever forgive me? I love you so much.
~Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did...~
Please...Please come back to me...I'm so sorry...
~No you didn't mean to love me back...~
"Are you Roxas Hikari?," a dark voice said from behind. I turned around.
"Yeah," I said quietly. "Why?" The man pulled out a gun.
"Superior told me to give you this," he said, and fired.
~But you did.~
A/N: Hoe shit. Chapter Seven! Please don't hate on me on how it was a sad ending for this chapter.
~~~ indicates that it's "Roxie Flashback Time!"
*** indicates that both Axel and Roxas are thinking of the same thing
~(enter something here)~ indicates that it's song time (for special chapters)!
Errors?
Errors in the song?
The song is called A Lonely September by Plain White T's
Song and KH characters do not belong to me!
So...who do you think the guy that shot Roxas was?