Ok I know a lot of you have been waiting for the next chapter so this is it.

I turn around to find Alberta.
"rose what's going on?" She asks
I quickly hide the razor behind my back.
"Nothing Alberta"
"Rose I can see the Razor. I'm not stupid"
I sigh and place the razor on the table. Suddenly I burst into tears.
"I can't do this" I sob
"Hey Rose. If anyone can it's you. You are so strong. I'm really sorry about you and Dimitri. I really am. I just want to protect you."
I stand up furious "PROTECT ME?!"
"rose I was once in love with my mentor. It was quite similar to your affair actually. When we went public it didn't end so well. He turned against me. I'm not saying that Dimitri will do this for you but many hate was sent our way and I lost my charge. Rose i'm really sorry but all i'm doing is protecting you the only way I know how"
I nod stiffly and smile a little "I'm sorry for kicking your ass"
Alberta lightly laughs "It's quite alright. You are some fighter I must say. Especially when you are infuriated"
I hug Alberta and she walks out. As soon as she walks out Lissa sprints in sobbing.
"Mia oh how I hate her"
"That's it! Lissa i'm gonna teach you how to protect yourself"
Her face lights up "Really?"
I nod "Yes"
"I'm really sorry about you and Dimitri"
I bite back the tears "Its fine really it's fine"
I take Lissa to the gym and ignore Dimitri.
"OK Lissa when she goes for your stomach block it. When she goes for the head duck and kick her legs but never throw a punch. We don't want you getting expelled"
Lissa nods and I lightly punch her stomach. She groans and falls on her butt. I giggle and help her up. I go for her head and she ducks and kicks my legs. I then grab her arm.
"If she does this twist and punch"
Liss furiously punches me and twists. She eventually gets out and smiles.
"Thanks Rose. I've gotta go. Meeting Christian"
I pull a face "I swear to god Lissa if you do anything and I get sucked in I will kill you"
"I'll try not too"
"There is no try there is only do"
"Did you seriously quote Star Wars?"
I blush "Maybe"
"HA HA" Lissa starts laughing and I spot Dimitri smirking
"Comrade you listen to Shakira and Lissa you listen to lord of the rings soundtrack on repeat"
They both stand motionless and I smirk and stalk out. I add a little swagger in my step and head to the punching bags. I furiously punch them. I HATE NOT BEING WITH DIMITRI. I forget he is there and sink to the ground sobbing. I curl myself up and sob.
"Roza?"
I look up to his face and smile weakly.
"I'm fine comrade. You forget i'm made of steel"
With tears in my eyes I walk out of the gym and when I exit I sprint. I trip on the grass and land on my head. The last thing I see is people running to me before I black out.

I wake up in the clinic and glare at the wall. I hear people giggling.
"I CAN HEAR YOU IDIOTS" I shriek
I wince and watch as the door opens.
"Rose i'm going to say it" Dr says
"Whats up Doc"
"You have cancer"
"WHAT"
"Nah i'm joking you just need to rest."
"You had me there Doc"
I walk out and on the way to my dorm grab a book on Russian.
That's it. I'm going to lean Russian.