Epov

I just watched. I sat and watched as she moved with the steady rhythm that the DJ was playing. I never got out of my seat; I knew that if I did she would be a goner. After all her apprehension about coming I didn't want to make her too uncomfortable with my ogling but I could take my eyes away.

I would do horrible things to her! Her body was a wonderland in my John Mayer voice! I want to go mad hatter on her! Thanks so corny! I DON'T CARE!

It could've been the drinks or the over stimulation of her dancing but the moment she began to sing to me I was a goner. I waited for as long as my body would allow then I was grabbing her by the waist. At first I just held her as she moved against me. Her body was so soft I just wanted to reveal in the feel of it. Then we were moving together for maybe three or four songs.

Somehow when Kelly Rowland's 'Motivation' came on I knew I was in for it. Bella turned around so that we were face to face. We swayed together for a while but that was obviously not enough for her.

Now at this point a better man, the man I would like to be with self-control and restraint; someone who was not drunk right now and letting his more basic instincts take over would've stopped her and moved away, maybe called it a night. Man I wish I was that man!

She started off by putting her face in my neck and I could feel her breathing against me. Oh please Bella stop because I can't stop you right now. Then she put her arms around me and her hands went under my shirt and she rubbed up and down my back. Damn it! She kissed up my neck to the side of my mouth. Then she planted a somehow decisive kiss right in the center of my lips.

I stood still I did not kiss her back because I knew she would regret it. It took all parts of my being to do it but I had to. I had to fight though my Bella induced Trans. She stopped her assault then and I was still I had to stay put. The look on her face made me feel sure about my choice to remain still and not delve into temptation.

Then she was gone.

I took me a minute to get my barring's but when I did I was after her. I heard Alice yell something after me but I couldn't let her get away. I wouldn't let her go again, NEVER AGAIN.

The ride up to her room was silent and awkward. Once in her room she sat on her bed and I sat in one of the recliners off to the side. More silence until she sighed heavily. "Edward… I'm sorry about that back there I don't know what came over me." She's sorry? ugh!

I placed my hand over me eyes to shield her from seeing the sadness I felt from her words. I didn't want her to have any regrets when it came to us. I know I had a lot of my own to bare but she didn't deserve any. I hung my head then ran my hands though my hair trying to alleviate some of the stress I was feeling throughout my body.

When I looked into her eyes my heart ached. "Bella please do not be sorry about anything that happened tonight. I am the one that should be sorry. If I was a better man; a stronger man I wouldn't have ever even asked you out after I saw you the other day. I knew better, that you deserve better. I knew I couldn't handle dancing with you without wanting to ravish you. I am a weak man! You… you should never be sorry about anything you do with me."

I spoke while staring at the floor. When I looked up she was looking at me with a tilted head and raised eyebrow.

She sighed and rolled her eyes. "I was only sorry because I thought u felt bad! You didn't reciprocate I took that as you were still unsure about what you wanted from me. I had to disengage I can't take anymore rejection from you. I can't! You have to make a stand right now! I know we just reconnected and maybe it's the liquor making me so aggressive but I need to know right now what we're doing here! Because I am frustrated and horny and I am still in love with you and there is no use bullshitting if we can just be together like we are supposed to." well damn!

I continued to hang my head "I will take whatever you want to give me Bella. But you deserve so much more than I am." I was cut off when I felt her hand on my knee. As soon as I lifted my head she kissed me with such passion I was stunned.

It felt so powerful and wonderful and everything! Getting what you want, getting what you need. I needed this kiss I needed her lips on mine. I kept my hand on her waist as I guided her into my lap. I didn't want to step over any unclear boundaries.

I wanted to grab her roughly take her and reestablish the bond that we once had. Her lips felt the same as they always have. Soft, wet, slick, and sweet she has always been tasty and she hasn't changed. Her arms were around my neck and her hands were in my hair. I groaned when she lightly tugged, just like she used to.

We we're in full blown make out mode when we heard the door open. We both jumped but not apart. I held her tight even if she wanted to get up I wouldn't and couldn't allow it. One because I didn't need everyone to see my raging boner. Two because said boner was so happy nestled between Bella's thighs almost touching her heated core; I didn't want to burst his bubble yet.

All the ladies came stumbling into the room more drunk then they were when we left them. I looked at my phone and saw that it was 3:30am. I guess we've been up here longer then I thought.

"Omg! Look at them I knew things would work out. I am so happy Bella could move on." If my eyes could shoot lasers they would. Alice's drunk rambling is going to ruin what I've work so hard to fix.

"What did you say?" Bella asked in surprise. uh oh! Shit

"Come on Bella, we all knew you would get over it! Now we can go back to being friends and have a great time here." She was somehow oblivious to Bella's tone and expression. She looked like she was going to kick my sister's ass. Fuck there goes my happy reunion.