Alright, ladies and gentlemen, who have waited ever so patiently for my update, I have the story why, if you care, it's taken me so long to finally get back on here. My old computer crashed but instead of getting a regular PC, my parents go a Mac... As you know, Macs aren't compatible with this site, at least I'm not aware of it being so but anyway, my mother finally got Firefox/Mozilla :D. I was happy, to say the least because I haven't gotten around to any updates -so here you go, and I hope you enjoy!

The wind was blowing strangely in the morning as if foreseeing terror but nevertheless, Riza grew to her feet and tumbled onto the balcony, half naked but covered in a single, thin, bed sheet. Her long, silky, golden hair was curled and flowing in the mid morning breeze. She had missed the sunrise, she supposed, to sleep in and now she was clouded in ruckus. She had forgotten to call Jesse...

At that thought, she turned her head to gaze in the Roy's direction through the open glass-slide door, shedding only a puddle of sunlight into the dim room. Riza studied the way he was sleeping with his face buried into the pillow, one hand splayed on what used to be her side of the bed, until she awoke moments ago, and his chest rising in and out, slowly. He was dead asleep; snooziong Zs the size of Central. His bare back showing, trailing down his spine and displaying only a fraction of his rump... He was beautiful, she thought regrettably.

Riza knew inside of herself, somewhere, she could never be ashamed if convicted of this affair -she was still very much in love with Roy but what was killing her was that she was already in a committed relationship, one she couldn't get out of, of course, that's what she believed. Jesse was great, but, Roy was better. What now, she pleaded, what now? She knew who she wanted but also faced the reality in which of knowing what she wants she'll never have.

Roy stirred, as if hearing her thought explode and turned on his side this time, showing his soundless, handsome face and his hair matted on his forehead. She watched him now, with a playful grin as he scratched his neck and grasped the pillow in between his arms. His chest was bare and built, laying before her and she saw his trail of hair leading down his navel just below the sheets.

Riza sighed his time, sadly, letting a tear build up inside her -we'll never be together, Roy, she thought. She allowed her gaze to flow back to the scenery surrounding the hotel but then heard him stir again. Then she heard feet, trailing into the bathrrom and abrupt sound of the closing door. She still stood, waiting. When he came out and approached her he had said nothing to her but did rub her back softly.

"I'm a condemned man, Riza," He said suddenly, "not a righteous leader or war hero, but I have dreams -one of them is for you to be happy," He was talking to her but not looking at her which made her tremble suddenly by his words.
"I know what plagues your mind," He paused -he did. She wasn't in love with him but instead with anther man. Could he really cause her anymore harm! He bit his lower lip and beared all the regret he was going to feel after he said his confessions... He had caged her long enough and wanted to see her smile again. The world was much more beautiful when she smiled -that's why he's letting her go.

"and I'll be the crutch but I know I could never by the medicine that cures the problem. I may be your commanding officer but I look out for you because I'm your friend"- He gave her a peculiar glance and she smiled weakly, "alright, Lieutenant? How about you call him -I'm sure he's worried about you. "

She wanted Roy to shut-up. She didn't love Jesse, she knew that much but she was trapped so she'd deal with it but did he really have to go into that much detail about their current situation, or was she running away from her problems? She shook her head...

"I will." She whispered, trying her best to ignore his usless prattle. She didn't want to call him, she didn't even want to think about Jesse -that's right, she frowned, just run away from all your problems Riza.

"Want some coffee?" Roy asked walking back into the room. He grabbed his boxer breifs and slipped them on ever so casually.

"Sir," She smirked, for the first time in awhile, "You know the answer to that."

hahahahah I did have another version up here earlier but that's because I lost this copy, so yea, this was the original new update, so please, review! thanks you guys, youre the greatest!