Killua was biting into his thumb intensely as he thought about Gon and the fact that his dearest friend had been taken. By not just anyone but his freakishly strong family. He shuddered to think what they were forcing Gon to do. They would do what ever it takes to get him and his sister back. But he had never dreamed they would dare stoop so low as to take on his friend.

Although thinking back on it he probably should have seen this coming. He recalled his childhood with Illumi who told him that no matter what he was to take his targets weaknesses and use them to his advantage, It had never occurred to him that Gon was his. He slammed his fist mercilessly against his hotel wall his sister watching him a rather gentle look on her face as she watched his expression change through several stages of internal pain and suffering to guilt. "How...How could I have been so stupid..." He growled "of course it wouldn't have been that easy. I have to hurry and find everyone. But...Where do I even begin. I never kept in contact with them Gon did but I never felt like I should. Damn it!I should have what do I do..." He repeatedly slammed his fists into the wall growling and shouting at the wall when his sister grabbed his fist and whispered.

"Please stop brother your bleeding and I don't want you to suffer. Please just ask It she might be able to help." Stated Alluka warmly grabbing her brother and pulling him into a hug. "I don't want to see you suffer and Gon is a really good person who made Brother brave and strong. We need to help him."

Killua took a moment before nodding. "Ok Big brother will try anything as long as it's effective. Let it out."

Gon sat shaking his arm throbbed as he stared at the splint it was placed in by the Zoldyck family doctor. He hadn't even gotten off the cement slab he called a bed with the exception of the bathroom. It had been a while since he had come back almost two months his arm was almost healed but it was slow going with the daily forced training and bravado showed by the family butlers. He had gotten used to sitting in silence most days since Silva didn't like him talking needlessly. It had become regular to him now as he listened to the hallway that lead to the outside. He sat so close to freedom but he didn't dare try to challenge the magic beast that sat at the end of Gon's bed sleeping.

For some reason it had taken a close liking to him but it still followed Silva's orders to a T. Because of this Gon couldn't do anything without being watched by it. He curled his legs up slightly and the shifting caused the beast to open its eyes and look at him before going back to sleep. The sound of approaching foot steps made Gon flinch. It was to early for lunch and he had already done his morning training so this ment Silva was coming to work. He trembled since when this happened Silva tended to be in a bad mood.

He trembled and pushing further into the corner his stomach dropped and he could feel a slight panic raise. He closed his eyes and turned to the wall so Silva wouldn't think he was going to try anything. He had only made the mistake of trying to kill him once when he was working in his room. It had put Gon in such a bad state he could only remember waking up in so much pain he couldn't move. But though his brain couldn't remember his body could.

Silva walked in and looked at Gon who's back was facing him, he could see Gon's shaking and a slight smile appeared. "So your still scared of me."

His voice got Gon to react as Gon answered quickly before going quiet again. "Yes sir." His Instincts were telling him to not push Silva today. He could feel the killer aura from the bed and it was like his body was being smothered in an overwhelming blood curdling aura of death. He swallowed hard as sweat beaded his brow. He could feel Silva's eyes on his back as Silva spoke.

"I see you have been behaving lately. I heard that you are even improving in fighting my personal butlers come over here so I can look at you." He grunted his cold eyes piercing Gon's soul as he slowly moved and walked over to Silva standing in front of him his gaze strayed from the floor for a moment but his instinct to surrender kicked up and his eyes dropped again. "I see you have gotten stronger. So now I have a reward for you. A gift if you will to celebrate you willingly giving yourself over to us."

Gon gritted his teeth he hadn't given in he was just bidding his time he was waiting for a mistake to be made for the beast to leave or for them to trust him enough to leave off the shackle. Once that happens he's gone for good since he figured out how to deal with the collar. He clenched his fists as Silva pulled out a new outfit it was a black Gi that was used by trainees in the Zoldyck family. He bowed and abruptly took it stating. "Thank you master." He then fell back into the Prisoner of war position staring at Silva's feet as he waited to be dismissed. He didn't like standing this close to Silva it made him uncomfortable. But living there he realized it wasn't all bad though. Killua's grandfather though strict wasn't all bad. He at least had been able to have a proper conversation with him. But Killua's mom and brother's were just crazy. They weren't as strong as Silva and he wasn't terrified of them but he learned that it was just better to avoid them. They seemed to have been against his presence there to begin with but it seemed like he had been accepted as an ever present figure because of Silva who didn't take it from any of them. He seemed to rule over everyone but Illumi who came and went as he pleased.

He walked back over to his bed and got into the uniform hiding his body out of view with the massive Beast once changed he showed it to Silva before sitting back on the bed. The leg had a zipper on it so his shackle didn't need to be removed while putting it on. It made Gon uncomfortable but he sucked it up growling softly as he whispered under his breath rubbing his arms to sooth his goosebumps. "Soon... Just hold on..." He shuddered when Silva got up and went to work finding new clients for his children.

Gon climbed on the bed and leaned against the wall. He was so Tired but he didn't dare sleep in front of any of the Zoldycks. He didn't trust them, He really didn't want them to see him sleep since he was a heavy sleeper so he only slept when his body hit a point where it couldn't stay awake any longer. He was now going on day three without rest. This was about his own limit but flash backs of the stockades and being tortured for sleeping flashed through his head every time his eyes closed making him shoot back up in a cold sweat.

He looked around then at Silva before scooching further away from the pair. He wanted to feel safe enough to sleep again but his blood had run cold as his instinct to survive kicked up. He slowly moved deciding to try something else he as quietly as he could shuffled under the bed and curled up in the far corner with his blanket provided. Once he was in the furthest corner again his back pressed tightly against the wall he was able to relax enough to fall asleep.

Killua was able to get an answer from it and he found out that Leorio and Kurapika were relatively close. He had left his sister at the hotel and went off to collect them. He was using Godspeed just outside york new city his mind running with angered thoughts as he charged full speed to the next town over. He was determined to get them and offer up a reward to any black list hunter who could take down his family and get Gon back.