November 2005
My eye twitched as I started at my bright blue hair, my skin had drops stained on it. I pulled the towel tighter around my body and turned to the door opening it harshly. It slammed against the motel room door, Dean who was practically passed out on the bed jumped from the noise. Sam looked up from his laptop wide eyed. Dean burst out laughing at my appearance, I could tell Sam was holding back his smirk.
"what the hell happened?" he said chuckling slightly.
"Someone thought it be freaking hilarious to put a blue fucking die pack in the god damn shower" I cursed angrily pulling at my blue hair
Dean couldn't stop laughing I picked put a pillow of the bed closest to me and threw it at him. He suppressed his laughter briefly and looked at me.
"You look like a freaking smurf" Dean broke out laugh again at his comment, I wanted to strangle him
"Who would do that?" Sam said still forcing his laughter in.
"Gabrielle" I hissed angrily.
He'd been showering up more and more over the past month, mostly just to prank and harass me and occasionally through my brothers into a alternate world. Gabe had put me in one once but Castiel had gone scary angel on him and threatened if he ever did it again it wouldn't be pretty. Gabe played it cool but he actually looked a little afraid of his little brother for a minute.
"Guilty as charged" Gabe's sly voice said from the corner of the room
I turned on my heels glaring at him, he stood leaning on the wall with a smirk. He had a sucker shoved in his mouth as he twirled it with his mouth. I took a deep breath trying to calm myself down.
"fix it" I hissed pointing at my head.
"I'm sorry I don't think anyone could fix that melon of yours" he taunted
My eyes started twitching again, I had no patients. Having a shower or a bth was my only down time I had in the past few months. It was the only place, Castiel and my brother's weren't aloud to bug me. It was my own little sanctuary of peace and he had ruined it and my hair. I took a large stride towards Gabriel closing the gap slightly.
"Gabriel, put my hair back to its normal color now. I will not warn you again." I said through gritted teeth
"I think I'll leave it smurfette" he teased, Dean started laughing again.
I stormed up to Gabrielle shoving him harshly into the wall.
"Fix my fucking hair right now you son of a bitch" I screamed at him.
He smirked at me raising a brow.
"You're hot when you're mad small fry" he winked
"You fucking feathery assed son of bitch, I'm not playing your games fix my hair" I snapped
My fist collided with his chin, pain shot through my hand. I let out an frustrate scream of pain and anger. As I screamed everything shook, a beer bottle fell from the table shattering then everything stopped. We all shared looked I had the same feeling as when I broke the bottles. I sunk down quickling I ran into the bathroom change in my clothes as fast as I could. When I came back out Gabe was still standing there, sharing the same shocked and confused look as my brothers. All eyes were on me, I bolted out the front door of the motel before anyone could say anything.
I raced down the sidewalk stopping at the staircase I turned quickly sitting down at the edge of the stairs. I took long deep breaths my heart racing my mind panicking. I was messed up I could feel it I knew it, I'd never tell Sam and Dean but thing's like that kept happening.. When I'd lose my cool things would break or fall, and when Cass was in is coma state, then entire time I cried it would rain and just as I stopped it would stop.
I leaned against the cold wall rocking myself slightly trying not to panic. The sound of wings weren't enough to make me move, I knew it would be Castiel or Gabriel. A green sucker was held out in front of me, I knew it was Gabrielle. I took the sucker and put it in my mouth sitting up straight I looked up at him.
He snapped his fingers, tingling sensation ran over my head. I pulled my hair into view, it changed to it's normal color. I gave him a slight thank you nod and looked down at the ground. We both stood in silence for a few moments before he came and sat next to me.
"I really am fucked up.." I mumbled to him
"I'd say" he joked trying to lighten the mood, I elbowed him.
"That wasn't the first time it's happened.." I admitted
"I heard about your bar incident" he replied
"Not just then either.. when I lose my cool like that.. thing's happen and when I cry a lot it rains.." It felt weird saying it out loud but I needed to say it.
"Now that's interesting"
I looked up at Gabe he was looking down at me twirling his sucker in his mouth.
"Dose Cassie know this?" He quizzed
"No.. I don't think he'd handle it so well" I said truthfully
"That I agree on, I'll do some digging, see If I can't figure out what's wrong with that head of your" he teased messing my hair up
I tried swatting at his hands but he was gone before I could. I rolled my eyes, that was starting to get annoying, I needed to put bells or something on him and Cass. I stayed outside a little longer, hoping it would give my brothers time to calm down. I walked back into the motel, everything was back to normal. Dean was using the magic fingers bed, if he could marry it and pie he would. Sam was back doing research he looked up at me as I walked in.
"I see your hair's back to normal, well sort of" Sam told me
I gave him a curious look for a minute before rushing into the bathroom to look in the mirror. My eyes went wide, half hidden in my hair on the right side was a blue streak. I rolled my eyes I should of known he wouldn't turn my hair completely back to normal. I shrugged it off, at least I wasn't a smurf anymore. I walked back into the main room collapsing back on the bed Sam and I shared. My legs hanging off the edge of the bed I stared up at the bumpy ceiling. There was a firm knock on the door, I lifted my head up looking at Sam
"So not" I said a the same time Dean said he wasn't getting up.
"You two are so much alike sometimes, it's weird" Sam noted
I rolled my eyes at him, he opened the door the smell of pizza wafted in. I sat straight up rushing for the door, as Sam paid a I took the stack of boxes and walked over to the table. I opened each box of pizza til I found mine, claiming my box I walked to the corner of the room and sat down on the floor. Dean looked at me and chuckled shaking his head.
"Well that still hasn't changed" He told Sam nodding at me, Sam looked over and chuckled.
"I still don't trust you two fat asses not to eat my damn pizza"
"That's true" Sam started eating a slice of his I nodded picking up a piece of my pizza and shoving it into my mouth happily.
-Time Skip-
I awoke sitting straight up in the bed, gasping for air. I reached for my inhaler on the nightstand beside me. Sam stirred next to me. I slid my legs off the edge of the bed and got up walking into the bathroom I shut the door while I turned the light on. I used my inhaler to force air into my lungs. My hands on either side of the sink I leaned over take deep breaths. I had another nightmare, I still couldn't remember what happened. Id wake up after every night gasping for air and burning sensation on my back, I hated it.
As I stayed hunched over the sink keeping my self calm. I heard the sound of wings behind me I didn't move.
"Nice tattoo" Gabrielle said smoothly
My head shot up, eyes wide I looked at him in the reflection of the mirror. He had his head slightly turned to one side, a smirk on his lip as he examined the bare skin on my upper back and shoulder blades that were covered by my camisole. I quickly whipped around moving the hair off my back. A lump formed in my throat, I had a tattoo round 8 feathers on either shoulder blade. The looked like they were literally poking out of my skin, reached my hand around trying to touch them. Panic started to fill me, I looked at Gabrielle who had an eyebrow raised.
"Not funny, remove it now" my voice shaking
"I didn't do it" He stated defensively
I started to bite on my knuckle skin nervously. I was afraid he would say that, I looked up at him afraid and nervous.
"What is happening to me…" I asked him softly
"Well I did a little digging and that just made the rumour a reality" He said his voice nervous and shaky.
"And…" I asked my voice shaking my eyebrows scrunched nervous hoping for something good.
"Well you know how you're brother has Demon blood in him?" Gabe asked tiptoeing around the answer.
"What about it?" I asked him even more nervously.
" Well turns out, you have angel blood"
The world felt like it stopped at that second, my stomach turned I felt sick instantly. My legs gave out under me I held onto the sink, my heart racing. I looked up at him terrified, for once Gabrielle looked like he didn't have anything to say. I started to shaking my head, repetitively.
"No.. no no no.." I mumbled more so to myself.
Gabriel crouch down beside me, he put his hand on my shoulder. I looked up at him our eyes met, mine full of fear and worry. His were concerned but calm. He gently rubbed his thumb against my shoulder in a calming fashion.
"Look I know it's scary, but I'm sure in the long run it won't be so bad." He attempted to make me feel better but it didn't work
My body felt numb, but my mind was racing I had thousands of questions but only one came out.
"What if I hurt someone.." my voice squeaked
Gabe pondered that question for a minute before standing up. He gently brought me up to my feet.
"That is a good point, were going to need to keep you somewhere you can be calm while I try and figure out how this whole ordeal happened"
As he spoke the room changed from a dingy motel bathroom, to a extravagant bedroom. I looked around the room then back at Gabrielle with a quizzical look.
"Uhm…" I tried to speak but I didn't know what to say.
"Welcome to my hideout, I figured it's the safest place for you. No Demons, No brothers, and No angels other than ourselves" He informed me, I cringed when he said ourselves.
"Can we not define me as that.. please.." I asked
"Very well" He said with a nod " I'll show you around"
"Yeah alright…" I replied
"well this will be your room, clothes in the closet bathrooms there" He pointed them out.
He snapped his fingers and we changed rooms, we were now in what I assumed was the living room. I looked up at him crossing my arms over my chest.
"we couldn't walk because?" I asked
"I'm an angel?" he asked more than stated. I rolled my eyes at him.
"So this is the tv room, every channel and movie you could ask for, kitchen through there. Libraries upstairs pools down the hall im sure you can figure the rest out"
I turned to look at him and say something but he was gone. I rolled my eyes shaking my head.
"Freakin angels" I cursed annoyed.
I walked over to the large sectional couch. I sat down on the far end in the corner and pulled my feet up, I rested back against the couch and turned the TV on. It didn't take long for me to decide id watch ghost ship, it was one the only horror movies I could watch.