The Diary of A Queen's Pet
Chapter 7
Author's Notes: This one took a bit of work. I had to figure out how to manuever these waters carefully. We're slowly getting into that M warning I warned you guys about. From now on it's probably going to hit there. Thank God for my gorgeous beta Agramontes who helped me nail down some of things that were off with it. If I didn't have her, I don't think this chapter would've gotten posted nearly this quickly since I was rather unsatisfied with it. I hope you guys enjoy and like always if you feel so inclined please drop me a line? Also for those waiting on an update for All Souls that one is coming shortly. I just gotta edit it some. Hope you enjoy! ~ Bella
That night I tossed and turned. I don't think I slept a wink that night. I kept jumping up at the slightest sound and I couldn't ever really get comfortable. I was either too hot or too cold. I was also nervous and excited and a bit afraid. I suppose adrenaline will do that to a person. The Queen was finally showing me the affection I'd desired from her. I didn't know quite what to make of it but when the dawn came I was awake to greet it. I watched the sun come up as though it was the first time. First, the sky lit up with bright reds and oranges and I was reminded of the groves I used to play in as a child. Then the soft purples and greens that I adored whenever I saw the Queen wearing them and finally the bright morning sky; I waited impatiently pacing back and forth until there was a knock on the door of my simple bed chamber.
"Yes?" I called, pushing my hair back behind my ears. I wished I'd brushed it before they came for me.
"The Queen wishes for your presence now," A guard's low voice called. "Don't keep her waiting."
"I'll be right there. Just give me one moment." I grabbed for my brush quickly running it through my curls before I ran to the door and flung it open.
I offered a small smile to the guard but it wasn't returned as he merely turned on his heel obviously expecting me to follow. He wasn't incorrect in this assumption. I was desperate to see Queen Regina.
I followed behind him almost vibrating with excitement as I listened to his armor clang. When we finally reached the Queen's chambers, I immediately dipped into the private bow Jane had taught me. I laced my fingers together at the small of my back and rested my forehead on the stone floor. And though my sore knees gave a screech of protest, I ignored it. I was after all pleasing my Queen and the most important thing to me.
I didn't look up as I heard her feet pattering on the hard floor. I let out a soft sigh, though feeling comfortable in this position before her. Supplication was something I've gotten very good at over the years. Plus the floors were cool against my warm skin; I can always appreciate contrasts like that.
"Stand up little one." She commanded and I rose to my feet doing as she said. I couldn't keep the smile off my face.
"Good morning." She said softly, looking me over.
"Good morning my Queen," I greeted softly, feeling my heart flutter in its cage of bone and muscle.
The Queen studied my face for a moment before I dipped my head down. I felt her hand slide into my hair and I couldn't help but purr a bit at the tenderness of her touch.
"Do you belong to me?" She asked.
I nodded, "Yes my Queen. I'm yours."
"All mine?"
"All yours," I confirmed happily.
Her hand fell from my hair as she moved back to the chaise lounge. She didn't sit down, merely stood by it. She studied me for another few moments before coming towards me once again. She lifted a hand and a puff of purple smoke shot from her hand. I gasped as it surrounded me for a moment before it dissipated and I was left in nothing but my underskirts. My arms immediately went up to cover my breasts; a bright blush rose up in my cheeks. I could feel it spreading all the way to my chest. I couldn't believe she would do this to me.
My wide eyes shot to her beautiful face as I noticed her furrowed brow and puckered lips. She took a few steps towards me and reached for my hands. I didn't unclasp them, holding them underneath my arms to preserve my modesty.
She offered me a soft smile but I didn't return it. I watched as she clasped my hands. Slowly, she drew them out from underneath my arms and held them out from me. I shivered as she stared into my eyes before slowly slipping down. I wanted to cover myself, I longed to cover myself but I could only stand there, frozen, as her dark eyes slid along my bare flesh.
Slowly her fingers began to trail up my forearms over my triceps and to my collar bones. Gooseflesh covered my body as her soft fingertips whispered over my skin. I stared into her lifeless eyes finding nothing just like always and yet it comforted me. I don't think back then I would've known what to do to see a spark of life in her eyes. Her fingers continued their endless touches finally reaching the tops of my heaving milky white breasts.
I stared at her, my eyes going wider if possible.
"You're all mine right?"
I swallowed reflexively and nodded as I felt her small hands cup my surprisingly tender breasts. I'd never been touched like that before.
"So then by your line of thought, your body is mine too. Meaning I can do what I will with it and you cannot stop me because it all belongs to me."
She pushed my breasts together and up as though experimenting with the weight of them in her hands before finally releasing them. She watched as they bounced and heaved with every breath I took before her hands were back to my breasts squeezing them tightly. I gasped, feeling her fingers digging into the soft flesh.
"Say it." She commanded, her dark eyes staring into mine.
I nodded, knowing instinctively what she wanted. "I'm yours."
"Why?" The Queen cocked her head staring at me.
My brow furrowed. "I don't know." I answered honestly.
The Queen smirked. "You'll learn."
I shivered at the words. I could feel my nipples harden as her hands continued their almost tender caresses. There was a bruising quality to them though; possessive in every sense of the word. It was intoxicating and yet scary at the same time. I didn't know what to make of it and yet I couldn't get enough of it. Every touch, every sensation of her soft skin caressing me; I was addicted and I had to have more.
"What if I were to leave you like this?" The Queen's voice broke through the haze. "What if I let you go about your work today in nothing but your underskirts? Would you like that?" She asked; the same cold smirk painted across her beautiful features.
"No, my Queen," I whimpered.
"Why not?"
I paused, trying to gather my thoughts as her hands continued their assault on my senses. I shook my head. "I don't…want…" I swallowed.
"What? You don't want what? You don't want to obey me?"
"No, not at all my Queen. I…" I squeezed my eyes shut. "I don't…want anyone…to see…what is…yours." I felt her hands stop and I flinched expecting to be struck before her hands went back to caressing my bare breasts once again.
"You're a good girl Emma; a good little girl." She purred as though my answer had pleased her and I let out a soft breath of relieve. My breasts shifted in her hands and she squeezed again but this time it wasn't the driving force that it had been the first time.
I whimpered, feeling pleasure at the softer touch. Her fingers found my nipples and I gasped as she pinched them between her fingers. My stomach twisted at the shot of pleasure that coursed through my body and settled between my thighs. I shifted, pushing my breasts into her as hard as I could. She gave another pinch and I knew she was watching me as my eyes rolled back in my head. I'd never known any sort of touch like this. I had no idea that this could be so pleasurable.
"But you underestimate your worth to me."
My eyes shot open as I stared at her.
"I am after all a gracious monarch," She continued, "And if I choose to let everyone see what is mine they will be thankful for it. Their gratitude keeps them malleable after all. And a little bit of forbidden fruit never hurts," She whispered in my ear, following that with a slight flick of her tongue against the tender cartilage.
I bit down on the inside of my lower lip, almost drawing blood before I managed to speak again. "Then…it would occur…my queen."
"Yes, it truly would." She finally released my breasts taking a step back from me. "Kneel." She commanded and I immediately fell into the private kneel that I'd been taught. It was easier, I mused as I dipped my forehead to the floor, if only to keep myself covered. I could think with a clearer head when her hands weren't on my body. She sat down on the chaise lounge and I knew she was studying me as she always did.
A loud knock at the door almost made me jump but the Queen seemed to be expecting it.
"Enter," Her voice carried as it always did in her chambers.
"My Queen," A man knelt in armor. The only reason I could tell was because I could hear his armor clanging as he dropped to his knees in supplication before the Queen.
"Yes?" She answered settling back comfortably. She never saw a point in rising.
"A letter has come for you; a letter bearing the White Kingdom's seal."
"Really?" The Queen's voice was part intrigued, part angry. I could tell by the way it shook ever so slightly.
The guard merely nodded and stood up; he handed the scroll to the Queen and dipped into another bow. I remained in my place not wanting to call attention to myself. Queen Regina was angry but intrigued I'd learn later that never boded well for me.
"Emma, my pet," She said my name softly.
I bit my lip, waiting for a question that never came and I realized she was waiting on my response. "Yes my Queen?"
"Sit up on your knees," She commanded and I swallowed. I did as she told me to and forced myself to suppress the urge to cover myself.
"Look upon her Captain." She commanded the guard as my lower lip began to wobble.
The man's bright eyes stared at me, looking over my skin.
"Isn't she lovely?" The Queen asked.
"Yes, your grace. She's very lovely." He parroted willingly.
"Do you not think her too pale?"
"No, your majesty; she is lovely."
"She's all milk and honey; a wonderful combination but so rare in these parts."
The Captain dipped his head slightly and I squeezed my eyes shut.
"Do you want to fuck her?" The Queen asked and I gasped never having heard such vulgar words drip from her lips.
"She belongs to her majesty."
"I didn't ask who she belonged to. I asked if you wanted her underneath you." The Queen's temper flared again.
I opened my eyes and noticed the sweat beginning to pour down the sides of his chiseled features. He was nervous and who could blame him really.
"If she were not her majesty's property," Here he hesitated. "Then yes, your grace, I would like to have her underneath me."
"You'd just love to break her in wouldn't you?" The Queen sat forward, a predator playing with her prey.
"Yes, your majesty."
"My my, Emma you surely are attracting all sorts of attention to you."
I whimpered and waited, wondering what the Queen would do next. She didn't shock me when she turned to me.
"Would you like to fuck the Captain of my guard pet?"
I squeezed my eyes shut before I shook my head. "No, my Queen."
"No? Now why is that? He's handsome and strong. Most women fall all over themselves for him."
"Including you your grace?" I realized the mistake the moment the words left my lips.
She laughed a cold bell-like sound that echoed in her chambers. "What a cheeky little imp you are my pet. Surely you know I cannot allow you to get away with such words."
"I'm sorry your majesty." I whimpered, feeling tears begin to fall down my cheeks. I fell forward and slid my body across the floor towards her. When I finally reached her, I pressed my lips to the hem of her deep blue gown. I had to make her forgive me; I was desperate to be in her good graces again. I couldn't fall from them in such a short amount of time could I? I was terrified that she would find me unworthy of her time and I would be sent back to the kitchens with not even a single glance from her cold eyes. How would I survive without her?
Her hand fisted in my hair and she pulled me up. "Now now, there is no need for tears my pet." She soothed as I felt the fat drops continue to slip from my wet eyes.
"Leave us Captain I have other matters to attend to."
"Yes, my Queen." I could hear the relief in his voice.
The Queen tapped her fingers against her thigh as I shifted unable to help but squirm under her gaze.
"What did I tell you about squirming?" She asked.
I whimpered softly, "I'm sorry your majesty."
She rose to her feet. "You disappoint me pet. Perhaps you aren't ready to serve me just yet."
"No, my Queen please. Please don't send me away." I pleaded as the tears started anew. "I'll never survive it." I added.
Queen Regina remained silent for a few moments before she sighed. "You need to be better Emma. Surely you realize this."
"Yes, my Queen. I'll do better. I promise. I'll do anything, just please don't send me away."
"You will do better in the future. Do you understand me?" Her voice was low, dangerous.
I nodded, "Yes my Queen."
"I will share your body if I want to. It's mine to share with whom I choose." She continued.
I felt my heart break at the thought of lying with anyone but her and yet I found myself nodding. "Yes, my Queen."
"Get up and go about your work for the day." She waved her hand and I was fully clothed again. I rose slowly to my feet and dipped my head.
"I'm sorry, your grace." I murmured.
"Whatever for dear?" Her voice had taken on the saccharine quality that let me know she was angry at me for speaking to her.
"I didn't mean to disappoint you. I will do better in the future."
"You will." Queen Regina agreed immediately and I nodded.
"I realize that I am yours and you will do with me what you choose. I cannot stop it any more than I can stop the stars from shining in the night sky." I continued. "But my Queen may I beg a favor of you?"
"Usually those that ask favors of me get more than they bargain for Emma. You'd best be sure that what you ask is something that you can handle."
I paused, unsure, before I spoke. "I am innocent to all manner of things." I began, taking a few breaths to center myself. "The most of them being, the touch of another; and I have longed ever since I knew what it meant to lose my innocence to my Queen." I dared a glance up through my hair and noticed the intrigued look on the Queen's face. A bright blush heated my cheeks as I dipped into a deep curtsy.
She remained silent as I turned and made my way to the door. I paused briefly, waiting to be told I wasn't dismissed but when I wasn't I pulled the door to her inner chambers open.
"Emma?" The Queen called my name and I stopped.
"Yes my Queen?" I asked, feeling my heart flutter again.
"I will send a guard for you tonight. Be prepared for all manner of things."
I nodded, "Yes your grace."
"You may wish to take a nap. We won't be sleeping much tonight." She continued.
My head bobbed as I acknowledged her words. I didn't realize then just what I had done. Like a great many things I was too innocent to fully understand but I wanted to learn and I desperately wanted to be with her in any capacity so I let myself be led to the flame. I didn't know then whether I would burn or not but I was more than willing to find out.