***Okay so the reason this has taken be so long to update is because I wanted to hurry up and get to the film making which is in the next chapter so I decided I would update them together so you could just carry on reading. As well as that I have been in England at my Dad's and because I don't come very often he likes to plan days and so I have to find the time to write. Anyway here you go :)***

"Would you like to come in?" Demi mumbled after the silence had lasted to long she was playing with her bag strap.

Selena smiled and nodded and they both got out the car Demi didn't know where the question had come from but for some reason felt comforted to have Selena back at her house after such a long time. Dianna was stood at the door waiting for them and Demi was glad that there was someone else to bring conversation up between them because she running out of things to say, it never use to be like this Demi use to be able to talk about anything with her best friend.

Arms were around Demi and a mass of hair covered her eyes and a frantic 'Are you okay Demi' was heard and she knew it was her Mom and Demi's arms found themselves going around her waist. She loved her Mom she was different from others so carefree and eccentric but when it came to her daughters they were the most important thing in her life.

"I'm fine Mom," She answered and her Mother pulled away and wiped Demi's hair out of her face and Demi could see she had been worried, "Really I'm fine," Demi added and she could see the concern dropping from her face.

"Let's get you both inside and have a cup of coffee," Dianna smiled placing a hand on Selena's back and gently pushing both girls inside before either could object.

Dianna had lead them both to the sitting room and immediately left for the kitchen as soon as Demi had sat down leaving the girls alone again Demi was glad Madison was upstairs though. Maddie and Selena had been close and when Selena had left it had affected Maddie too. Madison had asked so many questions of Selena's whereabouts and of course had begged Demi to ring her. When they had still been talking to each other the only good thing that came out of there short telephone calls was when Selena would talk to Maddie. Sometimes Demi thought Maddie had taken it worse than her but then she would break down crying her room and when she felt up to it she would go to her stupid friends and try to forget about Selena as much as could.

"Are you feeling better?" Selena asked she was still stood awkwardly in the middle of the room and Demi felt stupid for noticing that she hadn't sat down in somewhere she use to class as her second home.

"Yeah I'm fine thanks," Demi said her voice was drone like and formal she couldn't believe she had said thanks since when had she been so formal.

Selena didn't say anything else she stared at the pictures on the mantel piece and Demi smiled, there was a picture of the whole family and Selena it had been in Texas so they had been quite young, Demi's arms were around her best friend and Selena was hugging her tightly. When they friendship had started to fall apart Demi couldn't even look at that picture but for some reason she felt happier when she did and she knew it was because they were the happiest times of her life.

"We both look so happy," Selena muttered edging towards the photography, "So happy," she was grinning and she had got close enough to touch the photo now and her finger was tracing our faces, "What happened?" Selena asked turning round to look at Demi.

Demi's comfort was replaced with anger Selena knew what happened how dare she ask Demi, how dare she not think it was her fault Demi had blamed herself for not trying hard enough but she had blamed Selena too. All this time had Selena been blaming everyone but herself?

"I don't mean what made is...not friends anymore," Selena said swallowing obviously seeing the anger on her former best friends face, "I mean things were changing long before that Demi, when we both became famous. Things changed then things were tearing us apart from the beginning and I wish we could go back because I would change you over this job a thousand times."

Demi was shocked at what Selena had said that she didn't say anything at first she knew Selena was right but she hadn't wanted to hear it. She had wanted to think it was all because Selena had met Taylor but that wasn't true things had been changing from the very beginning, but that fact Selena would choose her over the job made her heart swell with hope and happiness maybe there was hope for their broken friendship. Demi had felt the same way that if they hadn't wanted this job then Selena wouldn't have met Taylor and Selena would still be hers but Selena had said what she hadn't wanted to admit they had been falling apart from the time they became famous.

"You just answered your own question." Demi said stupidly not been able think of anything else to say and a red tinge flooded her cheeks.

She felt ridiculous Selena just pours some of her feelings out to her and all she can say is 'You just answered your own question' she was childish and idiotic why hadn't she said something better even if it hadn't come out making sense.

"I...that's not true," Demi said a thought struck her, "Things were different in Puerto Rico we were so close then."

Selena nodded and smiled sadly at the memory how much she wished she was still there holding Demi's hand on the beach and watching the sunset as the waves washed over their feet, "Yeah but there was no paparazzi there it was just us, it was sort of been like back home apart from the early morning wake up calls and the sneaking into each other's room at night. There were no separate TV shows or new friends or stupid rumours there was just us."

She made so much sense that Demi could picture the days on set with their friends messing around, she had worn Selena's power rangers shirt because she had spilt coke down hers and in the end she had worn it nearly every day. Demi smiled at the memories and her Mom came back in carry a tray of biscuits and two mugs of coffee.

"Help yourselves girls," Dianna said and left.

Things were quite again and Selena sat down on the opposite sofa her fingers drawing patterns on the arm and Demi smiled she looked so different then she had when they had first met. She had been beautiful then but now she was stunning, breathtaking, her eyes so heart warming her young baby face was still there but maturing ever so slightly and Demi couldn't help but want reach out and run her fingers down the side of her face. Her sense of style had changed as she had gotten older too Demi remembered when she had gone through the tomboy stage but now she wore beautiful dresses that Selena swore she would never wear. Demi always thought she looked beautiful but looking at her now this was when she thought she looked the most beautiful she was wearing grey joggers and a green sweatshirt her hair was pulled back in a ponytail and only the slightest bit of makeup was covering such perfect skin.

Demi jumped as Selena's phone began to ring and she looked away from the girl her eyes resting on the biscuits. She heard Selena's voice but she didn't listen to what she was saying she knew how much she hated people listening in that she didn't want to do it to other people. Whoever it was it was a short conversation and Selena was saying buy before Demi had even decided to reach for a biscuit.

"I'm sorry I have to go I'll see you on Monday at the studio right?" Selena asked her eyes searching Demi's looking for an answer before she actually answered.

"Yeah okay I'll get my Mom to drop you off," Demi said standing and heading for the door but a hand stopped her and it held on even when Demi turned round but she liked it, it felt nice to be touching the girl again

"It's okay Brian is close he said he will picked me up."

Demi nodded and stood there she didn't know what to say she had invited Selena in to avoid the weird goodbye they were going to have to do yet here she was stuck in the situation again. She ran a hand through her hair and opened the door either way they were going to have to go to the front door. When Demi looked out the window she saw the black car waiting outside Brian wasn't lying when he said he was close.

"Bye Demi," Selena said and Demi waved like an idiot her mouth to dry to speak she watched as Selena got in the car and Brian drove off and she closed the door and slide down it.

This had been way to long of a day.

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