Author Note: I am really sorry I took so long to update, I really don't have a mood to continue this story, but I still love this story…
this story was about my feeling…
my first language wasn't English, thank you for visiting this story and I hope you guys don't have any problem with my story…
The Meaning Of Heart
Chapter 6
Book of Heart
Part 2
I was sitting inside this darkness for a long times…
I don't know what I was trying to do here and then I start to walk again in this darkness…
I feel I was walking in nowhere…
Walking and walking…
There's no end of the road…
My feed keep moving even I know it wills no end of the road…
Everything dark…
I can't see anything in front of me…
I was walking more then an hour…
Or…
A week?
A mount?
A year?
Or maybe…
More then a few year?
I don't know…
I can't remember anything…
But there something I could still remember clearly…
Someone that important to me…
But I can't remember his name…
What I remember is about his face, his smile, his kindest, and how warm he is…
He always nice and kind to me…
He was teaching me how it feels to have a heart…
I was born in the darkness and there is no heart inside my body…
When he was teaching me how it feels to have a heart, I feel it really nice…
I could smile from bottom of my heart, feel sad, angry, happy, and hurt…
And I think I realize, this heart wasn't belong to me, it belong to him…
When I know it, I was really angry and nearly kill him…
But before I nearly kill him, I decide to go back to darkness, where I belong in there…
I will not hurting him if I inside this darkness, but the heart was also leaving me…
I am alone in this darkness…
Without a heart, I was like an empty shell…
Just body without heart…
His word will always remain in my heart that far-far away from me and will also remain in my memory…
He said 'maybe you hate me, but I will never ever hate you.' That what did he said to me before I disappear in the darkness…
I was stopping walking because I see a tiny light that really weak…
The light was really weak and wants to dead…
But the light keeps shining even it really weak…
Then I step closer to the light and grab it…
Maybe…
Even you are really weak, you could not stop in the middle of the road that you take…
That because, if you stop, you could not anything or doing something…
You will trap in the darkness…
But don't be afraid, if you lose you light, the darkness will help you finding you light…
What you need to is…
Look straightly to the front and start walking again…
Because…
Your light is waiting you in the middle of the dark…
"…" I was really wondering with this book.
"Are you understand yet Sora? Should I read it again for you?" said the guy that sitting beside me.
I sighed when Roxas said it. "Roxas, it already the ten times you read it for me! I was getting headache and could we take a break?" I said with annoyed.
"Geez Sora, it already the third time us take a break…" Roxas said with sighed.
"Ugh… then leave alone Roxas! This is really sucked! I was trapping in this library with you! And you keep asking me to read it until I understand! How I could understand if you insist to make me understand while I really don't understand what is the meaning of this book!" I was yelling at him to let out my stress.
"…" Roxas become silent after I yell at him.
He and I were silent for a few minutes…
"I am sorry Roxas…" I was apologizing to him after we were silent for a few minutes. "I can't control my emotion when I really stress…"
Then Roxas was touching my head. "Then let it out what you were holding inside your heart, it really refreshing when it all out." He said with smile.
I was look away from him and become silent when he said it.
"What's wrong Sora?" Roxas become wondered.
Then I look back at him. "…Roxas…"
"Hm?" he answers it quickly.
"Do you know… remember the day I almost freezing the whole town?" I ask him.
"Yeah, why are you asking?" he was wondered.
"Do you know why I was losing control?" I ask again.
"…" he becomes silent when I ask.
"Roxas… please answer, I want to know…" I was begging to him.
"I… I'm sorry Sora, but I'm not allowing telling you…" he was looks away.
I was become angry when he said it. "Fine! You and the other was the same after all!" then I was walking to another room in this library with angry.
'Why! Why you and the other was the same Roxas! I have right to know what was happen that day! I really trust you Roxas, but why you keep so many secret to me? That not fair…' I think with a little tear in my eyes. 'I hate you Roxas…'
To Be Continued…
Author Note: Uh, I think the story become strange…
No need to review, because I know my story was become bad…