[A/N:]
I know that I haven't uploaded a new chapters in several months, and I'm really really sorry, especially since I've got so many incredible comments, you have no idea how happy I get when I read them. You guys are incredible 3
I can't promise that I'll upload a new chapter very often, but I'll try, I swear. Here is one anyway, enjoy!
After a very long and boring Christmas holiday school finally started. I know, teenagers in my age never say anything like that. But I had a reason. Tina. I really needed to talk to her about the night when I insulted her. I knew she was furious and I couldn't blame her. No normal guy would ask the person he loves if she'd just got dumped, like it where a state of fact. I knew that Artie never would dump her, he loved her too much, and she loved him. I would never be able to break them up.
I parked my black BMW in the schools parking lot. The car was brand new; I've gotten it as a Christmas present from my parents, so I had been longing for the day that I would drive to school in it. But the school parking was empty of people, probably because school didn't start in half an hour; I just really liked being early, even to school.
I walked to my locker and looked inside it. It looked exactly the same. The books were in perfect order, the Algebra book were first, followed my chemistry. Do you now see what I do during my time, waiting for class to start?
"Hey Mike!" I heard someone call. I turned around and found Matt coming towards me. It was weird seeing him in school so early, he was usually late.
"What are you doing here?"
"I go to school here you know", he joked.
"I mean", I said. "why are you here so early?"
"I figured out that coming here early would give me some time to talk to you." I looked at him with a confused face. "Don't give me that look; you know exactly what I mean! You haven't been answering any of mine texts, and every time I called you, your mom answered and said that you were busy. And when I asked her what you were busy with, she said that you were studying. And come on, no one studies during a holiday, not even you Mike."
"I had my reasons", I said and looked into my locker. I didn't want to face him.
He grabbed my shoulder and shook it. "Come on man, I'm your best mate, and I know how isolated you get when something is bothering you."
I closed my locker with a smash. "It's Tina", I said and leaned my back on the locker. To my surprise Matt started to chuckle. "What's so funny?"
"I thought you were being sad because you got an B or something, which I know you get really mad when that does happen, even when it never does." He was right, A was the only thing that made me satisfied. "Why are you so low because of Tina?"
"I like her," I said and saw the surprise in Matt's face. "and I did something terrible towards her."
"What?"
"I asked her if Artie dumped her, and she got really mad because she thought that I think she's an easy catch who gets dumped a lot."
He sighed. "What the hell was that necessary?"
"I don't know!" I shouted a little bit too loud. "Whenever I'm with her my head just go blank and all I can do is saying stupid things."
Matt chuckled. "You really like that girl, don't you?"
"You have no idea", I sighed.
"Then make her love you back."
"Mission Impossible", I said and punched the locker lightly.
"Dude", Matt said and grabbed my shoulder. "You have so many more advantage than Artie."
"Like what?"
"You are in the football team. Are Artie in the football team?" I shook my head. "You're Asian, and she's Asian which makes things more comfortable. And Artie is just an American boy. And lastly and most important", he said. "You've got some killer abs, and Artie don't."
"How do you know that?"
"Nah, I´m just guessing. It must be pretty hard getting abs when you're in a wheelchair."
"But Artie is perfect for her." I said and sighed. "He's funny, nice and an amazing singer."
"And so are you. Except your singing", he joked. "But seriously, I've seen you starring at her, and I´ve seen her starring at you."
"Does she stare at me?"
"All the time, but mostly when you dance."
I laughed. But quickly became serious. "What should I do though? I can't break them up, that's just cruel and that will make her heart broken."
"Give it some time, and I don't know," he began and thought for a second. "Show your manliness and how much you care about her, girls love that."
"But how?"
"I'm no love doctor, so you have to figure that out by yourself."
A week into school chaos happened in Glee Club, just because of Rachel and Finn. They started dating since Rachel told him that the baby in Quinn's stomach wasn't his, it was Puck's. So the first day of school this year Rachel and Finn held hands and sat close to each other in Glee Club. But Finn broke up with her, I actually don't know his reason, but Puck filled me in and said that it was because Finn wanted Brittany and Santana. I highly doubt that though, I think the reason were more personal.
So now Rachel and Finn won't talk to each other and Rachel have been going out with this guy, Jesse st. James. The vocal lead of Vocal Adrenaline.
And with Tina it's the same thing that it has been since that awful dinner. Silence and even more silence. She won't even look at me. I've tried to do as Matt told me, be a man and show her how much I care, but I don't know how to do it without being hesitant.