Title: Darkness

Disclaimer: Own nothing, and I am tried of repeating this.

Summery: Lemons. Smut. Don't like, don't read. Hermione is lusting after a very dangerous Order member, and after finally getting what she wanted, she realized that it's way more than she bargained for.

Rating: NC-17

Chapter 7 - Fantasies, and Changes

Hermione stared tiredly out the window, asking for some kind of communication from anyone. Her and Harry had been back together, but she still hadn't heard from him. It's been two days, and Hermione hadn't received a word from Harry. She was beginning to wonder if he was straying already, but decided to put that thought in the back of her head. Considering the fact she wasn't innocent herself. Her cheeks reddened as she thought about her orgasm to Sirius name. She had never had an orgasm as earth shattering before with Harry, if only imagining Sirius was this good, how would the real Sirius be in bed? She frantically shook her head at the thought, she shouldn't be thinking about Sirius. He was just a fantasy and nothing more. It would never be a reality, none of her dreams with Sirius would ever come true. Hermione's skin burst into goosebumps as she thought about her recent dream she had about Sirius.

His pale skin covering hers. His rough lips exploring hers.

She fought back a shudder as she remembered how rough he had been with her. But she liked it. It wasn't like the rape dream, she was enjoying every brutal, twisted thing he did to her. She loved the way he claimed each and every part of her body, marking it as his own. How badly she wanted to be his, he would never know because when Hermione would wake up, he would be gone, he was just a fantasy. A fantasy she couldn't stop thinking about.

Ron gulped down another glass of fire whiskey as he stared into the fire. He hadn't gone to see Julie since that fight at the bar with Sirius and Harry. Ron didn't know what to do, on one side there was innocent Hermione, who did nothing to deserve this, and Harry continued hurting her, and on the other side there was Harry, who was like brother to him, and he would gladly give his life for Harry. Ron sighed, one of them had to be betrayed.

Ron didn't want to lose Harry as his best friend. He really didn't, that was his best friend, but so was Hermione. Ron valued both of them very much. Harry wasn't always like this. Harry used to love Hermione, treat her right, and always put her first. But why now? The answer came to Ron before he even dwelled on it. Sirius.

Sirius was behind Harry's change. Ever since Sirius returned from that stupid Veil that he was better locked up in, Harry and him formed a bond that Ron could never be a part of. Sirius filled that position of a best friend and a brother that Ron once occupied. Ron and Harry slowly started to drift apart, as Sirius and Harry grew closer.

Was it jealousy that triggered Ron's anger on Sirius? Was it seriously Sirius' fault that Harry grew closer to him? Deep down Ron knew the answer to that, and it was no. Sirius was just living, and Harry followed him.

Harry never had family, so finally after years getting Sirius back was probably a blessing. He wanted to be as much like his godfather as possible, always keep him company, and always defend him no matter what. A part of him understood, but a part of him didn't. But why did he have to change though? Why was he this arrogant filthy bastard? Was it Sirius? Or was it Harry himself who ignited this change? Ron didn't know, his mind was cloudy, and he was exhausted beyond relief. But he knew he had to come to a decision soon. And he would probably have one after a well deserved rest. Ron laid himself comfortably down in Fred's couch as he drifted of into a coma-like slumber.

Monday morning brought Sirius nothing but irritation. First he injured himself trying to take on a vine of Devil Snare on by himself while he was trying to clean out the backyard at Grimmauld Place, then his nightly dreams he had with Hermione which left him with a painfully hard erection, and most of all an Order meeting.

The reason he dreaded the Order meeting was because Hermione was going to be there, and he really didn't want to grab her by her hair, bend her to her knees, and shove his member down her throat. Actually he did want to do that, but she belonged to Harry. Even if Harry cheated on her, he did care for her. And Sirius would never betray Harry. Hermione fully belonged to Harry, and there was nothing he could do about it. Ever since Saturday night, Hermione no longer remained a conquest, she was now a mere fantasy that he hated.

Harry awoke remembering nothing much of anything that happened in the last two days. Flaming red hair was covering half of his pillow. What Harry would give to wake up to see a similar shade of red in his pillow everyday. He turned facing the unknown woman next to him. Harry closed his eyes in as he remembered Ginny. That one night he had together he would cherish forever. No one other woman had come close to what Ginny been for him. Not even Hermione. Ginny captured his heart with one kiss, and after it was all over she threw it in his face. She went and told Hermione, and fucked everything up. He would never forgive her for that. Actually he couldn't even forgive himself. He never wanted Ginny to have his heart, but she did. Harry always thought that he would always grow into loving Hermione. Who else did he have? No one. Hermione was the first female in his life, and Harry wanted her to be the last. They began dating and everything seemed perfect. Hermione seemed so happy, even though Harry couldn't say the same. Something was missing, he didn't know what. But something was definitely wrong. He tried to remain attached to Hermione as much as possible, but he couldn't. Something in the back of head kept edging him near Ginny. Her fiery red hair, her cute freckles, her beautiful smile, and her nurturing essence. Hermione began to clear from his thoughts, as Ginny invaded them.

She came into his dreams uninvitedly, she crept into his thoughts, and she started Harry's first change.

Because of Ginny, Harry first started to sleep around to get his mind off of her and Hermione both. Hermione was just another pressure added to his already heavy mind. Harry began to sleep with different woman, go to more clubs with Sirius, and began to block out all emotions. He didn't want to think about Ginny, he wanted to get back to the perfect life he planned for himself with Hermione. That memory was interrupted with Ginny.

After expressing his thoughts to Sirius, he suggested bedding Ginny. He didn't exactly say 'bedding' it was more of 'fuck the shit out of her that's the only way you'll get her out of your mind'. But nonetheless Sirius thought that if Harry slept with Ginny, that would be enough to get her out of his system. And so his seduction began.

Sirius reminded Harry that he first needs blackmail before he starts so Ginny wouldn't tell anyone about Harry's intentions. Harry knew what his blackmail would be, and that was his word over Ginny's. Harry began trailing Ginny everywhere, trying his best to get the red-head into bed with him. After amounts and amounts of endless trying, Harry finally won. But it mostly seemed like he lost everything. He fell in love with everything about Ginny in that one night. The way she whispered his name when she came, the way she smiled at him when he entered her slowly, the way her red hair spread out all of the sheets, making her look like his fiery princess.

That one night landed him where he was now. Back in a emotionless relationship with Hermione, who couldn't come near Ginny. But Hermione was all he had, and if Harry always wanted the picture of his future he dreamed of, he would have to stay with Hermione.

As Harry lay next to the unnamed redhead, he couldn't help but think of Ginny. He wondered what it would be like to have a child with her. A family with her. A girl with her bright red hair, and his eyes. A boy with with his hair and Ginny's with bright brown eyes. They could be the perfect family. Just like his mum and dad.

Sirius reluctantly cleaned Grimmauld Place, magically of course, because the gods knew he was too lazy to do it himself. The Order meeting was today, and he wanted those arseholes to see that he could do everything by himself, that he wasn't as unfit adult as they thought him to be. As much as he hated the Order members, he hated ex-Death Eaters more, hence the reason he was still in the Order, and still allowed those shit-talkers to use his home. He least looked forward to seeing the face of Hermione again. He hadn't laid eyes on her since 2 weeks ago, and that was also at a Order meeting, where he decided that he would make Hermione his new conquest. It was 2 weeks since his repeated dreams about having Hermione squirming underneath him. He really didn't want to betray his godson, but as things were going he might have no choice. Sirius wanted the bushy haired know-it-all out of his life forever, and the way he got unwanted woman out of his mind was by 'fucking the shit out of them' and that's what he intended on doing. Hermione wasn't his conquest anymore, now Sirius compared her to a termite that he was going to get rid of. In the mean time he also has to make sure Harry doesn't find out anything, and remains in the dark. Shit. If he godson can sleep around, so can Hermione right?

Authors Note: As you can see there is a new side to Harry no one knew. Yes, this doesn't make him innocent, but a bit more understanding. We see why he cheated on Hermione in the first place. He invented a fantasy of Hermione as the ideal woman for him, he saw himself raising a family with her. That was his childhood fantasy and he wanted that to come true. He nevered pictured Ginny there, but she came into his life anyway, although unknowningly. Harry fell in love with Ginny the first time they made love. Even though Harry won't call it making love... I will. Because that's what happened. No other woman crossed the boundaries in Harry's heart like Ginny did. Sirius at first was arguing with himself about Hermione, now Sirius no longer wants Hermione. He just wants her puy. Just to fk her and get her out of his system. Let's hope he doesn't pull a Harry, although I doubt Sirius is as soft as Harry. He might take a while to break. As for Ron, well we'll see what happens in the Order meeting. See you next chapter! Toodles! Read and Review.