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Robbie's POV

"I told you..."

I stood there in the alone, in the waiting room, as the wheeled Cat's lifeless body away. My body is numb, all the pain. I lost her. But I still have hope, things could turn around, right? I mean.. this can't just end like this... right now. I look around me. Desperate faces surround me. They are probably all waiting to hear about there close friend, wife.. kids. Waiting to hear if they are going to be okay. I look down the hall a doctor, a woman and man were standing there. I am guessing they were a couple, because he was holding her. Cat.. The doctor told them something, that I couldn't hear, then she falls into the man's arms, and they both cry. They lost someone

I was waiting for that to be mean. Waiting to hear the news that cat didn't make it. That they were unable to get her heart to beat again. That she was really gone. What hurt me the most was to know that I wasn't going to have her back. I felt myself slowly giving up, felt myself slowly letting go. I don't want to. I don't want to give up and say that I have lost her. That she is no longer going to be there. But What are the odds of having her? What are the odds of being able to hold her again? Slim.

After 2 hours of wondering, and complete pain.. the doctor came out. I sigh, rushing over to him.

"Is she okay?" I say panicky, trying to get a peak inside of the room. But he closed the door.

"Robbie.." He said hesitantly. I felt tears go down my face.

I knew.

"No.." I whisper.

"NO!" I scream. Pushing past him into the room. There was no machines hooked up to her. Her body was still, resting on the bed. Lifeless.

"Cat!" I ran over to her, taking her into my arms. Her head fell back. She was really gone. She was so cold. Her red hair... her lips... everything. I can't let her go. I wont let her go.

"Robbie..." The doctors says.

"NO!" I scream, crying into her stomach.

"Cat please wake up. Please." I cry. But there is no movement. There is no heart beat. There is no life.

"You can't be gone! Do you hear me? You can't be!" I scream. Trying to shake her awake. Her body just shook, but there was no response.

"Robbie." The doctor says, walking up to me, putting a hand on my shoulder. I quickly slapped it off.

"You did this! You could have saved her! You could have kept her alive!" I scream, running out of the room. I didn't stop till I hit my home.

It was empty. I went to the guest bedroom.

"Cat." I whisper. She slept in here. The bed wasn't made from when she left. I hadn't changed it. She had left one of her shirts here. It was one of her favorites too. I take the soft silk into my hands.

"Why did this happen?" I whisper. "How could you really be gone?" I wish I could have saved her. I wish that I could have known that she was really going to do this. I shouldn't have left her alone. This was my fault. Why did I leave the hospital so quickly? I should have stayed. Said my goodbyes. I should tell everyone. Not that they could go and say goodbye, she was probably already being shipped off to the funeral home.

I take out my phone. Texting everyone. I couldn't call. I couldn't let them hear me cry. I couldn't hear them cry.

Guys.. I tried. I tried really hard. Cat didn't make it tonight. -Me to everyone.

They didn't even know that she OD in the first place, I never thought about it.

Robbie? What are you talking about? -Tori

Where are you? -Me to Tori

We are all at my house playing cards. What is going on? -Tori

I am coming over. I will explain then. -Me to Tori

Is Cat okay? -Tori

No... -Me to Tori

I stopped texting her. Putting my phone in my pocket, but it never stopped ringing, texts and calls kept coming to me. But I let them sit.

I get to Tori's house. Tears still running down my face. I walk right into her house, they were all standing around, worried looks on there faces.

"Robbie!" They all scream. My tears kept coming.

"What is going on?" Tori asked.

"Is Cat okay?" Jade asks.

"Where is she?" Andre asks.

"Cat passed away.." I say slowly. Looking blankly at everything. Pain... I was filled with pain. With sorrow. Tears started running down there faces.

"Please tell me you are kidding." Jade says. I shake my head slowly. Sitting down on the couch, still blank. Still pain.

"She.. she over dosed.. when I got there... she was out of it. She lost her heart beat at the house.. but they thought maybe they could save her in time.." I say.

"They couldn't..." I whisper. Tori and Jade were sobbing. Andre had a few tears, then ran out of the house, slamming the door. Beck ran after him. No words out of Beck. No reaction. Why?

I went to my house later that night, alone. I looked at my phone. I was scrolling through the text.. Cat.. texts from Cat.

She was alive only a few hours ago. I was the last person she saw before she stepped away from the living and joined the dead. I feel pain and guilt. I feel horrible. Then I feel a blade go through my wrist. I look down. I see myself hammering out on my own body with a knife.

"When did I get this knife?" I say to myself. "When did this happen?" I see the blood come out quickly

"I don't care."I say. "I am to blame for her death."

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