Chapter 20

Robin spotted Nathan talking with Carlos on the docks. She looked at them then approached. She smiled at Nathan.

She looked at him.

Nathan looked at him.

He asked.

t like you but he is a bitch so that is nothing for you to worry about.Patrick is an ass and overreacting. Sabrina should be are just going to deny her? You are really going with that?I am standing right here. Det. West, I was just being friendly. You did save my life. Have a good has a nice ass.I could handle it as sweet as it looks? I know she has HIV but she seems to be healthy. Emma is healthy, Patrick is healthy. I could help her with her broken heart and she can help me with looks like she likes to be on top. I can dig it but while I can give control, it is fun watching her submit beneath boss wants to see you. I put in a good word for expect me to believe he is going to trust a cop?No but he does trust me.t afraid to take down Julian to do it. The end was near for him but bloodshed came with it.

Nathan was tasked with a test of loyalty. When Robin knocked on his door he wasnWhat is up?IS that all you have to say?You know me. I prefer not to we did say once it was out of our systems then we would walk away. Right?Yes but you are trying to protect me and I don She went on. He stared at her.

t just seem ungrateful or upset you because then you would be distracted. I didn He could see that she was struggling with believing him.

His eyes met hers.

He hadnt argue with the fact.

t what happens in the bedroom stay there?t expecting that.

t belittle yourself. Itt want an emotional connection. I never did. You took my giving you respect and enjoying it to mean more than what it did. I can see the strings that you have tied yourself in but I am not feeling it. I am really sorry.You should really get over yourself. You were just good sex to help me get over the sting of my ex leaving.t true though. She was fighting back. It may have started that way but things shifted.

Her mouth drew into a tight line.

She spat.

She went to slap him but he caught her hand. Their eyes lock with that familiar fire. He let her go then walked away.

He sat down then turned on the TV.

t see me again.I know. man was a snitch feeding him information. He was part of the takeover. No one knew of his intelligence connections. So it wasns death. The problem was Ava. He walked into KellyNathan won He walked over.

He looked at her.

She said. He smirked.

He started to walk away.

He stopped walking.

He turned to her. He didnNo one knows what happened to Morgan. They never caught the can you not look at your toy if you are so done with her?Because Robin enjoyed the ride for what it was and knows what it was, right?The ride was incredible Ava but I have been in love and dumped. I was only looking for a distraction. He is good at that. Not really my speed for much else. Have you seen that body? Go for it. He is all yours. Oh and if you threaten me again, I will go against my nature. I will have a little chat with Sonny then with Duke and well, you may find yourself wearing cement boots in the harbor. I don She stood. She walked out without sparing either one of them a glance.

Damn she was cold. Ice. I have to remind myself not to smirk because I am actually proud. I walk away leaving Ava stewing. Her time has come.

Ava believed it was a setup but she could live with Julian in jail. It gave her all the power. Little did she know that a simple DNA test was about to ruin her life.

Robin wasns room. She had gone through with the treatment and Robin was examining her.

She asked.

He said. He just wanted to look at her and hear her voice. She swallowed thickly then did her job.

Nina took her hand.

She explained that Ava took her child. She made her take the pills to save her child. She kept her locked in a room for 20 days after she delivered. She wanted no evidence. She didnt want him choosing her out of obligation.

She looked at Nathan.

He explained.

She asked hopefully.

He didnt done. You cannot sacrifice one mob family and allow another to emerge. He needed to gain CarlosThank you Dr. problem. I will be back to check on you later.t allowed herself to believe it. There was still some small hope. Nina looked at her brother.

She asked.

He lied.

He looked at his sister.

t have to tell you that. So yes, I am afraid for her. I did hurt her but I had to. Robin would ride along with me if I let her. What happens if she gets caught in the crossfire? I can He looked at her. There was so much she missed.

"Because of what happened with Alyssa?Your girlfriend is good. I am remembering conversations. I remember you crying. You were so angry. I couldn He hugged her.

He assured her.

t let the job ruin that.That is not an open topic for discussion you know I have strong opinions so get used to shouldn She snapped her head up and shot a glare at him.

She shouted. t want you here.I He started but couldnt want to give her hope.

A tear escaped and she hated herself for it. He wiped it and she smacked his hand away. t care so let He looked up.

t safe. This isn He said angrily.

t tell me what to do.You are being is good to see look is that pretty boy staring at you?Don She laughed out loud.

Excuse me that is called tall dark and handsome.I don He smiled and leaned forward.

He showed her pictures and she showed him pics of Emma.

Robin laughed.

He looked at her with a smirk.

He joked.

He explained that Lainey came to the hospital in DC where he worked. She was a pain in the ass but she was going through a hard time.

She shook her head. She rolled her eyes.

He showed her Laineyt come over, make him angry. Hi Robin. So how was the sex?

Robin laughed out loud. She took the phone.

You know the term better than sex? Well, I say better than him.

OMG, what happened?

It was just casual, he got tired.

Sorry hun. Put on your fuck em dress?

It is on.

Then fuck him. Call me later.

I will. TTYL.

She grinned then hugged him.

He smiled.

He grinned and they toasted their wine.

Nathan was distracted. Dante sat near him and told the bartender he was there to pick up an order.

He asked Dante while looking at his drink.

Nathan searched for Dr. Julian. He found a picture of him with his wife and child.

Nathan said.

t any of your business. Let it go. Check love, Yankees, BA 373.t there long enough for takeout.

On the elevator. t care.s room a little late. She stayed to talk to Lainey. He walked her out. Nathan knocked on his door later. He walked in.

Leo closed the door.

Leo laughed.

t have time for this. She doesn Nathan glared at him.

t know because she would never be with you if she did. So what you are going to do is end it with her before you hurt her.She knows that I am married. We go way back. She knows my look like you just relaxed. Robin is my friend and we didnt know your deal but if you are here that must mean that you care more than you let on. She doesn Nathan matched his glare.

t here.I have no intention of telling her you you dim? Do you even know Robin? She knows my wife. They are friends. We were all friends when she first came to GH.I couldn Sam shrugged.

She sighed.

Robin asked.

s as well. The things that Ava did. That is one deranged bitch.I am just glad that she is in jail and can Robin said.

t guilty and you stuck by that.I actually thought it could be his brother or Ava. I never thought how horrific the details wife just wants to get to know Kiki and get her life together. That means a divorce from Silas. I don Robin looked at her.

Sam smiled.

Robin shook her head. Are nothing.I need to talk to you.I am busy. I need my key please.t seen him since the Metro and that was over two week ago.

Sam said awkwardly. She stood.

t need to go. He was leaving.I do need to go. I have to pick up please.I am sorry. I need you to listen.I don She spat.

t mean those things that I said. I was undercover as a dirty cop and I still am. I shouldnt want to put you at risk. Ava was the biggest risk. The case that I am working on now still requires me to not have contact with the people I care about.Clearly I am not one of those is not true.I am not supposed to be here but it was killing me to hurt you this way.I am not hurt so get over yourself. I am fine.I She looked up at him.

She took his hand and led him up the stairs and into the bedroom. She closed the door and began to undress.

She removed her shirt slowly.

He moved his hand to her face but she moved it.

She didnYou think? Huh?Robin kissing turns me on. We are not going to do this without enough. Just don She sheathed him with her mouth. Then she kissed up his body taking her time to enjoy it. She lowered herself down on him. She braced herself with her hands on his chest. She closed her eyes. He tried to touch her but she moved his hands. Caught in a wave of pleasure he saw her defenses lowering. He flipped her over.

Nathan kissed her passionately. He took over moving deep inside her. She cried out.

He whispered in her ear. He whispered.

He kissed her. He held on to her as he stroked deeper. Holding her refusing to let her go.

Her body rocked in an intense orgasm that sent him over the edge. He cried her name. His body sagged against her.

She said but he didnI am working. I was scared for you because Ava threatened you. Do you think with everything that she did to my sister that I would risk your life? Do you think I would allow her to suspect that I killed her lover and then indicate how much I care about you? Do you think after everything that you survived that I wanted to put you right back at I ever cared outside of the bedroom?I was stunned silent. Then I had to remember that you really didn

t true. I did care and I showed you.I think that you enjoy this. You miss it. You can have any woman you want but somehow you don She pushed.

He removed the condom then tossed it on the floor so that he didnI know that you are scared and you know logically that I was lying to you. But if you admit that you will have to admit that it was real and that you returned those feelings. I feel like I have known you forever, it is easy and that is why sex was so natural with us. I am falling in love with you and I know that you are falling in love with me humor you and say that it is true. You said those things to me knowing that I was falling for you makes you a bastard and I have had my fill of those so get the fuck off

t fucking She squirmed.

She looked at him.

t careful. I did it to protect you. You are putting me in a category She head butt him. She was tired of talking and tired of him holding her but she hurt herself. When he loosened his hold to look at her head she kneed him in the groin causing him to roll off of her. She got up. She swayed on her feet. He groaned in pain. He coughed.

He yelled.

She spat as she pulled on her pants.

t need to pause to give us both time.You refused to listen. Maybe that is something I should consider.t need just did. I must say it wasn He pulled on his boxers then his pants.

He pulled on his shirt.

He laughed.

t come any closer but I am here. If you dont be here.Nice flip. Oh poor Nathan.I put my cards on the table when I almost lost my mind seeing you go over the bridge. I knew what I wanted when we were at the cabin. Yes, I still denied it in my head. I didn She stared at him.

He put her down.

t bother you again.My key the

He left.