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I didn't care if he was human or not. I just knew that I would have him. His blood smelled so good.

Two pairs of not so cold hands grabbed my arms and pulled me back. I fought for the blood, and my captors seemed to struggle, so I fought harder for what I wanted.

No, I didn't want it. He was a human. He had a life, a family, people he loved and loved him in return. I pulled back slightly, holding my breath.

But his smell was still etched in my mind, urging on the burning sensation that rested in the back of my throat. I closed my fists and attempted to turn away.

No good.

There was no denying it. I wanted the flowing liquid that resided in him.

The boys let go and I rushed towards the man. He looked at me in confusion, then fear. My teeth were on his neck in less than the next second. I bit through his skin and his blood slowly trickled into my mouth.

It wasn't fast enough.

I put more pressure on the unfortunate human's neck and the sweet smelling liquid rushed in.

It was heavenly. But then I saw the poor mans face. The pain in his eyes was replaced with a sea of nothingness.

I pulled back, and my thirst was satisfied, but I was not. I had just killed an innocent man who had done nothing to me. I took away his life.

I slid down the wall next to me and broke into dry sobs.

The boys just stood there, unsure of what to do. I understood. I would probably push them away if they tried anything. This wasn't how I thought it would be. I thought I could resist, that I would be strong enough to overcome the temptation. I was wrong.

I got up and ran out of the room before anything could be done. I didn't know where I was going, but anywhere was better than here where I could hurt the people that I loved.

I heard Edward running behind me, but I didn't stop for him. Instead, I shoved him away with my mind.

"I don't want to hurt you, Edward," I whispered loud enough so he could hear before I ran too far away.

"This is the worst way you could."

This was the last thing I heard him say. I choked on a dry sob, but I kept going. I wasn't looking back.

Hours Later

I ran all the way to Amsterdam and stole a car. It was a sleek, black Lamborghini. Normally, I wouldn't get in a car like this during my human life, but now, I couldn't stand to be slow. The faster I went the better.

I drove the car to its limit on speed, and made my way to a place where the Cullen's shouldn't find me, but where?

Africa.

Who goes there anyway? No one would find me there. No one.

The only exception was Alice. She would see me if I let my guard down so I willed her to not be able to.

I could learn how to control my power and my bloodlust. I would become a vegetarian, just like my former family.

But I couldn't call them family anymore, because family doesn't hurt family. I wasn't part of that anymore. I was all by myself.

The car screeched to a stop.

I stepped out and looked around.

This was my new home.

A/N: I was crying while writing this. It's true. No, I'm not a drama queen. Review please! Check out my other story too! I like that one better than this one, but I still love this one!! Vote too!! I have a poll!! YA!!