Aomine has the highest alcohol tolerance among his circle of friends.
He's always the last to get drunk, he was always the one who carried Kise when they attend a party and the blond is too drunk to walk on his own. He was always the one to take Kise's shoes off and change his clothes so he could sleep comfortably. He always took good care of the blond. Even though everything is always forgotten by the morning.
This particular night, is the one that he hates the most. Kise threw a little surprise party for Kagami. He knew the blond would go to this extent to be noticed by the red head. And fuck, does it annoy him to know that the blond is so into his rival. RIVAL, yeah, in everything; rival on court, rival for his former shadow, rival for Kise's attention.
As the night went on, Aomine has been holding back. He kept in mind that this is what Kise wanted, this makes Kise smile. And so he carried on through the party.
AOMINE'S POV
I stared at them as they hugged each other in front of Kagami's apartment building. The hug was tight and heart-felt. Kagami sobbing in Kise's shoulder as Kise blushed and smiled. It wasn't easy; Tetsu patted my shoulder, giving me the Are-you-okay look. I just gave him a quick smile and went in the building.
Inside the elevator I saw Kise gripping Kagami's hand as he smiled at him. Seriously, holding hands? They're not even a thing yet! I wanted to grab Kise away from that idiot when Tetsu elbowed me, reminding me that I have no rights. I sighed.
The night went on pretty boring, well for me. The Seirin boys were so noisy playing the beer pong. And their captain was so freaking loud.
When Kagami finally came out of his room wearing Satsuki's gift, I looked at Kise; his face basically confessed to Kagami; with that blush on his cute little cheek bones and that smile on his perfectly curved pink lips. I wanted him to look at me; I wore freaking skinny jeans so he'd notice me for Christ's sake! But he didn't. His eyes were glued on Bakagami. Fuck that hurts. I would never tell him though. Tetsu gripped my arm, with such concern in his eyes. I told him that I'd leave if I couldn't handle it anymore. And I would. I don't wanna cause any ruckus on the party Kise worked so hard for.
The night went on, before we had to turn off that portable karaoke shit, the Seirin captain confessed to their coach. Haha, funny when people get too honest when drunk.
Almost everybody went home, well, the Seirin team, Satsuki, Akashi and his little lover (I still dunno his name).
Takao brought up a truth or dare game. It had Midorima striptease, which is by the way, quite a good show (I never thought he had it in him).
It had me wash the dishes! Fuck that Bakagami for making me do that! He shouldn't blame me the next day for his broken plates!
It had that Yosen's pretty boy kiss Tetsu! FUCK THAT SHIT! I ran to him, forcing myself not to beat the hell out of him.
I was about to punch him when he pulled me down for a kiss. Damn that shut me up.
My whole body was in shock as he explored my mouth. He was a damn good kisser; I stared at him while processing what's happening. Suddenly, his hair turned blond and the color of his eyes became honey gold. I saw Kise as he kissed me; little did I know that I was kissing him back. The kiss was hot; it would have turned into something bad if it weren't for that giant baby who pushed me down to my butt. "Minechin I'll crush you!"
I saw Tetsu leave the place and went to the balcony, I wanted to follow him, but I figured he might need some alone time after having his first kiss stolen from him.
I LOL'd internally; I really think Tetsu is cute when his ears, cheeks and neck are all red.
Midorima's lover insisted for another spin. I just sighed and let this shit finish soon. He spun the arrow and from that point on, I wanted to forget everything.
After the game, that night turned out to be the worst night of my life. I was drunk, but not drunk enough to forget the things I saw and heard.
Yes, I remember clearly. Everything that happened that night; how Kise blushed as he said what he said. How he and Kagami kissed. How they closed their eyes as they devoured each other, forgetting about everyone else. I wanted them to stop, to break that kiss, to punch that stupid Bakagami for just being him! I wanted Kise to look at me, smile at me so I can offer us to go home. But I can't, I just... Can't.
That's the last draw! I can't freaking take it anymore. And so I grabbed my last bottle of beer and walked my way home.
I sipped on my beer as I passed familiar streets on my way. I can remember Kise's weight on my back when I had to carry him home. I can still feel him murmur nonsense on my ear that always makes me shiver as we share chuckles.
But now, he's not coming home with me. He's probably staying there. They're probably having se- FUCK! FUCK! FFFUUUCCCK! I threw the bottle I'm holding as hard as I can, seeing it fly through the narrow street not caring if it might hit someone. FUCK! I punched the light post I came across with. WHY THE FUCK DOES IT HAVE TO BE HIM?! I punched it again. WHY CAN'T IT BE ME?! I punched it again and again and again, pouring all my frustrations to a light post until I heard my knuckles crack and I saw my fists bleed.
I leaned my forehead on to the same light post, no matter how hard I try, and the tears won't stop pouring from my eyes. FUCK! I'm fucking pathetic! I Slid down to my knees, my forehead still against the light post as I gripped my pants. My tears were dripping onto my clenched fists. I stayed there for God knows how long, crying his eyes out. When I felt that he could stand up again, I forced my feet to walk.
When I entered our apartment, I took a look around it, I can see the images through the dim lighted living room; it is where Kise and I played video games till dawn, where we shared pizza or burgers, where we laughed at each other's messy faces. It is where we watched movies until he fell asleep and lean his head to my shoulder, where I just stared at his beautiful face, appreciating his smooth skin and pink lips. I can still feel his breathing that tickled my ear… He was so close to me, but how he's so far away.
I leaned on the door behind me, I slid down against the door, sitting on floor, feeling the tears threatening to pour again, and it did. I started crying again. Fuck, I must look so weak right now! I don't know if I am just extra emotional because of the alcohol, or I just seriously fell in love over a guy who doesn't even see me as a man!
I stood up and went to our room, and jumped to my bed. I lie onto my stomach. I looked at Kise's picture in my phone. I rubbed his face on the screen with my thumb as I continue sobbing. Until I thought of someone…
TETSU!
He's the only person I can talk to about my shitty feelings. And so I rubbed my face against the pillow so I can clear my vision, I dialed Tetsu's number. It took 5 rings before he answered.
"Aomine-kun..?"
"Tetsu, I…" I tried my best not to sound crying over the line. But I knew I sucked on pretending because Tetsu knew right away that there's something wrong.
"Aomine-kun, where are you right now?"
"…I'm at my apartment. Tetsu, I feel like dying right now… Can you come here and stop me?"
"Don't do anything stupid, I'll be there as soon as I can"
Then he hung up. I know I sound like a needy pussy, but I can't help it, I need someone to pat me on my shoulder and tell me that I will be fine. I need someone to be there and listen to my nonsense. And I know only Tetsu can put up with all my bullshit.
Not long after the phone call, Tetsu entered my room. Yeah he has a spare key for our apartment. I sat on the edge of my bed as he sat on the edge of Kise's bed, facing me.
"Tetsu I…Kise is with him." Dammit, I can't help it; I'm starting to cry again. Tetsu stood up and walked towards me. He stood right in the middle of my parted thighs and hugged my head. I buried my face onto his torso and sobbed, my hands were on my sides, not moving.
"I can't even do anything about it..."
"Aomine-kun… Maybe you shouldn't do anything about it."
"What?"
"Maybe it's time for you to move on."
I looked up at him confused as to what he just said, what the hell is he saying? Like it was that easy!
"Tetsu, it's not that eas-"
"I'll help you." he cut me off.
I'm not sure what he's getting at. "Huh?" is all I can say. He placed both his hands on my jaw lines. He gently angled my head upwards, our faces inches apart. He closed his eyes and brushed his lips against mine
"Let me help you forget about him." He whispered to my lips and continued to kiss me. My eyes were wide open as he licked my lips apart and sucked on my bottom lip. When he broke the kiss for air, he looked at me right in the eye; I looked back at him in total confusion.
"Tetsu, I've hurt you before, I've hurt you so bad, and I don't want to end up doing it again."
"Aomine-kun, I am ready. For Aomine-kun, I'm ready to get hurt again. I want to help you get over Kise-kun. Please, you have to let me help you."
With that, he kissed me again; desperately. I closed as I felt all the passion he had in that kiss. I opened my mouth, giving him more access. It started gentle, but the kiss grew needy and deeper; our tongues circling inside our connected mouths, inside, outside, spit rolling down our cheeks.
I groaned in the kiss. Tetsu must have taken that as a sign. He started trailing my jaw line with his tongue, down to my neck. He grabbed the hem of my shirt and pulled it over my head. He continued licking, from my neck down to my chest; he played with my nipples using his tongue. It sent shivers down to my spine and all these actions made my dick twitch.
Tetsu knelt down and unbuckled my belt. I can only watch him as he undid my pants and pulled out my throbbing dick. My mind went blank. I shut my eyes as I felt him lick from the base of my dick up to its tip. I gripped the sheets of my bed. He played with my cock, circling it with his tongue.
I can feel the heat building up to my stomach. Tetsu took as much of my dick into his mouth as he can. I felt him gagged and it made my dick twitch again. I groaned, moaned and hissed as he bobbed his head up and down. I let him do the work until it was too much for me; I gripped his hair and started thrusting into his mouth. I can feel him hum with droplets of tears in the corner of his eyes, which is basically the only thing he could do with his mouth stuffed with my full grown erection. I thrust harder and harder until I was on my limit.
"Ahhhh fuck!" I came inside his mouth while shouting "KISEEE!"
Tetsu took all of my cum in his mouth, some of it dripping down his chin. It took a minute or two before my last word sunk in to me. Shit! What did I just fucking say?!
I looked down at Tetsu, he was wiping the cum off of his chin with his forearm. I can see how upset his eyes were, I felt so guilty. I hurt him again. But what can I do? What should I say?
"Tetsu I'm sorry. I really am" I said as I placed my hands on his shoulders.
"It's okay, Aomine-kun." I can tell his face is full of sadness. He's not even looking at me.
"I know exactly what I'm getting myself into." He stood up, took some aspirins from my desk drawer and made me take it.
"You should get some rest. You're probably still tipsy from all the alcohol you took in earlier." He said with his usual deadpan. I laid my back on my bed; he sat beside me, gently running his finger through my hair, brushing it off of my face. It was so calming. Soon enough, I felt dizzy and fell asleep.
~ X X X ~
As soon as Aomine fell asleep, Kuroko quietly exited the room. As he closed his door behind him, the teal haired boy leaned against it and let out a long sigh with his eyes shut close. He's forcing to stop the tears from falling down.
I tried to make him feel good. He still thinks of Kise-kun.
He thought to himself as he let out another sigh, clenching his shirt on his chest. Kuroko felt bad. REALLY bad. His chest ached, like he was being suffocated. But he could not blame the tanned teen for it.
He shook his head, gave out a long exhale and went home. The shadow was able to force himself not to cry. He's not the type to give up so easily after all.
~ X X X ~
The following morning, Aomine woke up with his injured hands bandaged.
He looked around; Kuroko was no longer beside him and Kise was still not on his bed. He fetched his phone and looked at the time. It was already 1:00 pm. He felt his stomach growling, so he stood up, changed into comfortable clothes and went out of the bedroom to look for something to eat.
He went to the kitchen and he saw the blond there, preparing 2 bowls of sweetened cereal.
"Good morning Aominechii! Opp, I mean, good afternoon!" The blond smiled at him. He noticed love marks on Kise's neck but decided to pretend not to see them. The blond offered him the bowl of cereal, which he took and started eating on their dining table.
"Ne, Aominechii…"
"Hm?"
"Do you… uh, remember anything from last night?"
Yes, he remembers everything. He knows who was the last person to get pointed at during the last spin. The blunette knows every single detail of what happened at the said night.
"No, I don't. I got pretty wasted. Sorry." But Touo's ace decided to keep it to himself. He has no reason as to why, but he surely didn't want to discuss it with the blond.
"Oh, it's okay Aominechii! No need to apologize! I just wish I could remember... By the way, your hands were injured so I cleansed them and I also called your captain so you'll be excused for practice."
"Oh, thanks. Not like I attend practice anyway."
"Why were your hands injured at the first place?"
Aomine couldn't think of an excuse.
"I forgot. Can't remember anything. I probably tripped or something"
With a couple of scolding from the blond, the day went on pretty smoothly. The blond, clearly still in pain, rested the whole day while Aomine played online basketball (to get his mind off of Kise's neck marks.)
Notes:
I knoooow, I knooooww, I suck at writing drama! lolz! hey, Aomine + drama = hard to write, right?!