7

Mito's view

The whole frustating situation between Hashirama and Madara got me really upset. I had never thought that they could actually quarrel ever.

All that fall out today's evening didn't leave me on peace. I tried many times to contact Madaras but without any cuccess. He never picked up his phone.

Putting on my shoes and jacked, i walked out of house and headed towards his. My mind couldn't get rid of the fact that everything got fucked up just because of me.

Knocking few times on the door, Izuna opeden.

"Is Madara at home?" I asked, looking at his face closer than ever, now knowing why Toka would like him. He was handsome for sure.

"He was but left a hour ago."

"Do you know where he is?"

"Have no idea. He usually doesen't go out at that time. Plus that, today he seemed kinda upset."

I nodded in agreement. "Will he be back soon?"

"Got no idea. Why are you so interested? You are his new girlfriend now?" Izuna asked kinda intrigued.

My eyebrows rose up in surprisement. "No? Why would you say such thing?"

"I don't know" he rolled his eyes "the rumors say so"

"Rumors?" i asked even more surprised.

"Yeah. You know-" i interrupted him, not wanting to know any more details because i already had a hint what he might say.

"Okay, okay. No need any more useless information. Need to go." I smiled politely at him as he rolled his eyes once again and murmured something under his breath before closing the door.

Tapping my toes on the floor nervously and my arms locked in front of my chest, i wondered where Madara could go.

Caffe? But with whom?

The park? For a walk? ... It was about to get dark, so that didn't seem like an option.

The library? But school already closed.

I cursed, having no idea where he could go.

"Yes!" I hit the floor with my foot in realization "The local library!" a broad smile appeared on my face. "It's always open."

Taking each step faster than the previous one, i was already in front of the Local Library.

"Hello" I entered, greeting the librarian as she smiled in response "I would like to ask if Madara Uchiha is signed here"

Taking some time and searching for his name in the information she nodded in agreement.

"Is he here?" i asked now with encouregment.

"No. Last time he was signed in was three days ago."

I hit the floor with my foot in rage. A bad habit of mine. I thanked her politely and went out of the library.

For god sake, where could he be?! Sad for my unsucced, I headed back home. All i wanted to do was talk with him and try to fix the situation. Maybe he was trying to hide from me because he hated me? Because now his relationship with Hashirama had worsen up? But that would be stupid, because anyways, they weren't in any good one.

Walking home and having my look locked on the floor, i felt not only sad, but also mad. Mad at Hashirama, for liking me. Mad at me, for liking Toka. Mad at everything.

Suddenly I heard a familiar voice. Hashirama.

The streets were lonely and it was already dark so i couldn't see the figure wether it was his or not. Walking towards me, it was really him talking on the phone with someone.

My stomach felt sick for some reason. I felt sorry for him, because i litteraly broke his heart. But i felt even sadder for Madara, because now Hashirama was mad at the Uchiha because of me.

Now, few santimeters far away from me, Hashirama stood up and put his hands in his jeans.

"Hey" i could feel the dissapointment in his voice, however, his desire for me hadn't dissapeared.

I took a deep breath as my feelings mixed up and my brain felt big pressure. I wanted to beat up Hashirama so bad for accusing Madara of something that wasn't his fault. Yet, I felt sorry for that fool for lovin me and had the urge to soothen everything by hugging him.

"Now you won't talk to me because you're with Madara?" he laughed quietly.

"You are serious?!" i felt everything bottling up, every nerv of mine going insane.

"Me being serious? I am never serious" did it have to sound like a joke, because clearly the whole setup wasn't fun, for sure "You should just have said you didn't want to have anything with me because now our clans feel odd for eachother. I might say even shameful" he laughed once again.

And that was the moment when i lost it.

"Listen what you little brat" i spat angrily, grabbing him by the collar and pulling him into some dark alley so no one could hear us. "First of all, I am no obligated to marry anyone if i don't want to. Just because my twisted father is obssesed with money and power, doesen't give him the right to control my life. Secondly, since when your ego is so fragile, turning you into one of those bullies? Last but not least, i do not love you and you can't force me to have any feelings for you. And lastly, i am not into boys"

My whole body was under so much tension. I could feel my veins furiously popping out out of my arm, my teeth nearly smashing eachother from anger and chest full of air as i needed to say everything at once.

"Wait.." he seemed super confused and put his arm on mine so he could free himself from my grip. "You... you?"

I stepped back, breathing heavily, air not enough for my lungs. "Me! Yes me! I am lesbian! You jerk!" I felt my fingers running though my hair as he was driving me crazy.

"I... I.." he seemed out of words "I do not know what to say.."

"You don't have to!" i tried to calm myself down.

"And that's the reason why you have been avoiding me?"

"Avoiding you? I had never avoided you, i just never responded to your feelings. Like to every other boy."

"God" he facepalmed himself "and i thought something was wrong with me" he laughed. But it wasn't fun for me at all because now he knew my biggest secret, and what was even more, he was very close to my family. He could gossip about it anytime, to anyone.

"Listen what" i took a deep breath "If you-"

"Now everything gets clearly!" he nodded "since little you had never showed interest in any boy and all the opportunities you had for boyfriends, you always dodged, no matter how good they were. You always felt brighter and more free whenever being in a company of girls, even if that's something normal.. yet... Yet i don't understand whyt you kissed Madara that night?" he rubbed his forehead.

I couldn't tell him the real reason for it, nor i wanted to share that i loved Toka.

"I just... wanted to make sure if i am really a lesbian by kissing a boy"

"I see" he nodded "but Madara likes you?"

"No!"

"How are you so sure?"

How was i able to tell him that Madara thinks only for him, and that no one can tame his heart if it's not Hashirama.

"Because Madara likes someone else." i sighed, delicately runnig away from the actual answer.

"Aha. And are you actually a lesbian?" he was testing my nervs for sure.

"Yes i am"

"Who does Madara like?" why was Hashirama so curious?

"Look, i am not the one to answer those question. Go find Madara and ask yourself!" i was about to go but he grabbed me by the arm and stopped me.

"Wait, let me apologise by getting you a coffee."

"It's a little bit late for coffee" i rapidly got away from his grip.

"Come on, don't be so evil and just agree on."

I sighed, nodding "Okay. And no tricks of flirting, I would never date someone like you"

"Like me?" he seemed confused.

"A male"

He laughed