Jen was sitting in one of the wood chairs near the film set reading a book. She was in her character's clothes, tight jeans and the red leather jacket that Emma wore most of the time. The curls of her long blond hair were shiny making her look even more gorgeous.
The blonde was focused on her book, unaware that Lana was watching her from afar. It had been a week since their Eye to eye contact at Ginny's place. Lana had been off from filming during that time and Jen's schedule had been full with shooting scenes. Neither one had texted or called the other. It's not like they were best friends or anything like that now, Lana reminded herself, as she continued to stare.
The problem was that Lana couldn't stop thinking about Jen while she was away from the set and that was driving her crazy. The more she tried to tell her brain to stop thinking about the blonde the more her mind was filled with images of Jen. Jen's smile and laugh while she was cooking for her, Jen's touch on her shoulders while massaging her, Jen's calming breathing while she was asleep, Jen's soft moans of Lana's name...
Flashback
Lana eyes opened slowly, her focus was a little blurred and her head was filled with images of the sexiest dream she had ever had. Jen pressed firmly into Lana's back her fingers gripping her sex, her mouth on her neck kissing, biting. Lana's core was throbbing with wetness and she was desperate to be touched. She pushed her thighs together trying to suppress the urge. A soft exhale of a breath and a tightening of a warm hand around her waist reminded Lana where she was, laying on the couch at Ginny's place, with her head on Jen's lap.
Apparently she had fallen asleep after the great massage Jen gave her. She rubbed her eyes and tried to lift herself a little without waking up the blonde woman. The hand on her waist loosened its hold and the brunette immediately felt the loss of the warmth on her skin. It was ridiculous but she missed it, the firm protectiveness of Jen's touch. After a few seconds her eyes stopped at the blonde's sleeping face.
This woman was pure perfection even when she was asleep. Her lips were parted a little and with every breath she was blowing a strand of hair away of her face. Every few seconds her nose was twitching from the occasional touches of her curls and yet she looked so peaceful, so... perfectly adorable. And incredibly sexy. It was like an invisible force that was pushing Lana towards Jen.
The urge to feel Jen's lips against hers caught the brunette off guard and without even thinking Lana's face was only a breath away from Jen's. The sweet scent of Jen's skin filled the brunette's senses, breaking her control even more. One kiss... just one kiss. One kiss to prove that what was in the past stays in the past. One kiss, so she can free herself from the enchanted chains of this unacceptable desire towards Jen.
She won't know thought Lana, licking her lips while staring at the blonde's mouth, she's asleep.
"Lana" a soft moan escaped from Jen's lips, fear freezing the brunette's heart. Lana was paralyzed, she wasn't even breathing, her eyes still focused on the blonde's lips, not daring to look up into the forest green orbs of the woman beneath her. Gripping the couch firmly with her hands she was waiting for the outburst, the rejection, instead was greeted with another whisper of a whimper of her name.
"Lana..." Slowly the brunette's gaze met the still sleeping form of the blonde's eyes. A feel of relief washed all over Lana's body. Jen was still asleep and the huge mistake that Lana was going to do was prevented from happening.
She needed to get out of there fast, so she carefully pulled herself away from Jen and ran towards the bathroom. What was that? You almost kissed her! You have a boyfriend! What were you even thinking? Her brain was screaming all kind of things and she didn't have any idea what got into her. The only thing she knew was that it was wrong. Dead wrong!
End Flashback
An unexpected cough from Jen's direction brought Lana back from her memories. Another thing that was dead wrong was the adorable look on Jen's face while she was reading. Most people were very calm and relaxed while they read but not Jen. Her whole body was tense, the look on her face was so serious while she was reading, like she was participating in every written word on the pages.
Another wave of coughing hit her ears. Is she sick thought the brunette concernedly, she was totally fine a few days ago. With one hand on her mouth Jen reached in her pocket and pulled out her phone, apparently she received a text messages. Lana watched how Jen's whole face lite up while reading it and the blonde laughed out.
While Jen was still looking at her phone another cast member approached her from behind. It was Jamie Dornan the man who played Sheriff Graham. He covered Jen's eyes with his hands and whispered something in her ear. Jen laughed again and pulled the man in front of her.
Ten minutes later Lana was still standing there looking at them. She couldn't hear what were they talking about but from Jen's laugh she assumed it must be something quite funny. Lana couldn't deny that Jamie was a charmer and by the sweet smiles and the little pats on the back he was giving her, it was obvious that he was interested in Jen.
Between the laughing and chatting Jen couldn't stop coughing. A strand of hair covered the left side of the blonde's face and a few seconds later Jamie's fingers were tucking it behind her ear. He caressed her cheek and again smiled at her without removing his hand. Lana's eyes were on fire, she felt the rage sparkling in her chest. The overwhelming need to shout almost left her breathless and the thought how dare he was screaming in the brunette's mind.
The green monster made himself at home in Lana's whole body. The knuckles of her right hand started to burn from the squishing death grip of her fingers. "Good morning, LP" greeted Ginny sweetly behind Lana's back startling the brunette. "Good morning, Ginny. How are you?" said Lana with a fake smile, eyes leaving the objects of her attention. "I am good, drinking my second coffee" answered the smaller brunette joyfully. "How are you? How was your free week?"
"It was good, lazy week. Nothing interesting really." said Lana with a real smile this time.
The presence of Ginny was calming her. Sounds of giggling and laughing came from behind them. "What's going on with these two?" asked Lana casually, trying to hide the icy edges in her tone. "You mean with J.J.?" said Ginny noticing the look on Lana's face when she mentioned the nick name of Jen and Jamie, she tried to suppress a giggle. "They have been inseparable since last week, that's why Josh and I are calling them J.J."
"Inseparable, I see..." mumbled Lana more to herself than anyone else. The green poison slowly started to burn inside of her again.
"Jen has been sick for a few days now and Jamie is being really sweet to her. Taking care of her, bringing her tea for her throat and stuff like that. The first few days she couldn't stop coughing and practically didn't get any sleep, she was like a ghost. Now she has some color although the cough is still there." "Yeah..." said Lana concernedly "I hope she will be better soon." And hopefully Jamie won't be near her for much longer.
