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Okay this is the last chapter of repeating the first 2 and 3, Hoooray!

Last Time:

"Why?.. Edward what did you expect me to do? Edward this is the last night we're spending together, thanks for everything, I love you." I asked lifting my head up acting like I was a bit angry myself but I had no idea if I truly sounded like that.

This Time:

"Yes. You leaving like that wasn't you Bella." He said in annoyed tone, I knew he knew me better than anyone else in the world could ever come close to but with my false anger I started to get a bit ticked myself.

"You...you're a...vampire.." He said as I saw his eyes go wide he finally noticed that I looked like a vampire it took him longer to realize then I thought but the hurt in his eyes was killing me. It seemed like I had betrayed him and add to the long list of what he thinks I did and what I truly did this was like adding salt to an open wound on him.

"No, I'm not. Edward, I'm anything but."I said with a sad smile that I knew he wouldn't believe but I ate human food, I slept, and my heart was beating; pumping life blood into my veins. But yet I looked like a vampire and didn't age, what could I call myself? I didn't know but I knew Vampire was not it.

"Don't Lie to ME Bella I have been alive long enough to recognized the signs. Who did it? Who changed you?...You wanted to become a vampire that bad, You left because I didn't change you fast enough?" He asked as his voice got rid of all it's hurt and was back to anger as if he truly didn't care or he was disgusted wit me but his eyes held so much pain.

"Edward, no other vampire did this to me, but you..."I said wanting to be as gentle as I could and not wanting to lie to him anymore but I saw the time on an electric clock right behind him that read 3:30. "Now I really must be going! Edward I really have to go!" I said trying to stress how badly how much I needed to leave without hurting his feelings more.

"You just don't want to answer my questions do you?" He asked as his anger flicked higher again

"Edward that is the truth! I have to get home really! I'm already late." I said wanting him to understand but I was already a half hour late to picking Ben and Addie up, if I needed to leave Edward hurt to go pick them up from school then I would have to leave him hurt, my babies came first even before me.

"Late? For what? And I didn't turn you into anything!" He said trying to lure me back into 20 questions again. But it wasn't going to work I needed to be somewhere more important as bad as it sounded in my mind I needed to get Ben and Addie before something might happen.

"Edward, there are reasons for everything I did, please remember that!" I said trying to get my point across that my choices were not just for me but for everyone I cared about. "I'm already late and I must get home. I'm sorry Edward."

"Why? The vampire that made you going to be mad? If so, he shouldn't make you work, it's unsafe for you!" he roared at me I could tell he said it mostly out of anger but I could see concern in his eyes and from what he said I could tell he truly was partly mad because he couldn't be the one protecting me.

"No I don't live with any other vampires." I said truthfully with a sad smile.

"Then come on, I'll take you." He said walking toward the door moving my hand away from the door knob moving to go into the hallway as if I would just follow him like a little puppy like I used too. But that was then this was now I was thirty, I had lived Independent too long to just let him take care of me like this, especially not after this big fight we were having.

"No! I can take the subway or the bus Edward, I don't need you to drive! Besides it's faster for me to walk."I said as I pushed his hand away from the door knob just has he had done to mine wanting to show him I was strong now, I wasn't the clumsy kid that lived in the small town of Forks anymore.

"Who said I was going to drive you Bella? You said you were late, now do you want to get there or not?" He asked as his eyes pieced through me not like how he used to dazzle me but I could still feel my knees go a bit weak, my breathing shortened a bit just as it would if he dazzled me.

"I can't let you take me where I need to go." I said realizing who he would meet if he did drop me where I needed to be. And how would I explain that?

"Why is that?" He asked making his gaze more intense on me, I could feel my resistance starting to melt and I was filled with the sudden memories of our times together especially when he used his eyes to dazzle information out of me. My heart pounded a mile a minute I thought it would stop at any second and I would die right there in Edwards apartment. But I soon remembered what happened when he dazzled me, I ended up pregnant and the man in a black robe came into my mind, he gave me the back bone I needed to, to protect Edward from exposer.

"Because..." I said taking in a shaky breath trying to get all the courage I had in my body to say these words. "...Edward a lot has happened since Forks." I said coldly as Edward and I now stood in the hall, how we got there was beyond me but now this was a war to stare each other down.

"I can't believe it.." He said as my hurtful words started to sink inn, it took all my will power not to say "Edward I love You, Don't believe what I'm saying it's all a miss understanding!" The list of things I wanted to say was endless. But I knew the words I wanted to say, could only be thoughts in my head.

"People change Edward." I said coldly once again as I felt my pain being intensified as I kept having to be extremely hurtful to him. I hoped I appeared strong because I felt like I was putty at Edwards feet.

"I can't believe that I was so broken up after you left... I can't believe I actually tried to.. We'll it doesn't matter now does it?" He said with hurt along with anger mixed together, I could see the hurt in Edward's eyes when he talked like this. I wanted to tell him everything right there again but I bite my tongue to avoid such an incident.

"Edward I..."I said letting everything I thought starting to come out without my permission. But I was cut off from Addie and Ben behind me. Ben was tall and lanky boy he had jet black hair that went to his ears in length, his eyes were a deep mix between topaz and brown eyes with pale skin he was wearing bright colors to make himself look tanner but everyone in the world could still see every vein he his body possessed. Addie stood besides him and a little behind, Addie was always being protected from the world even non harmful objects. Another trait Ben had gained from his father, but instead he protected Addie like she would break and he would be all alone. Addie had also jet black hair, but hers was a lot longer, going to her small back. Her eyes were a deep brown matching mine completely she was tall and thin like Ben but she was still a bit shorter than him. She wore black clothes excepting her skin color along with a bat charm on a choker around her neck.. They were human but the features they possessed were not of a humans.

"Mom, you were late...so we came to meet you. Are you okay?..." Ben asked as I saw as he looked Edward over in a protective manner.

"Mom?" He asked me in a demanding tone I would think would be lighter more curious but he was demanding answers.

"That's the reason why I didn't want you to take me home Edward..."I said trying to break this knew news gently again. "Now do you understand?"

"I understand you left without a word thirteen years ago, met a new vampire to turn you making you adopt children. So Bella tell me who was it? Someone I know? So much for the human life that you tried to convince me of a minute ago." He said with the nerve to smile as if he had figured it all out.

"Edward! I told you before I am not! And that's your choice to believe what you believe!" I said trying now to wash my hands of Edward and this conversation for the moment. " I'm sorry that I'm late, kids I had to finish up mine and my partners work she had some emergency. Let's go, I'm sure you have plenty of homework. But what did you two think you were doing? Coming here by yourselves, you know I don't like you two taking the subway or the bus." I said forgetting all my worries with Edward and became the over protective mother. I knew of the weirdo's who took the subway, half of them hit on me and they were too young to be traveling so adult like so young.

"We're sorry Mom, we just got tired of waiting so we walked here" Addie said with her don't be sorry little kid gloomy look that she used to get whatever she wanted.

"Walked I'm sure." I said not believing one word.

"Okay so we went a bit faster than we were supposed to, but no one noticed." Ben added quickly to his sisters defense not wanting all the blame to land on Addie.

"You know I don't like you two to do that in the open areas! And I don't want you taking any of those side streets, drug dealers hide in those streets along with crazy men." I said protectively to my children.

"So Bella, who's are they?" He asked pulling me out of my conversation with Ben and Addie.

"What?" I asked as I felt my body freeze while turning to look at Edward in the eye.

"You never told me who did this to you. Along with who's their father is?" he asked in a casual tone as if we were talking about a local sporting game.

"Like it's any of your business!" Ben said as he stood in front of Addie fully in a protective manor.

"Ben no it's alright." I said as I rubbed Ben's arm while brining Addie next to me on my other side so both of them were on either side of my body. I knew what I was about to do, and I didn't know if I had the strength and what this would mean for Edward along with Renee, but there was no way out of this.

"Addie, Benjamin...This is Edward, Edward... these are your children.. Kids this man before you, is your father." I said shakily as I held my children tighter to my body like a way to relieve stress waiting for Edwards reaction.

"What?" He asked his voice full of surprise, he truly hadn't known all those years ago and he didn't put it together how much they looked like him, if he only knew how much they acted like him. I stared at Edward as he stared at me his eyes wide, mouth agape. I felt Ben and Addie go stiff next to me, falling into my embrace a bit more than they ever did.

"No! No these kids can't be mine. Vampires can't have children." He said as If I was lying to him, of all the lies I had said to day, of all the ones I had said in the past thirteen years he had to choose this one to call on.

"Edward, these are you children!... I was never with anyone else than you, I know you said it wasn't possible but! Obviously vampires can have children."I said as tears became thicker in my eyes, I knew they would spill at any moment but my tears were the least of my problems.

"But you said our father was fully human!" Ben said in denial as he started to pull away from me a bit but I held him close, wanting him to face the truth.

"You said he knew about us!" Addie said also in denial as she ran from my side to her brothers who put his arm around her. He had always been her protector even when he was scared out of his mind.

"This can't be possible." He said as I saw the news settled inn, I felt relief in my body as I saw him take the news inn, I knew I shouldn't of been I knew if he didn't hate me before, he would hate me now.

"Yes Edward, This is possible. Kids why don't you go on home okay? Here call a cab. I think me and...Your father should talk a bit."I said as dug into my dress pocket handing them a twenty. Calling Edward their father sounded so strange, I had always known who their father but saying to Edward it held so much new meaning. Ben took the money and led his sister down the hall as she kept turning to look at Edward as if she was studying every feature he had like he had done with them and like she was trying to learn the very history if him.

"Edward, I think we should talk..." I said before he cut me off, I knew he would be angry but how angry I couldn't even imagine, I almost felt afraid of Edward something I had never felt towards him even when I found out about his kind.

"Now you want too!" He said his tone angry again.

"Yes, I do.. I mean since now you know about them, we should talk about this." I said as I looked down at the carpeted flooring in shame, that he had found out, bad things would happen now and I had caused them right now. I hated this I felt bad that I didn't tell him and I felt bad that I did tell him.

"You didn't want me to find out about them did you?" He asked as he finally realized what I had been thinking, he always did even though he couldn't read my mind but of all the times of knowing it had to be now.

"I..uhh.." I said looking up at him but when I saw his angry and hurt face I looked down at the floor again I had no idea what I would say or how I would handle this situation, I had always pictured it in my mind when Edward would of found me, about Ben and Addie but none of it happened like this .

"You wanted me... not to know I had children! Why Bella! Why did you want to keep them from me?" He started yelling at me again, not that I could blame him.

"I..Edward, there are so many reasons." I said making an excuse but I knew none in the world would save me from this.

"Reasons!.. All I keep hearing is reasons! But Bella what was one of those reasons? You thought I wouldn't be able to keep myself from eating them? You thought I wouldn't take care of them? I would kill them? I would shun you? What Bella? Tell me dammit! It's the least you could do!" He yelled in such a dangerously loud voice, it echoed off the walls. I felt as if my ears were about to bleed or something. My body froze, he had never taken such a angry and hatred tone with me. I felt so much fear in my body, I felt tears come down my cheeks, I was more ashamed of that I was afraid of him than anything in my life.

"Come inn, we shouldn't talk about this in the hall." Edward said as he sighed heavily pressing his thumb and pointer finger to his eyes, as if he didn't even want to look at me.

"No I can see the point you want to make on this. I know I should of told you but I guess I got the reaction that I thought I would. Don't worry Edward they are thirteen I know they aren't babies but they are old enough the finish growing without you. I'll just keep us on a professional level alright? You and your family won't be here long I'm sure so good bye Edward." I said as I breathed heavily, panting a bit from my tears that seemed want to down me in my own throat. I then turned and walked slowly down the hallway towards the elevators, I thought Edward would come running down the hall for me but I saw what he wanted to do now, he would leave me... I felt sick to my stomach all the pain of when I left him the first time came back to me only stronger, but I had no one to blame for this one.. this time.. I had done this single handedly.

"You didn't tell me...You have no idea how much it hurts." He said to the empty hallway, I heard him just as the elevator door closed and felt more tears fall down my face.

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