Kengo is such an idiot! I thought while wiping the tears from my face. Shirogane probably doesn't even care about me...
"Akira?", I heard Shirogane's voice and turned around.
"What's wrong! Are you okay?", he said frantically.
"Why should you care! You don't even love me!", I basically screamed at him, a little ashamed of the patheticness of my voice.
"Now, what made you get that idea?"
"In the movie theater you didn't even try to defend me!", I said as I crossed my arms over my chest and looked away.
"That doesn't mean that I don't love you.", he said a little defensive.
"Then tell me the reason why...", I said while feeling the tears well in my eyes.
"I wanted you to have a chance to choose between Kengo and I. I wanted to find out if you really loved only me.."
"Do you think I would do something like that with you if I didn't love you?", my sadness was slowly turning into rage. How could Shirogane think I was that kind of a person?
"I thought that maybe you hadn't realized you had feelings for Kengo yet, and I wanted to give you the chance to find your own feelings.", Shirogane said while staring deep into my eyes.
"Well, I don't like him and I never will!", a sob escaped my throat from remembering that terrible scene that happened only moments before.
"What happened? Obviously something happened between you two.", Shirogane questioned me.
"You weren't there to stop it! You, who said that you loved me. How could you let that happen?"
"What happened?", Shirogane's voice went thick with irritation. I went silent. How could I tell Shirogane something like this? How can I know that this isn't fake concern?
"Tell me now.", Shirogane said while coming closer to me.
"I.. I can't tell you...", my voice went quiet, almost to a whisper. I wanted to bury myself alive and never come out again. Shirogane had my hands now, holding both of them above me. He slid his hand up my shirt and noticed my irritated skin. He pulled my entire shirt off now and got a good look at me.
"Did he...! Did he go all the way with you!", In his voice was an anger I have never heard before.
"NO! He didn't...But...", I was trying to look for the right words to say. Shirogane tilted my head up with his finger and looked into my eyes.
"Sorry... I never expected him to go this far...", his voice went so gentle that it brought tears to my eyes. He held me for a moment before pulling away. "I'll be back. I have some important business I need to attend to.", Shirogane said while almost stomping away. I sighed and sat against my wall with my face in my hands. I had been mistaken about Shirogane. I thought he didn't love me anymore. I smiled to myself because I knew he really did. How can I face Kengo again after what happened between us? We can't go back to being friends. Without Shirogane I would probably be going mad by now...
"You hurt Akira!", Shirogane's voice was raised to a yell.
"I didn't mean to. I thought he liked me.", Kengo said still depressed from Akiras rejection.
"He was crying! You were supposed to be his friend! When I said that you could try to make him fall in love with you, that didn't mean that you could almost rape him!", Shirogane's hand twitched because he wanted to choke the life out of Kengo right then and there.
"Yeah.. My mistake.", Kengo said carelessly. This answer mad Shirogane go off. He flung Kengo across the room by his arm in lightning speed, and began to punch. Blood sprayed everywhere. Shirogane got two punches to the face, but that was nothing compared to what Kengo was getting.
I was starting to fall asleep when I heard a scream. Was that Kengo? I got up and ran towards the scream.
"STOP!", Kengo sounded desperate, like an animal struggling against coming death. His voice sounded guttural from all the blood pouring into it.
"Then don't hurt him again!", Shirogane was suprised that he had so much energy left even though he was beating Kengo to death.
"STOP IT! Your going to kill him!", I screamed as soon as I saw how much blood there was. They both stopped and stared at me. Shirogane let go of Kengo. "I'll bring him to the hospital", Kou said while randomly popping in.
"Kou? What are you doing here?, I said surprised that Kou came here without notice.
"I felt Shirogane's shin energy, and decided to come here and find out what was making him use so much power.", Kou said while looking curiously at Shirogane.
"Sorry for making you come here even though there were no kokuchi's.", Shirogane said while bowing his head in an apology.
"Oh well, i'm still pretty useful in this situation too.", he said while pointing at Kengo's bloodied figure.
"You better tell me all the details later though", Kou said while throwing Kengo over his shoulder and lighting a cigarette before leaving.
It was quiet for a couple of moments. "Shirogane, are you alright?", I said while looking at his bloodied lip. This injury was nothing compared to Kengo's, but it still worried me.
"I'm fine. But more importantly, are you okay?", he said while looking ashamed.
"I'm fine. But you shouldn't have beat Kengo up so badly.", I said nervously.
"He wasn't truly sorry for what he did to you..", Shirogane said solemnly.
"I'm glad that you care so much for me though.", I said while looking down. I was truly glad that he cared this much, even though he almost killed Kengo. Shirogane reached for me again and pulled me close then put his lips onto mine gently. "Shirogane?", I said surprised by the sudden kiss. "I'll make all of your bad memories go away.", he said while pulling of my shirt and kissing me gently on all the red marks Kengo left behind. I shivered at his touch and began to blush. The movements began to quicken along with my pulse. Shirogane held me tighter and pulled me over to the bed. "Ah...", I began to moan as he began to touch me. He lowered his head to my neck and kissed hard. "This is a mark that will show everyone that your my property", he whispered into my ear as he pulled his head away from my neck. Shirogane pulled all of his clothes off when his member rubbed against mine. "Mh!", the touch made me shiver in anticipation. He began to suck on my nipple that tingled as he pulled away, the sensation like a warm fire on my skin. Shirogane put two fingers in my mouth. I was a bit confused on what to do, but I began to suck on them. This made Shirogane moan. His hands went below my waist and started to squeeze a little and move his hands up and down with the pressure. "Ah! S...Shirogane...", his name escaped my lips. He smiled because I had called out his name. Shirogane started to turn my body around and lifted me to my hands and knees. He pulled me against him until he plunged inside me, caressing the front of my body with one hand. "Mh!", the sensation of having him inside me sent me into ecstasy. He responded to my moan by cumming inside me. Both of us lay on the bed exhausted in each others arms. This forbidden love is bittersweet. But I wouldn't have it any other way.
Authors note: Thank you to those who encouraged me to keep on writing. I made Shirogane step his game up just like some of you guys asked! ^_^. I'm thinking of writing new stories, but i'm having a hard time thinking about which anime I should base it off of. I'm still going to be writing this story of course! Kengo ended up in the hospital. Lol, I love you Shirogane _ (So violent)!