For the rest of the day, I see Stefan at all. Jeremy ends up outside the house of his friend for the night, I discovered that you have your own apartment just a few miles away from here. Living in your own looks really cool and is also a reason to think that maybe he is independent and takes care of his responcibilities. This is very impressive if you ask me. This morning I woke up and went to IHOP for breakfast with my mother, so we went food shopping in have not been able to help with unpacking the groceries or anything in almost half a year, then spend time with her is really very good. All the while, my mind is only focused on one thing.

I missed a whole period, and I could be pregnant.

Eventhough myself mentally, physically and emotionally kill me. It tears me realize the only time we had sex and I lost my virginity, was the night I became pregnant possible. Knocked Up sounds so horrible ... do you? Sounds like something a girl would become then screw several different faces. 'Oh, the girl became pregnant. She gets around. "Things like that.

But when it comes to me. . . do not. I did not get knocked up. Not around. I have not slept with tons of guys to hell just for fun. I had sex, innocently, for the first time in my life. And I could be pregnant. Or, I can be just scare me and that I could be missing my period was very stressed by moving all the way back here after being away for so long ... So maybe, just maybe, it is. That's why I did not get next month, I know I will.

The day goes by faster than ever and before I know it, it's 6:50! I have ten minutes before Stefan calls me! This is the first meeting I've ever been. I feel like a girl; I've never been so excited in my life! I quickly hop in the shower and let the hot water run through my body, and I close my eyes, leaving me remember the kiss we shared yesterday afternoon in the shed. Gee, I never felt something so anyone before. It was simply amazing.

Have no clue where it is leading me later tonight, I get out of the shower and decide I'm just going to use a black denim skirt with a gold belt, along with a top haulter very pink. I dry my hair and straighten it, put a little makeup, and I also put on a pair of large gold hoop earrings to match my belt. I look at the clock and realize that it's already 7:25! Wow, he has not called me yet, has he? I dart in my closet and slip into a pair of black heels of an inch, as I stare at myself in the mirror my time hanging on the wall, making sure I'm okay. And I do.

Smiling as widely as possible, I go downstairs and make my way running into the kitchen, when suddenly the phone rings. Jumping up and down in excitement is when I firmly grab it in my hand, I press talk, and I hold it gently against my ear.

"Hello," I said quietly, trying not to sound as desperate and happy as I heard a laugh.

"Hey, Elena?" Stefan's voice says the phone, as I sigh deeply.

I laugh, "Yes, I am."

"I'm glad you're the one who said," he tells me, as I rest my back against the counter and I try to balance my breath. "Explain to me your mother or especially his father would have been very difficult ..."

"Okay, tell me about it," I mutter softly.

"Well, I'm on my way now. They are all ready and shit?" He asks, his voice deep and huskey as I anxiously biting his lower lip.

"Yes, I am," I easily answer. "We're not going any place dirty or anything, right? Because I'm kind of wearing a skirt ..."

"The skirt is perfect," he says quietly through the receiver as I try to calm myself down dramatically, covering the phone's background to breathe deeply in and out. "So I'll be there in about ten minutes. Okay?"

"Yes. That sounds good," I honestly run, but not wanting to hang out quite yet. Perhaps now is the best time to tell him about my missed period ... Or maybe completely is a bad time. I decide I'll just wait until next month before scare him with the news, just incase anything wrong, and everything is normal. "So what did you do last night?"

He pauses before clearing his throat. "Oh, you know. Just chilled with his brother and walked. He played some Xbox and kicked ass in COD."

I laugh and roll my eyes. "You and your video games," I tell him sarcastically.

"Yes, it was very boring. Not a very fun night. But he does not know about us going out at night, right? Or is it not?"

"No. No one knows," I softly whisper to him.

"Okay, cool. I'm leaving now, so I'll be there in about five / ten minutes," he tells me easily, as I silently smile and feel butterflies run back to my stomach. "I'll be in the car looking for tiny black quality in front of his house. Jeremy left a few hours ago, he's at home?"

"No, he's still out," I tell him.

"Okay. Well, then ... I'll see you soon."

"Okay," I whispered softly, holding the phone harder against my ear. "Bye, Stefan."

"Bye, Lena." And he hangs up, click.

Put the phone back on the charger ontop of the counter, it is when I am finally able to catch her breath. I begin to wonder where my parents are up to find a note written on a small piece of paper that is pasted into the box.

Hi darling. You're in the shower and did not hear me beat so I am writing this note to you will not be worried. Your father and I are going on a date, and will not be home after midnight. Food is home now, thanks to you, so please let your brother know he's not starving when he ends up falling behind. I love you. -Mom

I crumble it and toss it in the trash when suddenly I heard the opening of the front door. I walk down the hall and look to turn the knob, as Jeremy walks in, closing it tightly behind him.

He looks up and eyes pick up with mine, as he smiles. "Hey, sis baby."

I smile and sigh: "Hi, Jare."

"Why are you all dressed up?" He asked unexpectedly, as I look down and realize what I'm wearing and how fancy I look. I look back in his eyes and smile.

"The girl can not dress up?" I carefully questioned, narrowing his eyes and crossing his arms over his chest as he frowns, and easily shrugs. "I like to look good. Problem with that, man?"

"Nah," he snorts. "I'm going to my room. I'm crazy tired. I felt I had to go out all fucking day. I told Stefan I do not want to do anything crazy, but he's a son of a bitch wild."