Hiya lovely readers! It's nice to know you're still reading my shitty story! I edited this chapter so it wouldn't be so fucking sad, however i did edit out some of the paragraphs that explained some stuff, so if this chapter seems a bit rushed and underdeveloped, it isn't i'm just a dumbass!

ENJOY THE SADNESS!

The Adviser

Chapter 7: Confessions

By: MRSDRAGONFIRE911

Michelangelo ran after Rin, even if he couldn't catch up to her, he sure as hell could track her, at least in this state. He gasped for breath as he jumped over roofs and scaled walls at such a speed he never had before. He didn't know why he was so desperate to find Rin, but he felt he had to find her, and then find out what the was wrong with her so she'd be okay, she had to be okay or else HE wouldn't be okay. He NEEDED Rin to be okay, to be more than okay, he wanted her to feel as happy as he did when she was around, and seeing her like this ripped his heart out

! His heart pumping he raced after Rin as fast and as silently as he could, but he wasn't anywhere near as fast as she. The only thing going through his mind was Rin, the small smile she had when she was happy, the smexy smirk she wore when she was teasing someone, or the sad look she had in her eyes when she thought none was looking, that must be what this was about. She was sad, and it hurt him to see her so sad, but he didn't know why! Mikey usually joked around to hide his worry or fear, but Rin, she dealt with it differently she got angry, and right now she was furious! He shuddered when he thought of how she must be feeling, he wanted to know what made her so sad, so apprehensive, so alone...But he couldn't seem to get through to her.

He rushed forward, his feelings almost seemed irrational, even to him, but he pushed on, breaking the boundaries of his physical body, running faster than he ever has, or probably ever will. Rin finally stopped, they were far from the lair, they were on the outskirts of the large city, and Rin collapsed to her knees, she held her head in her hands, she shook her head and whined loudly when she started to get that horrible headache, she knew she would loose. Her vision faded and she was thrown into darkness, two windows allowed her to see the outside world but shed no light, she pounded the ground, she'd lost to the voice again. When Rin turned around her eyes were void of all emotion except betrayal, anger, and sadness.

"Rin?" Mikey asked fearfully, but his answer came in a physical manner. He found himself flying through the air, smashing into a wall and having the air knocked out of him. Rin ran over and pinned him to the wall by his neck, she was suffocating him. Mikey's eyes welled up with tears, he could see how sad she was, there was anger...so much anger, but underneath that anger was a never ending sadness that could not be hidden. Mikey's gaze traveled up the arm that held him there against his will, and up to the face of which he had gazed upon several times over the past month.

That beautiful face now twisted with the most unsightly emotions. He felt horrible, almost as if he was experiencing her feelings himself, he wanted to take her pain away and replace it with that wonderful feeling he got when she was around. He didn't know what this feeling was but he knew he wanted her to feel the same way, but the Rin he knew was gone, at least for now. What had driven her to this point, the point where she became a being of darkness. Mikey knew he wouldn't be able to fight her alone, and he couldn't reach his belt. His vision slowly faded black. His eyes drooped closed.

RIN'S POV

Rin's rational mind had lost but was fighting again ("STAY AWAY FROM HIM!") Rin thought, she pounded on the walls of her mind's cold chamber. She was trapped in her own body, it had happened before, but this was different, this side of her was stronger now, but so was she. She knew giving up would mean defeat,would mean weakness. She couldn't be weak, she couldn't be afraid, not just for her own sake, but for the sake of the fun-loving mutant turtle she'd come to appreciate as a friend, as a member of her new family. She watched his eyes, the emotional and physical pain travel across his face. His eyes started to close. Rin couldn't take anymore. She took her claws and shredded the anger into millions of pieces. She'd done it again, she'd hurt and innocent person, she'd done something that could never be forgiven, or so she thought.

She attacked herself, she used the emotions she felt to destroy the one's her dark side felt, she couldn't let it win, not this time, not when her closest friends life was at stake, not when the person she...she loved life was at stake. ('yes...I love him...I think I do, I'm so happy when he's around, he always makes me laugh, he's sweet, and even though his brother's would say otherwise, he really is quite smart. He is intuitive, he can feel others pain like it is his own, yet here I am giving him his own, I really am a monster...I deserved to be abandoned, to be forgotten...to be alone." Rin shuddered at the thought, her body came back to her. As much as Rin would like to say otherwise, she did have fears. She feared she would not be accepted, that people would leave her behind, that she would be alone, that she would never be loved, but these fears had already come true.

She had tried to make up for this dark side by becoming the loyalest foot ninja alive, but she had been repaid with betrayal! Her loyalties had shifted, yet she had made yet another mistake, she had believed that she could keep this thing inside her, with it's insatiable desire for blood, at rest. She had believed she could tame herself. There was a name for her problem, it was a mental disorder called Dissociative Identity Disorder. She had formed it at the age of 12 when her family had rejected her, her uncle, her cousin, and her brother. They had left them, so Rin had pledged her loyalty to her uncle and him alone, but when she had been betrayed she had accidentally found the turtles, and they had become the most unlikeliest of families.

Rin had kept to herself all this time, but she wouldn't do that anymore, if she was to be truly loyal, she would have to tell them everything, her past, and her future-what she hoped it would be. Her grip loosened and then vanished from around Mikey's neck, her anger was gone, she felt drained. She looked a Mikey's limp body and automatically assumed the worst "No...I didn't...did I?" She asked, she quickly reached down to take his pulse and visibly relaxed. "I'm sorry Mikey, I should have known I couldn't control it, I never have before..." she said, pulling his head to her chest and stroking his head. Mikey smiled in his sleep, and Rin started to cr, she cried for several reasons, but most of it was due to him being healthy enough to smile.

ALRIGHT! So it was sad, but I kinda tried to make it cuddly in the end, pretty sure I messed up though...anyway next chappy is either gonna be super cute, super sad, or both...I haven't decided yet...but be patient.

"Good things happen to those who love pizza!"-Michelangelo