It's been months but Seth and I had really been heating up again but I still missed Emmett which resulted in me crying myself to sleep. But he was always there for me, to hold me, to kiss me, to tell me everything would be ok, and most importantly to love me. I haven't seen Bella since the incident I couldn't look at her she was so torn up and it only made me feel worse. It only took me a few weeks for me to take up my old routine of living at the Clearwater's. Harry was funny and Sue she's so loving and Leah who I've known since we were kids was always nice even though there are times when she's a bitch. Jacob told me not to worry about Bella and that he'd take care of her and despite my resent trust issues with men I believed him.
"Hey you", Seth grinned as I walked into the living room bringing his plate of food with me, one thing I loved about life at the Clearwater's you are never a guest so you have to do things for yourself so I might as well do it for him.
"Today I want to go down by the cliffs for a little while to think, alone", I said leaning into his side. He put his arm around me and continued eating his breakfast.
"Ok I'll just have a nap or maybe paint the room", he said also dripping his syrup on me. I pushed it back into his plate and smiled another thing I loved about him, he wasn't clingy. After breakfast I left him on the couch watching the soaps.
"Where are you going", Harry smirked.
"The cliffs", I giggled at his funny expression.
"I'll drive you it's on the way anyway", he said grabbing his keys off the table I rolled my eyes this man wouldn't take no for an answer. Once we were there I jumped out of the car he said don't hesitate to call. He clutched at his chest.
"Are you ok?" I said worried.
"I'm fine just heart burn you better get away before the gas starts a rumbling", he teased ruffling my hair.
"I'm going, I'm going", I yelled running away from the car. I looked from up the paths there was someone standing on the rocks looking down with their arms out like a bird. What the hell, this isn't the titanic I thought. Who is that? Their dark brown hair was flowing gracefully in the wind. I walked closer and to my surprise it was Bella not my Bella a much skinnier version she looked like she hadn't eaten in months and she was extremely pale. Her eyes weren't focused on mine but on something in the distance. "Bella?" I said slowly reaching my hand towards her it was like she couldn't hear me and I was less than 6 feet away. Then after a few moments of looking toward the sky she jumped. Oh my god I thought frantically what am I going to do I didn't know if she could swim but even if she could it didn't look like she wanted to then the thought occurred to me she was trying to kill herself. I threw myself into the water taking a deep breath took my only seconds to find her limp body in the water now for the hard part getting out. The tide was pulling us down stream but with all the energy left in my body I brought her to shore. She wasn't breathing I began to do CPR the best I could.
"Charlie, what happened?" Jacob said. I was unable to speak I just started making unintelligent noises. Then all the sudden whap, he slapped me across the face. "Stay clam ok I need your help ok", I nodded. "I'm going to run her home need you to call your father and tell him to get blankets ready, can you do that?" he said clammily pushing hard on my sister's chest over and over again, she still wasn't breathing and I scared me. But I would do what Jacob asked I had to.
"Dad I really don't have much time to explain but get blankets ready lots of blankets. Can you call Seth and tell him I need him", I said frantically into the phone.
"Actually baby girl he's the one who needs you, Harry just had a heart attack. He's dead", he informed me. My heart stopped. He can't be dead I thought I was just with him. There was a looming darkness I knew I couldn't fight it so I gave in. I woke up in a dark room I soon recognized as Seth's there was a terrible noise coming from next to me. My whole body shook with the trebling of the person next to me. I looked up at him slowly, his eyes were red and puffy, his face was tear stained and even from my few moments of consciousness I could tell he was in pure agony. I reached up to stroke his face. I kissed him for along time before pulling back to look into his eyes.
"Do you want to talk about it?" I asked leaning my forehead against his. He shook his head quickly I nuzzled my face into the crook of his neck. I began lightly sucking on the sweet spot behind his ear.
"It hurts", he sobbed after a few seconds.
"What does?" I asked
"Everything, I can barely breathe. He really gone forever isn't he?" he said devastated. I didn't have to say anything because he knew the answer I got up to go to the bathroom when I got up he rolled his head into my pillow. On the way to the bathroom I past Leah's room and there was more bawling I walked quickly in and locked the door behind me get it together I said to myself splashing water in my face. I walked back into the bedroom and took a deep breath.
"Charlie, can you hold me?" he asked timidly.
"I know how you feel", I said wrapping my arms around his huge frame. "When Emmett left thought I was all alone but I wasn't, you were there for me just like I'm here for you", I said kissing his forehead. Who am I to say started to blare from inside my purse. "Hello", I answered.
"Charlie?" asked a familiar high pitched voice.
"What?" I said angry.
"Look I know you hate me and everyone else for what happened but I need your help", I she said.
"No", I snapped.
"Emmett's going to kill himself because he thinks you're dead", she blurted.
"So", I replied bitterly.
"I know you still love him, he misses you too just please don't let him do this, please", she begged.
"Fine but don't expect me to be happy to see him, or you for that matter", I replied coldly.
"I'm coming to get you and I don't expect anything", she said sadly.
Seth was too devastated to be angry he told me to come home soon. I was silent most of the plane ride Bella leaned on Alice's shoulder and talked to her I was disgusted at the sight. I know I always wished they would come back but now here she sat and I could barely look at her but I couldn't forgive Alice, I couldn't forgive any of them much less trust them. It felt as thought there was an hour glass inside me counting down the minutes of Emmett's life the very thought brought tears to my eyes I did love him I couldn't live without him and I knew it but I'll be damned if I admit it. Alice looked at me for a long moment before she placed her tiny hand palm up on the arm rest between us I couldn't take it anymore I put my hand on top of her's and sighed. She smiled shyly at me before closing her eyes again trying to get a vision I guessed. When the plane landed we all frantically ran out and then Alice stole a car normal stuff you know. "Look I know you aren't supposed to let the car throw but it's an emergency", I pleaded the man.
"Aren't they all ladies", he smirked.
"Run", Alice said shooing me and Bella from the car before speeding off she didn't tell me where to go but I just grabbed Bella's hand and started to push through the crowd of people. When I could see to the other side I started to look for them and like a dream there he was the love of my life standing barely in the shadows next to his brother. Bella was yelling Edward's name but I couldn't yell, couldn't scream, couldn't move but some how I did. Before I knew it I was flinging myself into Emmett's stone cold body. He opened his eyes slowly and looked down at me his arms where still crossed and he hadn't moved at all.
"Emmett, get back", I commanded trying as hard as I could to push him back farther away from the sun.
"Charlie", he smiled pushing his lips urgently to mine. I lost it I couldn't be mad like I had planned every other aspect of my life as I wrapped my arms around his neck and deepened the kiss. He placed his hands under my butt and lifted me off the ground never breaking the kiss I put my legs tightly around his waist.
"Sorry to interrupt", said an unpleasant voice from behind us.
We turned to face the voice, the volturi I thought. "Haven't you people been on my case enough in the past four year you think you would get tired of my kinda like I am of you" ,I spat at Aro.
"Oh Charlie. My pretty ,pretty little Charlie it is should a pleasure to see you again as well", he said stepping closer to me. One of his papery hands brushed my cheek, I turned quickly away from it. "Maybe we should take this somewhere more private", he whispered in my ear.