(I do not own glee or any of the characters) Okay So This story is dedicated to Graham he died of cancer last year. This story is hard to write and I became emotional even writing a short Paragraph this will be 3 or 4 dabble chapter. Oh God Grammy was an amazing person and I was bless to have known him even if it was a short amount of time. He was only 19 when he died. I miss him. I pray that he's happen that he found peace with God. Some of the conversations between Sam and Mercedes are the conversations that I had with Gram. 3 you Grammy! I'll see you in heaven Just not anytime soon. :P lol xox -Nikki

A sharp Knife of a short life-Sam and Mercedes Dabbles

"I'm sorry Ms. Jones but your cancer is back, and it's spreading fast." Doctor Perkins said solemnly. Mercedes was in a white sterilize room her mother holding her hand so tightly to the point that it was almost painful but Mercedes welcome it because inside she felt numb when the good Doctor utter those words.. She was only 18 she thought she gotten through the darkest time of her life when at 15 when she first found out she had cancer she felt like she couldn't breathe when her doctor utter those vile words and she watched her mother broke down her tears and felt her father strong arms wrap tightly around her as if he needed her to be strong for him. It's funny how one word could change your whole world. And after months of Chemo and sickness and depression and praying she heard the joyful words of remission now two years later she was in the same white sterilize room with the same Dr. And mother. Mercy smiled sadly. The only difference with this picture was that her Daddy wasn't here. He died a year ago hit by a Drunk driver coming home from work. A silent tear fell down her brown cheeks. God how she wished she could feel her father strong arm holding her tightly right now. I looked up at Dr. Perkins tears brimmed her eyes as she tried so hard to not let them fall. I knew she was trying to be strong for me. Perkins became my best friend in those past months. I told her everything thing my hopes and dreams and secrets and she return she told me her dreams and hopes and secrets. She was like a big sister to me we hung out almost every weekend. Via cleared her throat she open her mouth to speak but closed them again. "I'm so sorry." She whispered brokenly as tears fell down her brown cheeks "I thought we got it all, I'm so sorry Mercedes." I felt my mother hand tighten around mine. "How long does she have." My mother asked softly. I never imagine my life would end before it even begin. I felt my heart break. I never even been in love or even had my first kiss. "12 months but if she stays hospital bound and we go hard of chemo I have faith we can beat her cancer back into remission. said strongly. I touched my hair, with chemo treatment I will lose it again looking a like monster. "Mercedes you haven't said anything." I felt Via grab my other hand my mother refuse to let got of my other hand. "There's plenty to say, promise you will fight that you will beat this cancer that you wont give up." She was asking a lot of me, sometimes I felt like giving up. But then I remember that I want to fall in love and to live happily ever after. And for that I will fight for my life.