A/N Haven't you people noticed how terrible I am at updating? :pWell, I'll be taking in requests for something to happen.. So xP Request. =^-^=. Well ok, I'll just start. xP. By the way, this switched to James's POV :p

Disclaimer: I do not own BTR. If I did, I'd be spiderman with Kendall, napping with Logan, randomly making up songs with James, and make fun of Kendall's hotdog with Carlos. Yes, you read that right. MAKING FUN OF KENDALL'S HOT DOG WITH CARLOS! xD. But anyway, I'd also be making cute Jarlos and Kogan moments for inspiration. x3

I just looked at him.I couldn't say anything. How on earth could Kendall believe that? The man I'd do anything for thinks I'd cheat on him.

"Baby.." I said, cupping his face. A bunch of tears ran down his pale, flushed face, as he couldn't even talk anymore. I wiped them away, still wearing my hurt expression.

Disappointment filled me, quickly. I understand blaming me for eating the last of his favourite cereal or not taking out the trash or something. But this.. This was just hurtful. Soon, the disappointment was covered by anger. I'm not sure what exactly about got me worked up, but it did. By now, Kendall had his head in my chest, as he was sobbing and whispering: "I'm sorry" over and over again.

"Jamie.. I'm so sorry.. I didn't mean to hurt you. I'm sorry." He blubbered.

I sighed. "Kendall.. Have some dignity. I mean seriously. This is kinda low." I said, in a tone that I haven't use on Kendall in a while

"I'm sorry.."

"Ok.." I snapped. "Just sit up." I ordered. Kendall did without a word. I fed him the soup silently, and when it was all done, I put it on the side table. "How're you feeling?"

"P-pretty ok.." He stammered. After that, I said nothing. I held him close to me, wordlessly. He fell asleep on me silently, me still holding him close. I felt something wet on my shirt, but it was just Kendall's drool. I smiled a little, but it disappeared as Kendall started talking in his sleep again (which was absolutely adorable). He was muttering something about me abusing him. Another hurtful accusation. Kendall woke up suddenly, breathing hard.

I stroked his cheek softly, looking at him as gently as I could. "It's ok.. I'm here.." I whispered, pretending not to know what was wrong. Because, to tell the truth, I really didn't wanna hear it.

"Jamie.. I'm really sorry.." He said into my shirt.

"Ok, you're sorry, I get it." I sighing, twitching a bit. I pulled shim closer to me. "Just go back to sleep." I said, kissing the top of his head.

"Ok.." He placed his head in the crook of my neck. I felt his nose nuzzle me softly. I rubbed Kendall's back until he fell asleep, and I sneaked into Carlos's room.

Carlos was on the floor, being his cute self, crawling and giggling. "Hey Carlos.." I muttered, picking him up in my arms tightly. He giggled and smiled. "Hey buddy." I smiled back. Carlos hugged me by my neck softly, and put his head in the crook of my neck to. "You're so adorable.. You know that?" I laughed, pressing a kiss onto his cheek. Carlos giggled and tried to kiss my neck. I smiled wider. "Aww. Love you to." I said. "So I kinda need to tell you something." Carlos looked up and into my eyes. "So Kendall, your papa... I love him so much, you know? But he thinks I'm cheating.. And I love him way to much to do that to him..." I sighed. Carlos kinda made the "not impressed" face. He kissed my nose and put his head in the crook of my neck. "Aww... You always know how to respond." I said kissing his forehead. Carlos yawned. "Sleepy?" He seemed to nod a little. I set him in his crib, pulling the covers over his tiny body. "Goodnight Carlitos." I whispered, pressing a kiss to him. I went back into the room with Kendall and just stared at him.

Kendall was still asleep, and he was holding his pillow, probably thinking it's me. I slowly crawled back into the bed with him, kissing his forehead. His pale skin was damp with sweat everywhere, but he was shivering. He was really getting himself worked up over this, even though he didn't have to. I wrapped my arms around him, and I felt a bunch of heat radiate from his body. He moaned and woke up slowly.

"Jamie?" He moaned again, burying his head into me. I didn't respond, I only held him. "I think I feel worse.." I put my hand on his forehead, and he was really warm. Kendall curly up into a ball and some tears started to stream down his face. "I feel bad.." And still I said nothing.

A few days later in Kendall's POV

I was starting to feel a little better, I was only coughing and sneezing. Emotionally, I was dead. James was ignoring me and I need him. He usually skipped work to be with me and he started going again. I barely had courage to get dressed. I just wore some random sweat pants with with a hoodie. I laid on the couch all day, barely eating, showering or anything. I only did when James told me. The worst thing was that I didn't even piss on my own. Someone had to tell me or I'd just go in my pants and just lay there. Over the last three days, I lost a bunch of weight and I got to bony.

"Kendall.." James sat next to me one day. I looked up. His voice wasn't the same kind and caring voice that he usually has towards me. Instead, it was kinda deep and cold. "You need to eat something other than your nails, you haven't changed in two days, and what the fuck is that on your cheek?" He picked at it and it jusneeded up being dried sauce from a chicken wing. "C'mon." he pulled my arm, me falling out of the couch. James practically dragged me to the bathroom. "Get up", he said irritably, picking me up. He undressed me and set me in the shower. He bathed and dried me. James picked me up once more, setting me on my bed this time.

"I'm nakie.." I mumbled, covering myself. For a second, I saw Thames I love and married, as his eyes raked over me and smiled. But it soon disappeared.

James pinched my cheek softly, the way he does when he thinks I did something cute. "I know, just raise your arms." I did waht he said and he put deodorant under my arms. He gently pushed me down. "Lavender or lilacs?"

"Laven-lac?" I said unsurely.

"Lilacs it is." he pulled some lotion out. James aqueezed some into his hand and smoothed it on my chest and stomach. "Stop being so scrunched up. It's not like I haven't seen it before." he said. I relaxed, and he continued rubbing the lotion in. I sub-conciously moaned. I forgot how his hands work wonders. I heard him chuckle quietlup and finished up. "What're you gonna do now?"

"I'll probably nap." I said. James got some pjs and dressed me. He pulled the bed sheets a little.

"C'mere." he mumbled, opening his arms. I went into them and relaxed myself. "I know you wanna sleep, but please answer my question." he rubbed my back.

"Uh-huhn..?" I mumbled into his chest nodding.

"Why are you so depressed all of a sudden?" He lifted my head so I could only look into his eyes.

My breath kinda hitched in my throat. I just stuttered nervously.

An expression of pure hurt was all over James's face. "Oh, you don't trust me. It's ok."

"No! It's not that, I just thought.. You know.." I whispered the laSt part. "You didn't love Me."

James looked as if he were ready to cry. "Oh..." He let go of my head and sighed.

"James, just let me explain." I said, cupping his cheek.

"It's ok. You don't have to. Just sleep darling." he held me tight and kissed http of my head.

"I love you.." I said, pressing a kiss onto James's lips. He kissed me back with passion.

"I love you too.. Goodnight." he said.

"G'night." and with that, I fell asleep in his arms.

A/N Well, that's it for now. And I'm still terrible at updating. D: I've been doing a lot more reading lately. I'm sorry. :( But the next chapter will be out as soon as I can. Please review! They make me happy.

Peace, Love, am I the only one excited for the third album? :3