Disclaimer: I always forget to put this, but sadly I don't own victorious…..

"I'm so sorry." I exclaimed once Jade quickly pulled away from me. She was staring at me now with an unreadable expression. But then she turned away from me and started to gather her stuff without saying a word.

"Look I am so sorr-"

"Don't talk right now." she whispered. I really wish I knew what she was thinking. Even though the kiss was short and simple, it felt like so much then that. Whoa wait Beck you have a girlfriend who you haven't talked to in a while and she has a boyfriend an abuse one at that. What do you think hell do once he knows that you kissed his girlfriend? Would he beat me up? I'm not one to get in fights I don't believe in violence solving problems. Plus now I just cheated on my girlfriend who I'm in love with(I think). So many things are running through my mind right now that I didn't even notice I was standing alone in the room now. I grabbed my backpack and our project and headed out of school. I didn't see Jade anywhere. Crap I think I just ruined everything with her. There is probably no way that shell want me to help her now. I just really need to talk to Andre about this. So I headed towards his place.

"Whoa! You kissed Jade. You have a girlfriend man and not to mention Jesse. Oh no! what do you think he'll do to you?" I had just told him everything that had happened with Jade and I. He had decided to come to my house instead of me going to his. It was something dealing with the fact that his grandma was visiting for the week and she wasn't wrapped to tight.

"You don't think that she would tell him do you?"

"I don't know." I buried my head in my hands as I sat on my bed. Andre was on the floor.

"Well why did you kiss her?" he asked looking up at me. I rose my head from my hands and ran my fingers through my hair. I honestly don't know why running my fingers through my hair calms me, but it just does.

"I asked her why she was still with Jesse even though he hit her again last night and then she said that I should mind my own business and then all of a sudden my lips are on hers." I said replaying the moment in my mind. Thinking about the kiss again made me smile inside. I remember he lips tasting like vanilla and mint. I cant even remember what Tori's lips tasted like. What if Jade got that taste from Kissing Jesse? Eww! I just ruined the whole taste thing by thinking that.

"Well do you like her?" Andre asked breaking my train on thoughts. I think that the answer was pretty obvious. I nodded my head up and down signaling that my answer was a yes.

"Well I think that you should end it with your other girlfriend or whatever. Its not write to lead her own. Plus now you can sweep Jade off her feet and get her away from Jesse." He said with a hopeful smile. He was right, I shouldn't lead Tori on anymore. But he was wrong about the whole 'sweeping Jade off her feet thing.' I'm pretty sure that she wouldn't dare leave Jesse.

"I know that I have to end things with Tori and I'm going to do it tonight, but that still doesn't mean that Jade and I would get together." I replied.

"Well did she kiss you beck?"

"Yeah but only for like a second."

"Then keep the dream alive. All you have to do is find out if she likes you back!" he is waayy more excited about this then me.

"How are we going to do that?" I asked now sounding curious. "She didn't even talk to me after we kissed. She just got her stuff and left. Now she will not want to be my biology partner anymore and she'll not want me to help her get into Julliard…" I ranted on.

"Wait how are you going to help her get into Julliard?" he asked confused.

"she asked me before I got all worked up a bout Jesse to help plan out her video submission to the school. We were supposed to get together starting next Tuesday."

"She asked you out of Cat and I so that must mean something."

"She said that it was only because I came from a performing arts high school."

"I know how bad she wants to get into that school and if she is serious about this then you will still be helping her. So all you have to do now is two things."

"And those two things are?"

"Okay number one is that you have to still show up on Tuesday and help her get into Julliard." He paused.

"And the second one is?"

"Well now that I think about it is that you have to do three things you have to do. Number two is that you have to make sure you end things with your girlfriend and number four is that you have to talk to Cat."

"Why do I have to talk to Cat?"

"Cause she is Jade's best friend and I'm pretty sure that if Jade doesn't tell Jesse about the kiss that she will tell Cat. hopefully she tells Cat weather or not she has feelings for you." I prayed to god real quick that Jade wouldn't tell Jesse. What if he decides to beat me up when he's drunk then there is no telling what he will do to me. just stop thinking about it Beck! Jade wouldn't tell Jesse (I hope).

" Then ill talk to Cat tomorrow before school. Um do you and Cat like you know go out or something?" I couldn't help but ask. It just seemed like they liked each other.

"Is it that obvious that I like her?" he asked me standing up from my floor and sitting at my desk chair.

"Is it obvious that I like Jade?"

"Yeah." He responded in the 'duh' tone.

"Then yeah it is obvious and from the looks of it I think she likes you too."
"You really think so because Robbie said that too."

"Yeah I thought that you to where already going out."

"Oh well I think you have to do step two like right now. its time to rip the band-aid." I sighed knowing what I had to do. I grabbed my laptop and turned it on.

"Im going to skype her it seems a lot better then doing it on the phone."

"sounds good man I have to go back to my house anyway because my mom just texted me and told her that my grandma just saw her reflection in the mirror."

"And?"

"Yeah she is afraid of her on reflection." He nodded sounding ashamed. His grandma was crazy. "Good luck man." He said as I walked him to the door. I watched all the way as he ran across the street back to his house. Its great that my new best friend lives across the street. I shut the door and headed back to my room. Its now or never Beck, its now or never.

Hey guys long time no see! I haven't updated this story in like forever and I apologize for that. I have been super busy and plus I got kind of stuck on where to go for this story because I know what I want to happen in the end I just cant rush it yet because then it will be confusing.. but I hope not to take such a long break on this story anymore. I should start to update at least once or twice a week now(no promises though).. and don't worry Tori is not gone for good anymore and she isn't pregnant! But she still has a surprise. Remember to review, alert and favorite.

Love,

Kendra!