Suguru woke up to an empty bed. He looked around him and panicked. "Shuichi!" he yelled jumping out of the bed. Suguru ran in the living room relieved to see Shuichi sitting down balancing a notebook on his knees humming to himself. Suguru smiled but then looked closer at Shuichi he no longer wore bright; eye hurting clothing but simple gray skinny jeans and a plaid shirt.

"Suguru?" Shuichi said

"hmm?" Suguru said

"I wanna know what happened" Shuichi said

"What do you mean?"

"Yuki he hurt me…I said something but what? What did I say? I remember some stuff but not a lot.."

"You will figure out yourself I don't know what happened I was not given details." Suguru said

"Oh ok." Shuichi hugged his note book to his chest.

"Shuichi what am I to you? It seems you just want Yuki am I just a replacement?" Suguru asked

Shuichi's eyes widen as he shook his head "No! I just wanna know!" Shuichi yelled

Suguru shook his head slowly and walked back in the room. Shuichi got up and headed back there. He put his hand on the door as he was about to slide it open he dropped his hand, walked back in the living room, slipped on his shoes and grabbed his coat. As Shuichi walked around in Tokyo he saw how slow the day was and was glad since he didn't have on a disguise. Shuichi turned around the corner and there he was.

"Yuki.." Shuichi whispered

Yuki turned around and raised an eyebrow at him then let his eyes roam over Shuichi's body.

"My you clean up nicely" Yuki said walking away

Shuichi stared at his back before running away. He found himself at the park where he met Yuki. He sat on the swing singing to himself. Later the day Shuichi went back to Suguru's apartment. Suguru was sitting on the couch watching the door and when Shuichi entered relief flooded Suguru's eyes. Suguru got up and walked in his room. Shuichi sighed and sat down on the couch. Suguru got in the shower and when he got out he heard singing. He walked into the living room where Shuichi was sitting on the floor singing;

'Don't hang up.
Can we talk?
So confused
It's like im lost.
What went wrong?
what made you go?
Don't pretend you don't know
This is me
Im unchangeable'

Suguru sighed and walked back in the bathroom to brush his teeth. 'Did he ever love me?' Suguru thought

When did we
Fall apart?
Or did you lie
From the start?
When you said
Its only you
I was blind
Such a fool
Thinking we
Were unbreakable

Suguru went in his room and laid down on the bed Shuichi's voice echoed through the apartment.

'It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
was it something that I did?
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful.

Ive been told
Whats done is done
To let it go
And carry on
And deep inside
I know that's true
Im stuck in time
Im stuck on you
We were still untouchable'

'Will he even say good bye when he leaves me to go back to Yuki-san'

't was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more.
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful

Wake up, wake up, wake up
Cuz im only dreaming
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my head now

Because we're much better
All together
Can't let go.'

'Why did I allow my self to be so vulnerable with him? Why did I allow myself to get hurt.'

't was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful'

'I can't let him go but my own insecurities will eat me alive if I don't' Tears rolled down Suguru's cheeks as he pulled the blanket over his head.

'Make me unbeatiful'

A/N: Im so sorry it took so long to update I was sick D: anyway the song is Unbeautiful by Lesley Roy it's a beautiful song and it has a lot of truth in it. I know I said this wasn't gonna be a Suguru Shuichi story but its turning out to be one so um ya I'll update soon thanks for reading!