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Riley sat there beside Dean waiting for him to tell her what was so awful that he did.

"Riley, you would never look at me the same" he said.

"It's better you tell me then to keep it locked up inside" she said to him.

"Riley, in hell what 6 months was here on earth was almost 60 years down there and you never age. I was tortured the first 40 years there. Every time Alistair would ask if I wanted to come down and torture other souls. Forty years I said no, until I couldn't deal with it any more and I began to torture souls. People who I had spent my whole life trying to save but didn't know about I tortured. It was not pretty" Dean told her.

Riley was shocked, she couldn't look at Dean, she got up from the bed and walked to the window. "Leave Dean" she then said.

" I knew you wouldn't understand" Dean said as he got up off the bed and headed to the door, "I am sorry Riley, but you did ask" he said to her as he left the motel room.

Riley stood by the window, still in utter shock over what Dean had told her. How could he do that she thought to herself. It was something that deep down she figured Dean would do, there was just something about him that way. As she thought over what Dean had opened up about she barley heard her cell phone ringing. Before her voicemail came on, she picked it up.

"Hello" she said, not even looking at who was calling her.

"Hey Riley, have you heard from Dean yet?" it was Sam. Riley didn't know what to really say.

"He tried to come here and talk, but I didn't want to listen. Sam I don't know where he's gone off to now" she told Sam.

"Okay, if you hear anything let me know" he said hanging up. Riley hung her phone up as well and tossed it onto the side table. She headed to the bed and was exhausted and decided on sleep to help get her mind off Dean.

***

Dean stood outside Riley's motel room hoping she would open it back up. After looking into the window and seeing her talk on her phone. Most likely Sam he had thought. She had gone to the bed and laid down. Dean gave up and headed to his car. He wasn't sure where he was going to go but he got in and drove. He knew telling her the truth of what happened in hell was a big mistake. She had asked though and he told her, for once he had spoken the truth to her. He decided that he had to go back and try and get her to understand. He drove back to the motel, but instead of going to her room. He decided to get his own room and try and talk to her in the morning.

***

Sam hung up his cell and tossed it on the table. He sighed, knowing his brother he may have gone to a bar and drown himself in drinks. Sam didn't care, he just wanted to know what happened down there and why Dean was back.

"Any luck?" he heard Bobby ask.

"He was just with Riley, but didn't stay long" Sam said.

"He'll show up again. It's Dean he's probably drowning in beer right about now" Bobby said.

"Your right he probably is. I'm calling it a night Bobby" Sam said as he headed to the room he was staying in at Bobby's. Sam went in and laid down on the bed hoping that his brother was going to be okay.

A/N: Here we go another chapter, tell me what you think.