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Dani slowly wakes up; it was some time during the morning hours that Dani's body unfortunately wanted to roam. She attempted to get up, but she noticed an arm wrapped around her waist, her eyes scanned towards the left of her and saw a young Marley Rose cuddled up against her. 'Oh.. Oh lord..' She gulped and reluctantly moved the brunette's arm away from the waist. Dani got out of bed and stretched her body for a few moments, then she stumbled a bit to the bathroom, she flipped on one of the dimmed lights, then approached the counter, she turned on the faucet and started to wash her face. After she finished, she turned off the water and stumbled back towards Rachel's room, but bumps into the wall head first, a book falls, but Dani didn't notice it, she was more focused on her head for a few seconds. She looked at the floor, and saw that the book that fell, had opened and it was on a page that had recent writing. "What in the.." She softly asked as she picked the book up and walked back to the bed.
Santana woke up at noon to an empty bed. She had a small headache, she assumed, caused by the events of the previous night. She groaned loudly and got up, 'I'm going to think about it, but I need my coffee first.' She thinks. The place is quiet, so Santana thinks everybody left; maybe Rachel took the girls for breakfast somewhere.. She washed up quickly and went to make herself a big cup of coffee to start her day. When she was done, Santana sat on one of the stools, smelled the coffee and just closed her eyes.
Dani takes in the scent of the coffee, she slowly makes her way to Santana almost in a trance from the coffee. Dani sat beside Santana, looked up at her and beamed needy eyes towards the Latina's direction.
Santana is startled by by Dani presence, but relaxed immediately and raise her eyebrow at the girl. "Morning, hon. Can I help you?"
"Make me a cup of coffee, please?" Dani fluttered her eyelashes, giving Santana a lip bitten smile, "Pretty please?"
Santana shakes her head and giggles, "You're so cute, you're going to do great in life with that smile." The older woman gets up and make a fresh cup for the girl. "So, did Rachel and Marley leave a long time ago?" She asks, stirring the hot drink.
"Marley left a couple hours ago, I walked her to her house, and Rachel was gone when I woke up." Dani rested her head on her palm. "Does Rachel keep tabs of a lot of things here?" She asks while watching Santana make the coffee.
"Ah, pretty much." Santana steps back to her chair and places the cup in front of Dani, "She does all the finances, has a list for groceries and has one for our schedules.."
"What about personal stuff.. Like.. How long does it.." Dani nearly gags at the thought of where she was going. "H-How long does she last? Or.. How long she jogs for?" She decided to finish the list of questions on a strong note, but feels like she ultimately failed.
"Last? Wh-" Santana shakes her head, "I don't know, but I won't be surprised, she loves to keep lists of everything." She scratch her face, "What with all the questions? And do you feel alright? You look weird." Santana reach and checks Dani forehead for fever.
"This morning I woke up to wash my face, and I bumped into a wall in Rachel's bathroom.. A book fell, and it had a list of her weight and what she ate throughout the day." Dani sent a worried look towards Santana, "The number kept going down.." She looked at her cup of coffee then took a sip.
"What? I know she's trying to get in shape, but I don't think she'd go that far, D." Santana takes a couple of sips from her coffee. She couldn't think Rachel would do something that drastic; she's so healthy, and maybe she cut off a little weight, but not to the point she'd keep a journal and stop eating all together.
"Santana, she weighs less than I do, and I don't weigh that much." Dani explains to Santana as she took another sip of her coffee. "I've never been the one to boss people around, but I'd check up on her if I were you."
"D, you're exaggerating. She likes order and to know where she stands, it doesn't mean something is wrong." Santana gets up and takes both of their cups to the sink, "Now, tell me, how things went with Marley yesterday?"
'I wasn't even finished.. Whatever..' Dani rolled her eyes and shrugged. "Her book is on her bed if you don't believe me, and things went good." She explained as she walked to the couch.
Two weeks, that's how long it took Santana and Rachel to find time that both of them free and have the apartment just to themselves. It was a Friday morning; Rachel had a free day and Santana didn't have any errands. And if Santana being honest with herself, she's glad they had some time before their first session; she had to get herself ready and plan how she's going to do it. Now they're about to do it and Santana wants it so badly, but at the same time she's scared. She stands in front of the mirror in her room and look at her reflection, "When I step out, there won't be any fears or softness. I'm a professional and Rachel is only my sub." She reminds herself and smoothing the wrinkles on her purple dress, the one she knows Rachel loves. Then it's time to go; Santana leaves her room and walks into the living room in her black high heels.
"Rachel?" Santana calls for her with a smirk on her face.
Rachel jumps a bit at the sound of Santana's voice, not in fear, but in contained excitement. After Rachel mentally prepared herself, with the assist from Ashley, the diva felt more than confident she can last with Santana in this form of a relationship. Rachel even got her contacts on just for this session 'Okay.. Remember Rachel.. No feelings, just sex.. Painful, but enjoyable nonetheless.' She nods to herself before opening the door, she steps out of her room wearing a black dress that reaches further down one leg than the other, and a pair of high heels to match what she was wearing. "H-Hi.." Rachel calmly waves at the Latina before her.
Santana takes in Rachel's appearance and subconsciously lick her lips. She takes a few steps towards the other woman and move her fingers on Rachel's side, "Let's sit on the couch, we need to talk for a second." She says and walks, taking a seat in her usual place.
Rachel made her way to the couch, sitting across from Santana. "You.. You look nice.." She complimented as she gently scratched her arm. 'Nice one, Berry..'
"Rachel.." Santana can't hear her talk like that; she worked hard to get her feelings under control and when Rachel says things like that it's.. It makes her heart skip a beat. "You need to choose a safe word and it's a decision you need to make on your own. But, the word can't be 'no' or 'stop' or something similar to that." Santana explains.
Rachel nodded once, "How about.. Gold Star? I still kinda use them.. I mean they are my thing still to this day." She looked at Santana, giving her a pursed smile. She let her hair down over her right shoulder, gently playing with her hair.
The Latina needs to pinch herself to get out the of trance she was on, watching Rachel play with her hair, wearing that dress. "It's your choice." She crosses her legs, "Now, I've read your list of things you don't want to do, so you can be sure I won't cross the line. I'm going to explain what's going to happen for now on, ok?"
'My god, so professional.' Rachel honestly felt a bit warm whenever Santana had a serious tone of voice, the idea of being talked to by someone she liked a lot was something she couldn't get over. "O-Okay." she nodded once more.
"Once in session, we're not friends; I'm your Mistress and you're a submissive. We'll go over the rules in a little while, but that's something you need to understand." Santana's tone is firm, but not mean, "You can use your safe word at any time you want or need and the session would stop in that second. Don't be scared, for any reason, to use it. It's there to protect you." Santana sees that Rachel still in focus, "I'll let you know when the session ends every time. But, it doesn't end in the bedroom for you; because you're not my client, things we'll change around the house.."
"I understand.." Rachel stopped playing with her hair and placed her hands on her lap. "Uhm.. Which bedroom are we doing this in?" She asked as she bit her lower lip nervously. "And also.. Am I your first.. At home submissive? Like, have you made house calls before?" She continued to ask.
"I only do this at the club, I feel that at home it's too personal." She stares at Rachel for a long moment, "Anyways, like I said, you're not my client, this is an upgrade to our relationship." Santana gets up, "Go to your room, be on your knees next to the bed."
Rachel got up and walked to her room, the second she goes in she moves to the bed, then sits on her knees, resting her hands on her lap. 'Dear Barbra, guide me through this..' She gulped and looked at the floor.
'You can do this, Lopez!' Santana nods and walks in Rachel's room. The sight almost causing her to lose control and ripe Rachel's dress of right this second, instead she walks and stands behind Rachel. "I know Ashley stated the rules with you, but we're starting fresh. Are you ready?"
-Flashback-
Rachel had hers and Ashley's coffee in her hands as she approached the table, "Thank you for coming by on such short notice, you're the only one I know from that club that I can sorta talk to." She sat at the table, sliding Ashley's coffee over to her.
"It's not a problem. I'm happy to help in any way I can." Ashley holds the cup, not yet drinking from it, "So what's going on?"
"I.." Rachel took a deep breath, "Santana.. Agreed to be my mistress.." She bit her lip in an attempt to contain her excitement, "But, we haven't had a 'session' and I want to know what that.. I need a basic run down of it, but the non physical version."
'That's why she was so strange..'Ashley smiles and nods, "I'm happy for you, Rachel." She caresses Rachel's hand then brings it back to her cup, "It's different for every Mistress, but I can tell you in general. Like I did, Santana will start with rules, guidelines and what she's expecting from you. You are to listen and nothing more, don't even move. I don't think Santana would be her usual self with you, but she absolutely hates when people break her rules." Ashley starts to explain.
"Have you.. Heard any complaints from clients of Santana's?" Rachel continued to ask, "Has anyone gotten too hurt, or not hurt enough.. Like.. I am so new to this kind of relationship." She parted some hair behind her ear.
"You don't have anything to worry about," Ashley wishes she could talk to Rachel about the real reason, but she didn't want to cross the line, "Santana is very professional; she will punish if it's needed, but it'd always be fair and with the right roughness. Moreover, your relationship is different, you're doing this full time; Santana will adapt to your needs and vice versa." Ashley drinks her coffee and waits for Rachel to continue.
Rachel nodded a bit as she sipped her coffee. "What about ways to tolerate pain.. Like how can I do that? My skin is sensitive, and since I am an actor.. I am a bit sensitive myself."
"Hmm.. First, I think you should tell Santana that. You need to tell her everything for it to work, for both of your sakes; She'd hate herself if she'd ever did something you don't want." Ashley points out, "Besides that, you can work out and push yourself; you'd get sore at first, but it'll help your muscles and improve your stamina." Ashley says, then takes out a pen from her bag. She grabs a napkin and writes on it, "Santana have a lot of our own, but I recommend this cream; it helps with the pain and heal some injuries you might have." She hands the napkin to Rachel.
"Thanks.." Rachel reads the napkin, then nods slowly, "I'll pick some up on my way home." She gave a smile towards the other woman. "Is there anyway I can repay you for the advice? Like.. I dunno, another coffee, dance lessons, maybe borrow a movie from Santana and I since we have like a billion of 'em?"
Ashley's eyes light up, "I'm always happy to help, but I won't say no to a dance lesson." She smiles.
Rachel smiled back at Ashley as she reached into her purse, pulling out a business card, "Here, that has the address, my email, any info you need on enrolling. I will make your first year free as a solid to you and Santana." She explained, but really wanted to confess something she wouldn't normally confess. "Actually.. Between you and me, I am in the talks with the owner about possibly buying the building, he's offering me a great price for it.. Keep it a secret between me and you?" The brunette requested with a raised brow.
"I thought we established you can trust me?" Ashley raises her eyebrow at Rachel, "Good for you! I hope you'll get it." Ashley's phone vibrates, "Oh, that's probably from the club, I'm sorry, I have to go." She stands, "But you know how to find me and that I'm always available for you. Thank you for the dance lessons and have fun with Santana."
"I may not plan it, but you know how she is." Rachel joked before stood up, holding her coffee with one hand. "I will see you in class, Miss Ashley." She winked, then turned to leave the coffee shop.
-End of Flashback-
Santana puts her hands on Rachel's shoulders and squeezes it hard, "I think I asked you a question, Rachel. You don't want to start off on the wrong foot." She keeps her tone normal.
Rachel's eyes widened a bit, "Oh shit.. Sorry." She shook her head to get the cobwebs out of her head. "Y-Yeah I am more than ready." She looked up at Santana with a serious look on her face, "I mean.. Yes, ma'am."
"Don't let it happen again." Santana releases her hold, "I know Ashley told you some of the rules, but I'll say them again," She stands straight behind Rachel, "You only speak when given permission and when you do, you call me Ms. Santana, ma'am or Mistress." Santana brushes her hand through Rachel's hair, "You're not allowed to touch me or yourself without an order. Now, this rule applies to when we're not in a session; your body is mine now, you touch it only when I tell you to. Am I clear so far?"
Rachel bit her tongue to hold back a sarcastic comment she had brewing in her mind, she looked up at Santana, "Y-Yes.. Mistress." She gave a slight nod, moving her hands to the floor.
"Moving on, you always take a shower before and after a session; you might think it's an obvious rule, but not to everyone.." Santana tries not to laugh, but then gets more serious, saying the next rule, "You're not allowed to sleep or do anything sexual with anyone else. Unlike in the club, that people come and go and we require them to get tested, here it's a relationship and I don't want anyone touching what's mine." Santana almost growls as her nails scratch Rachel's hair gently, "Do you understand?"
'But does the faithful rule applies to you as well?' Rachel thought as she pursed her lips some and nodded, "Yes Mistress." Although it seemed a bit degrading, Rachel actually enjoyed Santana scratching her hair. It made her feel a bit spoiled.
"Good girl." Santana starting to think maybe it can actually work, "Now clothes. I may have requests now and then, but feel free to wear whatever you want. Tell me, you'd be comfortable if, lets say," Santana bends over so she could whisper in Rachel's ear, "I'd tell you to go some days without your panties?" She husks.
"F-Forgive me for possibly sounding sarcastic, Mistress.. But what about any form of underwear?" Rachel's face lit up at the thought of her being pretty much nude under her pants, and as much as she wanted to say she wasn't comfortable, she didn't want to give Santana a reason to doubt Rachel's will to be a good pet.
"Rachel, I asked a question and I expect an honest answer." She straightens up, "This can't work if you are not telling me what you want or don't want."
"I'd be willing to casually, but during my classes I.. Yes.. I'm willing." Rachel sighed and nodded, "Yes Mistress.." She looked at the floor.
"Rachel, I really don't want to have to punish you on our first session. You said but, so tell me so I can avoid making you feel bad." This is definitely not the same as being at the club and Santana is trying really hard to keep her cool.
"You want me pantieless.. I can go pantieless.. Whatever you want Mistress, I will do it." Rachel looked back at Santana, "Forgive me for being difficult, I was bad." She kept her eyes locked with her roommate's.
"No, I asked you how would you feel about it." Santana place her right hand on her waist, "We can call it quits now if you're not going to be honest with me about how you feel and what you want, because this whole thing buit on trust." Santana is conflicted; professionally she needs to be much stricter, but it's Rachel and she can't, "I'm here to take care of you. You're not my slave, I'm not gonna force you into anything. I want you to enjoy this as much as possible." She explains, hopping to get to Rachel.
"Look Santana..." Rachel shook her head, "Mistress.. I am perfectly comfortable with doing what you want, and if going pantieless is what you would want me to do, then I will do it. I would feel happy to do what you ask." She did her best to explain to Santana. "I did not mean to bark, sorry.."
Santana sighs, "I'll think about." Santana says, "Ok, grace period is over, now you'll get punished if you break the rules." Santana unzips Rachel's dress, "Take your dress off and stay with your back to me."
Rachel moved one strap down, blushing deeply at what she is about to do. She follows up with moving the other strap down her arm, then she pushes the part of her dress that covers her chest down past her waist. 'Crap I need to stand up to take the rest of it off..' Rachel stood up long enough to get her legs out of the dress, then quickly sat back down on her knees.
Santana let a smile slip, but removes it just as quickly, "Stand."
"Yes Mistress." She stood up, feeling exposed and nervous. Rachel has been naked around Santana before, but that was different; back then it was just an occasional bump into each other type of deal or when they knew they didn't like each other. Now, Rachel is just in her underwear, in front of Santana! The woman she actually wants, more and more as the clock ticks.
Santana moves her index finger along Rachel's back, trying to think what she wants to do to her first. Yes, it's not the first time she sees that perfect body, but now she really sees it, she wants to explore every part of it and hear Rachel screaming her name. And it's safe; they're not a couple, it's all part of a session. Santana press her body against Rachel's and rest her hands around the woman's hips and kiss her shoulder.
As much as Rachel loved Santana being this close, she was not a fan of her hips being held, mainly due to when she looks at Santana's hands.. 'Oh god, her hands.. All over that fat..' Rachel's body started to shake, "G-Gold Star.. Gold Star.." She moved herself away from Santana and started to rub her arms, when she realized that Santana could see her, her embarrassment level increased, "D-Don't look." Her body shook a lot more as she lowered to her knees, hugging them to her chest as tight as she could.
Santana took a step back, she's in shock; she barely touched Rachel.. Oh, wait, 'Fuck, Dani was right. It's worse than I thought. Dammit!' It hits Santana and she's now worried about her friend. "Rach," She lowers herself to the same height, "We're done. You're in distress, please let me hold you so you could calm down." She tells her softly.
"S-Stay away.." Rachel pleaded as she tried to back away but her back was already against her drawer, "D-Don't look at this hideous beast.." Tears dripped down her face.
"Rachel! I won't get any closer, but I won't allow you to speak like that about yourself!" In her wildest dream, Santana couldn't imagine Rachel is in such bad place with her body image. She decides to take a different approach, hoping that'd get the woman to calm down, "What I told you before? That body is mine and you're can't say things like that about what's mine, you hear me? I've been preparing for this moment for two weeks and all I could think about when I saw you in that dress is how much I want to rip it off your body. You're freaking beautiful!"
Rachel bit her lower lip, trying to prevent it from quivering more. "N-No.." She shook her head as she lowered her legs to the floor, her hands rested on her stomach, "No.." Rachel felt a bit weak; her body was suffering from lack of sleep and food. "I.. I am too fat to be beautiful.." She softly spoke.
"What are you talking about? You're the most gorgeous woman I've ever seen! Your nose, your lips, your eyes and that body.." Santana slowly gets closer to Rachel and cups her face, "Breath taking." Before Rachel can protest, Santana connects their lips and pushing her tongue inside Rachel's mouth. She brushes the tears from her face and slid her hands to Rachel's neck and pull her closer, moaning softly when she feels Rachel's tongue.
Rachel wanted to hold Santana as tight as she could, but remembering the rule Santana had made for her to not touch, she just returned the kiss, gently tugging Santana's tongue with her own.
Santana moves her hands to Rachel's knees and part them, pushing her body against Rachel's. Her eyes roll back when she feels Rachel's front against her and she's tempted to just grab what's hers. But that can wait. Santana breaks the kiss with a bite on Rachel's bottom lip, "You.." Her breath is uneven, "I told you to not skip a meal and you clearly hurting yourself, that's deserves a punishment." Santana states, "I won't let you do this kind of things to your perfect body. Now," Her eyes darken, "Are you up for it? Cause I'm planing to show you just how much I like your body after."
"Y-Yes.." Rachel raised her head up a bit, her lips quivered feeling hungry for Santana's kiss, "I.. I think I need punishment.." She confessed in-between breaths.
Hearing Rachel saying that, Santana almost orgasmed. She gets up and pulls Rachel with her, turning her over and, with not too much force, pushing her on the bed. "On the bed, now! And don't lose the heels." Santana orders. 'What have I gotten myself into? This woman would kill me. She thinks and bites her lips as she watch Rachel move.
Rachel moved onto the bed a bit more, blushing deeply at how she was positioned. 'I feel more exhausted.. But I need this.. It feels amazing and she hasn't touched me yet.'
Santana sits behind Rachel, her left hand roaming on the woman's back, "Now, because it's your first time and we barley started, I'm going to go easy on you." She explains, "I'm glad you used your safe words and you can use it at any time." Santana reminds Rachel, "You're getting 10 smacks for hurting your body. From now on, I'll pay much closer attention to your eating habits. And next time you get punished, you'll be the one telling me the reason. Is everything clear?"
"Y-Yes Mistress.." Rachel nodded slowly. At the touch of Santana's hand, she arched her back, biting her lip some more.
"Both hands on the bed." Santana instructs, "You're not to make a sound, only when I tell you."
The brunette listened to her roommate, gripping the edge of the bed, then she bites down on her tongue, 'P-Please.. Get on with it..'
Santana adjusts herself and let her eyes scan Rachel's body, she's so hungry for her. She puts one arm on Rachel's waist, holding her in place. Then, Santana moves her hand gently on Rachel's ass, then smacks her twice. She watch Rachel's body react to it as she resume the gentle movement.
Rachel's eyes widened quite a bit, holding in any noise she would make, she was unsure if they would have been noises of pain, or pleasure, but she just wanted to do what Santana said.
A smack after a smack, Santana can see Rachel's ass getting redder. Now, only two more left and she needs to hear Rachel's voice. Santana moves her palm dangerously near the other woman's center, "How do you feel, Rach?"
"F-Fantastic.." She was breathing in and out, she never would have thought in a million years that Santana would be this close, and this physical with her. Rachel was enjoying it a bit more than she thought she would.
"I think you forgot something, Rachel." Santana smirks and finish the two smack and adding another one for Rachel breaking the rules once again, "You're all done, dear, but I can see we have a long way to go with your training.. You're being a bad girl." Santana's hands moving on Rachel's back, scratching a little, "Usually, bad girls don't get rewarded, but today is special." She stops close to Rachel's breasts, "Turn over, on your back."
"Yes Mistress." Rachel smirked a bit as she turned to her back, she looked up at her roommate with needy eyes. 'The adrenaline.. God, I love it..' She breathed in and out a few more times.
"I can see someone enjoyed their punishment, huh? I'm starting to think it's not such a good idea to touch you.. What do you say, Rach?" Santana doesn't think she can stop even if there was an earthquake, but she can't let Rachel be so smug.
Rachel furrowed her eyebrows and shook her head. "N-No Mistress." She gulped a bit.'What in the hell are you doing San? Trying to hurt me?' A soft whimper was heard from her.
"Cute." Santana bites her inner cheek so she won't kiss Rachel again, "So if you want it, why am I still dressed? Take my dress off."
Rachel sat up, moved closer to Santana, then unzipped the back of her dress, fighting off every urge to feel the skin of the Latina before her. 'I need this.. So badly..' she thought to herself as she pushed the upper body of Santana's dress, down past her waist.
Santana leans back and raises her body at Rachel, glancing the dress and back at the woman. She's just can't wait to see Rachel's reaction to her being fully naked.
The dress was easy for Rachel to remove from Santana's person, and what a body her person was. Rachel gently licked her lips, keeping the tip of her tongue on her lips as her eyes scan every inch of the Latina's body. "Mistress.. Permission to speak?" She asked as she looked up at Santana.
Santana looks hungrily at Rachel, her body getting warm by the way the woman looks at her. Santana moves to sit on her knees in front of Rachel and her fingers of her right hand travel on the woman's collarbone, "Go ahead."
"I.." Rachel took a deep breath, "I need you.." She said as she leaned towards Santana, "I need this perfection." A blush formed as Rachel looked into Santana's eyes. 'I know this is nothing I haven't seen before but.. At the same time, this is new.' Rachel thought as she bit her lower lip, "Please.."
'It's certainly not the first time I hear these words, but when it comes from Rachel..' Santana stifles a moan and pushes Rachel on her back and lays on top of her. Feeling her bare skin against Rachel's, Santana thrust forwards, causing her leg to brush on Rachel's center. Santana bit Rachel's lobe and whisper in her ear, "Who do you belong to, Rach?" She thrust forwards again.
"M-Mistress" Rachel arched her back, gripping the bed as tight as she could, "I-I belong to you.." She tries to hold back her moans, but even she is unsure if that's possible.
"Mine." Santana growls in Rachel's ear and her hand move to take Rachel's underwear off. When they're out of Santana's way, she part Rachel's legs further and her fingers slowly makes their way into Rachel. "I know you have an amazing voice, let me hear it." Santana make sure to be gentle with Rachel this time, she knows it's the woman's first time in years and it can be a little painful at first.
"Ah!" Rachel moans out the second Santana's fingers go inside her. "O-Okay.." She takes a couple more breaths, her face is flushed from the waves of ecstasy that's already pulsing through her body.
When Santana feels Rachel's body get used to her fingers, she speeds up her movements. She feels Rachel's walls squeezing her and the woman under her trying to grind against her, but Santana doesn't let Rachel move; she places her free hand on Rachel stomach and holds her in place. Then, Santana lowers herself on Rachel's body and start sucking and biting the skin on her chest, marking it as hers.
The pace Santana goes causes Rachel's moans to come out louder, her muscles tense the more she grips the blanket. She looks at Santana with needy eyes "F-Fuck.." she lets out as she looks back at the ceiling.
Satisfied with her marks covering Rachel's body, Santana hits Rachel a few times more in the right spot and feel her collapsing beneath her and letting out a loud moan. The Latina takes out her fingers and lays flush against Rachel, "So beautiful."
"Thank you.." Rachel gently nodded once as she lets go of the bed, she wanted to hold on to Santana as much as she could, but she didn't know if it was okay, so Rachel rested her hand on part of her stomach, 'I want to say a lot more than that..'
"I'm going to bring you something small to eat and water." Santana gets up from the bed, "Then you should rest." She tells Rachel and walks naked to the kitchen.
"Yeah.. Okay.." Rachel caught in a trance at seeing Santana's body. She got off the bed, walked into her bathroom, then carefully took out the contacts that she was wearing, and placed them inside a sanitizing case. "Where are my glasses.." she feels the counter for them, once her hand touches them, she puts them on to see herself in the mirror. 'Okay.. Just.. Look away.' She turned away from the mirror, letting out a sigh of relief, then she walked back to her bed, sat down and leaned against the bed rest.
Santana returns from the kitchen with two yogurts and a bottle of water, "Eat." She gives Rachel the water and yogurt and set hers on the table next to the bed. Santana walks to the chair in the room and put on the robe that was on it and gets in bed. "Are you hurt? You feeling ok?"
"Uh.. No I am actually.. Relieved." She gave a slight smile towards Santana's direction as she took a spoonful of yogurt and ate some. "W-What about you? Are you feeling okay?" Rachel asked before taking another spoonful of yogurt.
Santana glance at the marks on Rachel's body and smile, "All good." She eats a little before speaking, "Do you still want it? Your training will start now and you may not get rewarded like that all the time."
Rachel bit her lower lip, slowly nodding, "I think I can handle it, and it'll be a good way to keep me out of this funk I've been in lately." She smiled some more as she placed her yogurt cup on the nightstand by her side, "But there is one problem.. I am a bit more energetic now."
"Yeah?" Santana licks the spoon clean, "Too bad, I thought you'd want to sleep with my arms around you.. Oh, well, I can find other things to do."
"Although, they say sleep does more good for your skin." Rachel lowered her body a bit, pulling some covers over her body. "Hold me, Mistress?" She begged as well as giving Santana her patented puppy dog eyes.
Santana places the empty cup on the table and lays her body close to Rachel's, wrapping her arms around her body, "You're lucky I like you." Santana gasps when she hears herself and her hold on Rachel's body tighten.
"9 years and it's still just like?" Rachel chuckles softly as she rests her head against Santana's shoulder.'Ding!' Her phone lights up, Rachel reaches to her nightstand to grab her phone, "Dammit, don't people get that I am comfortable.." She muttered as she opened the text, "Oh my god.. Yes.." Rachel's eyes widened, a smile was seen on her face, "S-Santana, I now own the dance studio."
"You what?! Santana moves her body up, "You bought the studio? That's amazing, Rachel! I'm so proud of you!" She hugs her friend and kiss her cheek, "You're destined for greatness, I always knew that."
Rachel sat up and gazed at the text. "I need.. Come with me to get the key?" She asked while holding Santana's hands, "Please?" Rachel, once again, begging.
"Of course." Santana pulls Rachel against her, "But when we're coming back, you need to put some cream and rest. Ok?"
Rachel nodded twice, then hugged Santana as tight as she could. "Thank you, for everything.. I mean it." she said as she let go of her roommate.
As soon as the keys went to Rachel, she had to tell her best friend about this, and knowing Kurt, he had to make a big spectacle about it by hosting a little party amongst the family. After a couple days, he got all the party stuff set up, the food was made, the iTunes playlist was also made, regardless of it being filled with various show tunes. What helped the night a bit was Burt coming into town to help Kurt make the food, he was cool with Dani, he met her a couple times, and almost every time he got to see her, he gave Dani one of his hats.
"Why every single time when we need to go out, I need to wait hours for you, guys?" Santana rest her head on the counter, dressed and ready to go, "Get yourself here and let's go!"
Rachel walked out, sporting a new pair of blue denim jeans, a magenta long sleeved shirt, a nice pair of mid-heel brown boots, and what looked to be one of Santana's dress jackets. "How do I look?" She shyly asked, "I didn't have anything to go with my shirt so I borrowed one of your jackets.. Hope you don't mind." Rachel bit her lip slightly
Santana scans Rachel's body and has to admit she likes that Rachel wore her jacket, "You look amazing." Santana looks behind Rachel and see that Dani is still getting ready, "Come here."
Rachel quickly made her way to Santana, nervously biting her lip. When she gets to Santana she stops and holds her hands together.
"I'm so proud of you. In the past month you gave a child her life back and although you lost so much, you recovered and now you own a business." Santana cups Rachel's face, "And you're going to have fun tonight and I want to see you eat. Or else you know what will happen." She kisses Rachel's cheek and let go when she sees Dani.
The pink haired girl smirks for a second when she sees how close the older woman are. "Do I look ok?" Dani points at herself.
"You look flawless, sweetie." Rachel nodded towards Dani, then looked at Santana for a few seconds, "Thank you, Santana.. Again, you're amazing." She pursed her lips for a few moments then walked to Dani, "We all set?"
"Yes! I need to see Kurt." Dani sees Santana's raised eyebrow and quickly explain, "He told me he has something to show me, but only when we get there." Dani takes Rachel's hand, "Come on!"
Santana rolls her eyes, "Kids.." She gives Dani a slight push when they pass next to her.
"When did we become the mature ones?" Rachel asked as she walks with Dani.'Seriously, this kid has been acting weird since I told her we were going to Kurt's for a special dinner..'
"I feel old.." Santana says and opens the door to Kurt and Blaine's apartment, "We're here!" She announces and watches Dani run right past her, "Nice, D, way to show who you love most." Dani turns around and stick her tongue out for a second, then turn to find Kurt. "I don't want her coming here anymore" Santana pouts at Rachel.
"You know even if we told her no, she'd still end up over here by me or you." Rachel pointed out then noticed Kurt's dad cooking some meat, "Mr. Hummel, why must you go with the red meat?" She asked and shook her head.
Burt looked back at Rachel and Santana with a smile, "Because I know that little girl, Blaine, and Santana hate that tofu Un-American processed fluff." He answered with a chuckle in his voice.
"Yeah Rachel, he gets them better than you and I do." Kurt rolled his eyes as he finishes cleaning the dishes that were in the sink. "Hey Dani, meet me in the stylist room, I got some new shampoo and conditioner that I wanna test out." He lied, but that was their little code for talking about the two roommates down the hall.
Dani nods and walks to the room. She paces, trying to contain her excitement, until Kurt showed up. She stops when he enters and grins, "Kurt! I think our plan is working!"
Kurt nodded and smiled some "Yeah.. But what part of that did we really contribute in?" He asked as he sat down on one of the salon chairs, "I mean, all we did was send them out for that one night, and Rachel did her best to say that nothing happened."
"But after that night things started to change, no? More sneaking glances, more 'accidental' touches. Something happend that night, I'm sure!" Dani hugs him, "I'm going to have real parents soon."
"Hey, hey.. I am more than happy that you're happy, but these walls aren't thick, remember that." Kurt gently tapped Dani's nose but couldn't help but smile some more. "You're going to have more than just real parents, honey. You're going to have a real family soon." He happily pointed out. "I still can't believe Santana branded me your Auntie Porcelain.. It's so insulting." He shook his head.
Dani giggles, "I like it." Dani says and take his hand, "I had a small lunch because I knew your dad is cooking, so I'm starving. Let's eat!" She pulls him.
"Woah! You got the strength of an Ox I swear." Kurt pointed out as he was nearly yanked out of the seat by his pink-haired partner in crime.
"..And that's why I plan on running for Governor of Ohio." Burt finished as he portioned out the plates for each person. "Okay, Santana. I know you and Dani love my cooking so I made extra for you two to have for lunch tomorrow." He said before taking off his cooking apron and chef hat.
"Burt, they don't need all that meat, I mean Dani is a young woman, and Santana, well she didn't get fit by consistently eating meat." Rachel rolled her eyes as she sat at her spot on the table.
Blaine yawned and rubbed his eyes. "God, work is killing me.." He mumbled to himself as he awaited the food.
"Ah, excuse you!" Santana nudge Rachel's side, "The kid needs to get stronger and grow and I.. I know I can find a way to lose the weight." She pinch Rachel's inner thigh under the table. "Thank you, Mr Hummel. Dani and I will enjoy it!" Santana smiles at the man.
Rachel raised a brow, "Well, meh!" she smirked a bit before looking over at Kurt, "So Kurt, how was your week so far?" Rachel asked in a kind tone.
"Well it could be better I guess." Kurt said as he sat at the table across from Rachel, "Vogue is really pressing the Halloween crap on me, they want me to have a mini party over here because of my taste in fashion, but I don't want a bunch of starving women parading around in my design." He looked over at Blaine and held his hand. "I was hoping that for Halloween I could spend some time with Blaine, he's always busy at the hospital that I never see him outside of when he drops lunch off at work."
"Last night this guy came in claiming he had a broken arm, we told him he didn't because the x-ray showed it." Blaine held Kurt's hand as he sat up a bit, "And then they guy tried to make a Slip-and-Fall claim even though the floor wasn't wet."
"There are some crazy people in this city!" Santana says and continue eating.
"You have no idea!" One time a man told me he sold everything he owned because he believed aliens are trying to brainwash us and the government helps them." Dani says and laugh, then she turns to Rachel, "What are we doing for Halloween?"
Rachel shrugged "I really don't know, Halloween to me is just another day." She took a bite of the homemade Ramen that Kurt made her.
"Say, Dani, what about that friend of yours.. Marley? I think her name is." Kurt pointed out, "Do you know if she's doing anything? Because if you need I could hook you both up with some pretty sweet costumes." He said before eating his food.
Dani stops eating and take a big gulp of her orange juice, "Hm.. If we're not doing anything.." She looks between Santana and Rachel, then back to Kurt, "Her and Elliot invited me to their place for scary movie marathon and a sleepover.." She blushes and bites her lip.
Rachel's motherly instinct kicks in, "Is uhm.. Is Elliot going to be sleeping in the same room as you two?" She set her fork down, keeping an eye on Dani.
"No.." Dani answer with a mouth full of food.
"Well look at you, Momma Bear." Kurt joked as he took another bite of his food.
Rachel gave Kurt a mean glare, "Well excuse me for caring." She grumbled as she took more bites of her Ramen.
Blaine looked at the clock on his phone, "Damn, I'm afraid I gotta go.. Running late for work." He got up, pushed his seat in gently. "Burt, pleasure as always. Rachel congrats on the dance studio, I hope when I get some time off that I can help you renovate. Santana.. I don't have much to say. Dani, we're still on for mini-golf next week, right?" He asked.
"Mini-Golf?" Rachel also asked.
"Me and uncle Hair Gel going to have some bonding time." Dani smiles at Blaine.
"You don't have much to say" Santana glares at Blaine, "What about asking me if it's ok to take my kid out before telling her you will?"
"I figured she would have asked you after I asked if she wanted to." Blaine shrugged. "If it's not cool I don't have to take her. The reason I offered is because my ward won a raffle for a bunch of free mini-golf games. But because I don't have a child I wouldn't be able to use it, then Kurt suggested we take Dani out with us to play." He explained the best he can.
Kurt bit his lower lip and gave Santana some puppy dog eyes, "You gonna say no to Dani's Auntie Porcelain?" He asked in a playful tone, "Lighten up, Satan. It'll be just the three of us, for the day having fun. I told both of them that you and Rachel wouldn't mind since Rachel has to work on the studio, and you have what you do." Kurt took one more bite of his food.
Blaine shrugged again. "I love you Kurt." He snuck a quick kiss to Kurt's lips then walked to his book bag, hoisting it over his shoulder. "Bye guys." He waved at them before leaving the apartment.
Santana sighs and relaxes, "I don't mind, Lady lips, I just like to be informed of this kind of stuff." She turns to Dani, "D, next time ask us." She tells her and turn back to Kurt, "It's not only her responsibility to ask, you need to make sure we know. She's a kid, she forgets or get too excited.."
"I-I'm sorry, Santana." Dani's lower lip quiver.
Santana reaches to hold Dani's hand, "I'm not mad at you, hon. I'm just saying it for next time. You know I love you." It's been so long that Santana said those words to anyone. She gasps and snatch her hands from Dani, placing them on her lap and trying not to make eye contact with anyone.
Dani beams hearing Santana saying that, "I l-love you too, 'Tana." The young girl says and gets a nod in return. She smiles brightly and goes back to eating and texting.
Kurt nodded a bit, "I understand, and I am sorry for letting that bit of news spring on you." He reached his hand out towards Santana, "Forgive me?"
'Did she just tell Dani she loved her?' Rachel was more focused on the little interaction between the two that she forgot that she was supposed to be sorta scolding Kurt for his forgetfulness, "Uhm.. Yeah, bad Kurt.. Uh.." She shook her head, "Why are we mad at Kurt again?"
Burt patted Kurt's back, "Sometimes even the best of us forgets our place. Kurt, it is your responsibility as an adult to inform Santana and Rachel if you want to spend time with Dani. Hell, I remember when you were a little guy, your mother would get so angry with me because I took you to a ball game without asking her." He leaned up on his seat. "Well, I think she was more mad at me, betting for the Sox to win one." He softly laughed.
Dani is too busy texting than listen to the grown ups talk, she's texting Marley; the other girl is telling her about her day and that Elliot used up all the hot water so she needs to wait an hour until she can shower. The two girls either spend a lot of time face-to-face or texting since the sleepover and Dani can't be more happy about it.
Santana feels anxiety taking over her body and she can't breath. She gets up from her chair, "E-Excuse me." She says quickly and goes outside.
"I think I left something at my apartment, so.. My pardons." Rachel got up, nodded at the 3 other people in the room then walked outside, seeing Santana. "Are you okay Santana?" She asks while slowly approaching the Latina, unsure if they were going by master and pet rules at the moment.
'So you said those words! You do love the kid. Normal people have no problem with saying it to the people they care for..' Santana always had a problem expressing how she feels and when she did, something bad always happens; it was the last thing she told her father before he died in a car accident when she was 16, she said it to her grandmother when she came out and they never talked again, and the last time she said it was when Brittany broke up with her.. So she's shaken that it's just casually slipped her lips. Santana turns around when she hears Rachel voice and look at her with scared eyes.
Rachel furrowed her eyebrows worryingly, then the motherly side of her starts to kick in. "Honey, talk to me.." She requested as she moved closer to Santana. "I'm not going to hurt you.." Rachel calmly opened her arms, having one hand on the back of Santana's head, and the other on Santana's back as she pulled her roommate closer for a tight embrace.
"I.. I j-just told..." Santana stutterers. She lean on Rachel and holds her, "Now it's all ruined." Santana whispers.
"Nothing is ruined.." Rachel whispers as she strokes Santana's back, "If anything, it's better now.. Dani will be more comfortable than before, and your guys' bond will be stronger." She explains in a calm tone.
"No!" Santana pushed Rachel off of her, "It's always end up the same; my father, my grandma and her." Dani means so much to her now and Santana can't imagine not having the girl in her life. She leans on her wall and just stare at the ceiling.
Rachel sighed then placed her hands on Santana's shoulders, keeping a firm grip. "Santana, you listen to me, and listen good.. The only way it will ever end up the way it happened with your grandma, is if we were insensitive, the only way it would happen the way it happened with Brittany, is if we were too ignorant to realize what an amazing woman you are.. As for your dad.. You have my word, I won't let anyone harm Dani.." Rachel's voice was shaky but it was calm at the same time. "This isn't your submissive telling you, this is your roommate telling you. And your roommate needs you to be strong, for Dani's sake.."
Santana moves her hands to Rachel's waist and pulls her into a tight hug. She nuzzles against her neck; Rachel's touch and smell calms her down. "Thank you." Santana tells Rachel, her lips softly grazing her neck.
"Shh.." Rachel rests her head on Santana's and goes back to stroking her hair. "Momma Berry is here.." She kissed the top of Santana's head and slightly blushed that she called herself that, but she did like that title in all honesty.
Santana giggles, but doesn't change her position, "I think you mixed up the roles here, Rach." She feels she's getting back to herself, "You're the mother of that cute girl in there, but you're my sub." The light touch of her lips turns to biting.
"Oh yeah?" Rachel smirked as she lifted Santana's chin, "That maybe so.. But right now, I am the one taking care of you.. And you are the second most adorable thing I have seen." She bit her lip, fighting the urge to plant a fat kiss on Santana.
'Kiss her!' Her mind keep screaming at her, but Santana won't do it. She pouts, not feeling Rachel's skin anymore, but instead her hand go under Rachel's shirt and caress her back, "Be careful or your ass will be red again and it just healed." Santana said, giving Rachel's behind a little smack and returning her hand to the woman's back, "By the way, I saw you eating and that's very good. Maybe you'd get a dessert later." Santana winks.
Rachel pressed herself a bit closer to Santana, "How about I spoil both our dinners.. You can punish me after." She spoke before tilting her head to kiss Santana, one hand cupping the Latina's cheek, the other hand holding on to one of Santana's hands, 'God I think I am sick for this woman.. Please never heal me.'
Santana groan with Rachel's lips on her; before it was much easier to resist, now it's almost impossible. Almost. Santana bites Rachel's lips and push her from her body, "I've been too soft," She mumbles to herself and push her body from the wall, "You'll get punished for this tonight and I hope for you that you can be quiet." Her voice is firm as she looks at Rachel, "And you should know that bad girls don't get to feel good."
"Why wait?" Rachel asked with a thirst for lust in her voice, she slowly moved to Santana, biting down on her lip, "I think I need it now.." She whispers into Santana's ear before walking back to their apartment, unlocking the door. Rachel looked back at Santana for a few moments, then opens the door, making her way to her room, ridding her body of any clothes, then she sits beside her bed, waiting for Santana come.
Santana stands in the hall, shocked, for a minute; she can't believe Rachel just did it. Santana's body is beyond ready, but she can't and won't let anything happen. She walks in the apartment, lock the door and enter Rachel's room. Her eyes darken when she sees Rachel not wearing anything,'fuck..' Santana knows she'd have to throw the panties she's wearing now. Even though Santana wants to push Rachel on the bed and take her, she stays at the front of the door and shakes her head, "I am your master, Rachel, if you forgot, I make the rules and I tell you when you'd get punished or when I get to have you." Her face has no emotion, "I made a mistake by being gentle with you because you need to learn your place. You're going to get dressed and go back to Kurt's apartment if you ever want to have an orgasm in your life. You'd still get punished later and it's going to be harsher than last time." Santana turns away from Rachel, "This week I'm going to leave you on the edge, like right now, and you'd have to continue your day like nothing happens and not touch yourself. That's a test Rachel, you better pass it. I expect you at Kurt, sitting next to me, in five minutes." She explains and leave the apartment.
Rachel slowly nods, then gets up, she puts her clothes back on then feels around for her glasses. 'Come on.. Come on.' She continues, but then hears a crack from under her knees. "Oh no.." She felt around some more, feeling glass shards and a frame. "N-No.." She frowned, then stood up.'I only have like.. 2 minutes now..' She starts to walk, feeling around to make sure she knows where she's at. "Of course I would get myself into a predicament.
Luckily, the people in end of the hall apartment didn't ask questions and seemed busy talking and watching something on the TV, except Dani who was busy texting. Santana took a seat in an empty sofa and waited for Rachel. Maybe she should've given the woman more time, she herself needs to cool off. She wanted Rachel so badly, she's addicted to her, but they're not the dating kind of fuck buddies; Santana is Rachel's Mistress and as one she needs to act a certain way, for both of them. If she won't be a good Mistress, then Rachel would be the one to suffer. That's why she did what she did and why she's going to make the training more intense.
Rachel bumped into the door once as she opened it. 'Okay, made it out of the apartment..' she thought to herself. 'Now to get to Kurt's.. Down the hall.. Fuck me!' she growled, closing the door behind her then stumbled down the hall, keeping one hand on the wall as she walks.
"Hey, 'Tana, where's Rachel?" Dani asks without lifting her head from the device in her hand.
Santana crosses her legs and glances at the door, "She got a call about the studio, she'd be right back."
Rachel runs her hand against each door to feel the right number,'Kay, one more door..' She thought to herself as she struggled to make her way to Kurt's door step, once she feels the number to Kurt's apartment, she knocks on the door a couple times. "I need assistance, badly." She frowns.
Kurt looked up at the door, quick on his feet to go answer the door, "Rachel they are called hands, use them." He joked as he opened the door to see Rachel without her glasses, "Barbra, where are your glasses?" He asked.
Rachel frowned some more. "I.. I dropped my glasses.." She looked down at the floor, regardless of she couldn't see the ground, "I was careless.. But at least I got someone willing to work on the painting of the studio.."
Santana's head shot up in alert hearing Rachel and she stands up, "Dani, get up."
"What? Why?"
"I think we should call it a night," She walks to where Rachel is, "Burt, Kurt, thank you for having us, the food was great." Santana smiles at Burt, then looks at Dani, "Help Rachel back home, D." She looks at Rachel, "You ok, right? You have another pair or contacts?"
"No I don't, those were my only pair." Rachel explained as she felt more and more like an idiot. "I screwed up, so.." She shrugged, "And I only had the one pair of contacts, and they are expired." Rachel reaching out a bit in hopes to hold on to someone.
Kurt wrapped one of Rachel's arms over his shoulder, "Dad, I will be back in a bit." He looked at Rachel with some worry in his eyes, "Honey, it'll be okay, we'll try to get you a new pair." He assured Rachel. "Dammit Santana come get Rachel's other side." Kurt demanded while moving towards the wall with Rachel.
Santana wants to scream at him to take his hands off of Rachel, but that would tell him there is something between them, so she holds Rachel and helps her to their door. "Thank you, Lady lips." Santana says and close the door with the three girls inside. "You'll be good for tonight and tomorrow I'll go buy you new one, no arguments." Santana says to Rachel, then looks at Dani, "Say good night to Marley and go to bed, Dani. I want to see you asleep when I get back." Then she takes Rachel to her room and helps her to the bed. "I'm going to help you into your pajamas and whatever you need, ok?"
'Am I going to get punished if I refuse your help?' Rachel slowly nodded then sighed, "Yeah.. Okay.. Ms. Santana.." She quietly finished the last part of their agreement before laying on her bed.
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