A new life chapter 5:
Previously on A new life:
I was in the bathroom, the alive me and I was huddled up in a ball leaning against the wall, I was looking up at the sink, so I did decided to do the same, I let go of the ghosty Jay's hand and walked over to it… What I saw shocked the hell out of me. It was a pregnancy test and it was positive. HOLY CRAP I WAS PREGNANT.
We were back to the present day now, where I was dead and still shocked.
"Thank you Margret, we have what we needed." Jay said sounding distant. I briefly saw her leave but I couldn't talk. "Ivy, Are you okay?" I shook my head.
"How would I be okay Jay, I was pregnant, am pregnant. I am so confused, how is that supposed to help me."
"I know how, but you're not going to like it."
"I need to know Jay." Suddenly a new voice came into play.
"To make you alive again you need to use the baby's life source." It was Trevor, what the hell was he doing here. Wait I had just computed what he was saying.
"Trevor, what are you doing here." Jay asked
"I came here to tell you that you're running out of time, her soul needs to move on Jay you of all people know that; she needs to make a decision."
"Don't talk about me like I'm not here."
"Sorry Ivy, but you know that you have to move on." He said.
"Leave Trevor, I'm not making a decision with the gods breathing down my neck." I said
"You have three days and I really am sorry." He looked it as well but her did leave and I couldn't handle it anymore.
"Why did you do it. Why did you give us that week, why did you let my heart break, why did fall in love with for the first time and let me die and then kept falling in love with me and then kept letting me die." I didn't know what I was saying, but I wanted to yell him and this felt like ay good of a time as any. "You know what else, every time I yell at you all you do is stand there and take. Yell at me!"
"I have nothing to yell at you for."
"Tell me how angry you are that I died, do it tell me how you feel!"
"You really want to know? You want to know how it feels every time you die, do you because I will tell if you wanna know. I'll say it, I lose a bit of me every single time you die and I hate it."
"You're not yelling at me." I was getting calmer but I wanted him to yell at me, I may have felt better if he did.
"Because I have nothing to yell at you for! You are right it is my fault you died all of those times, I should have left you alone but I couldn't and you want to know why because I love you."
"Now you're yelling at me and it isn't making me feel good there goes that plan."
"Wait you wanted me to yell at you just to see if you would feel better."
"Yep, I didn't work." He started laughing.
"You are an idiot, you know that." I nodded, it was true. The question was, what was I going to do know…