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Sasuke sat on the bed in the honeymoon suite in the most luxurious hotel money would buy. He was only half undressed. He was sitting in his boxes and shirt with his bowtie hang loosely around his neck. He stared, paranoid, at the bathroom door that Sakura had just disappeared behind. Before she did, she had smiled coyly and said, "Give me a few minutes to freshen up."
Sasuke heart had hit his stomach like a bomb. She wasn't doing what he was thinking she was doing, was she? She knew that he couldn't, he wouldn't. He honestly didn't know how. He'd never been with a woman. He was about as straight as a circle. Inside, he was freaking out but on the outside he kept his face as still as an undisturbed pond.
The door opened and Sakura stepped out. To Sasuke's relief she was wearing pjammas and her hair was tied up. Sakura must have noticed how his body had suddenly relaxed because she sighed and rolled her eyes.
"You don't have to be scared, Sasuke. I'm not going to try to have sex with you. We both know what this is."
Sasuke shuffled uncomfortably, "I wasn't scared."
Sakura climbed into bed, laying down next to him but being careful not to touch him. She looked at him and said, "Have you ever been with a woman before?"
"Have you ever been with a woman before?"
"No but that's not the point. How do you know you're gay when you've never been with a woman?"
Sasuke rolled his eyes, "How do you know you're not gay when you've never been with a woman before."
She glared at him, "It's like talking to a brick wall!" She snapped.
"I'm not going to sleep with you, Sakura," Sasuke said, his voice as cold as ice.
She scowled, "I'm not even saying that!"
"No, you're saying that maybe I should try test my homosexuality by sleeping with my wife."
They both simultaneously sweat-dropped at Sasuke's words and an uneasy silence fell between them.
Sakura covered her face in her hands, "This marriage is never going to work."
Sasuke stood up and walked away. He pulled on his pyjamas and climbed back in the bed, being extra careful not to touch Sakura. He felt uncomfortable with her there and tried desperately to ignore the fact that she was so close.
He switched off the light.
After a while, Sakura said, "You know that they're going to expect us to have children one day."
Sasuke scowled, "Let's talk about this tomorrow. It's been a long day."
"Yeah, I hear getting married and meeting a long-lost love can make you a little sleepy."
Sasuke sat up, "Naruto's not my long-lost love!" He objected.
Sakura grinned, "How did you know I was taking about Naruto?"
Sasuke scowled.
"Anyway, it's clear that you two love each other which, by the way, makes this situation we're in even worse."
"I'm not in love with him!" Sasuke shouted.
"Shh!" She shushed him, "That's the last thing people expect from the honeymoon suite."
"Whatever," Sasuke said more quietly, "I still don't love him."
"Well, you love him more than you'll ever love me."
There was silence after that as they sat there in the marriage bed in the dark.
"Do you… do you think that you might ever, I don't, be able to-,"
"No," Sasuke interrupted her because he knew what she was trying to ask.
"I'm sorry," She murmured, "I just hoped that maybe one day…"
"I can't change who I am, Sakura."
"So… you're definitely completely gay?"
Sasuke rolled his eyes, "Yes."
"But Naruto's not completely gay."
"What do you mean?" Sasuke asked.
"Well, I slept with him remember? And let me just tell you something, he wasn't gay when I fucked him."
Sasuke scowled, "I don't know what you're trying to say."
He didn't like the idea of Sakura and Naruto together. Mostly because he didn't want to think that Naruto would never be completely his. A part of him would always be with Sakura, Sasuke's wife.
"I'm just saying that Naruto isn't gay. It's just you. He's just in love with you."
"He's not in love with me."
"You're both in love with each other."
"Shut up, Sakura."
She stuck her tongue out at him then turned and around and promptly fell asleep. Sasuke was less fortunate. He couldn't sleep. No matter how hard he tried. His thoughts kept on slinking slyly back to Naruto and then, Sasuke would miss him so much that it hurt.
Xxx
Sasuke and Sakura had not gone far for their honeymoon. They were simply in a fancy hotel across town. The whole marriage was just a show, from the wedding to the honeymoon. Sakura was much better at pretending that they were happy than Sasuke was. She could have been an actor if she hadn't become a doctor, Sasuke thought to himself as they had breakfast in the hotel's restaurant.
"How's your food, honey?" Sakura asked, blinking her eyes like the hopeful newly-wed she was supposed to be.
"Fine," He replied curtly.
"What do you want to do today? Sweetie?" She said.
"I really don't give a single flying fuck."
Sakura stopped trying after that.
Eventually he said he had to go to the bathroom. He was lying. He just had to get away from everything. He wanted to clear his head, smoke a cigarette and just think for a while. He meandered through the hotel until he found himself outside. He took a box of cigarettes out of his pocket but before he could light it, someone yanked him back into a room somewhere behind him and slammed the door, causing the lighter and the cigarette to fall from his hands. Sasuke immediately turned around but before he could register anything, he felt soft lips against his.
Sasuke immediately recognised the kiss as the one belonging to Naruto. His eyes fluttered shut as he felt Naruto press closer to him. Sasuke ran his fingers through Naruto's golden locks as their tongues colliding. Naruto had Sasuke pressed up against the wall, pushing into him so their chests met. Sasuke could feel the heat of Naruto's skin as he trailed his fingers around Naruto's body and then slid a flat palm up his shirt.
He didn't think about why or how Naruto was here. He was just so glad that he was. Five years had been too long. Far too long.
Naruto unbuttoned Sasuke's shirt but got impatient and ripped it open, sliding his hands around his chest and back. Sasuke unbuttoned Naruto's pants.
Naruto pulled away panting. He looked into Sasuke's eyes, pressing his forehead against his.
"I should have done this a long time ago," Naruto confessed, "I should have come to see you years ago."
As a response, Sasuke kissed him again. Naruto moved his lips to kiss Sasuke's neck and Sasuke accidently let a moan escape. Sasuke felt Naruto's smile against his clavicle.
Sasuke pushed Naruto towards a bed which Naruto collapsed on. He looked up at Sasuke, who was still standing, with a curious look on his face. His eyes widened when Sasuke knelt down between Naruto's legs.
"Sasuke… are you sure? I know that-,"
"I'm sure."
"Okay," Naruto sighed.
Sasuke pulled Naruto's pants. Sasuke smirked at Naruto's throbbing erection and carefully bent down and ran his tongue over the tip. Naruto shuddered and grabbed hold of Sasuke hair. Sasuke began to suck, moving up and down Naruto's length until Naruto's grip on his hair became almost painful. They both knew that Naruto was close and when it happened, Naruto called Sasuke's name.
Xxx
"Sasuke?" Sakura called walking through the hotel. She paused when she heard a strange sound. She moved closer to it. She froze when she realised what it was. She heard Naruto called out Sasuke's name then there was a soft flump of somebody's body falling on a bed. She could hear the two of them talking. She wanted to turn away and run up she couldn't and she soon found herself eavesdropping.
"I missed you," Naruto said.
"Somehow, I can tell," Sasuke answered.
"Shut up, teme," Naruto said, "I know you missed me too."
"I'm not half as needy as you are."
"I'm not needy! You're just got intimacy issues."
"Let's agree to disagree?"
"Okay."
Sakura couldn't bear to hear anymore. She turned and ran away. The way they spoke to each made it almost unbearable. It was as if they could say absolutely anything to each other, no matter if it was insult or praise, and they would still be completely and utterly infatuated with one another. It made her sad because she knew she could never possibly have that with Sasuke but what made her sadder was the thought that she was keeping them apart, that the cruel world that Sasuke had been born into wouldn't let him being with someone that he loved so completely.
This marriage would be the end of them both.
An: As I wrote the whole blowjob scene I just thought, what am I even doing with my life but its okay. I love Sasunaru. Hope you enjoyed the latest chapter. Please review and stuff.