A/N: as usual I don't own the characters.

And people...QUIT TELLING ME VAMPIRES CAN'T CRY! I know...its my story though! Not yours! -sticks out tongue in a childish way-

Anyway I know I said it would be a few days but I got ideas magically! Lol This took me hours. ..like 4 or 5 maybe...it usually takes me an hour to get a chapter done..but oh well...anyway sorry 'bout that didn't need to explain crap...

Please enjoy the story and try our popcorn! Thank you lol (major boredom!)


Bella POV

"Bella...I really think Carlisle should do it. He's much more experienced..." he said.

"Edward!" I whined. "I would much rather you do it for me..." I was scared and I wanted Edward to do it for me. Mostly because I'm much more comfortable with him than I am with Carlisle. Obviously! I looked up at Edward with eyes begging him. "Edward...please" I whispered to him.

"Okay." he sighed "I'll do it. I'm going to hate every second of it Bella" He crouched down next to me and took my hand. "Bella...are you sure?"

"Edward. Just do it before I take it back please"I pleaded

And with that Edward gave me a deep kiss and went for my neck. I gripped his hand as he bit down on me, a tear falling from my eyes...

That was the last thing I remembered...

Edward POV

Day one 9am (day after she was bitten)

I stayed with her the whole time. Never letting go of her hand. All through the night she whimpered and screamed. It was hard for me to handle. She yelled for me in her sleep. I could tell they were nightmares she was having. She would wake up dazed every few hours and slowly drift back into sleep. She never looked peaceful...

"Ugh...ow my neck" she said grabbing for her neck. She jumped up and fell to the floor "Who the fuck are you?! Oh Edward...sorry."

"Bella lets get you back on the bed." I lifted her up and onto the bed. "how are you feeling?"

"My neck hurts like hell...and I'm all dizzy"

"Thats very normal Bells. Anything else?" I asked. She nodded no and was soon asleep again...

Day 2 afternoon

"How is she doing Edward?" Carlisle asked.

"No nightmares I think. She hasn't moved all night. She's been asleep for hours. Should I try and wake her?"

"No! You must not disturb her. She's still phasing and you need to just give her some time. Its almost over anyway."

I sat there watching her wince and twitch in pain. She cried my name out too many times to count. And then finally after about 24 hours of sleep she awoke.

"Ed-Edward?"

"Im right here Bella" I took her hand and stared at her eyes "my neck hurts...and im having horrible dreams of you dying Edward..."

"its almost over Bells. Just hang in there. Only one more day." She sat up and I sat next to her on my bed. We talked for hours. She told me about the horrible dreams she had and how it made her feel. In all her dreams I had either killed her or died. It wasn't fun to hear about but I'm glad she was willing to tell me.

Day 3

She didn't go back to sleep after that and soon it would be over. Only about 10 more hours and this hell that she was going thorough would be done..gone...over.

But it would soon start again. We will have to teach her to drink the blood from animals and not humans. We need to expose her to the human scent little by little till she is okay around them and able to keep control...I have a feeling this is going to be hard...


A/N: I know this chapter is short. I tried though and you should be happy that I finally updated. I should have the next chapter up on...saturday...maybe Anyway review please!!!!!!