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From lost time:
As the night went on the couple had no clue what was coming in… what the storm was bring to them and how during this they would grow closer to each other as the time passed. What Was Once Lost Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha never have never will…
Kokoro
but he is under my control in this story…
Sango woke up that morning to see that there was about 2-5 meters of water outside and it was still raining. 'Oh no… not this, anything but this I need to get out of here there is no more Chocolate, oh and I need too see KAGOME too! Arg what should I do?'
"Oh yes I know," she said out load "I can call her how stupid can I be, but I NEED to get some Chocolate!"
Picking up the phone she tried to remember Inuyasha's number. But since she couldn't get it she picked up the phone book and started searching.
"this going to talk a long time…" sighed Sango
About 35 mints away Inuyasha woke up and checked to see that Kagome was ok, after seeing that she was fine he got out of the bed. Going over to the window he saw that it was still raining plus extra rain was on the ground. 'Oh good… just what I needed… wonder where Miroku is is.' Getting out of the room he saw the note Miroku left, picking it up he read what it said:
Dear Inu-cousin
Like my new name for ya? Well came home about Miroku "stupid Miroku, always thinking perverted stuff, I feel sorry for his mother." Said Inuyasha as, he started to get breakfast ready. 'What to make what to make…'
9:30-10 last night and saw ya sleeping. Oh and
I hope ya didn't do anything to her. She's not the
type to foul around with I can say that much.
Well got my self a home, aren't you happy? I
did it just for you Inu. (hehe love the name!)
Well anyway talk to ya later.
Kagome woke up and this time did not get scared but was strangle clam for some reason, looking at her ankle and saw that it was doing better she sat up in bed. The kitten jumped on her and started to purr and lick her face.
Kagome started to giggle and picked up the little kitten that was no bigger then her hand.
"You're a small one huh? What do ya think I should name you," looking into the kittens little silver eyes and smile at her as she thought of a name. "How about Kokoro (A/N: Kokoro means love or spirit) I think it's a nice name for you."
Kokoro just meowed and Kagome took that as a yes.
"Ok so your name is Kokoro and you're the cutest thing I have ever saw!" Looking around the room again she saw the closed door. 'I mist of be real stupid last night… Oh what I'm I going to do again Kikyo? She said she wanted him… but I got him so that means he picked me… right?'
Kagome got out of the bed and walked to the closed door, her ankle is doing much better and itdidn't hurt her any more. Holding Kokoro Kagome opened the door and looked out, there was a hall way and 3 other doors. One was closed and the other two doors where open. Then the living room was at the end of the hall. Walking into the living room Kagome saw him. Coking and when he turned around he ducked her head and looked at Kokoro who was in her arms.
Inuyasha heard her, she soft foot steps then her sent came to his nose, the smell of rain. 'Must, be up. Hope she had a good sleep I now I did.' Turning around he was her in the living room and she was looking at him, but then she started to look at the kitten. 'Oh no… not this again, I thought we got past this stage' Thought Inuyasha as he walked to Kagome.
"Kagome look at me" Said Inuyasha once he was in front of her.
She shook her head.
"Ok then why won't you look at me Kagome?"
She shrugged her shoulders.
"Ok so you want to play this game? Sure I'll play this game but I'm changing it." Taking Kagome by the shoulders he led her to the kitchen sitting her into a set he tied her to the chair.
"I'm sorry Kagome but you really have to start to trust me. I don't like doing this to you, you don't deriver this." Looking down at her he, sighed "Ok Kagome I'm sorry if you want after the storm lets up I'll take you home how dose that sound?"
He got nothing as his answer. Untied her from the chair he sat on the floor right by her feet.
Think you ruined your chance with her stupid.
'I don't like you, but I think your right…'
Of cores I'm right I'm always right!
'Oh just shut up"' Inuyasha mentally snapped at him self.
"Kagome, do you want to go home?" Asked Inuyasha in a gentle voice.
"…n-no…" Said Kagome, in a small voice.
Smiling Inuyasha stood up and pulled Kagome to her feet. "Ok you can stay here but do you want a hug or something?"
Kagome shook her head but leaned into Inuyasha's chest and he wrapped his arms around her. "Shh… I'm sorry I won't do that again, you just talk when you feel like it ok?"
Kagome gave a small nod, and gave off a small smile into his chest. Pulling back slightly she looked into his eyes.
"I-I need… to c-call Sango…" She said in a shackle voice.
"That would be a real good idea before she tries to get here in this storm because I think she would probable do that. Go look out the window."
Moving out of Inuyasha's arms Kagome went over to the window and was a bit scared at what she saw. There was water on the ground and it looked around 3 meters, the wind was going crazy and it was still raining! Kagome started to shiver 'No! This cant happen again! No not this I cant take this any more, this happened and the last time it hurt me it look something away from me. I don't want that again…' Falling onto the floor all Kagome could do was look out the window at the rain and wind.
Inuyasha ran to Kagome, when he got there she was sacking and she felt as cold as ice, what's going one? Thought Inuyasha as he pulled Kagome up and into him arms and made sure that she couldn't look out at the window.
"Kagome? What's wrong, are you ok?" Asked Inuyasha as he pulled her to the living room and sat her on the couch. Grabbing a blanket he wrapped her in it and sat beside her.
He watched her as she looked at the ground she had a look in her eyes that scared him, it was like she was far away, very far away. Her eyes looked hollow and empty like there was no life left in her only a shell. All Inuyasha could do was stay with her, so what that said he pulled Kagome into his lap and wrapped around her small frame and rocked gently.
Kagome was in a dream like state she new what was going on but didn't, she new what she was doing and what was taking place but some how she didn't understand it at all. In her mind it was split into two parts the part that was going on with Inuyasha and the other was from long, long ago. She wanted to be in both places but couldn't and she feared that if she went to one she would lose the other so all she did was watch.
You know you have to go some time right? Said a small child like voice.
'Yes… I know but I don't wanta, I want to stay here forever. It doesn't hurt here like out there…'
Then someone took her hands and Kagome looked up into her own face. But this face was of her when she was a young girl. About the age of 5 or 6, with warm eyes and a warm smile.
Yes I know… I feel what you feel and I know what you know.
'Who are you?'
Why I'm you but only you when you where 5, when you felt stuff and trusted people, when you weren't afraid to love with your whole hart. Said the little girl as she put a pace of her hair behind her ear.
'I…I want my life back… I don't want to feel anything any more… no more pain or anything only happyness'
And you can but if you want you can stay here Kagome… but before you do that, know what your leaving behind.
Then out of no where she saw Inuyasha and her self together. Sitting on the couch her on his lap and he was rocking her gently and he was kissing the top of her head ever once in a while.
Do you really want to give up that? Some one that you can always turn to, someone who will help you no matter what?
Then before Kagome could answer she saw Sango and her talking in drama the other day, she saw the friend ship what was growing there. No something stronger then a friend ship…
Do you want to give up this too? She loves you as a sister and we both know that don't we Kagome? She would be hart broken if you left her. Said the little girl as she looked at Kagome in the eyes and a smile appeared on the girls lips.
Then the image changed again but this time it was from long ago…
Kagome's breath caught as she looked at the image. It was from a long time ago and she felt something in her heart. The image was of her and someone else.
Kagome… you have to pick… if you want you can stay, or you can go. Said a different voice when she looked up her breath caught it was…
Inuyasha was starting to get scared, Kagome didn't even move, well she did she shut her eyes and she stop sacking. But her breathing was shallow and she was still cold as ice.
"Kagome… wake up please…" Inuyasha asked over and over again into her ear.
"Please don't leave me. Sango would kill me if anything happened to you. You don't want me to die do you?" Inuyasha's voice was breaking so he stopped talking but held on to Kagome tight. Rocking Inuyasha tried to clam himself.
She was getting colder as the time passed and nothing Inuyasha did was working in her. Kissing Kagome on the forehead Inuyasha laid her head in his lap and stroked her cheek and hair.
All Inuyasha could do was keep her warm and try to get her back to him...
"Please Kagome come back to me..." Whispered Inuyasha as a few tears slipped down his cheek and onto Kagome's hair.
A/N: Evil aren't i? HEHEHE well just to tell everyone that I wont be able to update for a few days. I'm a bit busy but I swear what the new chapter will be out before Friday so please don't go crazy on me. And with that note I will live you.
Kagome: "Wonder who I saw…" runs hand throe her hair.
Shippo: "I know, I know it was-" Shippo got hands on his mouth to cut him off.
Everyone: Sweat drop
Sango: "Never mind what Shippo was going to say, he's just a little kids doesn't know what he's talking about."
Shippo: "HAY! Ya I do I know what I'm talking about the person is-" Inuyasha bangs Shippo on the head.
Inuyasha: "Shut up brat, no one wants to hear you talk! Or give away the story!"
Miroku: "Now, now Inuyasha don't you think your being a bit hard on the little guy?"
Inuyasha: "N-no…"
Kagome: "Ya whatever you say Inuyasha, we all know you love him. Well bye eveyone."
Inuyasha: "I DO NOT LOVE HIM, HES A BRAT!"