A/N: Hello folks, I told you I'd update as soon as I could so here's the next installment. Words can hardly express how amazing I think you guys are for reading, alerting and sending me your brilliant reviews and comments. The gushing sentence I've just written goes some way to telling you.
Now I know I've promised a bit of a smut fest in this story - and I will do that I promise, I don't have a death wish – but there will also be some chapters that are a bit more sedate {easing you in gently to this chapter}.
So anyway I thought it might be useful to forewarn you to future smut levels (as far as possible) so you can manage your expectations and where you read each chapter. So here goes the smut-o-meter:
This chapter – ickle bit of smut at the end
Ch 8 – Smut Ahoy!
Ch 9 – computer says...no smut.
Ch 10 – what do you want? I want the smut. You want the smut, you can't handle the smut.
These are written in outline so I'm pretty sure about them. After that it's sketchier but I'm thinking bit of angst, bit of fluff interspersed with lashings of smut. How does that grab ya?
Phew that was one long author's note so onwards and I hope you enjoy this chapter.
Lesson 6 – Leave them wanting more
Day 6 Emily
"So maybe see you in the bar later?" Naomi asks as we walk back into the complex together.
I shake my head, "I'm going back to my room, having a nice relaxing bath and an early night so I can recover from my exhausting afternoon."
I'm pleased she's walked me back, it's a chivalrous thing to do but now it feels a bit awkward and I'm not sure how to leave things, do I casually thank her, say see you around or what?
"Er, thanks for this afternoon's lesson…..." I venture uncomfortably.
She smiles and kisses me on the cheek, "You're welcome and believe me when I say it was a pleasure."
I blush, "The pleasure was all mine and you're a very thorough teacher."
Naomi laughs, "I think you picked it up pretty early on Em."
I look confused, "So why did you carry on?"
She smiles and winks at me as she walks away, "Because I think you're incredibly beautiful, very sexy and I couldn't resist you."
I watch her go and can't help the broad smile that appears on my face. I know Naomi probably says things like that to girls all the time and it doesn't mean anything but it still gives me a buzz that she described me as sexy. I've always thought of myself as being pretty or cute, fluffy things that are nice, but never mean anyone wants to rip my clothes off. Naomi made me feel desirable today and regardless of the fact I'd asked her to teach me how to be with a girl I believe her when she says she wanted to fuck me.
I jiggle from one foot to the other and I know I'm far too hyper to go back to my room. I notice the snack bar out of the corner of my eye and realise I'm fucking starving, I giggle, that would be because I've had a very busy afternoon. I bound over and pick up a salad, a hot dog and fuck it some chips too. I beam at the bar person and ask for a beer, he looks strangely at me, I suppose they're not used to seeing people in such a good mood around here. I put it all on a tray and decide to head over the beach, I don't want to run into Katie and definitely not Effy.
My best friend has all this psychic shit going on at the best of times, it totally freaks people out when she apparently reads their minds. Under normal circumstances she sees straight through me, I mean half the time I'm sure she knows what I'm thinking before I do. Today? Well I might as well wear a t-shirt that says 'I've just been fucked by Naomi, woo hoo' written on the front. She'll still know anyway but there's no need for me to help her out.
I walk towards the gate and see Cook come through, neutral expression Emily, act cool.
He grins at me, "Alright red? What's up with your face? You got wind?"
Clearly my neutral look needs work.
"I'm good, just going down the beach for a bit of a chillax." I inwardly groan, my 'cool' needs some polish too.
He stares strangely, "Are you on something?"
Yep, a massive high after your best mate screwed me, "Jesus Cook, I'm just in a good mood, it's not a crime."
He squints before a massive grin breaks out on his face, "You've been shagging."
Oh bollocks, if someone like Cook can tell this easily I'm a goner with Effy, "No I haven't."
He laughs, "Red, I know a just fucked look when I see one. So who's the lucky bird?"
What? Does everyone know I'm bloody gay? "Who said it was a bird? I mean girl."
"Ah ha, so you admit you've been shagging then?" Cook says triumphantly.
Seriously, out thought by Cook? I'm a lamb to the slaughter with Eff, "It's none of your business."
He winks, "I'll find out soon enough, I know everything that happens around here. By the way have you seen Naomi?"
"No, why would have I seen Naomi? She's your friend not mine, you should know more than me, we barely know each other, I mean why ask me..." Fuck my tall hat, why don't I just tell him everything, oh wait I've pretty much just done that.
Cook stares again, "Are you sure you're not on drugs?"
"Look Cook, I've got to go, my food is getting cold." I move towards the gate.
"Well if you do see her I'm looking for her ok?" he replies.
I nod, "Sure, but I doubt I'll see her before you, she's just gone to work."
Oh for the love of God.
He frowns, "But I thought you said you hadn't seen her..."
"See you Cook, gotta go." I reply hastily as I walk away.
When I'm out of sight I sit on a wall and sigh loudly. Absentmindedly I pick up a chip, it's stone cold. I throw the food away and down my beer. Let's face it if Cook can tie me in knots like that Effy is going to make mincemeat out of me.
I walk into the room, shit not her as well, it's the last thing I need. Katie and Effy are surrounded by clothes.
"Hey guys." I say as casually as I can.
Katie holds up two tops, "Which one Em?"
I stare between them, "Depends whether you want to come across as a full on prostitute or just a slag?"
Effy snorts and looks at me appraisingly, "Where have you been?"
I shrug, "Over at Naomi's."
"Again? You were over there for hours yesterday, what on earth were you doing with that slapper?" Katie scoffs.
My natural inclination is to tell her the truth, describe in graphic detail exactly what we were doing which would freak her out totally, but I'm not ready for that confrontation yet and I don't want anything to detract from the massive high I'm on from being amazingly fucked all afternoon.
"She's not a slapper, so she sleeps around a bit, who cares? She's actually nice once you get to know her." I respond.
Effy raises her eyebrow and I can tell already she knows everything, like I said she always does. I quickly remove myself from her penetrating stare and start the bath running. I don't even realise it but I'm quietly humming to myself as I brush my teeth.
"Someone's had a good seeing to." Effy states with a smirk as she leans against the bathroom door.
I jump two feet in the air, "Where's Katie?"
"I got rid of her so you could tell me all about your afternoon of passion with Naomi." Effy says.
I play green, "I didn't have an afternoon of passion, we were just hanging out."
Effy snorts, "Em, don't treat me like an idiot, I can tell when someone's been well and truly fucked and I can always read you like a book. So how was it?"
I contemplate lying but what's the point? I shrug, "It was fine."
Effy raises her eyebrow but stays silent as she continues to stare at me. I busy myself around the bathroom trying to act normally but all the time I can feel her eyes boring into me. Don't look at her Emily, she'll break you. What happened today with Naomi is no one else's business, it's private.
But Effy's your best friend and you tell her everything, surely you want to share something as big as losing your virginity with her? My competing thoughts continue until there is nothing but noise in my head.
"Stop fucking staring at me like that!" I shout at Effy.
I get a smirk in return.
"Agggghhh," I scream in frustration, "Fine, alright, I spent the afternoon in bed with Naomi, ok? Well most of it was in bed, some of it was on the floor and there was also the time in the shower. And yes, she was a fucking amazing shag, not that I can compare it to anything but I don't need to because I just know how good it felt. I know, I know, Naomi sleeps around and it won't have meant anything to her even if she did call me sexy and say she couldn't resist me. But I don't care I bloody loved every last minute of it so I'm gay, alright? I'm a screaming lezza who likes, and I mean really likes, to be fucked by girls."
Effy laughs as I finally run out of breath, "Nice coming out speech Em, you might want to work on it a bit for your family though."
I stare at her before I can't help the giggles escaping, "Can you imagine my Mum's face? Hi Mum, I'm gay. What's that, how do I know? Well Mum while I was on holiday I got fucked senseless by this gorgeous blonde and I think me enjoying it a lot probably means I'm a lesbian."
Effy's laughter increases, "I was thinking more about Katie's reaction actually."
Suddenly it doesn't seem so funny anymore, "You won't say anything to her will you? I mean I will tell her but I can't face it yet. Jesus, I've only just properly been honest with myself."
Effy smiles indulgently at me, "Em, you're my best friend and I'd never blab any of your secrets. You'll know when you're ready to tell her and maybe she'll be a bit weird at first but she loves you and wants you to be happy."
I relax a little as I turn the bath off, "Thanks."
I begin to undress; hey Effy's never been shy around me so I've never seen the need to be ashamed of my body in front of her either. If I'm being honest, at first I thought she might take one look and fall madly in love with me, as usual I was wrong.
She whistles, "Naomi wasn't too gentle with you then?"
I'm confused until I glance down, there are small bruises, bites and scratches all over my skin, little reminders of my afternoon's activities.
I sink into the water and it's already soothing my aching muscles, "I asked her not to be."
"I'm impressed, I thought you'd always be too shy to be that demanding." Effy replies as she sits down.
I grin, "I don't know what happened really, I just felt really confident with Naomi and I wasn't embarrassed at all."
Effy nods, "Yeah, she's good at putting you at ease."
A flash of irritation crosses my face, I don't want to be reminded that Effy got there first. I can tell she noticed because she looks at me strangely.
"Oh no Em, please don't." Effy says warningly.
I give her my most innocent look, "Don't what?"
Effy snorts, "Look, I'm really glad you had sex at last and that at least it was with someone who was experienced enough to make you feel good. But don't make what happened this afternoon with Naomi into something more than it was."
I roll my eyes, "Don't be stupid, I've already said I know it didn't mean anything to her, I'm just another notch on the bedpost."
Effy looks sceptical, "Hmmm, maybe you're telling the truth, but you haven't said it didn't mean anything to you."
I feel myself blush, "Well obviously it meant something, I lost my virginity for fuck's sake, I'm hardly likely to do that with just anyone."
"What like I did you mean?" Effy says with a tight smile.
My shoulders slump, "Eff, that's not what I meant and you know it."
She tuts, "I know you didn't, sorry. I just don't want you to mistake an afternoon's fucking with Naomi as something more meaningful. You've seen what she's like when girls get too clingy, I don't want you to get hurt. She screwed you, you screwed her, everyone's happy."
My colour deepens and Effy picks up on it straight away, "What?"
"I didn't..." I'm too embarrassed to continue.
Effy looks confused, "You didn't what? You weren't making it up, you did have sex with her right?"
I sigh, "Well yeah. I mean I think so."
Effy frowns, "You think so? How is that even possible? Either she fucked you or she didn't."
"Yes she fucked me, several times actually, but I didn't do it back." I respond.
Effy pauses, "So Naomi spent the entire afternoon making you come but didn't expect you to return the favour?"
I shake my head, "I tried in the shower but Naomi said it didn't matter about her, it was more important that I had a good time."
A strange look crosses her face as she mutters something to herself before she smiles at me, "Which you obviously did."
I return her smile, "I had a great time. Eff, what did you just mutter?"
Her poker face is on, "When?"
I snort, "Just then, you gave me a funny look and said something to yourself before you changed the subject."
"I didn't change the subject." Effy replies dismissively.
We both know she's lying but I've learnt there's no point pushing her, she just clams up even more, "What time did you say you'd meet Katie?"
"About eight, aren't you coming?" Effy enquires.
I shake my head, "I'm going to soak for a bit longer and then have an early night, I might read for a while but I'm knackered."
Effy smirks at me, "I bet you are, dirty little slut. I'll leave you alone then, just you, your book and plenty of flashbacks no doubt."
I splash her with some water, "Oy! I'm having an early night, nothing more, nothing less."
I hear her getting changed, laughing to herself. I close my eyes as I lie back and allow the water to gently lap around me. Immediately my mind is filled with pictures from earlier in the day and I sigh contentedly. So maybe Effy was half right and I do want some time alone so I can think about Naomi or more specifically what the blonde was doing to me earlier. I smile to myself as I relax and get lost in the memories.
After my bath I pull on a vest top and some boy shorts, it's too bloody hot here to wear anything else. I run a comb through my hair and decide to let it dry naturally, it'll go a bit curly but no one's going to see me.
I switch on the tv and flick through the channels, they're mostly English which gives you some idea of the type of place it is. I can't really concentrate so I wander out onto the balcony and stare out to sea. I count the lights on the fishing boats that bob up and down. I almost feel sick just looking at them, I love the sea but I like to stay close to the shore. You wouldn't catch me in a tiny thing like that, I'm the girl who throws up over the side of a car ferry for Christ's sake, I'd probably lose my internal organs if I was on something smaller. I hear cheering and I see one of those night time party boats pass, my idea of hell.
I look down at the pool, it looks pretty and calm lit up at night, shame it's full of arseholes during the day who in spite of the notices dive bomb into it constantly splashing those of us trying to read peacefully.
Jesus Christ Emily, you sound like a grumpy old woman. I see a flash of blonde, it's Naomi and I think how gorgeous she looks as she walks purposefully towards the bar. She's talking to herself which makes me smile. It fades when I realise that she's probably going to meet Cook and go on the pull. I know I have no right to be jealous, all we have is an agreement but I still don't like the thought of her shagging someone else the same day she fucked me.
I sigh and go back inside. Maybe I should get dressed and go down there? Yeah right, behaving like a stalker is really going to make you seem attractive to her Emily. Instead I pick up my book and sit on my bed. Part of me understands how girls like that one earlier in the week get confused. I mean I know exactly what the deal is with Naomi but when she fucks you like that it's hard not to think even on some small level it must mean something to her.
After a couple of minutes I realise I've re-read the same paragraph five times, I can't help it, my mind keeps drifting. Effy wasn't kidding about the flashbacks. Right Emily, concentrate on Dickens. I try my hardest to get back into my book but I'm constantly fidgeting and I can't get comfortable. I decide to lie on my front and rest the book on my pillow, that's better. The bedclothes are crumpled where I've been restless and as I shift position again my shorts ride up and press against me.
Hmmm, I rub backwards and forwards a couple of times enjoying the feeling of my shorts brushing my clit. Oh fuck it, what harm can it do? Maybe I'll be less restless if I give in. I put my book down on the bedside table and roll onto my back. I slide my hand inside my underwear and start to slowly circle my clit, I think back to the shower.
I'd barely got into the cubicle before Naomi kissed me. The droplets of water cascaded over our heads and tapped against our already sensitive skin like a gentle massage. Our tongues connected and swirled against each other at a leisurely tempo. This was just about us enjoying kissing...for now. I rested my hands on her hips as she cupped my face with one hand while the other stroked my neck. God it felt good. I moved my hands onto her buttocks and stared to gently squeeze them causing Naomi to moan softly and push herself into me. I tentatively reached down and ran my fingers over her clit causing her to gasp. Believe me it wasn't only the water that was wet in here.
My fingers rub more insistently across my clit as I remember the feel of her against me and I moan softly.
We broke for air and stared at each other, both of us slightly breathless, both of us incredibly turned on. As I flexed my fingers Naomi closed her eyes and murmured. I was surprised when she removed my hand and said we should concentrate on me as I had some catching up to do. I felt embarrassed in case I'd done something wrong but that quickly disappeared when she pushed me against the wall began to nip at my neck. My palms flattened against the tiles when she moved down and softly bit into the flesh on my collarbone before she smoothed over it with her tongue.
"Oh...oh...oh..." my breathing is shallow as my fingers move faster and faster inside my underwear.
I wrapped my arms around her neck as she lifted my legs so they curled around her back. I rubbed against her in a desperate attempt to create some friction and Naomi obligingly pushed her hips into me as we rocked back and forth. I groaned in protest when she pulled away slightly but they quickly turned to moans of pleasure when she entered me, her thrusts immediately deep and strong. Her eyes never left mine the entire time she fucked me, watching intently and gauging my reaction to each swipe of her thumb against my clit or push, twist or curl of her fingers, adjusting her motions slightly to maximise the pleasurable sensations rippling through my whole body. It wasn't long before my eyes glazed and I screamed out her name. I was grateful the sound of the shower muffled me as I was sure I could be heard back at the hotel.
My fingers frantically swipe against my clit as I begin to tremble, oh fucking hell, oh yes, oh yessssss. Her name echoes around the room as I come for the second time as a result of what happened in the shower.
I lie back against the pillow as my breathing slows. I can't get enough of the blonde, she's addictive. I know she doesn't normally sleep with girls twice but this is different. I didn't get to do anything to her so technically we haven't finished the lessons right?
I'm pretty sure I can persuade her to fuck me again. After all I am sexy and she can't resist me. I giggle at my new found confidence. What's the phrase Naomi uses? Always leave them wanting more, well I do want more, plenty more and I'm determined Naomi's the one who's going to give it to me.
And here endeth the lesson.
