I sat out side 100 feet from Edwards room.
My head was in my hands and I was shaking.
My mind was once again half asleep.
No.
How can they.
Edward.
My life.
I can't see him.
I can never touch him again.
It was all my fault.
No.
It wasn't.
Accidents happen.
I wasn't the one driving the truck that hit Edward.
I was right there on the road with him.
It was not my fault.
"This way you can learn that you will never be with Edward again."
Rosalie's voice.
I was there for her when she moved to town and had no friends.
I was there for her when she miscarriage.
I was there for her wedding.
I look up to see her smirking at me.
Tears finally spill.
"W-Wh-why!" I sobbed.
"So you can see that it was your fault. If you never was born this wouldn't have happened. You basically killed Edward."
I knew then that she was right.
It was my fault. It was.
Flashback
Edward was walking by me carrying half the bags. I was there right by him smiling carrying the other half.
We were talking about random things. Just having a good time.
We were heaading back home from the store. Since we lived close by we decided to walk since the weather was nice today.
"So this Friday I was thinking of taking you out to the meadow. What do you say?" Edward asked me smiling at me slightly.
Edward has been acting off for a while. He was keeping something from me. I think it was a gift. My birthday is in a week and he always acts off around this time.
So I dismiss all worrys and ginned and nodded my head. "Sounds wonderful."
His small smile turns bigger and nodded with delight.
We walked a little longer when I hear a tear and my bags suddenly become empty.
We both look down at the same time and see the food is on the ground rolling on the side walk, spilling in the street.
We look up and our eyes meet and we laugh. Well this never happenede before. I knew I should of double baged. While laughing we both bend down to pick up everything.
"I love you, you know" Edward says laughing louder.
I smile at him and make my way to the street. I was picking up the rest when Edward comes to help me.
"I love you too." I say when we make eyes contact
Edward smiled at me and bent down to kiss me when a black box feel out of his pocket in the process.
He looks at the box in shock when I reach up to grab it. Is this what I think it is? I open it in shock. It is.
A ring stared at me. A simple ring but it was perfect.
My breath caught in my thought and I couldn't move. Finnaly. We can be a together forever now.
Then I heard the horn and I was suddenly pushed back onto the side walk.
I look up as soon as I could only to see blood everywhere and Edwards body laying down a few yards from where we were. He was laying down not moving. His body was at a odd angle and he was covered in blood and there, in his hand, was the ring.
It was my fault.
If I just said yes and draged him to the sidewalk to kiss him, he will be up.
We would be engaged.
We would be happy.
Rosalie is right.
Its all my fault.
So yeah. Real life sucks. but im back now. so Crazy stuff huh... Review?
love,
Zoey