A/N- Sorry for not updating lately
btw i dont own twilight sniffs
and the potato monkeys made me update
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Chapter 5: Explanations, Stories, Truth, and Alice
Jpov
I walked around looking for Shira everywhere. I didn't see her in the cafeteria, the library, or the packing lot.
"Jasper," I voice called.
I turned and saw Edward.
"Are you eating with us today?" He asked.
"Uhm…actually I have to go….now…to the…..house…..I forgot my report on…..Civil War." I lied.
"Well good luck with…." Edward looked around "her…."
He was walking away just when I felt a hand on my shoulder.
"He's Edward Cullen then I'm betting," said a voice, "his memories are festinating. All of them are either of sadness, loneliness, belonging, or love."
I turned and saw Shira. Her eyes looked like they were in a trance. She broke out of it looking at me.
"Shall we?" she asked.
I took her hand and lead her outside of the school to the field. At the field there was a patch of trees. I always hid here if I just wanted to be a lone.
"Jasper," she said, "I…uhm…never mind."
I felt something I haven't felt in long time want. Want. Her biggest feeling. Especially near me.
"Shira sit please?" I said. "And I will tell you every thing."
Shira sat and looked at me. Waiting.
"I became a vampire during the civil war," I started, "I drank human blood then. Until my friend told me about drinking animals blood which I started doing. I came to Alberta in 1899. A year before I met you. I became a North West Mounted Police. I would go out late at night to control my thirst. A year later I met you. I fell in love with your hazel eyes and black hair. They reminded me of a mix of cultures. I loved it. I didn't want to tell you what I was in fear that you would run from me. The night the accident happened." I watch her wince in mention of it. "I was going to ask you to marry me. I know we only knew each other for couple months but I loved you. I still do I never forgot you for even a second. That night I was going to tell you what I was and give you a choice to marry me and change, marry me and not change, or not marry me. I screwed that up. BIG TIME."
I felt her emotions change from waiting, to confusion, to happiness, then finally understanding.
"Jasper I….." she started.
"JASPER HALE!!!" someone yelled. I turned to see Emmett, Rose, Alice, Bella, and Edward. "How dare you!"
"How dare I what?" I asked.
"Kiss her," Alice said pointing to Shira.
"I haven't." I said looking at Shira.
"I saw it. In my….you know." Said Alice.
"Alice Cullen, able to see the future," said Shira, eyes in a trance. Then she looked at Emmett. Eyes in the same trance. "Emmett Cullen. No special abilities.
I was in utter shock how dose she know this if she never met any of them.
I saw her turn to Rose. And say "Rosalie Hale. Edward Cullen. Special abilities can read minds. Bella Swan. Human." She almost finished till a scream appeared, "AH…no stop them to many memories….TO MUCH….I CANT HOLD!!!! AH!!!!"
Then silence. I ran to Shira and see if she was alright. Her eyes were closed and her breathing was shallow.
"Edward see needs help," I said, "She needs Carlisle."
Then I heard a gasps for breath. And looked down at Shira. My beloved it angel Shira.
She got up and turned to me. "Jasper you have a life and a family. I can't ruin it for you. I loved you I still do but I can't ruin it. Your memories are to strong to powerful."
With that she ran off.... and that's the last I saw of her for the day
A/N not up dating till i get 5 reviews