A/N Sorry it's taking me so long to get this out. I would like that thank the new readers whom left a review; 63 and LILIA68 welcome to the story I would also like to thank a reader who has being review every chapter JXB Addicted, thank you so much for following me from my first story. So on to the next chapter and of course I own nothing….except some anime DVDS from my childhood that my daughter loves to watch now.
Chapter song: Linkin Park- By Myself
BTTS Ch6
BPOV
It's been a whole week since Riley took me to see what Edward was doing behind my back. I still can't believe that he would do this. He told me that Riley was the one who was making him do it the first time around; he wouldn't have lied to me would he? The only thing I can think of to do is to call Riley and see what his powers really are, I know that he can mask his scent and block powers and other people scents but there has to be more.
I leaned over my bed to reach my phone and scrolled through my contacts.
"Well I guess it's now or never."
I hit the call button and waited for him to pick up.
"Bella is everything okay?"
"How did you know it was me?"
"You're the only one who has my number and I have caller ID."
"Oh…yah I forgot."
"Is there something you needed?"
"Yah I was wondering if you had any other power besides the scent one."
"No that is the only one, why?"
"You wouldn't lie to me would you?"
"No of course not Bella, but why are you asking me this? What's wrong?"
"When you guys first took me and Edward and Victoria had her 'fun' when I ran off and he met up with me later he said that your power is what made him do it."
"I'm sorry to say but no I don't have that power. Bella I know you are having trouble with this but you must know that if I could change this I would. You don't disserve to be put through this, you disserve a man who will love you and cherish you. Have you talked to him yet?"
"No not yet, I keep hoping that it was all a dream. I've been hoping that I will wake up and everything will go back to the way it was before."
"I'm sorry but Bella you know this isn't a dream and that he is cheating on you."
"I know…..I better get going I have homework to do."
I closed my phone and pulled my homework out. I was just about done with my last assignment when I felt a cold breeze and looked up to see Edward in my window.
"Good evening Isabella, I see you are working on your studies. How have you been?"
"I am fine and you know I hate it when you call me that! Its Bella not Isabella! Get it through your head. For being a vampire and having perfect memory you seem to be forgetting a lot of things. Like my name and the fact that you are suppose to be my boyfriend!"
Shock crossed his face before he squinted his eyes into a glare!
"Don't talk like that to me! I am your boyfriend and any lady would never use such attitude towards one whom disserves respect!"
"Screw off Edward I am not about to be lectured by my nonexistent boyfriend! Go home or go back to whatever you do on the weekend when you leave me by myself!"
"Ah I see you're upset because you have been left here alone and don't have anyone to be around, well don't worry my love I will fix that."
"You're going to finally stay home this weekend and spend some time with me?"
"Silly Isabella no of course not, it's too dangerous for you to be around me when I'm not in control so I will have Alice come fetch you right after your last class on Friday and you will be spending time at my home. Now be a good girl and finish your studies and I will see you on Monday."
With that he jumped out my window and was gone.
"Why that little arrogant prick! Who the fuck does he think he is ordering me around! Well news flash I am not going to his house!"
Friday
As I sit inside my truck on the PASSENGER SIDE while Alice drives me over to her house I can't help but think of where Edward is and whom he is with.
Is he with her again? Are they fucking right as this moment? How could he do this to me?
"Oh and Bella we are going to have so much fun! I bought you some new clothes and I got some new makeup and a new curling iron to try out!"
Geeze wont someone please duct tape her mouth shut! Last thing I want to be doing is playing Bella Barbie!
I could feel my mood turning more sour by the second and I feel bad for Jasper because he is about to feel every bit of it.
Jasper please forgive me.
We pulled up to the house and my anger was starting to bubble up.
Deep breathes Bella in and out in and out. You can do this just calm down think happy thoughts…bunnies, puppies, kitties, little horses running through the woods, rainbows, the gentle breeze along the lake, Victoria mounting Edward on top of the table….GAH COME THE FUCK ON!
Even my inner mind could not forget the things that I have seen.
"Earth to Bella! Come on let's get you settled in Edwards room he has a surprise for you."
Oh joy my cheating boyfriend got me something. Whatever could it be? A chastity belt that requires a key to open it, a book on proper etiquette of a lady?
I followed Alice into the house and said my helloes as we went up stairs to Edward's room. When she opened the door there in the room up against the far wall was a king size bed that looks like a flower bed threw up all over it. What made it even worse was that somehow he was able to find a night gown that my great great great grandmother might have worn.
"Ah yah sorry I tried to get some different sheets and something else for you to wear but he threatened to set fire to all my clothes. "
"No problem Alice. Tonight do you think I can just spend some time by myself?"
"Silly Bella I know you are here because you are so sick of being by yourself so of course not. Why don't you go clean up and get settled in and then I can show you everything I got."
I didn't even get a chance to say no again before she was out of the room and had the door shut. I walked slowly over to bed to further inspect the bed set and clothes. I was kind of scared to look full at the sheets thinking I might throw up at all the flowers. Then I picked up the clothing that he had picked got and noticed that there was more than just a night gown. Nope there was even bloomers to go with it! I grabbed a piece of paper that was sitting next to the clothes and noticed his handwriting.
Dearest Isabella,
I hope you love the new bed I bought for you. I had to look around for just the right bed set. I can't believe that they have so many different types of bed spreads and this one was the one that was most becoming of a lady. The clothes I found online and had them delivered today for you. I know Alice would try to get you to wear something that would only belong on a whore and we all know you are no whore. So please enjoy the new bed and clothes. Don't stay up too late and please don't let Alice dress you up in anything that is not becoming of a lady.
Edward
I balled the paper up in my fist and I could feel my anger starting to return.
Who the hell does he think he is talking to me like that!
I started to pace looking back and forth between the clothes that I had thrown across the room and the stupid flower bed. I knew I needed to calm down and relax and I could feel Jasper trying to use his powers to calm me but I just can't deal with this crap anymore!
"Bella are you okay Jasper is getting worried with all the emotions coming from up here."
"Sorry Alice and I'm sorry Jasper but I am not okay."
"Well me and the family are going to run out for a quick hunt why don't you take a nice hot bath and calm down."
"Yah sure."
I walked over to my bag to retrieve my toiletries before going to the adjoining bathroom. I filled the tub up and decided I wanted some music to help calm me down. I grabbed my iPod and hooked it up to the sound system. I was scrolling through my music until I found a song that just pulled me in. I hit the play button and Linkin Park came blaring out through the speakers.
I started to tap my foot to the beat as I listened to Mike sing. It's like this song was my life being played out in music. The lyrics that stuck out so much just made me snap!
If I turn my back I'm defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on
Then they'll take from me till everything is gone
It was like an out of body experience I spotted Edward's baseball bat in the corner and just started to swing. All his CDs were in pieces and his TV was smashed and laying on the ground. I was just smashing and swinging until the bat slipped from my hands and broke the bedroom glass wall. I was panting heavily as I looked around and saw my work my eyes landed on that stupid bed set and the clothes. I grabbed them and threw them out the window. They floated to the ground and I still didn't feel better. I ran downstairs and to the garage and found some gasoline and a lighter sitting next to a black Ducati.
Hmmm Jasper smokes…nice.
I carried the items out to the drive way and away from the house. Next I ran to the other side of the house to gather the other items. I ran back and tossed them in the driveway next to the gas. I doused the bed set and night gown with gas and then I grabbed a stick and wrapped the bloomers around it before I lit it on fire. I took a step back and tossed the stick on to the bed set. A ball of fire shot up from my handy work and I just smiled. A growl from my stomach told me I was hungry. I ran inside and grabbed some hot dogs and stuff to make smores. I ran back outside with my food and found some more sticks. I was just about to take my flaming mollow out and stick it on a gram cracker when I heard the gravel crunch from them running towards.
"OH MY GOD BELLA ARE YOU OKAY?"
I turned towards the group and took in their dropped jaws and smiled.
"Of course I got hungry and decided to have a bonfire, anyone want a smore?"
I looked around and saw they were still shocked at the scene in front of them.
"Okay more for me."
I took a bite out of my smore and knew I would be okay one way or another. I was done being used!
A/N So what do you think. My Bella is OOC I guess but I just can't write a Bella who is used like that and just roles over and takes it. Nope I like to think of my Bella as a bad ass. Reviews are nice and they help me write. Oh and of course I need a beta. Thanks -Angel