Hello everybody! I know, that I didn´t uptade this story for a long time, but don´t you worry, this is the BIG UPTADE STORIES day, so I am uptading ;) And I will be uptading as often as possible, because of the Summer Break.

Please don´t hate me, because this chapter will be a little...hurtful.

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Cece and I were walking together out of that HUGE building, where were we dancing for the new video game. It was fun, but I kind of felt like I was send to the future. Seriously.

We had some „weird stuff", how Cece called it, on our bodies and we were dancing with it. Well, you know Japan. They are too fast. I don´t like it much, but what can I do about it?

„So, what do you want to do now?", Cece asked me, as we were walking past the streets of Tokyo.

„I don´t know. Everything, but no shopping.", I said and she smirked.

„Okay, what about some Anime shop? I always wanted to buy something there.", she said and my jaw dropped.

„Are you serious? I thought you hate Anime.", I said and she looked a little guilty at me and I just smiled.

„Well, I like only Naruto. It´s different than the other crazy Animes. So, will you go with me? Pleaaaaase."

I couldn´t stand those big brown eyes staring at me like that. She was too cute, when she wanted something from me.

„Okay, fine.", I said, in an annyoed voice, but in fact, I wasn´t annyoed.

I was glad, that I can spend a day with her and there was also that thing, that I have some real chance to make her mine. And I will do everything for that.

When we finally found some Anime shop, we walked in and it was like a...different world in there. I never saw so many things at one place, and there was Naruto like everywhere. Because it was a special shop, only with Naturo stuff.

Cece looked like a 5 years old girl in Disneyland. I was giggling, when I saw, how childlike happy she was, it was just so cute.

„ .God.I must have it all.", she told me and I rolled my eyes.

„Freak.", I said, but she was acting, like she didn´t hear it and she started looking up all those stuff.

There were all kind of clothes, postcards, books, weapons, rings, bracelets, even furniture...

„What´s this?", I asked Cece, as I touched some weapon and she looked at it and smiled.

„That is a kunai. Every ninja must have it.", she said and acted like a queen.

I laughed at that.

„What? You are good at everything else, I am good at least at this."

„If you will know algebra as good as you know Naruto, you will be 100% better, than me.", I said and she nodded, knowing, that I was right.

We were slowly walking past all those stuff, but then something happend. Cece wasn´t paying attetion to where she was going, and she crashed into someone. She felt on the floor and I quickly help her back on her feet.

But Cece wasn´t looking at me. She was looking at that guy, she ran into.

„Oh, I am so sorry, I didn´t mean to.", he said and when I saw Cece´s expression, I knew, that this was going to be the death of mine.

„N-no, it was my fault.", she said and her mouth was opened, when she was looking at him.

He had short black her, blue eyes and he looked like he was working out a lot. And it was breaking my heart, when I was watching, how they looked at each other.

Oh shit...

„Um, I am Ryan.", he said and Cece smiled like an idiot.

„I-I am Cece.", she replied and I was just standing behind her, feeling awkward and hurted.

„It´s nice to meet you, Cece. Well, I know we know each other only for like, few seconds, but...Can I ask you out?", he asked her and the pain started to be unstoppable.

„Y-yeah, sure.", she said, blushing.

She then took a piece of paper from her bag and she wrote her number on it. She gave it to him, and he was smiling from ear to ear.

„Thank you, I´ll call you soon.", he said and left the shop.

As soon as he left, Cece turned to me, jumping from happiness.

„Isn´t that awesome, Rocky? I ran to the most handsome guy in the whole Japan!", she shouted, but then she realized, what she just said and what she just did and she stopped, when she saw first tears falling down my face.

„Oh my God, Rocky, I am so so-„, she didn´t finish, because I ran out of the shop.

I ran to some empty street and I stopped, because I was alone. She didn´t follow me, because I was too fast and I was sure she wont find me there.

I pressed my back against the wall behind me and I started crying like a little baby. Yesterday, she told me, that she is maybe feeling something to me. She kissed me. She gave me something so important – she gave me hope.

And now? She met some stupid boy here in this fucking Tokyo, and she had a crush on him since the first second she saw him.

Great, just great!

Why the hell was I so stupid, when I thought, she was serious about our relationship? She just didn´t want to fight with me, or loose me, because I am her BFF and she will be lost without me here.

Of course she doesn´t feel anything to me. She was always into boys, she was never looking at me in THAT way.

*sigh*

Why me? Do I really deserve this? To be in love with my best friend, who is just playing with my feelings? What have I done?

Maybe I should just forget about it. Yeah, it´s not that easy. I can´t just stop something so strong, like love and I can´t just be so selfish, that I wont let Cece date whoever she wants.

„Rocky?", I heard Cece calling my name, but I didn´t look at her. I had my head hidden in my hands, I was just too hurted, to look at her.

„Rocky, you can´t just run away like that.", she said and she walked closer to me, touching my shoulder softly, but I just moved away from her touch.

She sighed.

„I am sorry for that, Rocky. You know, that I didn´t mean to hurt you, and I don´t have to go on that date, if you..."

„No. Just go, and leave me alone, okay?", I told her and looked at her, angrily.

„You know I can´t leave you alone. We are best friends and I will be always here for you, no matter what.", she said, but I was not in the mode for these bullshits.

„Oh really?! You just played with my feelings, like it was nothing and now you broke my heart! That is being a best friend for you? No, thanks! We are not friends anymore. I can´t be a friend with you, Cece. Because it´s hurting me too much.", I said, my voice cracked at my last words and I left her there, speechless.

Ouch.

And now we are two, who are hurted.