HEY YALL! Heres chapter 7! I'm not sure how I feel about it because there was so much I needed to get done in this chapter and I just don't think I did it to the best of my ability. I had some pretty crappy writer's block and really wanted to do so much more but when it came down to it I just didn't. I hope that yall still appreciate it and my efforts.

Announcement: I will be slowing down in this writing. I have recently accepted a new job and with that transiton, I will not have much time to write. I am NOT stopping this story but it will not go as fast as before so please be patient. I do hope to drop a couple of one-shots before the end of the summer, however.

The sound of Hana's small feet smacking the floor could be heard as he made his way down the hall of Kenpachi's small living quarters. He had woken up alone and instantly knew where he would find his other half.

It had been like this for the last month. Kenpachi was on edge and although he didn't seem to be acting much differently, Hana could tell that he was struggling with something. At first, he thought it was just in his imagination, and then he thought that maybe Kenpachi had fallen out of love with him and no longer wanted to be with him. Both were wrong of course, the signs that he still cared for Hana were there, and so were the signs that something was wrong. Sign one: Kenpachi was almost sickeningly sweet during sex lately. Hana shrugged it off as Ken just being gentle because of the damage that had been done during their 'ultimate experience' but even that didn't make sense since he was fully healed and Kenpachi made sure not to take him at his full size. Sign two: He would find Kenpachi just… staring at him, and when he would turn his way the large captain would usually just look away. This most definitely was out of character, the man would look a hollow in its eyes with no fear but lately couldn't look Hana in the eyes unless they were being intimate. Sign three: Now this sign set off light bulbs in Hana's head. This is when he figured out what exactly Kenpachi was struggling with… or better yet struggling to tell him. Sign three came to him when he realized that unbeknownst to him, Captain Kuchiki somehow knew about his situation. It may not be obvious to others but Hana just knew. The man was stoic, maybe even cold but his eyes do not lie and the pity and hurt he saw there when he was giving the man medical attention stood like the sun at dawn.

And that's when He realized that Kenpachi had tracked down his abuser. He did not let his fiance know that he knew. He didn't know if that would be a good idea. He didn't know what to do at all, so he did nothing. He went along with life as if nothing happened. Business as usual, or so his captain sometime says.

Finally reaching his destination, Hana slowly padded over to his fiance who had fallen asleep at his desk, a number of papers strewn across the desk under him.

"Ken… Ken, wake up" Kenpachi only grunted and shrugged the hand that Hana had placed on his shoulder off. Hana sighed, he knew that Ken was dead tired and should probably leave him be but he didn't want to sleep alone. Call him selfish but he always slept better in his lover's arms.

"Ken, please. Come to bed." This time Hana whispered the words directly into his ear as he wove his hands through silky black hair. He was always so mesmerized by how beautiful Ken's hair was when he let it down out of those spikes, a stark difference from his fierce and fiery personality.

"Mmmmm, Ha-nnaa ?" Kenpachi grumbled as he tried to shake out of his slumber.

"Yeah it's me, love" Hana tugged on Kenpachi who stood without really opening his eyes. He let Hana guide him back to their bedroom where they both got in. Kenpachi grabbed a hold of Hana dragging his body on top of his own and laying his bulky arm over the smaller body, protectively.

It was quiet for a few moments, Hana slowly drifting as he assumed Kenpachi had already gone back to sleep; that is until the silence was broken.

"I'm sorry, babe"

"Sorry, what for ?" Hana asked, startled and confused.

"For being a shitty fiance the last couple weeks. We haven't even gotten a chance to go get your ring" Hana could hear how sorry Kenpachi was. This made him smile. Only with him… only with him was Kenpachi ever loving, caring… or ever even sorry.

"Ken, I know you have a lot on your plate right now. I am content with knowing that we have announced our relationship to everyone and they know our intentions. For me, that is enough." And it was. He thought it often, but Hana had never been so happy in all of his life. As long as he could be with Ken, he didn't care about anything else because he knew he would be happy. Kenpachi sighed loudly, Hana assumed it was a contented sigh and snuggled closer to the large body providing him heat during the chilly fall nights.

"Hana, I know you know."

"..." Hana had no response. So he said nothing.

"I don't want to…but there is something you need to know…" Kenpachi trailed off losing his will.

"Just tell me" Hana whispered.

Kenpachi sighed again. "You weren't his first, or his last victim"

"What ?!... how… how could you know that ?" Kenpachi stared down into Hana's darkened eyes, eyes dark with pain and unshed tears. He couldn't believe that there were others who had to go through the same pain he had. His large lover could sense a panic attack coming and had to act fast. With one fluid move, Kenpachi sat up and slid Hana onto his lap so that he was straddling him. The two soul society members stared at each other, silently communication. All it took was those few moments for Hana to settle back down from his oncoming panic attack. Hana slid closer to Kenpachi, wrapping his legs around the waist of the other, seeking as much contact as necessary. Sensing that Hana had started to calm, Kenpachi ran his hand over Hanas neck and back, soothing him as he continued to relay information.

"I had Kuchiki do some research for me. I wanted the fuckers head on a silver platter and I wanted it done fast so I went to him for help. It's a good thing I did too because I'm not sure anyone could find out the information that he did. He's a dick but he sure as hell is thorough… anyway, he tracked similar occurrences like yours all across the soul society… and then he dug deeper and found the same thing in the world of the living." Kenpachi paused, assessing Hana's reaction. When he didn't get one, he continued.

"Turns out the guy you knew as Junichi Shita, doesn't actually exist. It was just one of the many aliases he used. It's always the same shit with him. He gets a new name, finds a new spot to crash, finds a little thing that he gets interested in, builds a friendship with them, and then… well, you know the rest."

"How many ?" Hana mumbled into Kenpachi's chest.

"How many what ?"

"How many people's lives did he destroy, Kenpachi? How many people have to live their lives in fear like I did. How many people have to suffer the dreams and flashbacks every time they see their own bodies ?! HOW MANY ?!" Hana was sobbing now. He tried, Kami knows he tried not to cry, he tried to be strong and use Kenpachi as an anchor to all that he should be happy and appreciative of… but… how could he ? how could he be happy when there were so many people out there that had to suffer when all they wanted was a friend?

"Shhhh, baby, it's okay I'm here. I'm not going to let anyone hurt you, not anymore" Kenpachi said, not realizing that Hana was no longer afraid for himself because he knew that Kenpachi's words were true. No, he was worried for the other victims who had no one and suffered alone, like he had.

He sobbed, and sobbed, releasing all the pent up stress he didn't realize he was holding. A lot of which was a result of his therapy sessions. They were always so heavy and left him exhausted. When his breathing finally slowed and Kenpachi no longer felt the signs of new tears, he spoke again.

"I don't know the exact number of victims, and I don't care. It could be 2 or it could be 30, it's still wrong. I'm going to find him Hana, that I can promise you. I don't want you worrying about anything else but preparing a wedding and being happy, okay? Can you do that for me ?"

And as sad as he was, Hana knew he would do anything for his love, so he nodded. With a small smile, he looked up into Kenpachi's eye and felt bathed in the love that he saw there.

"Thank you for giving me all that I've ever wanted in life, Ken." And with that, the two mates adjusted themselves to sleep. None of this was perfect, actually, it was a perfect cock-up of a mess but they were both happy. Happy to have found each other. Happy to have each other.

It had been two weeks since Kenpachi and Hana's talk and all was sound. Kenpachi, alongside Byakuya, continued to search for the mad man rapist who seemed to be able to freely move between soul society and the world of the living. Hana had started to plan for a small wedding, along with the help of his daughter, Yachiru. It was crazy to consider himself a parent but that's exactly what he was to her. "Mama Hana" that's what she called him, and although he was a man he was not offended. He understood that she was surrounded by manly men on a daily basis and in comparison he was feminine. He took no offense, and maybe even relished in the idea of being a mother.

It had been a fast and fleeting thought, but it had occurred to him more than once, that he wished that he could give Kenpachi a child. Nonsense. That's what he always says when he reprimanded himself for such stupid thoughts. But it couldn't be helped, especially when he remembered the lewd comment that Kenpachi had grunted during one of their many sexual experiences.

"Oh kami, yes! More, more, please Ken, more"

"You like that baby, you like it when I shove my huge cock in your tight ass ?" Kenpachi said as he thrust harder and deeper, pushing Hana's knees closer to his body and exposing more of him.

"YES, YES, THERE !" Hana screamed as his prostate was abused over and over again by Kenpachi large and brutal cock.

Kenpachi leaned forward placing his mouth by Hana's ear, as they both neared their end.

"Yeahhh, baby, take it. My beautiful flower, my beautiful little slut, all for me, only for me.

"Yeaaaas, only yo-kami- yours. Oh ken, so close, soo-ohh!" As Hana started to cum, he clenched tightly around his fiance, forcing the captain into his orgasm and milking him dry.

"Fuckkk flower, you're clenching me so tight I swear it's like you want me to fucka baby into you" Kenpachi growled, thrusting as deep as possible, while his orgasm wracked his body.

Hana's cheeks burned as he remembered just how hot those words made him feel, and how he begged for Kenpachi to do just that. What was supposed to be a quickie before work turned into three rounds of mindblowing "baby making fucking" as Kenpachi referred to it. In the end, Hana had to heal himself and get a small reaistu infusion from Kenpachi just to get to work. But it was all so worth it.

He wondered, briefly, how they would be as parents. Before he had the chance to think further into that though he was disrupted by someone calling his name.

"Hana-sama, we do hope you are doing well," said a young man he recognized from Kenpachi's division. He was accompanied by a few others who bowed out of respect and greeting. He had been formally introduced to the whole 11th division a few weeks back. Kenpachi had told his division that whoever dared to disrespect Hana, would be directly disrespecting him, and asking… and I quote "for their dicks to be hung from the trees out front". It was safe to say that the bullying that normally occurs because of his healer status, had ceased. And he was treated as if he were next to royalty, even if he was simply cleaning as he currently was.

And although they were forced into respecting him, he started to realize that a lot of them genuinely did. He guessed it was a cross between the fact that he had tamed the mysterious and murderous beast that is their captain, and simply the respect he showed them. Between the two he genuinely got along with the 11th division members and started to enjoy their company. His therapist also saw this as a big win.

"Oh hello boys, are you heading home for the day ?" he asked.

"Yeah, we were just leaving one of the pubs and saw you, do you want us to walk you home? I don't think that the Cap would appreciate if we left you out here to clean this late… plus, we uh, we wanted to make sure you were safe, as well." The young man said as he rubbed the back of his neck a bit anxiously.

It isn't every day that an 11th division member offers to protect a healer. And the boy was right, even if he was behind- thanks to Kenpachi's morning ritual of fucking him soundly- in work, working this late was not safe.

Hana smiled, "I would appreciate that very much actually". This made the young man and the group smile, excitedly.

"Great!" As they walked back to the division, they spoke on many things. The men were surprised about how much Hana knew about combat since his division dealt with the aftermath more than the actual fighting. And in turn Hana was surprised by how much the men seemed to adore Kenpachi, even if they were also terrified of him.

It was a sudden feeling but he started to feel faint, he felt the world shift and blacken a little before he felt solid arms catch him.

"Hana-sama, are you okay ?!"

"I...I am okay, I just felt dizzy for a second there" And he was surprised. Surprised because these mild dizzy spells had been happening for the last few days. And surprised because when the young man caught him, he wasn't instantly frightened. He could not wait to share this during his therapy session!

"Oh, okay. Well, we are actually here. Are you sure you are okay? We could take you back to the fourth?

"No, nonsense, I feel completely fine now. Thank you, men, for walking me home. I am honored." He bowed to them in thanks and then went on home, wondering what exactly could be going on with his body.

It was early, too early, around 3 am, that much he knew. But his body was wide awake. He felt… odd, but he wasn't sure what it was. He sighed and shifted in Kenpachi's arms, trying to find a more comfortable spot.

The small apartment was quiet. They had all sat down and had dinner together, compliments of Kenpachi (who knew he was such a good cook?) before he helped Yachiru bathe and put her to bed with a small kiss on her forehead. Once he had cleaned up the remains of dinner he went to his shared room where he found Kenpachi waiting on him. They showered together- a very long and steamy shower, he might add- and then went to bed. So why was he still up? Everything was normal. But he still felt off. Maybe it had to do with his fainting spell? He wasn't sure.

All of a sudden he felt his stomach lurch and he was trying very hard to push the large arms that encompassed him off.

"Hana ?" Kenpachi mumbled sleepily, losing his grip. Hana used this to his advantage and ran to the en suite toilet to empty his stomach of its contents. He threw up until all he could do was dry heave and wonder what in the world was wrong with him.

"Hana, baby, what happened ?" Kenpachi asked as he placed a cold washcloth to his head and lifted him into his arms, knowing that Hana would be to weak to walk. He helped him clean up and drink some water before taking him back to bed.

"I think It may have been the sushi at dinner" Hana lied. Why ? because he didn't want Ken to worry. He was already worried about so much, he didn't want to add anything to his plate.

"Don't lie to me Hana, I know you've been having dizzy spells, one of my members sent me a hell butterfly about what happened on your way home." Hana cursed those boys for being so caring.

He sighed. "I have been feeling dizzy for about a week but it's nothing serious, I promise! I would know If there was anything wrong."

"Flower, that's bullshit and you know it. Tomorrow morning we are going to see Unohana, she'll figure this shit out and you'll be back to tip-top shape. And don't you dare say anything because you're going, end of."

Hana wanted to be mad, he really did but lately everything Kenpachi did anything aggressive or dominant it made him feel like putty. Kami was he horny after being bossed around like that. He leaned up, taking his lovers face into both of his hands as he kissed him deeply.

It seemed like Kenpachi was happy with the positive response because he grabbed onto his hips, placing Hana on top of his larger body so he was being straddled. Hana could feel Kenpahis large erection through his boxers, pressing into his ass. He shimmied his lower body, rubbing against it.

"Shit baby, you're such a tease" Kenpachi growled lightly as he ground himself up into the body above him. He was quickly losing his patience and needed to be inside of Hana's tight heat.

"Prepare yourself, baby, I want to watch". Hana quickly leaned over to the bedside table and grabbed the lube, spreading the lube over four of his fingers and then shoving them into his waiting entrance. He moaned long and loud as he let his body adjust to the sudden invasion. Slowly at first and then picking up speed- he prepared himself, gurgling in his throat every time he grazed his sweet spot. When he felt like the four fingers weren't enough he extracted them. He then pulled down Kenpachi's pants, lathered up his member and then slowly sank down onto it.

Kenpachi only watched in wonder. His cute little flower was such a vixen in bed. He watched in awe as Hana took what he wanted without needing guidance. He was proud and hard as a rock. Hana giggled when he felt Kenpachi grow about 2 more inches inside of him, pulling Kenpachi back to the here and now with the beautiful sound. Kenpachi quickly took over the situation moving in and out of Hana slowly. He was surprised that even at about 9 inches, Hana was handling him like a pro. Maybe it had something to do with him taking him when he was at his max? He didn't know, and right now didn't really care.

Kenpachi set a slow and brutal pace. Making sure to hit Hana's prostate with each deliberate thrust. He was in no rush for this to be over, in fact, he wished that this could last forever. Hana gasped and shuddered with each thrust. Relishing in the slow pleasure that was building through his body. There was pain, there was always pain but somehow it only enhanced his pleasure. He wanted to move his body to meet the thrusts but the firm grip on his hips kept him in place. But kami he needed more… more pain... more pleasure… more of Kenpachi.

Kenpachi saw the pleading look in Hana's eyes but he wasn't ready for this to end, they had only been going at it for 20 minutes and he wanted more. More of that tight heat, more of those beautiful sounds, more of Hana. Sure he was sweating like a pig, and his muscles were quivering from the tension in his body, but he could last longer, shit he could last all night if he tried. Well, there's an idea...

"Nooo, Ken, Noo. Please, Please..." Fuck he forgot how much Hana knew him. He swore that sometimes his flower could read minds…. He released his little lovers' hips, allowing him to dictate the speed.

With his new freedom, Hana rode Kenpachi, and he rode him hard. He rode him with love, desperation, and pure lust. He rode him until his body begged for release and with one more drop of his hips he arched his back and came hard across Kenpachi's chest. Like a domino effect, the tightening of those velvet walls around him forced Kenpachi to cum inside of Hana, and to cum hard. He wondered, momentarily, if he had ever not cum hard in Hana. Seriously if he was a female, there's no way he wouldn't be pregnant by now. There's another sexy thought, one he had never thought about prior but almost wished could become reality.

They both shuddered as they rode out their orgasms. It was a quiet fuck, quieter than any they had had but it was still great and definitely topped at one of their bests. The two lovers wrapped around each other, drifting toward sleep, drifting toward dreams of each other…