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New life

Emma's POV

I love Edward I know that for sure and I'm going to do what ever I have to do to please him. I heard him talking to Eleazar I realized that even though we are the same physical age. I'm not as mature as Edward. I needed to find that. I just didn't know how. My sisters weren't mature at all. Rosalie was so selfish and Alice was a living doll. Edward needed a real woman how can I be a real woman. Will Edward want to wait 25 30 years for me to catch up. I've read all the books he has well the classics it gave us more to talk about. I play the piano and guitar just like he does. I like to dance. Alice making the family take dance lessons that one spring break was perfect.

I fell asleep some where in Canada and woke up when we pulled in the garage. I could here the laughter in the house but really didn't want to deal with it. Before I could completely contemplate the fact I needed to open the door it was open.

" We're home love." He smiled. " What's wrong?"

" Nothing I just want to go to sleep." I shrugged off his arm. I didn't mean anything by it when I pulled my hair down and shook it. I guess it was my gift again and Edward was pressing me up against the car with playful snarls and kissing my neck and feeling me up. " Stop it." He looked at me lustfully and tried to kiss me I kneed him in the nuts and ran up to my room crying.

Edward's POV

What the hell did I do? Oh god.

" What the hell was that?" Rosalie came in.

" Dude why you on the floor?" Emmett followed in behind her.

" Emma, Racked me." I groaned standing up.

" Why what did you do to make her do that?" Rose added.

" You don't understand it wasn't my fault." I was in pain enough over it. " Move I need to see her."

I ran up to Emma's room. Jasper was already there and she was sobbing in his arms the jealousy was there and I had to push it away. He held her but as her brother.

" Emma Darlin' why did you hurt Edward?" He asked stroking her long dark mahogany hair.

" My power I hate it why can't I have something normal, why does my power have to be this. It's not bad enough that I can't even be human or Vampire I have to be both then have this new fucked up power to make guys horny. I hate it. I'm hormonal I'm the only fuckin Vampire who still has a period. I'm 17 on top of it. And I'll never be who he needs me to be." Her words pained me but I could feel Jasper was making her feel like this so she would open up. " Edward is so perfect, so mature, it's like he's a grown up in a kid body. I'm a kid in a grown up body. How can I be the woman he needs when I'm still listening to Miley Cyrus and the Jonas brothers and he's composing his own classical music. I can't go 5 minutes with out candy. I still wear cartoons on my t-shirts. Hell I still watch cartoons."

" Darlin so does Emmett." Jasper smiled at her. " It's not your fault that you are the way you are. You're still growing emotionally. Edward knows that. He loves you anyway. He's your brother."

" That's just it Jasper he's not, Not anymore. We love each other and now I've ruined what ever we could have had." Emma looked up and saw me.

" Don't I have a say in that?" I walked in kneeling at her bedside. " I love your innocence Emma, I love the fact that in the middle of something serious you can turn it into something light hearted. I love the fact you love me. I'm not as mature as you think, I'm actually quite the opposite. I'm an arrogant jealous moron 90% of the time."

" Emma, Edward can you show me how her power works?" Jasper asked. " I want to know what emotion she uses to get it to work."

" Okay." Emma walked to the window. I watched her and looked back at Jasper then it hit me I felt blissful and full of love and then lust. I looked at her and she flung her hair back and looked at me. I was almost ready to take her when.

" Emma, Edward hates you, your a slut and a whore and he hates you." Jasper said and pain filled her face. " we all do you're less than perfect a flawed change you have no family." The emotion of pain and betrayal, sadness, remorse filled me and I stopped. " Emma Darlin' you're power well you're a chip off your big brother."

" What?" she looked at Jasper.

" You stopped him by changing your emotions just like I can. Tanya wasn't too far off. I can help you if you can take the harsh things." Jasper smiled and the terrible feelings bubbled in to happiness and anxiety.

" Yes!" Emma squealed and jumped up and down like a little girl. " I'm not a total freak."

" No Darlin, you have a wonderful gift." Jasper smiled.

" so I can control emotions?" Emma opened a lolly pop then sat it down.

" Emma, I don't want you to ever change." I kissed her cheek. " Plus watching you makes me wanting to be that lolly pop."

" Eddy." Emma blushed and I felt the joy.

" I love you I'm going to bring up the luggage." I kissed your cheek. " I believe Alice has a little get together planned."

" Oh crap." Emma pouted and the emotions changed.

" Be happy it will be interesting the wolves know we're back and I hear Bella and Jacob coming as we speak." Edward smiled.

" Oh happy day the dreaded ex." Emma smiled and kissed my cheek. " Scram I'll be down as soon as I shower and change."

" I'll be waiting." I walked out with Jasper.

Emma's POV

Ugh I need something more grown up but something fun. Not to racy. Perfect!!! I pulled on a little black skirt a crisp white blouse and with all my cool chains I got while I was in New York. I let my hair fall in curls and I started to do my eye make up when I noticed my eyes weren't red any more. My natural dark blue eyes were now bright green. Green how. I finished my make- up and pulled on my black plat form boots.

" Emma dear." Alice walked in.

" Hi Ally is everyone here?" I bounced out with lolly pop in hand.

" Yes, did you get green contacts?" Alice asked me and I giggled.

" Nope, I just got out of the shower like this." I found her so amusing that I laughed and it came out so musical it made me laugh more. " Oh Alice nothing surprises me about this New life anymore."

" Well I don't see anything bad happening." Alice smiled and we went down stairs.

" Hi Bella, Hi Jake." I smiled and gave them hugs.

" Edward said you weren't feeling so hot." Jacob narrowed his eyes at me.

" Chill out Alpha Dog I'm fine." I looked behind them. " Awe you brought the litter."

" Just checking." Sam growled.

" Well be a little nice my mom worked hard making all this food don't growl." I flashed a smile and I heard Jasper snickered as the atmosphere turned more light.

" Esme cooked?" Seth smiled and went into the kitchen with me. Then we were followed by the rest of the wolves. Edward gave me some space so my gift wouldn't turn the wrong direction again.

" Oh what ever Embry the GT Cobra is like the best of the new muscle cars." I laughed and walked out with a plate full of food.

" You're full of crap Cullen it's the 2010 charger." Embry battled back.

" Embry word of advice don't battle the cars with this one you'll loose every time." Emmett laughed.

" Ah Emma, when did you're eyes change?" Bella asked me and then she asked. " Weren't your eyes Blue."

" Yeah they changed today, I don't know why but now I have green eyes." I shrugged and smiled at Edward.

" Just like mine use to be, right Carlisle." Edward said.

" That is strange. But nothing surprises me with this." Daddy smiled and went to mom.

" So are you two like a thing?" Paul asked.

" Yes they are and shut up." Bella smiled and nudged Jacob.

" Let go Paul." Jacob said.

" It's just weird." Paul said.

" And turning in to wolves and imprinting on girls is oh so normal." Bella laughed.

" What?" I looked at Bella.

" Great Bells." Jacob rolled his eyes and that's when the Newborn took over. I scanned his brain like a book when Sam and Emily were thought of I went to him then Paul and Jared.

" Ah what is up with your sister?" Seth looked at Jasper.

" Newborn, she found something that has intrigued her, it's cute." Jasper smiled. " Emma Darlin you need to stop now."

" No no eyes what about the eyes." Before they could stop I was facing Jacob in his lap with my eyes closed. " They match eye's turn to match. Too much too much hurt."

" Emma." Edward pulled me in his arms. The pain I felt radiated threw the group.

" Emma." Embry and Sam said together.

" Leah." The urgency made everyone freeze. I was shaking and Edward held me tighter. " Leah he's hunting Leah."

" Leah is on a date." Jacob said.

" Date, no she's alone." I looked at Jacob. " Please believe me."

They wouldn't they thought it was a joke. Another freak out of a Newborn. " You fucking morons." I ran out of the house towards La Push. Leah was right where I saw her she was crying and I saw the dark shadow. " LEAH BEHIND YOU!!!!" I screamed and she turned and phased. I crossed the line I didn't care he was to much for her alone. Leah had his leg and I jumped his back snapping off his head. Leah and I had a game of tug a war with the body and the rest of the pack showed up. I hissed at Jacob went back to my side where Edward was. Bella was with Alice in shock. " Stupid Dogs."

" Leech, thanks. I owe you one." Leah thought.

" Just be careful." I replied and Jacob was human again with the others.

" Ah Emma, thank you. We're sorry for not believing you." Jacob said. " We owe you."

" I don't believe in that. It's not good karma." I smiled and walked back to the house.

" So are you going to fly next Em?" Emmett asked with a smile.

" I don't know maybe, it's getting old." I yawned and Edward walked me upstairs.

" Tanya said I should leave you at night. It was one flaw I had with Bella." Edward hung his head.

" I find it hard to sleep when you are not here." My Emotional state was all over the place I couldn't bare being alone. I found myself kissing him but it was different, Lust wasn't part of it at all my power was off this was us our hearts and soles being one. " Don't leave me."

" I won't." Edward kissed my neck and took a look at the book shelf. " The count of Monte cristo?"

" It's good." I blushed.

" Your taste in books have changed, I was expecting on those Teen romance novels." He teased.

" Being influenced by all you old guys come on." I giggled and I walked up to him.

" I'm proud of you, it took a lot to stand up to them." Edward brushed my hair back. " I'm so in love you my Emmie."

" Edward, I know this is strange, but do you think that maybe I've gotten a little power from all of you? I mean I can read minds, I can control emotions, I have visions now, and I never felt so strong when I tore that Vamp apart. Then the looks and body." Edward tucked me in bed and looked so fulfilled.

" Love, it could be possible. I've never heard of someone absorbing gifts. Don't worry about it." Edward brushed my lips with his. " I love you."

" Show me." I unbuttoned his shirt.

" Emma." Edward held my hands.

" Trust me okay." I smiled and pushed a calm over him. " get under the covers." He removed his clothes and got into bed with just his boxers. I slid my body to his I closed my eyes.

" My dreams are yours." I told him as he closed his eyes and focused on my thoughts.