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, here is my attempt of a new chapter, started at school so im am doing this on the sly ;)

YAY so Im thinking this chapter is going to be a major character development piece :D YAY I know how you all crave the subtle things Cato does for Katniss :D Also yo will find out about what happens to Cato's Fam Bam :D

Will be long

I have written a new fan fic but absolutely knowone has read it so please please if you want take the time to read and review it because I wont go on until I have 3-4 reviews on it :D

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I woke in a cold sweat, screaming! My entire night was filled with images of the games of Prim being tortured in such ways I found it horrid to even think of I wasn't even aware my sub conscious had the ability to conjure such pain. I wiped the back side of my hand across my forehead and then and the wrapped my arms around my knees, I such a way I knew that they were the only thing holding me together. The tears from my night dried hard against my cheek and crusty in the corner of my eyes.

My door creaked open silently, "Katniss?" Cato's structured features peered around the metal. He saw I was awake and crossed to my bed; I barely looked up at him as he perched at my feet. "I heard you wake" He almost whispered, he buried his hands in his lap. "I mean I heard you screaming" He looked at me wide eyed, concern flooding his poignant features. "Im fine" My voice cracked as I said the words, which caused my confidence to break, I really wasn't fine. He picked up on my fault. "Katniss" His eyes darkened and he reached out both arms to me welcomely. I crawled feebly over to them. He held me tight against his chest. I thought I would cry but instead I took a deep breath and sighed. "You can cry if you want" he pointed out. "No, I don't want to, I am sick of crying that's all I do these days even when I sleep! All I do is feel sorry for myself, im falling apart Cato but im sick of it! I cant let it happen not to me not right now….i just can't but I feel it's something I can't control!" I pulled away from his chest looking into his eyes, his deep blue eyes which looked through me, saw everything and yet he didn't retreat with embarrassment at how open I was. " Do you know how frustrating it is, I want to be strong, but I don't want to be, I want to run and leave everything behind and I mean everything but I cant. I want to Forget and find closure but im never going to be able to Cato im never going to be all right again ever!" And the tears began to come again this time hard. He wiped them away. "We will get through this Katniss, if you can't be strong I will be for you"

A look of determination filled his face, I knew he must have been hurting as well, but he hid it better than me. "I think after everything I owe that much to you" He smiled warmly, my tears ceased. I smiled weakly as he held me.

We sat as we were for a long time, not moving or speaking just basking in one another, our moment broke s Gale came through the door. He came up startled as he saw Cato, his eyes darkened. "I thought you would be alone" His voice was hard, it was Cato who spoke next. "She needed some company and I was available" He smirked. Gale glared him down. "Very well, I came to inform you that we will be landing in District 13 in approximately 10 minutes," His attention was on me and then switched to Cato. "You will be leaving with troops as soon as we get the all clear from the 13's Mayor, we have already sent of a permission request" Gale turned and exited coldly. I looked up at Cato.

"Leaving? Where are you going.. I mean you cant just go!" I began to get worried. "Its fine Kat" he smiled. "It's only for a little while, Im going to District 2 to assist with the rebellion there and get my little brother. Things aren't going well" He looked down. "What if you get hurt? Or worse taken." I stood up suddenly. "You know how strong I am, I don't think it is a consideration my getting injured or worse taken" He smirked, taking a hold of my hand gently, he was still seated. "Ill be back before you know it" He stood up and took my face gently in his hand. He stared into my eyes, I connected back, he brought his forehead down against mine gently. He brushed my hair behind my ear.

I felt a flush of heat run through my face and body, I had never been so close to Cato before. It was true my feelings for him had grown intense and very real, but I couldn't allow myself to get caught up in all that. He was instigating the closeness which meant he must have felt something too right?

He lowered his chin so our lips nearly touched before I turned my head away. Clearing my mind, I couldn't have this happen now, I couldn't let myself become intoxicated by all that was Cato.

Cato was taken aback by my abruptness. "Im sorry" I whispered. He didn't speak clearly shocked at his own actions he sat there with one arm still around me, looking down. "Please be careful Cato" I looked up, he simply caressed my face. "Always am" He finally smiled hiding the clear pain in his eyes, he lingered his hand against my cheek, sending heat through my body…not a hot heat but a cool enticing one, he turned on is heels and left my room.

I slumped back onto my bed and dug the palms of my hands into my eyes in frustration. I should have kissed him…. Actually I did the right thing I didn't need to get caught up in Cato's lust for me, his strong hands, arms around me, scruffy blonde hair, natural vibrato, ever changing blue eyes, they were the perfect shade of midnight when he had been with me….Oh god I knew he would do this….leave me wanting him like I had been for the past days, he had an effect on me I couldn't bring myself to want to think about until now. I was falling for him, Hard!

We landed in district 13 shortly after, I made my way to the exit of the hovercraft….Cato wasn't there. Two large metal doors that opened on a downward diagonal I was expecting to be greeted by sunshine and the smell of fresh trees like I would be if it were 12…the thought of 12 made me slightly breathless. Instead I was emptied out into a cold cement room with large industrial lighting across the walls. I had no belongings with me just myself. I was dressed in a pair of leggings, sturdy boots and a green shirt my mockingjay pin was placed above my right breast.

I was escorted by identically dressed peacekeepers….but they weren't peacekeepers I think they were just officials. They took me to my room in District 13. We passed through a series of underground tunnels, up flights of stairs and then down some, if anything I felt we were travelling in circles. We walked by identical door after identical door until we reached a dead end where my room lay. Number 1276 a room with a single bed and a large cabinet, I was lucky to be greeted with a window that looked out into a patch of green as far as the eye could see, I had hoped on the horizon I would see trees but was not so lucky. "You're lucky" One of the officials pipped up. "Most citizens share rooms. You get your own" I smiled yeah lucky, I wanted so badly to say. "At 12:30- that's in 45 minutes you will be fetched for lunch, please make yourself at home for the time being" I tried to smile as the two officials left my room.

I literally threw myself onto the bed not bothering to look around, what was to see, a cabinet and a bed. I was being selfish I knew I was but after all I had been through I didn't really see the harm! I buried my head in my arms. Since when have I been so dramatic? I sat up abruptly and shook my head. I went to the window and sat on the edge of it. I felt myself slipping away, I had made mention to myself being dramatic when in fact I was numb, the only feeling I was sure I felt was pain, a pain that coursed through me entirely. The sensation of it was warm and thick pulsing through my blood stream, rising in me, slowly taking me over.

I tried to lift the window, it would budge. What I wouldn't give to feel sunlight on my skin, maybe even a cool breeze, instead I was trapped.

I sat in the same position for the half hour, my knees up to my chin face turned to the glass trying to build up my happy place around me. The woods, my woods, prim laughing behind me….gale was chasing her. My mother and father beside me in all their- a kind of warmth to them. I was playing with a patch of flowers.

There was a knock at my door and everything slipped away…everything was gone and would probably be forever. "Miss Everdeen, lunch" a kindly official's face peered around the side of my door. "Okay" I said, my voice cracking. I got up and held one arm around my stomach, walking over to the door, and out into the corridor.

The dining room was official looking; there wasn't much warmth to it. A high ceiling with large fluorescent lights. Around the room many tables were scattered some larger than others, this was clearly the place everyone ate in district 13. It reminded me of the training centre cafeteria but instead of being greeted with death stares I was greeted with smiles and warm expressions which even I had to admit lightened the feel of the room. "Katniss!" it was gale calling out to me from across the room, next to him sat a girl with long golden blonde hair which was pulled back in a messy ponytail, curling naturally at the end it was Madge. I walked over to them; Madge stood up and hugged me. "It's great t see you Katniss" she smiled and pulled away sitting back down, I sat beside her in a metal seat which was surprisingly comfortable.

"Your in 1276 right?" It was gale who spoke, I guess he wasn't too pissed about this morning. It took me a minute to remember my room number. "Uh yeh, I have a window" I said lightly, Madge laughed, gale smiled. "I'm in 1273, I don't have a window though" I tried to smile, but even gale wasn't lifting my mood. "Madge, im glad you got out of District 12s your family…." Madge cut me off. "Its just me" she looked down I didn't go on. "Gale?" he smiled "Posy, Vick, Rory and my mother are all fine" I smiled the thought of little Posy, let alone any member of Gale's family being dead would be devastating. "oh good" I hadn't even realised but ale had an extra plate of food in front of him, he slid it over. I took a look at my food, a leg of chicken and 2 slices of bread with some mixed green vegetables. "The provisions here are monitored strictly bt I can sneak you some more if you're hungry" A cheeky look came through Gale's eyes, Madge after being silent for a while poke up. "Right and get yourself caught again!" she smiled and he shot her a menacing look. "Nope as a matter of fact I have been practicing" He smirked. Madge rolled her eyes and I took a bite of my chicken.

Lunch continued with Madge picking on Gale, she seemed really cute with him which made me wonder if maybe Madge had been harbouring a crush on him for a while, I kept my eyes down, on more than one occasion though I caught Gale starring a me intently. I flushed slightly. Gale stood up "Well that was fun, but I need to go back to work now, see you both at dinner?" Madge smiled brightly and I nodded. Gale left, leaving me and Madge sitting alone. "Madge about before I didn't mean to upset you" I placed my hand gently on hers. "Its fine Katniss it would be different if you didn't understand what I'm going through. I think you do better than anyone else does" She smiled softly, "Thankyou" I smiled lightly. "Katniss, if it makes things any easier and I'm not sure it will but I saw prim before she was loaded into the Capitol hovercraft. They had not harmed her in anyway and didn't look as if they were going to." A look of seriousness filled her bright blue eyes. I looked down, it didn't make things any easier but the thought of her being uninjured did offer some closure. "Have you heard anything about the district 2 mission?" Madge shook her head. "No, but I heard they should be back around 3 if things go smoothly." She said with hope in her voice. "Ok" Se stood up. "well I hate to leave but I have to get back to the hospital wing, Can you believe it I'm learning how to be a nurse!" she smiled brightly and turned on her heels leaving the dining hall. I had always liked Madge even though I never admitted we were friends, but we were, she had always thought so. The thought made me smile.

It was 2pm, I hadn't realised how long we spent at lunch but after Madge left I was the only one in the room apart from the cook's chefs table where the cooks sat and ate. I stood up from the table and took my plate over to a cleaning station adjacent from where I sat. I washed of the remainder of vegetables and dry chicken from my plate I didn't have much of an appetite today. A man tall man came rushing into the room. "We need you al to finish your meals immediately, The troops are back and they have injured, starving citizens with them. The chefs had excited murmurs between them about how the mission must have gone well as they cleared through a door near the table they had sat at. The man noticed me starring, "You! Your wanted at the Hovercraft docks, something about filming for the rebellion broadcast" I obediently followed the man from the dining room, running a hand through m messy hand as I walked, I was going to be on tv and looked horrible, all I could think of was it wasn't the worst I had looked on air.

The Hovercraft Docks were exactly how I remembered them from that morning, concrete and gloomy except now they were not empty but filled with people, some screaming some laughing, some injured and others helping the injured. I scanned the crowd and saw that to my left was and area set up with bright lights and cameras. Cato stood amongst it all as people fussed over his clothing and hair, he was gazing of annoyed and clearly preoccupied. He wore a pair of black trousers and over the knees were patches of leather, around his waist was a utility belt stocked with knives which seemed to be covered in something runny and red…..blood, I cringed slightly. On his torso he wore a tight black singlet exposing his pulsing muscles and there were a few cuts on his right arm which held a long sword. Gale stood beside one of the large cameras with his arms folded starring at Cato with a look of almost envy.

Cato's eyes found me through the crowd, and brightened almost instantly, I found myself running over to him. He almost instantly dropped the sword when he saw me and as I arrived he threw his arms around me, lifting me into the air spinning me around. He placed me down on the ground we were still in an embrace; he pulled his face away slightly and brought his lips down on mine. I relaxed against his hold, they were soft and warm against mine. My body was almost lifted from the ground with a sensation so strong that it over powered the pain I had been feeling for the past days, I wrapped my arms around his neck and he cupped my face with his.

There was no dominance in the kiss it was filled with only a mutual need as he deepened it I lost all sense of reality, only when he pulled away did I come back to it. "I should have done that before" He placed his forehead against mine. "I should have let you" I smiled still locked in his sturdy embrace. Gale Came over and pulled me out of it, I stumbled back. "Oi!" Cato yelled. "Don't touch her!" Gale was tall but Cato was taller and over stood him. "How about you don't!" Gale, stupidly didn't back down but shoved Cato hard in the chest causing him to tumble backwards into a light. Gale turned to me placing is arms at my shoulders. "NO Katniss, How can you trust him…..he tried to kill you once and im not going to lose you again!" There was a plea in his voice and eyes, I felt so conflicted and my elated mood dropped, so did Gales arms from my shoulders as Caro pulled him around and Punched him hard right in the nose!

AHAHAH Well I hope my chapter was worth the wait ahah its really long OMG anyway I have decided I want to write a book sure im only 14 but I really love to write so what the hay I guess…..now I just need to come up with an idea :D

Hope you like where my story is going and we find out about Cato's brother CALEB YAY xx 3

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