Love on the Battlefield

Chapter 7= Crocodile tears

Raynard drove us home and boy could my day get any worse, yes it could. When I reached home, it was after the sun had set. Guess what, the old lady apparently had to take her meds that made her drowsy, and now there is a party because she is asleep and knocked out like a log, well that is what Aurora said.

There were about, I don't know, but it was a lot of teenagers and big men drunk all about the house and outside. People of opposite sexes and not too surprising teenagers of the same sex making out on the couch, in the stair way, on the lawn, you name it.

I walked all around, while getting my body rubbed by other people from god know where, I was currently looking for anyone of my siblings. Raynard had disappeared into a crowd and had probably drank 10 beers or so by now and trying to get laid. So he was out of the picture from where I see it and Aurora said she was gonna hide in my room/attic because some was humping someone else on her bed.

Aha, I found her. There in front of me, I saw straddling some man was Carissa, the one whom would be the one responsible for all this. I could tell that she was high off of something and wouldn't listen to me but I tried anyway. I walked over to her and grabbed her arm with a lot of force and pulled her away from the equally high guy.

"What the hell Carissa, how did you let this happen? How did you get all these people here? Are you trying to ruin the house? What if someone gets hurt?" I blurted out all my questions in one breath witch left me panting when I finished.

"Oh hush Avita, chill, enjoy yourself, it's about time you got screwed and wasted" she said to me, tripping on her own foot while she tried to walk away from me. Dear lord!

"Hey Avit, what's up, here let me get you a drink" Regina slurred, and then ran off somewhere. I stood there in the large crowd feeling odd until Regina came back with some soft drink in glass. I grabbed it and just chugged it down, a second later I regretted it, I was feeling like I had my head in the clouds and that I had no worries in the world. The kid drugged me but …I liked the feeling of being unstoppable.

I had this bubbly feeling all over, my head felt light in a good way and I felt mischievous. Well why don't I have some fun for a change, it's not like I can get all these people to leave anyway. I walked over to the counter in the kitchen where a lot of alcoholic drinks were lined up; I pushed through a few people who were shocked by my strength and the way I took 10 shots of something in less than a minute.

"WOOOOOH!" I screamed at the top of my lungs. I grabbed a guy that was nearest to me and told him that he could have me if he wanted. He immediately got a goofy grin on his face and grabbed me roughly by my waist but I didn't care. Our lips smashed onto each other's, my hands went into his short spiky brown hair and one of my legs went around his waist as I grinded my pelvis onto his little bulge receiving a moan from him. We both pulled away for air but before he could say anything I grabbed him by his arm and dragged him onto the dance floor which was really just the living room with all the couches shoved against the walls in a disorderly fashion.

I pushed him onto one of the couches and straddled him just like Carissa did with some guy not too long ago. I had unbuttoned his shirt revealing his toned abdomen and chest. I began giving him love bites all over his chest and neck. I swear if I saw someone doing the things that I was doing to this guy right now, I would have thought that those two people look like they are going to have sex in public.

I was getting all sorts of sounds from him and I never thought that me, Avita would ever dry hump a guy. He pulled me into a rather passionate kiss then he pulled away to whisper in my 'let's go somewhere a little more private', god he sounded so sexy, I just couldn't help it, I was getting really wet in my lower region.

He gently lifted me off of him and led me to one of my sister's rooms, before we could enter.

"Wait, not here, I know somewhere else." I said to him with a smirk and giggled. I frigging giggled, yup I'm most definitely drugged. He just smiled to me, showing all of his white teeth and motioned for me to lead the way.

I led him to the entrance of the old garage behind the house. I was the only one who had the key, so I knew that no one could walk in us. I quickly unlocked the lock and pulled open the doors to reveal a room with a couch and a few work tables. I had brought in the couch and cleaned up the place a few days ago because I found the house to be a little too crowded sometimes and so that here I could have some peace.

"Well we better get back to where we left off" he said to me while closing the doors and locking them. He walked over to me then, slowly started to pull up my shirt, I let him take it off. His hands then travelled around my waist, then my lower back and then back to my flat stomach. His touch sent chills up my spine and my feet were starting to feel like jelly.

I decided to speed things up a bit, so I captured his lips in a fierce kiss while getting his shirt fully off of him and then moving my hand to his belt buckle which I swiftly undid. Before I could go any further he pushed me roughly onto the couch and crawled up over me and placing himself between my legs.

He was kissing me so hard that my lips were hurting just from his touch and I could taste a little blood, I guess he must have bit me somewhere along the line. My legs were wrapped around his waist and rub binging into him resulting in loud moans from us both. His hands were on either sides of my waist and holding on really tightly, I knew that I was going to have bruises but nothing that I wouldn't heal from so what the hell. He was now sucking on the spot between my shoulder and neck making my eyes roll in my head, is that possible? Well it felt like that.

My mind was fuzzy and I honestly didn't know what was going on, I mean I didn't know this guy, who he was, who the hell he's been with and what kind of diseases he may have but here I am waiting for him to 'F' me. Why? I don't know, this is nothing like me. Am I seriously going to give my virginity to some dick? All of these things were going through my head and I knew that I shouldn't be letting this happen to me but I just couldn't stop him. I wasn't even sure if I liked the feeling of having a man touch me in such a way. I couldn't think straight at the moment and I really regret taking that drink from Regina.

He was unbuttoning his pants and then pulled it off and threw it somewhere, revealing his large bulge being held back from springing free by the thin fabric of his black boxers. He captured my lips again but this time not for long because all of a sudden he was pulled off of me and flung across the room.

He hit the wall with a 'Bam!' and fell to the ground. Even though he wasn't moving his attacker still didn't stop from kicking and stomping on him.

Wow! The attacker was one hot guy, the one hot guy that I was staring down today at the bar, and up closer he looked even sexier. God I was getting wet just by looking at him. He was wearing a washed out jeans, a Nikes and a tight black t-shirt that fit him like skin showing off how ripped this man was, despite his casual look it made him look so edible. Did I just think that? OMG help me!

"Jacob Stop! Dude stop!" I heard several guys yell at Jacob as they tried to pull him off of the now unconscious boy on the ground.

Jacob pushed the guys off of him and put his hands up in surrender. He backed away from the body of probably a dead guy judging by how he wasn't moving. While my attention was on the unmoving body of the guy I was making out with a few minutes ago, the hot Jacob dude had walked over to me and threw my shirt into my face.

"Put something on" he said to me quite rudely. "And what were you thinking, sleeping with a stranger, news flash whores don't really fit in in this town!" Did he just call me a whore? Who the hell is he to judge me? But his words struck my heart like a knife, for some odd reason. I could feel the anger rolling off of his skin and I could see how upset and in pain he was in from the look in his eyes. When I saw him upset it made me sad, but why?

But anyway no matter who or how I felt for him would stop me from standing up for myself.

"Who the hell are you, to be saying such things to me, you don't know me. And what are you my father? News flash ass wipe it's none of your damn business who I sleep with. You just come barging in here like you own me. What if he was my boyfriend huh, ever think of that?" I shouted at him, my voice laced with anger. I could see that he was taken aback but it didn't last long his eyes were completely replaced with hatred. I just shock my head "I can't stand people like you" I spat at him. He looked super pissed, like about to rip someone's head off pissed but so was I.

With those last words I walked away, with my shirt in hand and went back to the house with my vision clouded with tears. Every part of my body ached but especially my heart, the words that that guy said to me really affected me badly. Normally I wouldn't care but why now? Why with him? What's wrong with me, these things don't happen even when you're drugged or do they? Ugh!

I ran upstairs past the people making out and humping each other. I went and pulled down the ladder to my attic room, climbed up and shut it behind me. As soon as I locked the entrance I broke down in tears. I almost forgot that Aurora was here. She ran over to me, taking in my appearance while hugging me and rocking me back and forth, trying to get me to tell her what happened to no avail.

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