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Rolly Polly Olly
Freedom's POV
I don't know how long Nazir and I stood pressed up against each other kissing softly, but I didn't care. This moment was perfect to me. After a stress filled week, I got to come back to warm arms that held me close. No one interrupted us this time, no one snickering in the hallways watching us. Everyone stayed away they finally started to learn better. Still, every perfect moment must come to an end at some point. I didn't want it to end and I'm sure neither did Nazir but we had things to say to each other. I guess this was the moment I needed to say it. I wanted to get this over with and move on.
I slowly pulled away from Nazir's warm embrace and shivered as the cool cave air touched where my body was against his. Nazir sighed but let me go, though we didn't even pull more than a foot apart. He towered over my small figure but instead of making me feel weak, it made me feel protected. It was something I never experienced. That seemed to be happening a lot with Nazir.
"I'm guessing you probably want some answers." I whispered not wanting to speak to loud to destroy the nice moment we were having. Nazir just nodded and I gave a weak smile in return. I still didn't want to tell him about my other families and Dragonborn but I know someday I will. Today, I didn't think he could handle all of my secret lives.
I sighed and looked at the chairs around the dining table. He understood and moved to take a seat. I followed after him. He picked up his fallen chair and sat down where he was sitting a moment before and I took the one right of him. He didn't even glance at the paper work he was doing that was now scattered across the table, his eyes were locked onto me and I felt blush rising up my neck.
"I owe you an apology for running out like a mad man," I started and had to look down at the table. Even though I want to get this speech done and over with it didn't make it any easier to say. "I know you were probably worried about me and it didn't help that I ran out and stayed away for almost a week…" My voice trailed off as I tried to find the right thing to say. I had this all planned out in my head but now I couldn't think straight. Nazir was still close enough for me to feel his body heat and cloud my thoughts.
Nazir didn't say anything so I stole a glance up at him. His face was serious but his eyes held concern. He gave me a smile trying to encourage me to go on. Taking a shaky breath, I continued.
"No doubt Cicero has been going around screaming I'm the Listener. To you, you probably don't believe him but it's true. I heard her voice and to tell you the truth, it scared the fucking Oblivion out of me. I'm not asking you to swear your loyalty to me or the Night Mother. Your loyalty is with Astrid and I understand that. That's why I ran our crying. I was scared. Scared for what my role would be, scared if others didn't accept me or even banish me…" I paused and started messing with my fingers, I was so nervous but I knew I had no reason to be. "I was mostly scared that you'd treat me different and I never ever wanted that…" My voice trailed off again and this time I didn't dare to look at Nazir. I was blushing like an idiot and I couldn't look at him with my face burning up like the sun.
We sat in silences for a couple of minutes as I let him take in what I just said to him. I was really hoping he'd say something right after I was done talking but instead we were sitting in silence. My fingers were becoming sweating and my heart was racing, seemed to be ready to burst out of my chest. After a while I got brave enough to steal a glance at him, I held my breath and met his eyes.
My heart froze as I saw the disapproving frown on his face. I gasped and turned snowberry red again. I confessed my feelings to him about the whole Listener thing, which was even harder than fighting a dragon in my opinion. I hoped that he'd smile and say that he understood, instead he was looking down at my hunched figure in the chair next to him with a very big frown. Fantastic! He was frowning about this, he'd never understood or approve of my other jobs. Someone just strike me down right now and end my suffering!
I felt the light touch of a hand plant itself on my shoulder and I snapped my head up to see Nazir giving me a small smile. I let go the breath I've been holding that I didn't know about until now.
"Well I admit the Listener thing is a stretch for me to hear but it also explains why you ran out crying so bad. I've never really had that reasonability on me, so I'm going to take your word for it that it is probably fucking scary. But I don't treat you any different than before no need to worry." He said to me and my small smile started to grow wider. Soon so was his.
"So are we done with the feelings crap? It's so emotionally exhausting." I laughed as I leaned back in my chair, finally letting all the stress from the week finally be released. I haven't felt this good in a while.
Nazir gave a laugh from deep inside of him and leaned back in his chair to. "Yea, we're done with the emotional crap. It's easy to see that were both more along the lines of physical expression, not emotional."
"I like the way you think, Mister." I giggled and before Nazir had time to react, I grabbed the end of his beard and pulled him into another kiss.
Nazir wasted no time getting frisky once our lips touched. His arms reached around my waist be then picked me up and settled me down on his lap. I let out a little squeak when Nazir broke the light kiss to move me, but silenced me when he started kissing me again, hotter and faster than before. His tongue slid across the seam of my lips, asking for entrance. I shivered in excitement, letting my mouth open his tongue dove right in exploring as much as he could. He tasted of bread and wine with a hint of a sweet spice, in other words he was delicious. My hands went death grip on his shirt, pulling him closer to me but chests not touching. Nazir's hands wondered to my neck and lower back, rubbing. Nazir moved his kissing from my mouth to the side of my jaw, sending light kisses until he reached my neck. I tossed my head back in lust moaning his name out in the process. He sucked lightly on the base of my neck right were my armor met my collarbone. I knew he was making his mark there but I was beyond the point of caring.
"Mine," He whispered as he left my neck and went back up to my ear sucking and kissing along the way. He teased around my mouth, pressing his lips to everything but mine. I knew he was enjoying his little teasing session, but I wanted to get it on.
Gripping the back of his head, I tore his wondering mouth from my chin pulling it back to where it belonged. I moaned loudly into his mouth slipping my tongue against his. My body was on fire again, it only seem to burn hotter and hotter with every kiss, flick of his tongue, or nimble on my lip. My body was pressed up against Nazir and the table edge but I was starting to trash around like a mad cat in heat. Everywhere Nazir touch just sent me to Oblivion and I was slowly losing my mind in kisses and the great burning heat racing through my body like a forest fire. I kept wiggling against Nazir and I could start to feel his hard member press against me between my thighs. My trashing was only making it responded more. I like get hot and heavy fast, and this was perfect.
Then Nazir pulled away, leaving me wanting hot skin to skin contact and long night of panting. He leaned back into his chair, eyeing my body up in down as I was huffing to catch my breath.
"Meet me in the spare back room after nine tonight," He told me and I just tilted my head to the left in confusion. "If we continue out here we'll get interrupted again and we'd probably both be naked," He elaborated. He had a good point with the getting interrupted part, but I still wanted to get naked. Now I was just plain sexually frustrated.
"I'll try to wait until then, but if I get to the room before you, I'll be starch naked the moment you walk in the door." I whispered in his ear before slipping off his lap, already missing the body heat that radioed off of him. He sucked in a breath at my words and I just smiled at him.
"I'll make sure to be late," He said with a sly grin. He reached down and grabbed two pieces of paper and handled them to me. "These are the contracts that Astrid wanted you to do. There a couple of weeks behind so try to get them done before Astrid has all of our heads." Back down to business. I groaned but nodded.
I grabbed his beard again and gave him a hard kiss to take his breath away before I scurried up to the stairs. Babette was standing over her pet spiders pit throwing mystery meat to the spider named Liz. She greeted me with a slight shake of the hand. I have no doubt that she knew I was in the Sanctuary for a couple of minutes now, she could probably smell me the moment I wanted into the dining room. Gabriella greeted me with a pat on the back and asked how I was. Frexes sat on a bench reading the latest book about destruction spells, to engorged to notice I was standing right in front of him. To say in the least it was a normal day around the Sanctuary. I asked if anyone has seen Cicero and the only answer I got was Babette pointing out into the hallway. I said thanks even though Babette's pointing didn't help me in the least. Cicero's probably been driving everyone crazy. That was obvious from Nazir injuries.
I went to Night Mothers rooms and took a peak in but Cicero was not there. I didn't dare go any further into the room in case Night Mother started speaking to me again. Next, I darted off to Cicero's room and found him grumping about not having food, again. He looked no better than Nazir with bruises covering his face, the black eye, and the smell of dried blood under his clothes. When Cicero and Nazir fought they didn't hold back.
Cicero's eyes darted to me when I tip toed into the room. A smile as big as a giant's toe appeared on his weathered face, brightening the gloomy room he was in.
"Listener! Where have you been, where have you gone? Cicero was lonely without Listener! Everyone was mean to poor Cicero without Listener! Especially that Redguard!" He spat out the word Redguard as if he left a bitter taste on his tongue. I forced a smile and tried not to wince at the bad blood between him and Nazir.
"Oh, I just had to clear my head. Went to see some friends in Riften and got drunk, you know the usual." I tried to make it come out as a joke, but Cicero sensed that there was more to my story than I was letting on. He raised an eyebrow in question, but I kept my fake smile in hopes he'd just ignore my behavior. For someone so much child like, he could pick up on some things quiet well.
"Anyway, I heard that you and Nazir have been fighting while I was away. The black eye and bruises tell me that they weren't lying." Cicero's smile depleted as a small scowl took its place. He didn't seem to notice my change in topic which was good.
"That stupid Redguard picked a fight with Cicero! Stupid, stupid, stupid thing to do, Cicero fights back! Cicero is strong and brave, like a warrior! Oh Cicero gave him some good punches, but he gave Cicero some good punches too. But Cicero won't give up! No, no, no, no, no! Cicero will provail." He kept ranting about how he would stab Nazir the next chance he got. I was slowly starting to develop a headache from all of this drama, worse than old women gossip around town. Every time he said Nazir, he spat his name out like it was burning him to say it, though when Nazir talked about Cicero he was no better. This was getting ridicules.
A great desire to slam my head against the wall cried out to me, but I needed to be the sane one in the room. A deep sigh slipped from my lips before I sat at the table across from Cicero. His ranting ceased long enough for me to start up my ranting.
"Cicero… I know you don't like Nazir and Nazir doesn't like you that much either. I don't care who said what, or who started this pitiful fight but it has to stop. Now. I'm sick of dealing with other people's problem when I have problems bigger than you can imagine. So I'm telling you this nicely and you will listen. Leave Nazir alone and I'll make him leave you alone. See? Easy, just don't bother each other. Okay?"
Cicero sat in silence taking in what I had to say even if it wasn't that big of a rant. I waited until Cicero gave out a booming spine chilling laugh, echoing off the stone walls and back again. I jumped back in surprise nearly landing my ass on the floor.
"Oh yes, yes! Cicero won't touch a little hair on your precious Redguard. No, no… Cicero will just be humble Cicero…" His words were filled with hurt and anger that dripped off him tongue. My heart clenched watching his usually cheerful face get swallowed by a storm of rejection. I've come to kind of like Cicero's corky personality, even if it was completely deranged. Now seeing him like I just kicked him out in the rain hurt me. He thought I was picking favorites and Nazir won. I may like Nazir in a really intense 'I want to fuck you right now' way, but that didn't mean that Cicero wasn't my friend any less than before.
Before he could react, I jumped to my feet and leaned over the crooked table to wrap my arms around pouting Cicero. He tensed a little in surprise but soon recovered to give me an awkward hug from cross the table. I pulled back and locked eyes with him to make sure that I got his attention span the length of a child.
"Just because I don't want you around Nazir don't mean I pick him over you. Just means I'll get pretty sick coming home to the two of you bleeding and swollen all over. Also rising tension between you two makes everyone nervous. Astrid is on a bitch mode week, which is not helping. But back to my main point, you're still my crazy little jester. Got it?" I asked staring holes into his head. He nodded slowly but his big dopey grin was from ear to ear with excitement. It was amazing the little things in life that made his day. I hugged him tightly one more time and got up. Cicero followed me to the door dancing from foot to foot and muttering words of non sense under his breath. Yup, still same old Cicero.
"Cicero is going to clean the Night Mothers body. Would the Listener like to help?" He asked in a frantic rush of excitement. I felt a wince coming, but I suppressed it. After cuddling with the Night Mothers horrible smelling corps a week before, that last thing I really wanted was to clean her and get all close again. Nope, no dead bodies for me! I quietly and politely declined then Cicero scurried off to do his faithful chores. I could now sigh in relief, his third person talking made my head spin and talking fast like he's on Skooma doesn't help.
I went my separate way and did my own thing, which was make up some potions, work on my swordsmanship and sleep until it was about six o'clock at night. I was sitting at the small pond with my feet dipping into the water, muttering under my breath like Cicero about non-sense things. I had Nazir's contracts in my hands trying to find a way to hit all of them the easiest when I had to take my next trip out.
"Okay, I can head up north on my way to kill the vampire, maybe kill his wife if she gets in my way. I can go see the Companions and make sure that no one has tried to tear each other's throats out…" I kept muttering and picturing routs to take in my head when someone barked out my name making it echo off the walls. A frown spread across my face showing my discontent of being interrupted. I shouted back an angry what that echoed loudly off the walls hurting my sensitive ears. The barking voice shot something back but the words got lost in the vacant room, but still loud enough to hurt. Great! Now I had to get up and see what all the shouting was about.
I folded up the papers into my belt then stocked off to the annoying voice before they could yell again. A clutter of voices drifted through the cave giving me insight of where all the shouting was coming room. I followed the noises to the dining room where most of the family was gathered around the table with food stacked on their plates. At least they were under fed here in the least. The only people missing were Astrid and Cicero which didn't surprise me all the much. Astrid is still in her bitch mode and Cicero is well… Cicero. It'd be better if he didn't show up. I didn't want blood on the table.
The smell of food hit my nose, my stomach answered by giving a roaring rumple. There was deer and elk meat along with carrots, sweet roles and apples everywhere on the table. There wasn't much selection of food but there was a lot of sweet roles to make up for it. This was better than the Thieve Guild; it was usually just wine, cheese, and bread to eat.
I hurried down the stairs wasting no time grabbing the food I wanted on an empty plate before taking the only empty seat, which was next to Nazir. The family was already digging into their meals talking excitedly to one another about kills they did this week. In a strange way it wasn't much different from dinner at the Companions. One difference is Companions talk about killing bandits and bears, not homeless people and gold digger wives. Still kind of the same though.
"So Nazir told us that you have a contract out on a vampire, Fire. Vampires are tricky and very fast, hope you don't end up in its mouth." Veezara joked to me a couple minutes into my dinner. This tone was light hearted, he even used my nickname, but his face showed that he thought that I couldn't handle a stupid vampire. I didn't let him get to me. I simply continued eating with a smirk on my face. He'd never know how many vampires I've killed back home in Cyrillic and in Skyrim. Without a reaction from me the dinner continued in peace, well expect for the times I'd catch Nazir eye as dirty thoughts of tonight entered my head.
The time crept by until I was nearly at the edge of my seat panting in excitement. My family started to dismiss themselves one by one until only I, Nazir and Babette were left at the table. I still had about an hour before I was suppose to met up with Nazir and the wait was starting to kill me. Maybe we could move our date up an hour and just skip around this impatient waiting period. Though today I didn't seem to have that much luck when Babette told me to follow her to talk about killing vampires. I did as I was told but I winked at Nazir before following after a woman trapped in a ten year old body.
Nazir gave a small smile back before he grabbed sheets of paper and started filling out contracts again. I repressed a longing sigh and tried to keep my excitement under control. For the next hour I tried very hard to listen seem like I was listening to what Babette was telling me, but for the most part I just couldn't sit still. I kept playing with my hands or looking out into the distance at nothing, my head wrapped up in day dreaming. Babette was finally starting to get annoyed with me about half way through her lesson, she got so mad at one point where she smacked me upside the head with a dirt covered book. At first it took me by surprise because I was usually the one to do that, especially to the kids at the college. Then I just started laughing and rubbed my head. I don't know why I found it funny that I suddenly became a kid again, but it was. Babette just got more annoyed with me and finally ended the lesson before she tried to knock me unconscious.
With my killing a vampire lesson 101 done and the rest of my family either asleep or having their heads in task, I was able to sneak up into the room Nazir picked without being interrupted. I pushed the door open lightly, making sure that no one would hear me. I wanted no interruptions of any kind. The less people know that I'm back here the damn better.
Nazir stood calmly against the wall next to an old dresser with a dark smug smile on his face. The sexual tension that we started back in the dining room sparked again with just one look. I could almost hear the crackling of the sexual waves we were giving off. I didn't know how far tonight as going to go, but at this point in time I couldn't have cared less.
The room was darkly lit and one old bed sat up against the all opposite of the door. I closed the door shut as a sensual smile appeared on my face to match Nazir's. My heart began to speed up in anticipation to the point I thought it was going to beat right out of my chest. Throwing all caution to the wind, I stepped toward until I was in touching distance from Nazir.
Once I reached touching distances, Nazir's arms shot out and grabbed before I had any time to react. In a blink of an eye my back was pressed up against the cold jagged stone wall and Nazir was pressed up against the front of me, heat coming off of him in waves. I pushed back against him, getting the welcomed feeling of hardness against my stomach. A small moan slipped past his lips and he pushed back against me. My body responded in flashes of white desire, my breast tightened and dampness started between my legs. Within second my mind turned completely numb. Just simple touching was sending my body on a wild ride of desire and bliss.
Never in all my sexual experiences (as little as they may be) have I never felt so turned on just from a little rough foreplay and one smothering glance. I've never wanted so be thrown down and ravished by someone, but now it was all I could even think about. Call it love or call it in dire need of a fuck. Whatever it was it was turning my brain into a sexual mush.
Gods, I wanted more.
I looked up at Nazir to see him staring down at me with lust clouded eyes and panting in need. A small shiver rose up my back in excitement. Nazir pushed me up roughly against the stone causing a small amount of pain, but it only added the sexual tension. I gasped softly at the pain of sharp rocks digging into my back, Nazir only let out of growl of need in response. Nazir continued to push against me a couple more times, his hardness now rubbing up against my pussy causing lustful moans very time. My head was becoming clouded with pleasure and my cunt was dripping with need. I needed skin to bare skin contact.
I wasted no time in removing my clothes. I changed into a nice fitting green and brown dress before dinner. I tugged at the string holding my dress together, untying all the corset strings before it fell to the floor in a heap. Nazir stopped rubbing up against me and watched the corset lay on the dirt covered floor. He sucked in a breath before his dark eyes slowly moved over my body like a predator slowly stalking its prey. My dress now hung loosely around my shoulders without the support of the corset. My breasts were free and barely covered. The cool cave air hit them making my nipples stand out. The ugly scar on my neck that disappeared to my chest was barely noticeable in the dark room, though the only thing that Nazir seemed to notice was the hard buds of pink flesh poking through the thin cloth of my dress.
"Fuck…" Nazir whispered as his eyes scanned my body intensely. His glaze sent another excited shuddered through my body causing the dress to slip a little lower down my body. He sucked in another breath before the lustful breast in him finally broke free.
His hands came up and roughly gripped the sides of my dress, yanking it down into a puddle of fabric at my feet. Now I stood naked from the waist up, my underwear covering my most private area. My heart pounded in my chest and the burning desire from earlier today came back at full force as Nazir's hands slowly started sliding up my stomach to the underside of my breast. A soft sigh slipped from my mouth only fueling the fire.
Nazir's hands suddenly stopped skimming over my skin and now gripped my breasts hard making me gasp. I arched my back into his rough hands getting approving growl before his mouth latched on to my neck. His mouth sucked on a spot where my collarbone and neck came together, darkening the stop that he made this morning. Another longing moan came out and I tilted my head back for Nazir to get better access to my neck. He pushed me up against the wall again, but this time my feet left the floor. I wrapped my bare legs around Nazir's waist tightly, pushing my dripping vag against his dick. He hissed as lower half slid up and down causing a great amount of friction. I was making him crazy with need. Now I was determined to make him lost his mind completely, but he seemed to have the same idea.
He stopped biting and sucking at the spot on my neck only to move his lips further down my body. He started a trail of soft kisses from my collarbone to the swell of my right breast. I tossed my head back in pleasure as his lips closed around the sensitive hard bud. A wet tongue slowly crested across the flesh causing my body to jump. I let out a longing moan and whispered his name under my breath repeatedly. The assault continued for another minute until I was withering under him, begging for more. My hushed pants of bliss fueled Nazir's hunger turning the light pressure of his lips against my neck into hard playful bites.
"Strip. Now." I demanded between lustful gasps. Nazir stopped sucking at my command and pushed away from me with a sly grin on his face. My feet slowly lowered back down to the floor, but my back still pressed firmly against the rock.
"Patience, dear," He murmured clearly amused by my demand. The first article of clothing to be released was the piece of cloth around his head. He grabbed the cloth and slowly unwrapped it in the slowest way possible, teasing me with each passing second. Around and around the fabric went until I had enough. Reaching up I yanked the red clothing out of his hand and finally away from his head. Now a swell of black messy hair that almost reached pasted his ear, was in its place. "Apparently the little Fire Princess has no patience."
I gave a playful scroll just as my hands skipped across on to the top of Nazir's pants brushing the lump hiding under his pants, my fingers lightly dipping under his belt. "Do you want to have a night full of pleasure or slowly undress and miss all of this?" I pushed my naked body against him making sure there was no question in his mind.
A switch flip in Nazir and all of the playful teasing now vanished in the blink of an eye. A dark lust filled beast took over. Nazir pushed me back up against the wall causing the delicious pain of rough sex to fill me. His mouth latched onto mine aggressively biting and pulling a bit hard at my bottom lip. His hands found the hard nubs of my breast. Both of his hands latched onto the sensitive flesh and rubbed them until they were making cry out sounds of pleasure I've never even heard of. My hands dug into the messy matted hair, tugging at his hair to get more force behind the kiss. I bite down lightly on his bottom lip causing a deep sound escaped his throat. I pushed Nazir back, finally able to catch my breath again.
"On the bed. Now." I commanded.
Nazir smiled devilishly as he sat on the edge of the bed. His shirt was pulled off reveling a well muscled dark chest with a small layer of dark hair on his pexs. A happy trail lead down to the top of his pants, hiding the wonderful weapon under neither.
I knelt down in front of him as the strings of his pants starting to be untied.