Chapter 7

~Clary's POV~

The sun blinded me when I tried to open my eyes. I looked over at Jace, he tossed and turned all night. After well I don't think I really need to get into detail with that. He kept whispering things like "get out" or "She's mine." She as in me? I pushed the thoughts to the back of my head. I sat up clutching the cold sheets to my bare chest. I reached over and grabbed my robe. Tying my robe around me I slid on my slippers and went to the bathroom.

I turned on the shower dropping my robe. Touching my lips remembering what had happened last night. Its not like it was my first time, but my first time like that. The way he was so gentle carful not to hurt me. The way he kissed me. My hands made there way to my lips. I couldn't of possibly have loved him not like this. I slid my body down to the floor of the shower. I held my knees to my chest trying not to cry. I had fallen for a monster. Could that monster possibly have fallen for me?

A hand layed on my shoulder I didn't dare turn to see who it was. "Oh poor girl." Sebastian's voice filled the air. I felt a tear run down my face. "Don't worry. I am not here to hurt you."

"How could I possibly believe you after all you have done to me." My Voice cracked as the words came out.

"Because I have never really hurt you." I turned giving him confused eyes. "well you see. I'm all part of your pretty little imagination." He poked my forehead. He put enough force into making me stumble back a little but not enough to actually hurt me.

"So you're not real?" He shook his head no.

"You made me up after your father raped you." He sent chills through my spin. "That last time you ever let your father touch you in the basement and you were saved? Remember that?" I nodded. "Well I saved you but only not really. I was your escape."

"Great I'm sitting here talking to someone that isn't really here. On top of that I'm still naked." I laughed. I felt better knowing he wasn't real but he still would haunt me in my dreams. I got up and rapped my rob around me. I turned around but Sebastian was gone.

Jace was still sleeping in my bed. I put on a a nude colored long sleeved dress that had a lace back and landed right above my knees. I put on white flats and put my wet hair in a braid to the side. I leaned over and gave Jace a kiss on the forehead.

I had found Alec and Magnus eating breakfast at there usual table. Alec flashed me a smile and waved for me to come over. I sat across from Alec and next to Magnus.

"So I had a lot of time to think about this last night and I've changed my mind." Alec and I just stared at Magnus. I couldn't believe the words that had just come out of his mouth.

"After everything we did last night. You want to turn back now?" Alec sounded mad.

"Listen Alec I know Isabelle said this place wasn't safe but how could we be so sure she's telling the truth." Magnus left us both speechless.

"You should listen to him." A girl from the table across had said.

"Maia stay out of this." Alec hissed at her. She got up and walked to sit next to Alec. She was tall and dark skinned. Wow she was absolutely stunning.

"Listen what ever it is i want in." She turned to me giving me a bright white smile.

"Listen Maia this isn't the safest thing in the world." Magnus intercepted.

"Is anything in this place safe." I whispered under my breathe and they all stared at me. "What! I'm just saying." They all busted into laughter. I could help but join in. We dropped the intense subject but agreed to meet at Maia's room at midnight.

I Opened the door to my room kicking my shoes off and falling onto my bed. There was something missing. Wait not something, someone. Where was Jace? Oh who even cares at this point. I just shut my eyes and pretended not to care for a moment. Voices were out side in the hall I couldn't determine who they were. The I heard Isabelle and Wait SIMON! I quickly opened the door and found Simon and Isabelle walking down the hall with Jace's father. They turned to face me.

"What the hell is going on!" I turned to Simon and he mouthed the word help. Isabelle had a knife to Simon's side. "Isabelle what the hell!"

"Oh you thought I was on your side. Hah! You are just another doll in my Play house." Isabelle spat out. Who was this monster it wasn't the Isabelle I knew. "Oh are you confused? Come with me for explanations." She started to walk towards the basement. I attempted to follow after her but a hand was on my shoulder and a it whispered into my ear.
"This isn't a good idea." Sebastian. I tuned and he was gone. I ran after them. I knew i was going to regret this.