A/N: Ok I'm going to be a complete asshole for this chapter, like I mean you guys might hate me for this. But I do a reason for doing it….I'll explain it after this chapter, please don't hate me, you guys are like my only friends. I mean it too. Well here goes nothing….I don't own Pitch Perfect.

Okay so its spring break now and I am a complete mess. This year has passed by so fast like one day it was my first Bella's rehearsal the next I'm in my room crying watching the "Breakfast Club". Jesse and I had this major blow out at Semi-Finals and we haven't talked in like a month now, oh and I was kicked out the Bella's the same day Jesse and I had our fight. So at the moment I'm beating myself up for being such an ass to Jesse and the girls, like honestly they were probably the only reason I didn't run away to LA when I got the chance.

So when I get the text from Chloe saying that the Bella's are bumped to the finals because the foot notes are disqualified kinda shocked me because I didn't know that she still wanted to talk to me, let alone tell me that to make me feel like a Bella still when she knows Aubrey will most likely kill her if she ever found out. Chloe also mentioned that the Bellas are meeting right after Spring Break to get to work on the set for finals, saying that I should come.

So right when spring break comes to an end I head on over to Jesse's dorm to apologize for the way I have treated him this year and to tell him that I actually watched a movie willingly. Well I watched a bunch of movies really. So when I get to his dorm I hesitate a little before I knock

"Jesse, I know you're in there. I can smell popcorn." I hear a little movement inside but no one came to the door.

"Jesse, come on. Open up."

I can hear him shut his laptop and come towards the door.

"Hey, I tried to call you. I left you a bunch or messages."

"Yeah, I got them" He had this bored look on his face and it scared me a little

"I'm sorry that we fought. I was mad and I overreacted and I'm just…Aubrey makes me crazy"

"Seriously? You think I'm mad because you yelled at me"

Aw Shit

"No, I know…" He cut me off

"No, you don't. You think you know but you don't. You push away anyone who could possibly care about. Why is that?"

I looked down he knows I push people away because I have my walls and my trust problems. So I kinda crushed me that he had to ask.

"I don't know"

"Well, you better figure it out because I'm done with…whatever this is"

"Jesse…" I start to plead a little

"I'm done" and he shuts the door on me.

Fuck. That's it fuck, I don't have the Bellas anymore because Aubrey more or less kicked me out and I'm pretty sure Jesse and I just broke up, so yea I can pretty much say that my life is pretty much fucked up now.

So the next place I go to is probably the last place I think I would ever go but I needed to talk to someone, so I go to my dad's house. Once inside we sit down and talk while drinking a tea,

"No one more surprised than me, but I really liked those girls"

"And you thought quitting was the answer?"

I look at him "Seriously? You can say that to me?" he's the one that ran away from his problems!

"Oh, come one Bec that's so unfair. Look, your mom and I, we didn't work. But I tried so hard to make things right between us, but you, you shut me out"

"Yeah, well I shut everyone out. Don't take it personally. It's just easier."

"It's also really lonely"

I give a small unsteady chuckle "What do I do?"

"Well, that's up to you"

That's what all dads say like really, they tell the same damn thing every time we need to fix something. So I thank my dad for letting me come over and for the tea, and I head off to the Bellas rehearsal, which I find is a complete gong show.

I could hear screaming and a whistle from outside the building. Like what the hell is going on? So I get in there to find Amy, Aubrey and Chloe on the floor reaching to what I believe is the pitch pipe, Cynthia-Rose trying the grab Stacie who is blowing the rape whistle that I heard outside. And the most disturbing thing I saw was Lily making an angle in a pool of what smelt like puke. And all the other girls are yelling at the others.

"Guys! Guys! Stop! What the hell going on here?" Like holy shit

Aubrey quickly gets up "Nothing. Nothing. This is a Bellas rehearsal" she says pointedly

Well she still hates me. "I know. I just wanted to say that I'm sorry. What I did was a really dick move and I shouldn't have changed the set without asking you guys. And definitely shouldn't have left. I let you guys down and I'm really sorry"

Yeah I kinda added a little bit of Bullet Proof to our first song at semis because everyone looked bored out of their minds.

"And Aubrey, if you would have me, I want back in"

Looking at Aubrey I notice some puke on her chin and shirt so I guess she's the one who got sick all over the floor. But I keep watching her, and she doesn't respond so I turn around disappointed that I really don't get to be in the Bellas again, so I grab the chair that's by the piano and start to drag it to the door just as Mary Elise did it months ago. About half way I look back hoping that Aubrey would call me back but I got no such luck. So this is it. I'm about to hit the edge of the floor when Aubrey calls at me.

"Wait!"

"Thank you. That would have been embarrassing." I turned and walked back over leaving my chair by the door.

"Beca, I know I have been hard on you, okay? I know that I have been hard on everyone here. But I am my father's daughter, and he always said "If at first you don't succeed, pack your bags"" And she turns to go sit in the chairs

"I get it. Mine gets one me, too. Not like that but… I guess we don't know that much about each other. About most of you really"

"Well, I'll confess something that none of you guys know about me. I have a lot of sex" Stacie chimes in

"Yeah we know Stacie" Fat Amy tells her

"Only because I just told you" Stacie defended

"This is a good idea, that was pretty bad example but this is a good idea. Why don't we all go around the room and we can all say something about ourselves that nobody else knows"

We sit down in a little circle when Cynthia-Rose gets up

"Okay, I got something. This is kinda hard for me to admit to you guys"

Amy leans over and whispers something to Aubrey then leans back "let's be honest"

"Well for the last two years, I have had a serious…gambling problem"

This shocks us a little so I look at her "What?"

"It started when I broke up with my girlfriend"

"Whoomp! There it is" Amy tries

Ok then "Anyone else?"

Lily raises her hand "I ate my twin in the womb" she said this really softly so hardly anyone heard her even me and I was leaning in and I'm the closest one to her.

"Okay" that was little weird "Fat Amy?"

"I'm an open book. I mean for God's sake you guys call me Fat Amy. See. I guess I'm not really living if I'm not being 100% honest… and my real name is Fat Patricia"

Wow didn't see that one coming "Okay, I've never been one of those girls who had lots of friends who were girls. And I do now. And that's pretty cool. So that's me. Someone else please go" I could find it in me to tell them about Jesse

That's when Chloe gets up "Okay, Over Spring Break I made the courageous decision to remove my nodes." That shocked us but she continued "I know. The doctor said that I can't sing above a G-sharp, maybe ever. I thought the season was over"

Oh my god!

A/N: Alright I know I haven't been on in a really long time and I'm so sorry for that. I'm sorry that this is really short too; it's what I had saved from before. So the reason(s) I was gone for so long is because 1. High School became really stressful to the point that I was almost failing most of my classes in grade 11 and then in grade 12 I had to worry about grad and Uni.

2. One of my sisters had a stroke when I was in grade 12 and lost the vision in her right eye and the other one was on suicide watch for 3 months.

3. I didn't get into university for the second time so my parents have been pressuring me like crazy all the time.

I'm going to try and update again soon. And I'm going to go through all of my old chapters and fix them. Again I'm sorry for the RRREEEAAALLLYYY long wait for this chapter. Don't hate me please.

Love you awesome nerds!