What am I doing?

'Hands roam over hot flesh. Whispered moans filled the air around us as lips meet in a mix of passion and need. My heart rate increased as skilled lips kissed and sucked sown my neck. Rough hands made quick work of my shirt, delicately pushing the fabric off of me.

"I liked that shirt on you…but I love it off of you even more." Said a male voice

He pushed me on to my back as he moved to startle my waist. My back arched up as he kissed a trial down my neck, then my chest. Experienced hands moved over my skin leaving sensitive trials in there path. The hands slipped down to my waist wail nimble fingers undid the clasp of my very uncomfortable jeans. I lifted my hips slightly and slowly my jeans came down. My jeans came off and I was laying there in nothing but my briefs.

I let out a groan as a well practiused tong licked up my abdomen. My hands fisted in dark brown hair. He kissed my neck again and I felt the tickle of facial hair I didn't notice before. His hand slipped down and cupped my already hard erection.

Lips met mine again sending my mind reeling. I decided to take control and flipped us over pinning him to the bed. I lifted his arms above his head, holding them there. It was my turn to rock his world. My hands ran up the black fabric of tank top.

"This needs to come off." I all but growled. Fisting his shirt in my hands I gave a hard pull tearing his shirt in half. Throwing the pieces of the shirt somewhere behind us I ran my hand down his now bear chest.

I looked down at him contemplating my next move. I didn't know what I should do next my lack of experience now showing. He must of guest what was going on in my head because the next thing I know he wiggled his hips. I got the message rolling next to him to undo his pants. He shimmed out of them and I noticed he didn't wear underwear. My eyes raked over his wonderful body. Slim but muscular, skin lightly tanned. His lips curved into a grin.

"See something you like?" he asked his voice deep with desire. I felt my face heat with a blush.

"Yes. Yes I do" he raised a brow "I want your body." I said gaining confidence.

I roughly brought my lips down to his in a messy kiss. His hands found there way to my ass giving it a hard slap. My hips gave a sharp thrust. Our lips broke apart as pleaser shot through us. I brought my head down to his shoulder. A groan escaped my lips and his nails raked down my back. His hips shot up again sending another wave of ecstasy through my body.

"oh…..Tony"

I awoke in my bed covered in sweat. Had I really just had a sex dream about Tony Stark? A man I barely knew and from what I did know came from the years of him picking on me.

Looking down I saw the bludge in my black dress pants from the night prier. There was no way I was going to will my soldier to stand down. There was only one thing I could do. Unbuttoning my pants I slipped my hand down into my briefs. Starting at the tip I ran my hand down my cock to the base.

I replayed my dream in my head trying to place Bucky in Tonys place but it didn't fit. It was as if the dream would only work if it was tony. If it was his hands I pictured running down my back. It was his lips I wanted to be kissing my neck.

Keeping tony in his place in my dream I tried to think of how it would have continued. My hand stayed at a steady rhythm as I imagined his hand in place of mine. Imagined tearing my briefs off with his teeth. I pictured him licking back up my abdomen. Just the thought alone was enough to drive me crazy. My hands motions speed up. My breathing quickened toes curled

I could feel my climax coming fast. The more I pictured tony doing wonders things to my body the faster my hand went up and down my shaft. Working myself closer and closer to my goal of completion. My pleasure built so high I thought I might explode with its intensity. Giving one good long pump my orgasm came leaving me seeing stars.

My body was on fire. How could one dream give off so much pleasure? My pants were warm and staring to become uncomfortable. I was going to have to dry clean my suit. Looking at my clock I saw I had enough time for a shower before I would have to open up my shop so with a groan I got up gave a stretch before walking into my bathroom.

I turned the water on while I started to strip. The room quickly filled with steam. I looked in the mirror. What was I doing dreaming about a man I barely know when the love of my life died to save me from serton death? I'm a horrible person.

"I'm sorry Bucky. I'm sorry you loved a person like me" I said as tears rolled down my face. How could I be with anybody when Buck was my one? I told him I would never betray his love and here I am dreaming about another guy and wishing I wasn't just a dream. I'm a horrible person. I looked away from my reflection and got into my shower. Maybe I could scrub the dirty off of me but no matter how much I tried I still felt gross.

Evenchulay I decided to get out of the shower. The lest I could do was open my shop and try to forget everything. Maybe I would be lucky and there would be a gas leak and my stove would explode and kill me. But then what about the people that might be in my shop or the people walking by they could get hurt to and that would not be fair. And then you had the shops next to mine. No not fair to damage the life's of those around me.

Shaking my head of those thoughts I got dressed and went down to open my shop. Maybe if I went on like I never ran into tony I might be able to live out my life morning over my lost love.