Brittany and I talked on Skype nearly every night and if we weren't on Skype we would call each other...even if it was just a brief phone call.
We're actually talking on Skype right now.
[7/10/2012 1:09:25 PM] Brittany: i have a pink hat like that!
[7/10/2012 1:09:35 PM] Brittany: with your long hair we could be like twins! :D
[7/10/2012 1:10:05 PM] Santana: But then we couldn't date because that'd be weird
[7/10/2012 1:10:23 PM] Brittany: ohhh good call, good call...
[7/10/2012 1:10:41 PM] Santana: I know
[7/10/2012 1:11:30 PM] Brittany: it'd be like making out with myself
I don't think you understand how much I love this girl. We are just our complete selves with each other and I can't get enough of it. I want to start a video call with her but I don't want her to feel obligated to accept it.
[7/10/2012 1:20:45 PM] Santana: Video call? I think yes.
[7/10/2012 1:22:15 PM] Brittany: wait! i need to put some pants on
[7/10/2012 1:22:36 PM] Santana: No you don't
[7/10/2012 1:23:06 PM] Brittany: haha too late, already on :)
[7/10/2012 1:23:34 PM] Santana: Damn. I guess I'll go put a shirt on then.
[7/10/2012 1:24:13 PM] Brittany: well dang.. i'll go put mine on too then
[7/10/2012 1:24:58 PM] Santana: Ugh
[7/10/2012 1:25:11 PM] Brittany: initiate video call?
[7/10/2012 1:26:01 PM] Santana: Ok
Our relationship had obviously taken a more sexual flirting turn but we both know the other would never do anything that was unwanted.
I hit the video call button and as soon as her fae popped up on my screen I got the biggest smile on my face.
"Hello beautiful" I said. I couldn't get rid of the smile on my face. she's wonderful and everything I've ever wanted.
I saw the immediate smile on her face and it just made smile grow.
"Hey San." She said with a wave. She's seriously adorable. You don't understand
We just sat there talking for hours. I think it was about seven o'clock when we finally stopped talking to each other. That was only because she had to go to dinner, which she avoided for an hour. I don't know how she managed to do that because I've never been able to. What can I say? My girlfriend has a way with words.
It was now about nine o'clock and I was lying in bed reading when I heard my phone ringing. I knew who it was instantly by the ringtone. Lights by Ellie Goulding. It's basically our song.
"Hey B. How was dinner?" I asked.
"It was good. I missed you though. I hate that I can't text during dinner but I guess at the same time it's the polite thing to do. I just hate whenever we aren't talking. I always miss you a bunch." She responded.
"I miss you, too, Britt baby. At least we get to talk though. Imagine how much life would suck if we couldn't."
"I don't even want to imagine that. That's like something that would be in a nightmare." I heard her reply breathlessly.
I didn't know how to respond because it's the same way for me. We fell into a comfortable silence for a little while, sort of just listening to each other breath. I heard her breath start to even out and I couldn't help but smile again. I knew she'd fallen asleep but I couldn't bring myself to wake her up to say goodnight.
It's probably a little creepy, looking on it again, but I listening to her breathing while she slept for about an hour. I know it sounds weird but just knowing there was some way for us to be "close" was amazing. It was the best I could get right now since she was in Kansas and asleep.
There was a soft rustling and then I heard her beautiful voice again.
"Baby? Are you still there?" The sleep was evident in her voice as she spoke. It was adorable.
"Yes babe. I'll always be here. Go back to sleep." I replied softly.
"Babe you've been listening to me sleep for like an hour and a half. That's a little creepy." I heard her smile as she spoke.
"It's comforting to me. It let's me know you're real." I replied honestly. I don't think I'll ever understand how I managed to get so lucky as to be with her.
"I'm going back to sleep now," she mumbled. "I'll text you in the morning, okay?" She asked softly. I knew she was already falling back asleep.
"Of course, B. Sleep well and sweet dreams. I'll text you back when I wake up." I said.
She always forgot about the time difference, which was understandable seeing as she's an hour ahead, and she's an early riser so I always wake up to a text from her. Best part of my mornings by far.
I heard the line go silent and I knew she hung up. Tapping on my phone going into my contacts I quickly typed out a text for her.
To: Brittany (12:03 a.m.): Sweet dreams my dear. I'll be seeing you in my dreams.
I sent it and held my phone to my chest. I knew she wouldn't answer but I still said it quietly...
"I love you, Brittany"
I plugged my phone into the charger and quickly got changed. Lying my head down to bed that night I'd thought of the same thing I thought of every night since I met her. I thought of Brittany.
A.N. This chapter was honestly killer for me to write. The typed out Skype conversation is an actually conversation she and I had and in all of the chapters it's going to be like that. They're very hard for me to look at again but it keeps to the truth in the story, especially since I've changed a lot of it. As always if you have any questions you can leave a review, p.m. me, or message me on tumblr .com
Also, sorry this took so long to write. I avoided it because of the Skype conversation.