Akako's POV

I went and sat in the mess hall as Levi and Erwin talked about a new plan to get the Female Titan. They believe that they had found out her true identity, thanks to Armin. Armin had said that it was Annie Leonhart, someone from the 104th Trainee Squad, who had joined the Military Police. Eren seemed shocked.

"There's no way that it's Annie." I looked at Eren and sighed. Standing up with him.

"Eren." He turned to look at me. "If she is the Female Titan-"

"No. It can't be true." I growled.

"Eren, if she is though, we need to take her in. Not only is she a Titan Shifter, as are you, but she KILLED most of the Survey Corps members during our 57th Expedition." He was about to argue. "Eren!" My eyes went cold. "If she is, she has to pay for her crimes. If she isn't, she's free to go. No harm, no foul. Alright." He frowned, but sat back down. I did soon after.

The next day, we were to report to the capital because there needed to be another trial to find out what to do with Eren now. However, he went with Armin and Mikasa to go get Annie, while I sat in a carriage with Jean, who was disguised as Eren. I sighed.

"There are so many things wrong with this." Jean cocked an eyebrow.

"Like what?" I frowned.

"Height, eye color, skin tone, general build." He nodded.

"No one said the Military Police were smart." I nodded and leaned back in my seat. "May I ask you a question?" I nodded. Jean seemed to blush a little. "How can you fight Titans with..." He gestured to his chest. I looked down. Yes, my chest was larger than other female soldiers. In fact, it was bigger than some of the prostitutes that walked the streets at night.

"Easy. It's called binding." Jean cocked his head. I sighed as I pulled some bandages from my back pocket. "I wrap my chest, tight. That way I don't have to worry about them getting in the way. It's quite simple, though it also helps that my shirt is also a little tighter than what's normally standard." Jean nodded.

"Alright." I leaned back, smirking.

"You know, if Eren, Mikasa, or Commander Erwin found out you just asked me that." I let his mind imagine my next few words as he paled. I giggled a little. "I won't tell them though. Don't worry. You were curious, and I'm sure you're not the first one to wonder that. And just so you know, you aren't the first one to ask." He cocked his head.

"Who asked first?" I blushed a little before looking out the window of the carriage.

"Corporal Levi." Jean's jaw dropped.

"R-Really?" I blushed a little more.

"Well, sort of. It was more like 'How the hell do you think you're going to fight Titans and use the 3DMG with those fat sacks weighing you down and getting in the way?' And unlike you, he asked in front of the entire Survey Corps, in the middle of dinner and a long silence. And he wasn't very quiet about it either." Jean nodded. I smiled as I turned to him. "Thanks for having the decency to ask in private." Jean blushed a little and looked out the window.

"N-No problem." The carriages then stopped and Jean just got out and took off the crappy wig, freaking out a little, as Erwin got off his horse and Levi came out of the carriage he was in. Jean went off to go fight the Female Titan, who had happened to appear within Wall Sina, which meant that yes, Annie was the Female Titan. I stood by Levi as he belittled and berated the Military Police, and then Erwin went off and shortly after, Levi and I did.

Levi went and cut Eren out of his Titan body, while it was... doing something with Annie's Titan body. What had happened, I found out, was that Annie had covered herself in a crystal/ice casing to protect herself, so we sort of succeeded, but at the same time we didn't. We got the Female Titan shifter, but we couldn't really get any information out of her. So we went to the holding facility and awaited Eren's next trial.

During the trail, some of the same shit was said and I sighed. In the end, Eren stayed in the custody of the Survey Corps. And I smiled. We returned to Headquarters.

"As soon as we get back, I expect everyone to be cleaning." Levi commanded from the front. I sighed as we got there. We had a lot of work to do. First of all, we had to get the belongings of those who had died on the expedition, and during the falling in within Wall Sina, and return them to the families. We also were going to be given double, if not triple, cleaning duties to make up for the people who were no longer with us.

I sighed as I went into Petra's, Gunther's, Eld's, and Auruo's rooms. Some sick fuck thought that I should do it since I was in their squad. I did so, and by the time I finished I was exhausted mentally.

As soon I closed the door to my room and walked into the middle, I finally felt the impact. My squad members were gone. They had died more than a week ago. I'd never talk to Eld and Gunther during training, wouldn't laugh as Auruo bit his tongue, would never get to see Petra's happy and bright smile and eyes. No more meals as one big happy family, laughing and sharing stories and gossip. No more cleaning duties together. No more of any of it. It was over.

I fell to my knees as the tears began down my face. I shook a little, slowly grabbing my sides as I began to whimper. As memories shared with them swam through my mind, the whimpers turned to sobs, and the sobs to almost hyperventilating pants and screams. I laid on my side, curled up as I continued my deep mourning. I haven't been able to mourn properly for years, so everything just came out.

The tears I fought as a child after learning my parent's weren't ever coming home, the depression I forced myself to swallow after watching Carla Jaeger eaten by a Titan. All of the memories with those people came flooding back as my screams increased and breathing was almost an impossibility. I coughed and hacked as my body convulsed. Suddenly, the door flew open.

"Akako!" I could barely hear as someone ran over and forced me to sit up as they hugged me, slowly patting my back and whispering comforting words into my ear. I calmed a little and soon realized that it was Eren who was holding me. I coughed a few more times and then, unfortunately for Eren, threw up all down his back. He just moved to the side as he got me on my hands and knees as I continued to empty the non-existent contents of my stomach.

After what felt like hours, I finished. My face was soaked with tears, but no more ran down my face, mucus was coming from my nose and my mouth tasted awful as drool, mucus, and other things dripped out and onto the floor. My shaking had decreased to little shivers every so often, and my breaths came in shudders. The rubbing on my back continued.

"Akako? Are you feeling better?" I slowly shook my head and looked at Eren. He looked slightly terrified, and overly concerned. I leaned against him. I noticed someone's boot over to the side and turned. It was Levi, and he looked not only terrified, but absolutely disgusted.

"Jaeger, I'll take her to clean up, deal with the rest of this mess." Eren looked slightly confused, but nodded. I, on the other hand, would've been completely shocked, however, I was exhausted and a little light headed. Levi walked over and kneeled on the other side of me. Eren slowly passed me to him, and Levi looked down to me. "Can you walk?" I slowly shook my head. He sighed and hooked an arm under my legs as another wrapped around my shoulders. "Do you think you can put your arms around my neck?" I nodded as I did so, and he lifted me without too much trouble. "You aren't going to puke on me are you?" I shook my head. "Good." And we started out of the room.

Walking threw the halls was a little awkward. My head rested on Levi's shoulder, and everyone was watching. It wasn't too surprising, I was screaming, and they must have been curious on who was screaming like a Titan was about to bite off their head. I saw Mikasa and Armin and they looked extremely worried. Levi stopped in front of them.

"Arlert, go help Jaeger clean her room, Ackerman, come with me." Mikasa nodded and followed close behind.

"Sir, may I ask what happened?" Levi shrugged.

"She had an anxiety attack. Most likely caused by the loss of the squad." I began to shake more. Levi stopped and slowly placed me on the floor and leaned me against the wall. "I don't know how to deal with these situations." Levi admitted, so Mikasa kneeled next to me and slowly rubbed circles on my back, telling me comforting things until my shaking returned to small shivers. Levi picked me back up and we finally made it to the one of the only bathrooms that had a tub. Levi placed me on the floor and turned to leave. I didn't even know why but my hand darted out and grabbed onto his arm.

"Kira." He said. I gripped tighter. "I need to go Kira. Mikasa can help you clean up." He pulled his arm, trying to get out of my grasp, but I soon grabbed with both arms and pulled it closer, until it was between my breasts. I clung to his arm like it was the only thing holding me together, because it might as well have been. He 'tched'. "Kira this is ridiculous. I need to go." I shook my head and clung tighter. Mikasa even tried to help pry me off, but I had his arm in a death grip.

"Corporal, I think you should stay. She obviously wants you too."

"It's against protocol. I can't stay in the same room as a woman while she bathes." He pulled once more and this time I pulled down a bit, causing him to stumble. I looked up to him, feeling new tears begin down my face.

"P-P-Please." My voice sound hoarse, weak, and nothing like me. "D-Don't g-go." He sighed.

"You sound pathetic." He sat down next to me and looked away. "You can start bathing her Ackerman." Mikasa nodded. She slowly removed my clothing, Levi's arm moving from between my breasts to my hand. Mikasa gently washed me, taking special care to my face. She went to retrieve my clothes and came back and helped dress me in my sleepwear. She then brushed my teeth for me.

"She's all set." Levi turned back, a small blush on his face, though it was expressionless.

"Finally." He slowly stood. "Can you stand yet?" I shrugged. "Can you at least try?" Mikasa glared a little, but I nodded. I got up, my legs shaking slightly. Levi lead me back to my room. Armin and Eren were in there. "You done in here?" The two nodded.

"Yeah." Levi nodded as Eren came over to me.

"Are you feeling any better Akako?" I shrugged a little. He sighed and Levi walked me over to my bed. I laid down as Mikasa covered me up, being motherly as always. She pecked my forehead, as did Eren and Armin, and they left. Levi began to turn, but I hadn't let go of his hand.

"Kira-"

"I-I'm sorry." He cocked an eyebrow. "Having to carry me must have been hard on your leg. And coming in after I had made a mess..." Levi sighed. He sat on my bed next to me.

"I came in before you started puking. I heard screaming and thought that a Titan had appeared, only to bump into Jaeger. We were headed in the same direction and so we found you, in a ball, screaming." I frowned.

"I-I'm sorry to have caused you trouble." Levi cocked an eyebrow. "A-And thank you." Levi shrugged.

"Whatever. Can you let go of my hand now? I swear you've cut off the circulation so that the damn blood flow won't return to normal for a week." I sighed and unwillingly let got. Levi stood and left, muttering a quick 'Good Night' before closing the door.

Oh Levi was so sweet! I making Levi kinda sweet and caring, it's fun trying to do it in a way that doesn't go TO OOC... probably failed but hey! Light fluff! =)