FireStarter

by queenLiz4

Much to Loki's dismay, he must share his wife with Thor a man that he both hates and loves. But as their relationships progress, the dynamics of Thor and Loki's relationship takes a major shift and Sif sees herself being pushed out. And while all of this is happening, Thor is trying to figure out who burned down his house which was the catalyst for the threesome to start. AU/Modern

7. Chapter 7

Summary:

Sif shows Thor who Loki really is.

Notes:

No beta.
Thanks for the comments and kudos!

Chapter Text

Loki was tipsy, not drunk, just a little buzzed and in Thor's eyes, absolutely adorable. He was giggling and stumbling slightly as he was shrugging off his clothes to put on his pajamas.

It was Tony's birthday and he had invited the other subs for an early dinner promising to have them all back safe and sound by 7pm.

It was 9.

Luckily, they had sense enough to call cabs for each other.

"Come on little Kitten. Come into the sanctuary and have a cup of coffee." Thor said helping Loki up the stairs.

"Coffee?" Loki clung to Thor's arm. "Is it not too late for coffee? I want a glass of wine."

"Wine is what the problem is." Thor told him. "Coffee will sober you up."

"I'm sober Thor. I'm so sober it's ridiculous."

"Sure is Loki." Thor got him to the sanctuary and went to make coffee, instant would do. When he got back to the room, Loki was sitting in the chair pulling out a puzzle to put together. "Here sweetheart, drink this."

"Is there whiskey in it?" Loki asked with an arched eyebrow. "Irish coffee?"

"Sure why not." Thor put the cup in Loki's hand.

Loki took it and smiled. "Liar."

"You had fun with Tony?" Thor asked sliding into the chair across from Loki.

Loki smiled. "So much fun Thor. Tony is crazy. Oh hey, you know what? He was talking about his wife pegging him! Can you believe that? I'd be afraid if Sif tried to make me her bend over boyfriend."

"Why?"

"She's an angry woman and I am always a bad boy." Loki smiled trying to snap two puzzle pieces together.

"Why? Why are you always a bad boy?" Thor asked taking the pieces apart that Loki just snapped together.

"Because it's fun." It was the truth, Thor knew, but he wasn't too sure if that was the whole truth. "Why are you doing that?" Loki asked, brows creased.

"They didn't belong together." Thor explained.

Loki's frown deepened. "Yes they did. I put them together myself."

"Yes I saw you. But it's wrong. There are no gaps between the pieces." Thor loved messing with Loki with the puzzle pieces. Loki was so passionate about something Thor found so mundane.

Loki smiled at him. "There aren't supposed to be gaps Thor." He snatched the pieces back and reconnected them. "What did you and your family do when you were a child?"

"Play football."

"Is that the one where you hit a ball with a stick?" Loki teased. "Or the one where you hit a puck with a stick."

Thor smiled. "It's the one where I hit you with a stick."

"Promises, promises." Loki flirted. "We should have a day where I'm the dominant and you're the submissive. I read somewhere that it's a good exercise to see how well you take care of your subbie."

Thor squinted. "Where did you read that at?" It wasn't entirely wrong. There were a lot of couples that switched if nothing else then to make that the dom remembers what it's like for a submissive. But it was deeper than that. It was also to see how the sub treats his dom while his dom was in a place of submission. Usually, they treat the dom as the dom treated them and it was a good was for the dom to see where he'd lacking.

"I don't know. I beat my partner dot com."

That wasn't real, Thor knew that and he smiled at Loki's humor. "I told you I prefer you asking me questions. What made you do research in the first place?"

Loki shrugged. "Remember when I looked at your messages that time and you threatened chastity?"

"Yeah."

"Well I looked at it again after that." Loki smiled then, wide with amused eyes. He almost looked proud of himself. "I saw a message between you and Nat in which she referred to me as a slave."

Thor shook his head. "Seriously?"

"This was pre-therapy alright, give a guy a break."

"Oh you'll be on a long break." Thor nodded though secretly, he was proud of Loki.

It took them a while to get him into therapy only because at first Loki was refusing to see a psychiatrist, and when he did, he argued against every acronym he was diagnosed with. Eventually, after much research, Loki began to see a bit of himself in all the diagnosis and admitted maybe he wasn't the healthiest mentally.

The OCD was easy for him to admit to. The PTSD made sense though he was adamant at first that he had it at one time, but not anymore. The Borderline Personality Disorder Loki was not accepting. It was only after Loki did his own reading that he realized that he identified with it. The intense feelings of abandonment, the mood swings, self-harm and intense feelings of boredom where only a few traits Loki saw in himself.

Eventually he agreed to take the meds and though it was too soon to tell if it was working or not, he was proud of Loki for trying to get himself healthy.

"No breaks. A week's chastity starting tomorrow." Thor informed him.

Loki pouted. "I came clean! Doesn't that count for something?"

"You came clean because you had to tell me why you started researching this life style." Thor said. "It doesn't count."

"Ok, right there. Pause. Why is it a life style? Some people engage in this kink for sex. Why must I submit all the time?"

Thor allowed the change in subject but only because Loki was willing to actually talk about their lifestyle. All previous attempts to start this conversation was met with sarcasm.

It was also a bad idea to speak punishment with a drunk man. Even if he was just a little tipsy.

"I like to have a full time submissive." It was true. Kinky sex games was fun, but it wasn't real to him. It was a game and Thor didn't like to just play.

"But you're different with Sif." The puzzle was forgotten now and instead, Loki was sipping his coffee. "You don't plan her meals or tell her what time to call you. Our dynamics are very different."

It wasn't all Thor though. Loki acted different than Sif. Loki actually waited by the door for Thor to come home. There was never a time that Thor came home and Loki wasn't already standing there waiting. "You need a different dynamic. You don't take care of yourself well enough."

"And yet, we have a contract where I can safe word even in punishment. I can affectively keep you from doing something beneficial for me."

Loki understood their roles far too well and he knew how to play them. It made him a difficult sub but called out to the dom in Thor to control. "Being a slave takes away your ability to say stop. I don't think you'd like that."

Loki wet his lips with the tip of his tongue after finishing off his coffee. "No, I wouldn't. But, what if the idea isn't that scary in the future. Like once I… get better."

"We can always renegotiate." They were starting to enter a territory about limitations and Loki was in no shape to have such a conversation. In his present state, Loki would agree with something that his drunk brain might think was a good idea but once sober, the affects could be devastating. "But for now, let's get you to bed."

"It's early."

"Yes, and if you remember correctly, you weren't supposed to be drinking with meds. Pepper may allow for her service top to drink with prescriptions but I don't. It dangerous." So dangerous that Thor dug his phone out his jeans pocket and sent a message to Pepper.

Loki pouted. "I didn't even remember you saying that."

Thor sighed both at his sub and Peppers response of "WHAT!". Apparently she had no idea Tony was drinking.

Have a sub was hard work.

Thor returned his full attention to Loki "I remember saying it, very clearly in fact. So it's night night Kitty. And you're going to have to sleep without your sleeping pills tonight."

Loki stood up from the chair and sauntered over to Thor. "Maybe Thor should tuck Kitty in?"

Thor smiled. "No playing while drunk."

"Then let's not play." Loki kissed Thor on the lips, his tongue sliding inside Thor's mouth as he started to pull Thor out the chair. "Love me." He said. "Show me how much you love me."

How could Thor say no to that?

He peeled off Loki's clothes as Loki peeled off his. They had been doing this a lot lately, nothing kinky. Just making love. Even though Thor's dominant side shinned through and sometimes Loki's need to submit determined their positions, there was nothing fast or hard about their time together.

They tumbled to the bed with Loki straddling him as he held the back of Loki's head pressing him closer to deepen the kiss. When Loki pulled back for air Thor licked his lip. "I want to be in your mouth."

Loki frowned a bit but nodded. They'd never gone down of each other and Thor knew it was because the men who had used him made him hate it. As a result, Loki had never asked Thor to do it to him either.

Loki moved down his body, eyes on Thor's face. When he got there though, it seemed he lacked the courage to actually do it. Thor smiled down at his lover and with his thumb opened Loki's mouth and with his other hand, guided himself in.

He groaned when Loki accepted it and closed his hot mouth around him. Loki's dark hair fell over his face and Thor reached down to pull it back and hold his head steady. "I'm going to push deep. Will you let me?"

He wasn't his dominant at that moment, he was Loki's boyfriend and he would not just take from him, not when he was drunk and not while they weren't in a scene. He wanted Loki to freely give.

"Will you stop if I ask you to?" Loki asked slowly jacking Thor's thick cock.

"Always, no matter if you're my slave or sub." Thor answered. "Tap my thigh twice when you want to stop."

Loki nodded, opened his mouth and let Thor slide in. He pushed at the back of Loki's long throat causing him to gag. Loki endured it for a few moments before tapping Thor's thigh. Despite the pleasure of Loki's gagging, Thor pulled away while Loki sputtered and coughed.

Thor's cock was aching to get back inside that wet heat but he waited for Loki to catch his breath. "It's normal Kitten. You actually get used to it."

Loki nodded.

"Can I do it again? This time I want you to swallow when you gag. Are you willing to try it?"

Loki looked apprehensive.

"You don't have to. I'll love you the same regardless."

Loki looked away for a moment, getting control over his breathing before looking back and nodding.

"Remember two taps."

Loki nodded and opened his mouth. With Thor's hands still wrapped in his hair holding him still to receive his cock.

When Thor felt him gag he groaned. "Swallow Kitten, swallow."

Loki did as instructed though Thor could feel the struggle. Thor looked down at him and watched as more of his shaft was pushed in his throat. With enough training, Loki could probably deep throat him. But that night wasn't the night to do it. Loki didn't ask to be pushed, he asked to be loved.

Instead he pulled out Loki's mouth. "That was good." He pulled Loki up. "It's your turn."

A sudden panicked look passed over Loki's features. "You don't have to."

His considerate Kitten. "Lay back."

Loki did as suggested and Thor swallowed him whole causing Loki's back to arch off the bed. "Oh geez Thor."

Thor sucked hard and released him. "Spread your thighs."

Loki opened to him and Thor smiled knowing Loki was expecting a finger. What he got was his first rim job. As expected, at first Loki tried to close his legs, but when Thor started to jack Loki's cock while stuff his tongue in the other man's ass Loki groaned and let his leg fall a part.. "That's good Thor. Don't stop."

Thor pushed his tongue in deeper and he could feel Loki falling apart under him.

He loved Loki like this. When he was so open and willing.

Thor moved up Loki's body and took his lips in a searing kiss. Loki arched up, legs wrapped around Thor. "In me Thor. I need you in me. Always. It's the only time I'm safe."

Thor frowned as Loki started clawing at him but he reached in the table by the bed and lubed himself before guiding himself in.

"Yes." Loki hissed. "Love me! Love me!"

Thor pulled back and pushed in making Loki groan. "Deep. Go in deep."

Thor snorted at his top from the bottom. He'd never allow that in a scene but this was not scene. He pushed in deep making Loki groan. But he didn't take a fast pace. He pushed in shallow strokes nice and slow enjoying the warmth and tightness of Loki's body. He was gliding his head along Loki's prostate, making the other man shudder but the slow pace kept Loki from cuming.

Loki snaked a hand between their bodies to reach for his cock.

Thor grabbed his thin wrist. "You don't need it. You'll come on my cock."

Loki squirmed in an attempt to rush the strokes but Thor stilled his hips. "I'm aching." He complained.

Thor smiled down at him. "Good. I love it when you get desperate."

Loki groaned. "Faster, please I want to come."

"Then come."

"You're a monster."

Thor laughed in response. "You love it."

"I do. I love it. I love how hard you make me."

"Gosh Loki you're still so tight. You feel so good." Thor didn't know how that was possible. Loki was filled nightly and yet his body was still so snug around him.

Loki huffed, obviously trying to orgasm with the pace Thor set. "Thor, seriously, I'm throbbing."

Thor knew that feeling all too well. When it was good but not enough and his heart beat could be felt through his cock and the need to orgasm grew to such a height that you actually start to feel stressed and vaguely panicked.

"I love it. Tell me Loki, tell me how much you need it."

"Thor," He hissed. "Oh, I'm so close. Touch me please."

"No baby. You don't need it."

"Then faster."

"No love, just like this. Not demanding, not fast, not consuming. You'll give your orgasm tonight Loki. Your gift to me."

Loki was starting to tremble with the need of it as Thor leaned his forehead against his. "Tell me." Loki said. "I need to hear it Thor. Tell me."

Thor knew what Loki needed to hear. "I love you Loki."

Loki arched, shuddered, moan and then erupted in wild thrusts. Each burst was marked with an "Oh" as if he was surprised that it felt so good.

Thor went to pull out but Loki's legs tightened. "In me. Cum in me."

Thor smiled. "I've never heard sweeter words." He pulled back to elongate his thrusts. "I could stay in you forever. You feel so good." Thor went to speed up as his eyes slid shut but hands suddenly gripped his hips and pushed him to his back.

He opened his eyes to see Loki and sat himself on Thor. "No. You'll cum at the pace I set." He teased as he started languid movements. "It'll be my gift."

Thor laughed. "Loki, I'm never going to cum like this."

"Of course you will." Loki smiled. "If I allow it."

Thor growled. This was why Loki was usually tied up. "That's enough topping from the bottom." He flipped them over. "Now lay there and take what I give you."

Loki allowed himself to be flipped and settled on his back. "So bossy."

Thor smiled and started his long fast thrusts. He was close. He could feel the contractions about to start when Loki suddenly moved up and he fell out.

Thor opened his eyes to Loki's wicked. "Oops."

Thor growled and flipped him on his hands and knees. "Little fucker."

Loki giggled at Thor started pounding into him. It was harder being that Loki had edged him. He was slightly more sensitive. When he got close enough again, Loki shifted forward suddenly causing him to fall out gain.

Play time was over.

Thor grabbed Loki's wrists forcing Loki's face to the bed. He was giggling like mad beneath him groaning at the strain of Thor pounding into him. That was until he realized that in this position, dry orgasms were almost always inevitable.

Loki started to scramble realizing that he was going to lose this battle if he was too out of it to control Thor's orgasm. "No, no wait."

"No. no waiting. You did this, now take it."

Loki's body imploded, Thor could feel the contractions and he laughed in triumph. Loki was coming in succession now and sounded unhappy about it. "No! Cum already!"

"No, now I'm going to hold it. And I'm going to fuck you until you pass out."

"What happened to our loving moment?" Loki whined.

"You happened!"

Loki whined louder as Thor controlled his body but he knew Thor was too far gone to keep it up. He only lasted another five minutes but it was enough to exhaust Loki.

Thor felt vindicated.

000

They were making love. There was no other way to put it. Even in the end, when Loki baited Thor into going another round and Thor started swearing at him there was love in their words.

Loki hadn't told her he loved her in over a month. Not since he started therapy.

And that was fine. She didn't love him anyway and in regards to Thor, she knew he'd need to her to stick around to be truly happy. Loki would never be able to go deep into the scenes and Thor needed to in order to feel content.

She went down to the kitchen and grabbed a snack. It took a little while but Loki eventually came downstairs to grab something to drink.

"Hey Sif." His voice was low and slightly horse. "How was your day?"

"Good. You have fun with Tony?" She asked without a hint of the jealousy in her voice.

"Yeah. He got me in trouble though." He muttered under his breath. "You coming up to bed?"

Why? Did one of them feel in the mood for pussy? "In a minute. I've been thinking about doing a scene at the club. I'm sure Thor would love to show off his two subs."

Loki blinked at her. Yes, he was troubled by this. "What kind of scene?"

"Maybe a whipping scene?" Just like when Daddy and his friends used to beat you. "Then he could take turns with us."

Loki paled which was a huge accomplishment because he was already paper white. "What makes you think he wants that?"

"We've always done scenes you know that. It's been a while since he played hardcore. I think he deserves it. Don't you?"

She watched as Loki opened his mouth to close it to open it again. She could hear Thor coming downstairs, probably to see what the holdup was with Loki. "Hey Sif" He said as he walked into the room and kissed her cheek. "You have a good day?"

"Yup. And it's getting better by the second." She smiled. "Loki just agreed to do a scene with us at the club."

For a split second a look of happiness spread on Thor's face before his brain thought better of it. He looked at Loki. "Are you sure about this?"

If she saw the look of happiness then she knew Loki did. And his need to please Thor would win over his better judgement as it always did with her. Loki nodded like a dummy.

"What kind of scene are we talking?" Thor asked. "Something private?"

"No." Sif answered before Loki could. "We want to do the whipping scene."

Thor's eyes opened so wide they looked like they were going to pop out. "Loki you can't possibly want to do this."

"Why not?" Loki asked false bravado evident to Sif but not to Thor. "We already agreed on it."

Thor kept a moderately concerned look on his face for the rest of the week but his excitement was also evident as the next weekend starting coming around. By Thursday, all apprehension was gone and he seemed almost giddy. In turn, Loki was becoming sterner in doing it, though Sif still didn't think he'd go through with it.

She wanted Loki to safe word. She wanted to prove to Thor that Loki would never be enough for him. Just like Loki wasn't enough for her.

When Saturday rolled around Thor had picked out clothes for them to wear, taking time with each one of them to dress them up. He even did their hair. He had them both in pony tails, though Sif's was longer and higher up on her head.

She had to admit, Loki did look beautifully put together. His outfit was nothing like hers. He was moderately dressed but it fit his body well and accentuated his long lean frame. He looked good in leather.

Better than she thought he would.

The closer to show time it grew, the touchier Thor became. He was getting into the dominant frame of mind and Loki couldn't have been further from his subspace.

Thor had collard them both as well. Her collar was a red leather, obvious and easy to see. Loki's was a lot less obvious. A green leather band wrapped around his wrist with that stupid key that kept Thor's belts locked away dangling from it like a charm.

The whole way to the car Loki was quiet and withdrawn. He was scared. And though a part of her was thrilled at showing Loki up, there was another part of her that realized he might just go through with it. As the car parked she started wondering if Thor was the good dom she thought he was. After all, he should know that his sub wasn't acting right. He had to have known Loki wouldn't have wanted to go through with it.

It wasn't until they exited the car and started the short walk to the club she heard it. It was soft at first and then he repeated it in a stronger voice.

"Red."

Yes, he safe worded.

000

Loki watched as Thor turned to him slowly, their hands still intertwined while Thor held a backpack full of who knows what. "What did you say?" Thor asked. "Did you safe word?"

At first Loki shook his head to the contrary but then he nodded. "Red. Very red."

He expected a look of disappointment not a hot look of arousal before being devoured in a kiss.

"Get a room!" Loki heard someone yell, it sounded like Clint.

Thor pulled away from him. "My brave Kitten. You were going to try weren't you?"

"I wanted you to have this." Loki's head was still spinning slightly from the kiss and from the sheer fear he felt three seconds before he safe worded.

"I know. And that's what got me so hot on Thursday." Thor told him. "I could see you fighting to please me. I wasn't going to let you do it through baby. You don't see how differently dressed you are from Sif?"

It was true. He had on a button down with a leather vest and black leather pants. Sif was almost naked.

"You safe worded." Thor said. "And the right color. I'm so proud of you. Do you want to go home?"

Loki shook his head though he did want to go home. He didn't want to see anyone beaten into submission before being reamed in front of a live audience. But he had already pulled Thor's focus from Sif and sending him home would put Thor in a position of worried about pleasing the sub in front of him but think about the sub at home.

Thor smiled like he knew Loki really did want to go home. "You are too good to me Kitten. Come on. I've made arrangements for you."

Loki let himself be pulled towards the club trying to figure out what Thor would have planned. How did Thor know he was going to safe word? He didn't even know he was going to safe word until he did it.

The club was crowded. There were going to be a few shows that were going to be going on that night and it had drawn a lot people out. Thor led them into the private section and into room 202. "Start prepping Sif." Thor had told her. "I have to prep Loki."

Sif went to do as ordered and Loki frowned. "Prep Loki for what?"

From out his bag Thor pulled a thin, slightly curved vibrator. "Who carried vibrators around you sicko."

Thor smiled lubing it up before pulling at Loki's pants. He turned him around and worked it in with little ceremony. "This is to remind you that you are not here alone. Though you aren't on stage with us, you are not abandoned or forgotten."

Once righted Loki nodded trying to believe the words that Thor said. He wanted to be able to just go up on stage, strip naked and let Thor beat and screw him into oblivion. But he wasn't that person. And Sif was right. Thor would need this.

"Come one, I've reserved a table for you, Natasha and Bruce. Bruce is a slave tonight. Do you remember what that means?"

Loki followed Thor out the room. "Don't talk to him."

"And the other rules of the club."

"Don't speak to other doms or subs unless invited to. Don't let anyone touch me and if they try don't punch them in the face, tell one of the other doms." That rule was added after an overly zealous man decided no didn't always mean no. Though hilarious, and deserving, Thor added the no punching rule as Loki was nearly arrested.

"Tonight, you can ask Natasha all the questions you want once the show starts." They were still in the private area when Thor stilled and turned back to Loki. "She'll answer you but if it is something she feels is not her place to answer she will tell you so and you will ask me in the morning. Now, at the appropriate time, you are to return to this room and set it up for Sif's sub drop. Do you understand?"

Loki was still trying to figure out how he was going to walk around with a dildo rammed inside him. "How will I know the appropriate time?"

Thor smiled. "You'll know. Come on, I'll show you to the table. Here is the key to the room."

Loki followed behind Thor happy for the selection of a long shirt. He gingerly sat down in the chair across from Natasha trying not to star at Bruce sitting at her feet, head bowed and on a leash.

Natasha was nursing a drink looking a little bored when they arrived.

"He's been briefed." Thor said to her before grabbing Loki and kissing him possessively on the mouth. "Be a good boy."

Loki nodded and turned to Natasha who had an interestingly little smile on her lips.

She leaned close. "Did he safe word or you?"

Loki licked his upper lip. "Me."

Her smile brightened. "Good boy."

What was it about those words that made him feel so at peace?

The lights dimmed as the first show was starting. There was a sub in the middle of the stage tied down to a bench of some kind. He was blind folded and had what Loki guessed was noise canceling headphones.

"What's the point of this?" Loki asked not seeing this as anything sexual. "What's this scene?"

Nat leaned closer to him. "Other tops are going to touch him but he can only cum when it's his master's touch."

That seemed difficult. Without seeing or hearing, what other indicators would a sub have as to which hand was his master's? "How is he going to know?"

Natasha smiled. "That's the point. He won't."

"Seems impossible." Loki observed as all kinds of hand caressed the sub's body.

"It kind of is but there was one sub who managed it. And you'll never guess who passed it."

Loki tilted his head. "Who?"

"Tony."

Loki laughed. "He's the worse sub ever. Well, next to me."

Natasha snorted. "You have to be submissive to be a bad one."

Loki squinted at her. "And you don't think I'm submissive?"

Natasha thought about it for a moment. "You submit but no I don't think you're submissive."

"You think I'm a slave?" He pressed.

Natasha opened her mouth to say something but then she seemed to think better of it. "That's a conversation for Thor."

Loki figured as much. "Well then can you tell me how one can be a slave without being submissive?"

"Being a slave doesn't mean you've submitted." She was looking down at Bruce. "It's having a will but trusting your master not to take you further than you can go. It's believing he or she will always put you first while you put aside your will to do as your master sees fit. Any slave can be a sub but not every sub can be a slave. You do what Thor tells you not because you are submitting but because you trust he has your best interest at heart."

The slave on the stage groaned and erupted. By the sound of the crowd it wasn't for his master. "If everyone fails, why do subs do it?"

"To fail and know that you are still treasured." She said quickly. "That's sometimes the hardest lesson for a sub… or slave… to learn.

The lights came back on as the stage was prepped for a new act.

Madam Maria came over to them, her and Natasha talking about strange female things which Loki had become adept at ignoring. He was think about ordering wings before the next show started when the phallus in anus started vibrating. The sudden vibration caught him off guard and caused him the grip the table and throw his head back moaning.

Both women were looking at him strangely but he knew they had to have had an idea of why he suddenly decided to start making sex noises out of the blue. It took a moment for him to remember that he had something to do. "I have to go."

Loki was sure he looked crazy running through the club to the private area but the vibration was urging him on faster.

The next show must have started and as the man on stage was screaming Loki was silently happy to have been called away. He wondered if Thor timed that.

He quickly set up the room for a sub drop. Chocolates, Gatorade, and blankets were all nearby and set up. The vibrations were wrecking him. His pants felt too tight, and he could feel those wicked contractions forming. He tried to fight it off but there was no position he could get it that alleviated the pressure. He didn't know how long he was there on the verge but he was losing control.

His back arched and the first of his dry orgasms started. Thor came in half carrying Sif.

Loki by this time was on his back ready to tear apart the couch.

"Oh Kitten. You look distressed." Thor was slightly out of breath but he looked like he was in his element. He loved this, Loki could tell.

Sif was loopy but still conscious. She collapsed on Loki. "I want him to fuck me."

"You heard the woman. Fuck her."

Loki groaned as Sif got his cock out and in her in record time.

It was an odd feeling having dry orgasms as his cock was enclosed in her tight heat. It was as if his cock was trying to catch up with his anus. The ache was ridiculous as Thor joined them filling Sif from behind.

"My good Puppet." He was whispering. "You did so well."

Sif had started babbling which was the first indication that she was going under.

Loki was just trying to alleviate the pressure in his ass when she arched and clamped down on him. He arched as Thor did, all of them reaching the height together.

Loki was happy Thor turned the vibrations off and as much as he wanted to pull off his pants to dislodge the thing, Sif had collapsed on top of him moaning and shaking.

Thor had covered them with the blanket before setting out to go to the showers.

It had been a long time since he had held his wife and he found that his arms missed her. He ran his fingers through her long black hair kissing on her neck as she came back around snuggling deeper in his warmth. "You smell so good."

Loki smiled. "You smell like sperm."

She giggled. She actually giggled as she downed the Gatorade. "I wonder why. I'm going to go shower."

"Do you need help?"

"No. I'm good." She was stumbling at first but eventually righted herself. Loki admired her strength. He was always too out of it to think when he went into subspace. Maybe she didn't go as far under this time.

Loki smiled watching his wife walk away. He wondered if there was a way to make the three of them work. Thor and Sif could give each other what he couldn't give them and in return with them both he ran less of a risk in annoying them.

In truth he missed his wife. He did still love on her on a very real level. He was just afraid of what he'd do to keep her.

Thor returned showered and looking fresh. "You were the only one that didn't get naked." He teased.

Loki shifted. "Can you take it out?"

Thor pouted a bit mimicking Loki's face. "I'm surprised you didn't take it out already."

"You didn't tell me I could." Loki explained

Thor smiled pulling down Loki's pants and pulling out the dildo. "I love that you didn't pull it out. Where's Sif?"

"Shower's. I'll grab her." Loki said as he got himself to his feet and righted his pants.

Loki was becoming more comfortable in the club. He was learning where everything was and realized it wasn't as scary as he thought it was. Everyone was nice to him and once Thor started collaring him before they entered the club, there were no more incidents of people getting grabby.

The only thing he still wasn't used to was the large amounts of naked people just walking around in the private area.

The woman's showers were located right across from the men and it suddenly occurred to Loki that he couldn't just go walking in without looking like a creep.

He stopped a woman, un-collard and asked her. "Was there anyone else in the showers?"

The woman screwed up her face. "Yeah, some trick going down on some dude, which I'm reporting right now. We have private rooms for that."

The woman went stomping away as Loki stood there hoping the trick wasn't Sif. She had just had two men screwing her like five minutes ago. There was no way it was her. She probably had went to notify Pepper of the inappropriateness of the couple in the shower and that was what had taken her so long.

The problem was, Loki didn't believe that. Something in him old him it was his wife. His stomach soured as he pushed opened the door.

There on her knees was his wife and the man she was going down on was Fandral.

He could hear footsteps coming and heard Tony's voice but his feet wouldn't work. The couple was so engrossed they didn't even realize he was standing there.

Tony came up behind him screaming. "We don't allow this nonsense!"

That made Sif turn around and Fandral open his eyes.

There was something in Tony's "Oh shit!" and Fandral's "Loki!" that made him see red. His blood boiled, his brain clicked off and he went charging at the couple.

Tony gripped him, trying to pull him back as he was screaming. "Get Thor!"

He could feel hands holding him back and he was vaguely aware of Fandral trying apologize but there was no amount of apology that was going to calm him. He felt Thor's hands around his waist pulling him back and out the showers.

He could hear Sif calling out to him and he was fully aware of the eyes on him and that enraged him more. He was embarrassed. Everyone knew him as Sif's husband. Everyone knew that already Loki had to bring in another man to do for his wife what he couldn't. It fueled his anger and propelled him forward to get his hands on Fandral.

He couldn't beat his wife but he could bash Fandral's face in.

But when Bruce came to help Thor get him out the club, he was shoved in Clint's car and escorted far away from the scene.

000

Sif sat on the bed, her things surrounding her in suitcases and bags. Loki didn't go home with them last night. Clint had driven him back to the home he shared with Jane and kept him there. Thor wouldn't tell her how he was but he did present her with divorce papers already signed with Loki's elegant hand writing.

She felt both relief and sadness. She was glad it was over. Being able to pull the weight that was Loki was off her shoulders was liberating but Thor had no idea what he was getting himself into. She knew she came off as cruel and mean but Loki was no prince and Thor would come to see that.

She could hear Thor's footsteps on the steps leading to the bedroom that she had claimed as her for far too long. He wasn't as hurt when he found out she had stepped out their relationship but that didn't surprise Sif. They didn't love each other. They owed each other nothing.

"Your cab is here." Thor said as he entered the room. "Do you need help?"

Sif snorted. "I can't believe nearly twelve years of marriage is over and it was him who left me."

Thor sighed. "Why didn't you leave him?"

"He owed me." Came her cryptic answer. "Did you know he tried to kill himself once?"

Thor shook his head. Of course he didn't know. It wasn't something that either of them advertised.

"He gave no indication that anything was even wrong." She started. "I came home one day to an ambulance outside, peeling him off the floor. He had jumped out of our seventh floor apartment window. The doctor's said it was a miracle he hadn't died. He was in a comma for a month. He'd broken his back, fractured his skull, the doctors doubted he'd wake up and if he did, they doubted he'd be able to walk or even talk." She took a moment to take a breath. "I wished he would die." She was crying now, remembering the desperation she felt. "A month of going to the hospital every day, my whole life on hold all because he was too weak to get over his childhood. I'd never been less attracted to him than I was at that moment."

She looked at Thor who was looking at her with an unreadable look on his face.

"Then he woke up." She continued. "And for two years my life was all about him. Hospitals, rehabs, institutions, it seemed like he'd never just get better. Everything was about him and his needs and I was angry Thor. When he got back home I couldn't stand to be near him. I wouldn't let him touch me despite his apologies and oaths that he'd never do it again. Eventually I told him I wanted out and he begged me not to go. Said he'd do anything. And I told him what it would take to keep me. I wanted to sleep around, I wanted to get back on the scene and he OWED me. Think me a bitch if you want, but trust me when I tell you, Loki will suck the life out of you."

She stood up. "Let me show you a glimpse of your perfect little Kitten." She left the room for a moment and brought in a bag she knew Thor would recognize. "When your little Kitten comes home, ask him how he got a bag of your trinkets and photo albums from the house that burned down. Trust me, this isn't to make you think Loki is a monster, because he isn't, but you had better realize that everything he touches he ruins and you will be no exception. Get out, while you still can."

The cab honked and she left Thor sitting on the bed looking confused.

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