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For my love of first kisses

Chapter 7

Bella´s POV

I spent the entire evening in bead as the doctor had prescribed. Dad didn't give me much choice he checked on me every two minutes, just making sure I was resting as he put it. Around eight I decided to pretend to be sleeping so that he would stop coming into my room. After he had checked that I was breathing about three times he finally let me be and started to watch a game on TV. I could hear the sounds of it from the living room and after a while I heard dad´s snoring. It had obviously been a hard day on my dad. I on the other had didn't feel tired at all. I turned and tossed trying to find a comfortable position; finally I gave up and got out of bed. I walked over to my desk and turned my computer on. Maybe I would write an e-mail to my mother. I missed her but I had to admit to myself that living in Forks wasn't such a bad thing. I decided not to say anything about my accident it would only worry my mother and make her call me even more often than two to three times a day she currently did. When we had talked last night I had told her that talking to her on the phone all the time was interfering with my homework and suggested that we could e –mail each other instead and maybe talk every second day. She had agreed after telling me that I could call her at any hour of the day if I needed her. I opened my inbox. Mum had already sent me five e-mails. I made a little sigh and stated to open them.

Hello Bella! How has your day been? Any cute boys at school? I miss you. Phil says hi. Mum

Why haven't you answered jet? Mum

I´m getting a bit worried here, thinking I might call you. Write back soon. Mum

Phil says I have to relax and let you answer in your own time, I´m doing that. Mum

Just letting you know that I´m going to bed now but you can always call me if anything is up. Mum

I started to write her an answer.

Hi mum, I do not check my e-mail every five minutes okay? My day has been fine. There are some cute boys at school. And I and Jacob have picked up our friendship again which is really nice. He is really sweet and nice. Bella

Writing about Jacob made me think about Jacob. Made me kind of miss him, which was of course ridicules it had been only a couple of hours since I had last seen him. I looked at my cell phone, maybe I should call him. I picked my cell up and remembered that I had been about to read a text from Jacob when the truck had come at me. I flickered up the text and read it.

Hi B, I have nothing planed maybe work on my car. U wanna hang out? J

I felt a small flutter in my stomach. The cell felt slippery in my hand as I pressed it against my ear after pressing dial Jacob Black while sitting myself back on my bead.

"Hi it´s Jake."

"Hi it´s me Bella, what are you doing?" I said feeling myself sounding overly cherry.

"O Hi Bells, I´m just watching some game with dad but he is actually half asleep. I hope that you are resting, doctor´s orders you know. "

"Don´t worry I´m all tucked in. Just laying here all alone in my big bed." O no way did I say that? It sounded like I was implying that I didn't want to be alone in bed.

"O okay," Jacob answered his voice sounding a bit muffled.

"Well anyway I got your text and I haven't got anything planed ether so maybe we could do something? I said trying to get the subject away from me being alone in bed. Not that my mind got away from it. I felt weird fantasies bouncing around in my head. Fantasies where Jacob answered "Well I wouldn't want you to be all alone maybe I should come over there and join you".

"Great! Your place or mine?"

Now these fantasies were getting really hard to control. I head myself giggle like I was some ridiculous twelve year old. I coughed a couple of times before answering.

"Well dad mentioned something about picking Billy up for some fishing trip. I could catch a ride with him and we could hang out."

"Okay sounds fun. O I forgot to ask you if you are coming to the bonfire here next weekend?"

"What bonfire?"

"It´s this kind of a bonding between Forks High and La Push School, now that we all go to the same school the student council has arranged this bonfire so that everyone can get to know each other. Embry is involved in the whole thing, he claims that it´s going to be the wildest bonfire ever, which has me kind of worried," Jake said with a laugh.

"And you want me there to protect you against all the wild things?"

"Yes please Bella come and be my personal bodyguard," Jake was trying to make his voice sound serious.

"What am I supposed to do? Fight off all the girls that wants to make out with you?"

Jake went silent, and I could have bitten my tongue off. What the hell was I saying? I felt my face turning read and I was thanking the lord that Jacob couldn't see me right now. When Jake still wasn't saying anything I heard myself starting to ramble on.

"Well like I said, well maybe I didn't say but I would like to come, to the bonfire I mean."

"Yes good, I will see you then or I mean I see you tomorrow at my place Bella, god night and now rest that head of yours."

"I will, god night to you too Jacob Black," I said and pressed cancel call.

I laid myself under the covers and tried not obsess over my embarrassing phone call with Jacob but it didn´t work at all. I finally fell asleep to dreams about crashing cars, burning eyes and a doctor wanting to do a thorough exam of me.

Rosalie´s POV

I opened his door and looked around. The room was in perfect order. My brother was a bit anal in that way, you would never find an old sock on the floor and god forbid if you messed up his alphabetised cd collection. The only thing illuminating the room was the moon shining thru the large windows chasing some of the shadows into the corners. I eyed my wristband watch, midnight. The small suspicion I had had was now coming into full bloom. I ran down to the garage, finding the spot of the Volvo empty.

"Fuck!"

I felt a steady hand being laid on my shoulder.

"What´s up Rose?"

I turned around looking into Emmet's eyes.

"He´s at it again, I will go get him," I said trying not to sound too annoyed.

"Why? What´s the harm? He just watches her," Emmet said trying to grab my hand.

I ignored him and got into my car making the engine roar before I drove off.

I was trying to decide if I had to climb the damn three to get him or if I would be able to get his attention by whispering. I decided on the later I was after all wearing designer shoes.

"Edward get down her right now" I whispered knowing that he had to hear me.

A pale face appeared in the window and a second later he was standing in front of me on the lawn. I grabbed his arm pulling him with me away from the house.

"What the hell are you thinking breaking into that poor girl's room? What the fuck do you do there all night anyway?" I was whispering thru clenched teeth.

"I thought you supported the whole Bella plan," Edward whined as I was pulling him along.

"What part of the plan involved you going sociopathic stalker? This is history repenting itself, I´m putting a stop to this right now. Ether you stop this craziness or I will go to Carlisle and tell him you are at it again. "

"No don´t do that, he will make us move, no I will stop, I don´t know what I was thinking. She just looks so sweet and innocent when she sleeps, and I had to make sure that that dog wasn't there, "Edward said his voice going up a syllable.

"I do not think that dog has been anywhere near Bella´s bed. Alice told me about your theory about her visions, but please aren't you guys kind of jumping the gun here? As far as I know they aren't even dating." I dragged Edward over to his car and pushed him in.

"Now you drive straight home!" I slammed the car door shut and went over to my own car determined to make sure that Edward didn´t make any detours.

Jacob´s POV

I woke up feeling strange. There was this tingling sensation in my body. My sheets were drenched in sweat and I could feel my skin burning up, but for some bizarre reason I didn't feel like I was ill. I just felt different like I was becoming something different. Like there was something inside me building up. I got out of bead trying to shake these weird thoughts away, dragged myself into the bathroom, lost my boxers and headed for the shower. I couth a glimpse of my refection in the mirror as I was putting the shower curtain onto place. I looked again. I stepped out of the shower and went closer to the cold reflective glass. I put my hand on my abdomen and felt it. I looked down. Where the hell had the six-pack placed on my stomach come from? Shure I had been doing allot of growing the last year. I had become taller and more broad shouldered. I had noticed that I had become stronger for no apparent reason, but this? I had hardly been working out apart from moving some things around the garage and I was pretty sure that getting a six- pack like that required allot more work than lifting some old tires around. But there it was, I pushed my hand against it, rock hard. What the fuck was happening to me? I studied my refection in the mirror, whatever it was happening to me it was obviously truing me into some wet teenage dream. I stepped back into the shower trying to sort my thoughts out but they just kept spinning. After finishing showering and putting on some new clothes I headed for the kitchen where Billy already was preparing for his fishing trip. My hand brushed against him as I reached for the refrigerator to get something to drink. I saw my father become pale, or at least as pale as he could.

"No, not yet it's too soon, it must be, hum yes of course," he whispered to himself. Mumbling like some sort of crazy person.

"What are you mumbling about dad? I said as I pulled out a milk carton from the fridge.

"Maybe you should go see Sam," dad said giving me a serious look.

"What are you talking about dad? I´m going to see Bella today I told you that."

"Just promise me that if anything strange happens you will go to Sam. Maybe I should cancel the fishing trip," dad said starting to sound weary upset.

"No dad please relax okay, I will go to Sam in anything strange will happen," I said rolling my eyes at him.

A loud honk outside interrupted our conversation, saved by the bell I thought to myself. I had no idea why dad wanted me to hang out with Sam but I had no intention of doing so. Especially when I had the opportunity to hang with my favourite girl miss Bella Swan. Both dad and I made our way outside. Bella and Charlie were standing in front of Charlie´s car. Bella had her hands in her pockets and was smiling the cutest smile; I felt my heart skip a beat. I couldn't believe that I had Bella all to myself all day. I helped dad into Charlie's car and they were off.

"So what do you want to do?" Bella asked.

"I could show you my garage and maybe I could work some on my car, if it´s okay with you I mean," I said hoping she would say yes.

" It sounds cool but don´t expect me to be any help I can´t even tell car labels apart let alone fix anything on them."

"Don´t worry Bella I will teach you," I said and dragged her with me to the garage. The day went by way too fast. We hanged out in the garage and I worked on the car while trying to teach Bella a thing or two about mechanics. The hours just seemed to slip by while I got to know Bella a lot better. She told me about her last school, her favourite movies and her dreams for the future. That night when I laid in bed trying to fall asleep all I could think about was Bella and when sleep finally came all I could dream about was Bella and what dreams they were. Let's just say that when I woke up my sheet was in the form of a tent.

Bella´s POV

I couldn't believe it was already Friday. I was entering the cafeteria looking for a place to sit. Jessica was waving at me from a table. I guess I didn't have a choice but to join her and the gang. She had been all over me all week since my accident. Apparently I was some kind of celebrity at the school now, everybody wanted to know how I was doing. I tried to explain that I was just fine but people were still looking at me like it was miracle I was alive. Some were even talking about a divine interference. No not divine I thought to myself just Edward Cullen. Edward and I hadn't exactly gotten closer this week ether. He had at least talked to me in biology, but he was hardly confiding any deep dark secrets to me. I made my way over to the table where the conversation was circling around on thing.

"Hey La Push baby are you in?" Eric said to me. Eric and I had some classes together and he was really nice.

"O you mean the bonfire? Well yes I will go I guess," I said putting my backpack down.

"We can all ride together there come with us," Angela said giving me a big smile. Angela seemed like a really nice girl, I had to start to hang around someone else other than Jessica.

"La Push baby, it´s La Push, Eric went on waving his hands in front of him making a funny face.

"Okay I will go with you if you stop saying that," I said but couldn't help but to laugh.

"Seriously dude, its creepy man," I heard Mike say as I was making my over to the salad table.

I started to put salad in a bowl when I saw Edward making his way over to me.

"Bella," he just said and looked at me with his beautiful eyes. I thought I was going to faint, he was so hot, and I was surprised that he was talking to me. I was not exactly on a friendly basis with Edward he had even told me after our last biology class that it was better if we weren't fiends.

"You know your mood swings are kind of giving me whiplash," I said feeling so pleased with myself for coming up with that smart remark.

"I only said it were better if we weren't friends not that I didn't want to be," Edward answered stepping closer to me. O holy fuck Edward wanted to be friends with me. I was feeling like doing a small victory dance.

"What does that mean?" I asked because what the hell kind of thing was that to say, unless he wanted us to be more than fiends. But that didn't make sense ether because, god stop Bella you are overanalysing I told myself.

"It means that if you were smart you stay away from me," Edward said raising one eyebrow.

"O," was all I could come up with, I was looking at my shoes trying to find a way to continue the conversation. "Why don't we just hang out?" I couldn't believe I had just said that. Edward just smiled a little.

"Everybody´s going to the bonfire at the beach, come" I said before I lost my nerve.

"Which beach?" Edward asked.

"La Push"

"I don´t know."

"Is there something wrong with that beach?"

"It´s just a little crowded," Edward said leaving me and walking back to his siblings. I took my salad and walked over to what I was expecting being a third degree from Jessica about what Edward and I had talked about.

Edward´s POV

I could not believe my misfortune. Bella had finally asked me to hang out with her and I had to turn her down because of the dam treaty. I was almost thinking of breaking the dam agreement just to get to see her but I knew that my siblings would stop me, Alice would have a vision and they would put me under 24 hours surveillance. No I had to keep calm my time would come.

Bella´s POV

I heard the sounds of the wave's crashing against the cliffs long before we got to the beach. I was cramped between Jessica and Eric in the backseat of Mike´s car. I was dressed in jeans and a white blouse but I had a tick sweater with me because we were in Forks and the night would be chilly.

"I´m so excited, some of those guys from the rez is so cute, you must introduce me properly to all of them Bella and especially to that friend of yours Jacob, Jessica said practically bouncing up and down in her seat with excitement.

I felt a sudden urge to grab her hair and pull really hard. I pushed it down and put on a forced smile.

"Unless something going on with you two. I wouldn't want to step in on marked territory so to say," Jessica went on making exclamation marks with her fingers.

"We are friends, I mean I think we are just friends," when I head myself talk I realised for the first time that what I was feeling for Jacob might be more than friendship. I started to feel nervous and excited at the same time.

"I kind of thought that you were into that Cullen," Jessica said.

Edward yes. I felt drawn to him, I had to find out who he was, what he was, but I was hardly in love with him. It was just so dam hard to stay away from him, I was intrigued by him in some crazy insane way. Even when every bone in my body said run Bella run I still wanted to stay close to him. With Jacob it was different I felt I could be myself around him, I felt at ease. Well not completely at ease if I was completely honest he made me kind of nervous.

"Well I don´t think I´m that into him. I just want to get to know him," I said.

"Who wouldn't want to get to know him, if you know what I mean? Jessica said giving me a wink with her eye.

I couldn't help but to giggle with her, no matter how overbearing that girl could be she was kind of funny too.

"Would you two cut it off there are guys here in the car you know, we might not want to hear about your twisted sexual fantasies about Edward Cullen," Mike said giving us a stern look in the rear view mirror.

"No maybe you would like to share yours as well; I have seen you check out his stunning appearance more than once Mike," Jessica said now laughing hysterically.

"Hum funny," Mike said but I could have sworn that his cheeks turned a bit read. He parked the car and we stumbled out into the refreshing breeze of La Push beach. Jessica was still giggling and leaned in close to me.

"I have some liqueur with me you want some? She took up a small bottle from her purse pressed it against her mouth swallowed and gave it to me.

I hadn't had much experience with drinking but I didn't want to let that on so I just took the bottle from Jessica and sipped on it. It tasted sweet and strong at the same time.

"It´s banana flavoured my mum got it on some vacation, she won't notice it´s missing," Jessica giggled in my ear. I felt a warm sensation in my body, it felt nice but I decided that I better not have any more of Jessica's bottle. I did not want to risk making a total fool of myself. I mean the risk was pretty big without alcohol I did not want to add to it. Jessica was hanging on to my arm now and I had a feeling she had had some sips of the banana rama before we left home. We made our way over to the bonfire that was burning in the middle of the beach. As we came closer the heat of the fire increased. The beach was filled with teenagers and you could practically feel the anticipation in the air. The sun was setting and the shadows danced around the huge fire pit. Suddenly it felt nice to have Jessica to hold on to and I was not so sure anymore who was leaning on whom.

"It sure is hot here over by the fire," Angela said waving her hands in front of her face in some idle attempt to cool herself down.

"And it is about to get hotter," Jessica whispered in my ear as Jake and some of his friends were making their way over to us. I leaned even harder on Jessica's arm I felt so nervous I could have thrown up.

"Hi Bella," Jake said giving me a big smile.

Before I could say anything Jessica blurted out:

"It´s so good you guys are here keeping us company because Bella is a bit sad, she asked Edward Cullen to come with her here and he totally turned her down."

I looked around to see if there was anything to hit Jessica really hard over the head with. Lucky for her I didn't see anything.

"I did not ask him to come with me I just said that we were going here that's all," I said trying so sound calm. Well that was maybe stretching the truth a bit I had after all asked Edward to hang out with me but I had hardly asked him on a date like Jessica was making it sound like.

"O sorry for you Bella but the Cullen's don´t come here," Embry said swaying a bit where he stood. He stepped a bit closer to me like he was going to say something more but Jacob gave him a push and he stumbled to the side, I could smell alcohol on his breath. Jessica giggled and let go of my arm. She put her hand in her bag and dragged out her bottle.

"Anybody want to taste? She asked.

"Sure," Embry said and stepped over to Jessica. I made my way away from the two of them to Jacobs's side.

"You want to go for a walk? Jacob asked me.

"Yes please," I said. I did not want to hang out with Embry and Jessica any longer. Maybe I would be tempted to taste her banana bottle again and I feared that if I had any more of that I might just tell her what I thought of her brining that Edward ting up.

Jacob and I started walking along the beach away from the crowded scene in front of the bonfire. I felt a small anticipation at the thought of walking away to a more secluded part of the beach with him. All of a sudden I had this urge for Jacob to take my hand. I even brushed it against his as we walked, not on purpose of course. Who was I kidding? Of course it was on purpose. Unfortunately he didn't take the bait. I smiled at him trying to think of something to say.

"What did Embry mean when he said the Cullen's doesn't come here?" I finally asked mostly to have something to say.

"You caught that huh? I´m not really supposed to say anything about it" Jake said looking out over the ocean.

"Hey I can keep a secret," I said because now I really wanted to know. I wondered if this had anything to do with Edward´s ability to stop tucks with his bare hands.

"Really it's just like an old scary story," Jake said laughing a little; obviously he was a bit uncomfortable with the whole subject. I was really starting to regret I had brought it up. Here I and Jake were practically alone under the stars with a full moon rising on the black velvet sky, and I had brought Edward up. Talk about ruining the mood. I was thinking of ways to turn the conversation into more safe ground when Jacob went on talking.

"Did you know my tribe supposedly descended from wolfs? That's what the legend says anyway."

"What has this to do with the Cullen's? I mean that wolf thing seems cool and all but," I shrugged and gave Jacob a curious look.

"Well they are supposedly descended from this enemy clan. My great grandfather found them hunting on our land. But they claimed to be something different so we made a treaty. They promised to stay of our land and we promised not to expose them for what they really were."

"I thought they just moved here?"

"Or just moved back," Jake said giving me a crooked smile and raising his eyebrows. That made him look so cute that I almost forgot what we were talking about, but what Jacob just told me made cold shills run up and down my back. I couldn't let the subject go even if there was this little voice inside me telling me to stop while there still was time.

"What were they, the Cullen's or their ancestors or whatever?"

"They were called the cold ones."

"Cold ones? What does that mean?

"Well the legend says that they are bloodsuckers, you know vampires? Jacob made his voice spooky but I could see a smile playing at the corner of his mouth. I swallowed hard and must have made a pretty scared face because Jacob busted out laughing and putt his arm around me.

"Don´t tell me you believe in those crazy horror stories Bella, you remind me of dad he keeps telling them over and over again saying Jacob you must remember the history of our tribe."

It felt really nice having Jacobs arm around my shoulders. Made me feel a bit ridiculous about becoming scared but somewhere in the back of my mind I wasn't convinced that the legend was only some ridiculous horror story. Somewhere in the back of my mind the memory of Edward stopping a truck with his hand was playing on repeat. I leaned in a bit closer to Jacob as we walked, he responded by tightening his grip around my shoulders.

"Maybe I should tell you scary stories all the time if it means that I get to hold you this close afterwards," Jake said with a teasing voice.

"Stop it Jake I am not that easily spooked," I said obviously lying thru my teeth.

"Whatever you say Bella," Jacob replied and led me over to a big piece of driftwood; he let go of my shoulders and sat down. I placed myself down beside him, feeling a bit disappointed that he had let go of me. Suddenly I felt qite aware of myself, I felt qite aware of the fact that I Isabella Swan was sitting beside a very cute boy. I Isabella Swan who had never held a boy´s hand let alone kissed one on the lips. I was feeling pretty insecure to put it mildly and the fact that my heart was beating franticly in my cheats was not helping.

"It´s a beautiful night," Jake said making a gesture at the sky. The stars were gleaming against the dark black atmosphere. I looked at Jacob and I don´t know what came over me, maybe it was the beauty of that moment or maybe it was raging teenage hormones, but I took his hand and moved close to him putting my face forward hopping he would get the message. After what felt like a million years he finally put his lips on mine and we kissed. It felt strange and exhilarating and I wasn't sure if I was doing it right but it sure felt right. Jake let go of my hand and put his arms around me drawing me close to him. I felt a tingling sensation go thru my body. I opened my mouth a bit and Jacob slipped his tongue in. God that felt weird but it felt good too, really really good.

Finally at last! But do not think it will be happily ever after from now on; this is Twilight world people it doesn't work that way. Let's just say that things are going to get complicated. In the next chapter our dear Bella is a bit confused and that fever that has been hunting Jake takes over completely. And with Jake tucked down in bed or wherever his at, we all know who doesn't miss an opportunity at getting Bella´s full attention. Bella will also get the chance to hang out even more with Jessica, lucky her right? The next chapter will be for my love of a giggly wiggly girl named Jess…