Safe and Sound

Summary:

Their junior year just ended and Rachel meets a girl at Puck's end of the year party. Rachel gets kidnapped by the the girl and Santana tries to find Rachel because she's in love with the tiny brunette. Horrible summary.

Warning: Rape, talk about rape, sex and violence.

Disclaimer: I own nothing but my imagination and mistakes.

A/N: Thank you all for the feed back and for reading. Sorry it took so long to get this chapter up. I hope you like it I kept re-writing it, but it's here now.

Santana looked into the tiny brunettes eyes. Rachel tilted her head and looked at her with a concerned look.

"I-I…" Fuck! I can't do it! "I'm hungry. Do you want something?"

"No I'm good" Rachel looked at Santana, She really looked at her. She looked into the Latins eyes and saw pure love. Rachel melted in her seat. Santana got up and went into the kitchen leaving Rachel alone with her thoughts.

Rachel's P.O.V

Everytime I stare into those beautiful eyes I feel more like I can climb any mountain, go through any obstacles in live as longer as Santana's with me. I've always loved Santana. When I'm with San I feel as if she loves me too, but I know she doesn't. Blake said so herself…

Flashback

I was sit on the bed at the cabin. Blake and I have been here for a while. I'm scared and I want to go home.

"Blake?" Blake walked in.

"Yeah babe?"

"I wanna go home. I want to see my dads." I started to tear up. Blake sighed and sat on the bed.

"Rachel I need to tell you something, okay? And don't be mad" I tilted my head. "No one loves you Rach only me. Your dads haven't called and no one at school cares. You're better off here baby. I love you and you love me right?" I nodded. "And all we need is each other and we'll be okay. It's you and me against the world baby. We're gonna go to New York and you're going to be on rodway and I'm gonna raise our beautiful children. We're gonna live the dream Rach. You and me, that's all we need. I mean no with love you but me and I'm okay with that. I love you Rachel." Blake kissed me passionately and I thought maybe she is the only one who will ever love me and the kiss proved it.

"I love you Blake. You're my one and only." We kissed again and fell asleep in each others arms.

End Flashback

I did realise I was crying, I don't know why I was crying but I knew could be here anymore, I had to leave. So I did. I left my house and ran. I ran nowhere to everywhere but I stopped. It's been 12 days. 12 days since I was saved. 12 days since I saw Blake's lifeless body. The girl I thought I was in love with. The girl that manipulated me into thinking horrible things about others and myself. 12 days and here I was standing in front of Blake Elizabeth Carter's grave. 12 days and everyone of those days I got stronger. I looked at her grave. I feel sorry. Everyone hates her because of what she did but I can't, Blake was sick, she was scared of losing the one person she cared about. I kneeled down and and touched her head stone.

"I forgive you Blake. It wasn't your fault… you were sick and I can't hate you because you were sick. I forgive you Blake Carter." I got up and started to walk back home.

"Rachel? Rachel is that you?" The voice behind me said. I turned around to find Quinn standing there.

"Oh hi Quinn"

"What are you doing out here?"

"I was just visiting someone. What are you doing here?"

"Visiting my Grams" I smiled sadly. "Does San know you're here?" My eyes went wide.

"Shit. No. I kinda just left" I check my pockets for my phone. "Shit. I think I left my phone at home. May I borrow yours Quinn?" Quinn nodded and handed me her phone. "Thank you" I dial Santana's number.

"Q? I can't find Rach. She was here but now…" I heard sniffling "She's gone Quinn. She's-"

"Santana it's Rachel. I'm fine and I'm sorry I left. I just… I just got caught up in my own head and need some fresh air so I went for a run. I'm okay though"

"Rachel you can't… You can't do this. I just got you back…" I love her so much I thought "and I don't want to lose you again"

"I'll be home in a few, okay?"

"Okay. Wait why are you with Quinn?"

"I ran into her and she let me use her phone"

"Oh okay. Can you put Q on?"

"Sure" I handed the phone to Quinn "She wants to talk to you"

"What's up S?... Yeah sure… It's no problem… Bye S" Quinn looked at me and put her phone away. "I'm taking you home, come on"

"Okay" I got into Quinn's car and we drove to my house. "Thank you Quinn. Would you like to come in?"

"No thanks Rach and it wasn't a problem" I smile and say bye then walk into the house. As soon as I came through the door Santana hugged me tightly.

"Never leave like that again" She said with tears in her eyes

"I'm sorry and I'll never do that again Sanny. I promise" we broke apart and sat on the couch.

"Where'd you go" San asked me.

"I was just running to clear my head and I ended up at Blake's grave" Santana tensed up. "I forgave her."

"Why?"

"She was sick San. She had no control of what she was doing. Everything in her head told her that I was the right thing. That she was helping me. I forgive her San. She deserves it" Santana just nodded. I yawned and San just smiled.

"Go take a nap Rach, okay?" I nodded and went up to my room. The only thing I thought about was Santana and I smiled and fell asleep.

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